Fengtian past events
Chapter 226
I thought that the meeting with Liu Guoqing would be happy to see the success. After all, a good friend's persuasiveness can greatly increase the possibility of instigating rebellion. I didn't expect that I made a mistake. Instead, I aroused the taboo of the superior, and I staggered away from me the next day. Time to hang out with Liu Guoqing.
I think it was Zhao Qingman's embellished description of Liu Guoqing's blurred and tearful eyes, which led to the cautious decision of the organization.But the water is too big to go to the ducks. Liu Guoqing has been operating in the army for several years, and he always has some connections.So in the deep spring, he opened the window and entered the house under the moonlight, and his hands were as light as a dream.
With the curtains on my back, I was falling asleep, suddenly felt cold, and the quilt was thrown to the ground; before I could turn around, his hand came to cover my mouth, and then the waist of my trousers loosened, and there was an almost silent pain , he was rampaging inside me like a frightened mad horse.
I couldn't suppress the nausea, I just felt that my stomach was about to leak air, and I struggled vigorously with sobs.Uncharacteristically, he violently pushed my arms behind my back. Before I knew it, the loose top was piled up to my waist, and the pants were wet and sticky.He took the initiative and turned my body into limp noodles, with no power to fight back; every inch of my movement was like a bullet fired by a sharpshooter, hitting the target without missing a beat; gradually, the familiar Pleasure was raging in all directions in my body like a storm, and I gave up grabbing his hand over my mouth and nose, and grabbed the pillow instead.
He turned me around hard, I squinted my eyes impatiently, my old waist was almost broken, and my nails scratched the corner of the pillow and the bed sheet.His swaying face was half-lit and half-dark under the reflection of the moonlight, his frowning eyebrows and pale complexion were like crumpled white paper, and a thin line appeared at the end of his closed eyes.I took a few heavy breaths, and Fang moaned intermittently: "You...you...what the hell are you crazy about? Damn, take it easy!"
He hugged my back, sat me up, and said softly: "Let me hug me for a while, and for a while..."
By the time he sheds the animal skin and regenerated a human soul, I haven't adjusted my breathing yet.He brought a towel, the water room was in the corridor, it was not easy to get water, so he had to dry my sweaty hair, then cleaned the bottom, squeezed into the single bed again, wrapped his arms around, and whispered: " There is a man named Liu Guangliang, is he one of yours?"
My heart sank, and I said lazily, "Oh... what's wrong?"
"He dumped two carts of gold outside the pass and hit my hands."
I was surprised and happy again!This little squad leader is really good, and the matter is finally done!
I sat up straight and said seriously, "He's the only one? Who else?"
"There are two more," he hesitated, "both are familiar faces, with beards."
I said, "I asked them to transport the gold. If it doesn't add up, it won't work. They must go to the south to find me... It's in your hands. Didn't you report it?"
"Not for the time being, but I can't hide it for a few days." Liu Guoqing's eyes reflected the outline of Xingyue, washing away his deep affection, "Yige, let me ask you one last time, do you want to stay, stay by my side? "
His words were like a deep whirlpool, almost drowning me.
After a long time, I shook my head slightly.
He hugged me, and his tight chest seemed to fuse with each other's flesh and blood. I thought of what I wrote to him indiscriminately: Break us two together and reconcile them with water.Twist another you, and shape another me.I have you in my mud, and you have me in your mud.
"...Okay," his voice trembled slightly, suppressing the surge of thoughts, "If you want to go, I'll see you off."
I made up my mind to give it a try, but it turned out that he knew the result would be like this, and he had already made a perfect plan.
He changed my clothes and I turned into his bodyguard.Before going out, he said to me: "Hold the gun."
Then I suddenly remembered something, and said: "Let's go and say goodbye, I don't know when we will see you again. I wanted to keep a photo of the two of us, but now the photo is gone, why don't you give me a lock of hair."
He silently took out the scissors from the drawer, cut them out, wrapped them in cloth, handed them to me, and said, "I don't like this."
I was taken aback.
He continued: "Tie hair as a husband and wife, there is no doubt about love and love. Life should return, and death should be lovesickness. I don't like this implication..." He took back the cloth bag, and took out the one I gave him from his arms, After unrolling two cloth bags, he mixed me with his hair.
"you--"
"Just change the poem once," he said, dividing the mixed hair equally, wrapping it up again, and handing it to one of me, "Tie hair as husband and wife, love and affection. There is me in your hair, I have you in my hair."
"...Liu Guoqing," I squeezed the small cloth bag tightly, "...Liu Guoqing..."
"It's been 12 years, Yi Ge, we've known each other for 12 years. You must remember that I love you, not just in this one cycle."
I laughed, showing two canine teeth: "Okay, you will come to me in every life in the future...but it can't be so late like this life,"
In May 1949, our army was defeated like a mountain, and the team withdrew all the way south.Liu Guangliang and I guarded the two carts of gold in fear, and finally arrived in Nanjing.
Gold's face was greater than the sky, not only was I not punished, but I was reinstated and promoted to a military rank; as soon as I had soldiers in my hand, I was sent to Fujian.Since then, Liu Guoqing and I have gone south and north, and have never fought a lingering battle.
Liu Guangliang has been following me and made great contributions, so I promoted him to Xiao Zhou's position.
One morning, before the battle started, he and I were eating ashes in the trenches, and suddenly remembered something, and asked him, "If I asked you to bring it, did you bring it?"
Liu Guangliang shrank his neck and said in confusion, "What are you talking about?"
"...my heart is at ease—"
"That's it," he suddenly realized, "we didn't see anyone, it went very well, and once it got down, it was all gold! How could it be as scary as you said?"
My heart floated out little by little, ups and downs with the wind, and finally fell into the dust.
In July, our party began to withdraw to Taiwan on a large scale; there have long been rumors that President Jiang transferred the central bank’s cash to Taiwan at the beginning of this year. Now it seems that the name is worthy of the name. went.
The soldiers will no longer have the heart to fight. In August, Fuzhou was defeated. I was seriously injured and sent to Xiamen for recuperation. At the same time, a special medical report was presented to me.
On October 10, the People's Republic of China was established.On the 1th of the same month, the city of Xiamen was demolished. Because of my limited mobility, I was not transferred for the time being. Instead, I saw an old friend.
Lao He has grown from Liu Guoqing's adjutant to an independent general. On the night of Xiamen's change of ownership, he came to see me quietly and said: "Mr. And got a punishment."
I haven't heard any news from Liu Guoqing for more than half a year. When I first heard about it, my ears perked up like rabbits: "What's wrong with him?"
"It's nothing serious," Lao He smiled lightly, and peeled an apple for me, "I sneaked out, and I'll take a look at you in the name of Mr. Liu, and I should go now... What will you do in the future?" Intend?"
I said: "The general of the defeated army doesn't have any plans, he just obeys orders."
Old He sighed: "That's not a matter of a strait..."
I secretly touched the cloth bag next to my body, and then moved my palm down to my lower abdomen. After thinking for a while, I still said: "You told Liu Guoqing that both the mainland and Taiwan are Chinese. Waiting for the day when the cross-strait blockade is lifted... I am waiting for him, we are all waiting for him."
Old He was startled and nodded solemnly.
In November 1949, the transfer of the last batch of Kuomintang troops was completed.The two sides of the Taiwan Strait began a blockade period that lasted nearly 11 years.
The author has something to say: If you want to see an open ending, you can stop here~
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Ah... In the blink of an eye, this article lasted for three years, and finally ushered in the end day hahahaha!
It's time for the little diving angels to show their heads and take a breath~^^
☆、Yining Extra Story·Like a Passerby
I am Yining.Reluctantly Yi, Bengubangning Ning.
In April 1987, No. 4 years after the end of the Cultural Revolution, the mainland civil society organized a "Mainland-Taiwan Family Search Activity".Our group has returned from Taiwan, and everyone brings with them the joy or sorrow of each family.
But the degree of joy or sorrow is faint, like the thin and winding mist in the winter morning, deeply trapped in it, but disappears for a moment.
Time is the grave of all things. Once intense emotions, even if they are deeply rooted in the blood and bone marrow, will gradually fade in the inheritance of life, just like fog.
Childhood memories are vivid and fuzzy, it seems that every day is as long as a winding railway with no end in sight, but when I think about it carefully, there is only a certain moment, which is inexplicably clear as dust is dusted off.
I brought back a picture of my father.The photo is old and has turned yellow. My father's brows and eyes are blurred, but he can still feel the kindness from his slightly frowning brows.He sat on a chair in the study that only I could come and go at will, watching me from the photo.And who is the person who took the camera to take this scene, I also know it well.
It turns out that my memory has not faded.
After returning from Taiwan, I went to visit Uncle Liu's grave, and brought the photo given by Liu Hengxi.The tomb was empty, and only a few clothes he had worn were placed in it; the tomb was also very simple, to put it bluntly, it was just a dirt bag.
After liberation, China went crazy, even with him, because the higher ups said he was a spy and said he was a traitor to the party, because he used to have a close relationship with my dad, the Kuomintang that went to Taiwan, so he betrayed the party, should be given He was severely punished.
But one morning, he disappeared.Some people said they heard the sound of him throwing himself into the lake in Tanglin in the middle of the night.The body was not recovered after several days of fishing. It is estimated that it was eaten by fish in the water.
There is only one lake in Tangling, called East Lake.Later, it was renamed Longtan, and a large stone was erected with the changed name written in bright red lines.
This lake is very beautiful. If I have nothing to do, I will come to the lake to enjoy life.
Finally, when the madness in China is cured, the chaos will be set right, and many people will be rehabilitated.Few people were rehabilitated, and most of them died. Uncle Liu, who didn't know life and death, was also considered dead.
But the tomb is still a soil bag, nothing has changed.
I hid from the mausoleum guards and dug a small hole next to the earth bag.I'm not young anymore, but I'm doing sneaky things, I really don't feel ashamed to panic.
So he quickly buried the photo shallowly, throwing off the dirt all over his body, and turned around to be the revered Doctor Yi.
I came alone, riding a bicycle and wandering around, and the day passed.I went home and had dinner at night. My daughter is grown up and has her own concerns. I don't say anything, just because I have them too. Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself.
At night, I can't sleep much.The moonlight outside was very bright, so I opened the door and went out, which meant "undressing to sleep, entering the house under the moonlight, and setting off happily".But I am very pitiful. Those who have nothing to do with pleasure can't find Zhang Huaimin.
When I was young, there was also a moon, and it was so bright.This is strange, as if there was no moon before.It's because there were too many things to see and want to see in the past. I just lowered my head and ignored the moon in the sky.
I don’t know when the North Market began to be depressed, and now it has long since disappeared. The Daguan Tea Garden is gone, leaving only a bare space.This time, there was no stage, or the stage became as big as an open space.
Passing through the North Market is Dabeiguan.
I walked all the way down the street.The directions are familiar, but the streets are unfamiliar.But this generation is all bungalows, and the yellow three-story building is very eye-catching.
When I came outside the courtyard wall, the wall was covered with creepers, and there were a few small red flowers here and there, making a mess.The gate of the courtyard was locked, and it seemed that some sparrows had made a nest on the roof. When someone approached, they flew away nimbly and swiftly, and they didn't know where they landed.
There is no one around, only the moonlight is falling.
His hands and feet are smarter than that of a sparrow. When he climbed up the wall and jumped, the first thing he saw was a tree stump.The stump was covered with green moss, covering the growth rings.
It was raining, heavy and misty, and the moss was slippery.Against the rain, I listened for a while with my head. This tree stump was once a plantain.The weather in the Northeast is not suitable for planting plantains, but she is alive. When it rains, the rain hits the plantains, tinkling like wind chimes.
After listening for a while, I went to the front of the small building.The roof extending from the entrance hall sheltered me from the rain.After so many years, when I come, he will still protect me from the rain.
The door was unlocked and opened with a creak.I thought it was lazy, when I sealed it up, I thought it would be good to seal the yard.After a long time, the rumors of haunted houses and haunted houses became very popular, and no one dared to come.except me.
The room was dark and smelled of dust.
I wandered around the house like a ghost from the past returning to the present.My memory is still 50 years ago, and I can clearly restore the scene at that time.You see, my sister-in-law is sitting on the side sofa, talking to my mother, my uncle holds my sister-in-law's hand, and listens to her with affection—probably half-understood, this foreign devil, but he just loves to listen.Cuizhu teased Duoduo with a rope, while Xiaoping squatted down, grabbing Duoduo's tail from time to time.The eldest brother is reading a book, he always reads a book.Uncle Liu was smoking a cigarette beside him, the smell was choking!
and also.
The wooden stairs seemed to be moth-eaten, trembling like a dying old man, one had to be careful when stepping on them.He still seems to recognize me, and everything here seems to recognize me.Stepping on the solid ground of the second floor, I looked to the left, then to the right, and then looked back downstairs.
It was even darker upstairs.I turned on the flashlight, but only one side was illuminated brightly.If only there was a bright moon in the house.
I went to have a look at every room, and the layout was the same, except for the dust, it was clean, and there was nothing left.
Still found some good stuff.There is a family portrait that Mom is thinking about missing. It is hidden in the gap between the wardrobe in the parents' bedroom and only a little sharp corner is exposed.At that time, the army was in turmoil and people were turned on their backs. Who would pay attention to a gap?
There are also balls of yarn that Duoduo likes, whose original color can no longer be discerned; there are also empty Coca-Cola bottles, wrapping paper for chocolates and plums, half-cut lipstick, and a page of homework paper full of Japanese kana.
There is also a cabinet full of wine in the window of Dad's study.
Suddenly, the surrounding colors gradually faded away, leaving only the smell of wine.The smell is mixed with every minute and every second that was once alive in this house, but it is like an expired sticky mouse, with sweet skin and bitter filling.
I didn't go into the study, turned around and returned the things I found to everyone.
I stayed in the house until the rain stopped and then left.Just like an ordinary passer-by, just resting in this desolate post station, when the rain stopped, he left without blaming the past.
I really never went back.
This small building has survived a crazy decade, and it was protected as an ancient architectural relic in the 90s, standing in a pretentious and busy street in a bustling bustling street, as if sleeping in another era, and can never wake up again.
Sleeping with it, there are many, many, my relatives.
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In 1950, I was in high school in Hulan.Before the university entrance examination, the teacher approached me and said that because I could speak fluent Russian, the school would recommend me to study in the Russian Department of Beijing Normal University and asked for my opinion.
I was quite arrogant and naturally bold, so I refused without thinking.I have not forgotten my vision for the future profession. I still remember the words of rejection: "I want to be a doctor of the people!"
The reason why I want to be a doctor is that Uncle Liu said that my father is not in good health.
I just hate that I was born late.I can't cure him, so I'll go and cure others.
Uncle Zou supported me the most, but Grandpa Liu was indecisive, but his health was not good, and I was the first female champion in the family, so he couldn't control me.
Finally, I was admitted to Harbin Medical University.
Five years later, my younger brother Yili returned to Shenyang, where he was admitted to Shenyang Agricultural College.
And in the past five years, Grandpa Liu passed away, and he couldn't return to his roots until he died; Uncle Zou was tortured to death during the Five Antis Period, but I didn't even bring back his body.
I heard that Uncle Zou was in a very poor mental state at the end, he couldn't interrogate anything, he just laughed maniacally, and sang poems: "...Do you think I'm doing well? I'm young, I'm crazy, half my life Going to Xinjiang; it doesn't matter if the body is muddy in the rain, the sword is sharp after drinking. Don't forget about the things in your life, and sing a song when you climb high;
Yili and I have worn filial piety for the two elders for three years, which seems to be the only thing we can do.Life is getting harder, but I can barely get by. The only thing I can rely on is my impressive grades. I use these grades to reduce tuition fees and living expenses, and use these grades to exchange for scholarships, ensuring that Yili and I will not go hungry during the holidays.
Hungry, the Japanese were never hungry when they were here, and they were never hungry when the Nationalist government was in the country. Now that the new society is underway, they are hungry. What is wrong with the world!
To say that we also had the idea of defecting, my uncle is doing very well, he is in Beijing, and I heard that he has become a high-ranking official. I always thought he would only cry to my father.
But in the end it didn’t work out, because Yili and I were still studying in the Northeast, but my aunt came to visit us, she left some money, and then the whole family went to Beijing.
I think my brother-in-law helped my aunt's house, and we would be making ourselves miserable if we went again.I know my aunt doesn't have a good relationship with my family, but I have a good relationship with my uncle; we don't have a father, so our relationship is not as close as the two of them after all.
I said to Yili: "Let's hold out for another two years, and it will be fine when I assign jobs."
Two years passed in a blink of an eye. Based on my grades, I thought I would be assigned to the provincial hospital. Unexpectedly, because of my family background, I was only assigned to the district health center.
The big gap made me a little depressed, and I resented my father again, and I couldn't stop thinking about him.
I miss his generous arms, miss his pampering and doting on me, and only after losing all protection, I realized how much I love him.
I thought about our last friendly conversation, and then he was gone.The moon coated his body with a layer of cool and soft water light, magically sculpting his back.It was as if his shadow was gone and his body was left behind.But the fact is that his body is gone too, and what remains is the phantom imprinted in my mind.
He loves me the most, he compressed the love of his life into ten years, gave it to me, and then it will be gone.It's a pity, why didn't I save some use?
I didn't keep anything he gave me, except for a letter, which was preserved because it was bookmarked.
The letter was only a few words, messy handwriting, hastily typefaced, it said——
Dear Ninger:
A short distance away is like the end of the world, with thousands of words and thoughts.I haven't seen you grow up, and I haven't seen you get married.As a father, you are only allowed to marry you to a peaceful country when you are sitting in a sedan chair.
How much I want to tell him that I am willing to never marry for the rest of my life, as long as he comes back.
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After Yili graduated, he was assigned to the Agricultural Bureau of Kazuo County.He is good in style, and he is a serious college student. He is very enthusiastic about his work, and he takes care of everything big and small, and he is in the limelight for a while.
During the six months here, he also married a wife who was the local women's director.The two hit it off and fell in love freely. I specially sent them a greeting card and the only 20 yuan.
However, less than a month after the marriage, a piece of information about Yili disturbed the Kazuo Agricultural Bureau.
It turned out that when he was in school, he said something to his classmates who were labeled as rightists. He said: "Everyone is a contradiction among the people. How can there be so many counter-revolutionaries?"
In a word, he was classified as four types of rightists, and his wife quickly drew a line with him.He was sent to Crouching Tiger Valley Forest Farm to undergo labor reform. He went up the mountain to cut trees every day, and he had to carry five waters from the bottom of the mountain to the mountain, but he only had two meals of corn.
Within a month, he became thin and out of shape, his immunity declined sharply, and because of his unfamiliar tree-cutting techniques, he was accidentally scratched by a wicker one day, and he was not treated in time, which led to infection of the wound, swelling of his arm, and eventually a high fever. Time fell to the ground, unconscious.
The workers couldn't bear it, put him in a carriage and drove seventy miles to the county hospital.His wife, who had separated from him, was working in the pharmacy bureau of the county hospital, but she never showed up.
My young brother, not only did not enjoy the treatment of family members in the hospital, but also because of the doctor's timid treatment, he finally died in a foreign country after a nervous breakdown.
After his death, I received the death notice. The reason was to draw a line with the rightists, and it was the same after death, so I couldn't deal with his funeral.
I had no money and no one; I dragged my younger brother to the grove behind the hospital, dug a shallow pit with my own strength, and buried him hastily without even a coffin.
They stood at the back door, watching helplessly, but no one came out.Just keep your eyes open like a pack of wolves eating people.
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Now I can calmly talk about what happened at that time without feeling sad. After all, time is the tomb of all things, and it is also the best medicine. Tears dry up, the heart no longer hurts, leaving only emptiness and loneliness, like a shadow.This is a part of the heart, removed by time.
Later, with the reform and opening up, the "Dragon Boat" private hospital was established beside the "Dabeiguan Three-story Small Building" that has become an ancient architectural relic.I was hired here to see a doctor, and I passed by this ancient architectural relic every day.
Occasionally, I'll look up at the sparrows nesting on the roofs of ancient architectural relics.Most of the time, they just walk in a hurry, like a passerby.
On this day, I went to the North Market to buy hanging oven cakes, and saw that the old site of Daguan Tea Garden was put on a stage again, and the neon sign at the door was flashing: Meng Jusheng, a famous Dan in the Republic of China, was the only direct disciple...
I walked over indifferently, just like a passerby, and just like a passerby.
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☆、Anxi Fanwai·Learning Buddhism is only for one thought
I live in a temple, the temple is not big, and there are two big trees in the front yard, one on the left and one on the right, like door gods posted on the door, but they are trees, not people.
The one on the left is a pear tree, and the one on the right is a peach tree.I like spring the most. As soon as spring comes, the pear tree will bloom small white flowers, and the peach tree flowers will be pink. They look alike, only the colors are different, but they are both beautiful.
Not only do I like pear trees and peach trees in spring, but also bees and butterflies.They fly and are small enough to fall into flowers.But my hands are bigger than a flower, and I want to be as small as them, so I can sleep in them.There are so many flowers on a tree, I can sleep on one every day.As long as they don't bear fruit, I can sleep until the next spring.I'm not telling lies, pear trees and peach trees really have so many flowers.
Grandma told me that there is something called pollen in every flower. Bees and butterflies will take the pollen away, and the bees will bring it home to make honey, but the butterfly does not need to make honey. It eats the pollen in its stomach. Just like we gnaw corn, eat pasta, and drink muddy porridge every day, pollen is its corn, pastry, and muddy porridge.
I can eat so many different foods every day, but butterflies can only eat pollen.I gave the butterfly corn grains, it stood on it, rested for a while, then flew away without eating.After the butterfly left, the corn kernels were eaten by the big rooster.
I think butterflies can only eat pollen.What if a butterfly doesn't like to eat pollen?I don't like to eat corn, so I go to eat pastry, but butterflies can only go hungry!
I said to grandma: "The butterfly is so pitiful."
Grandma has no hair and wears a gray cloth cap. She smells like incense, the fading smell of the Empress Palace.I can't tell if the smell is good or bad, but it reassures me.
Grandma told me: "They all like to eat pollen. Pollen is as sweet as honey. No one would dislike it."
It's as sweet as honey!I have only eaten honey twice, it is sweet and needs to be soaked in water. No one would dislike the taste.
Early this morning, I climbed to the tree and plucked a peach blossom to eat, but I didn't wait for the smell of honey.I spit it out and cried silently.
If it’s not sweet, then it’s not sweet, why is it still bitter?I don't like bitterness the least.The bees are really bad, they know how to make sweet, but they don't tell the butterflies.Butterflies must not like it either, they are going to be hungry.
Maybe pear blossoms are sweet?Pears are sweeter than peaches, so is pear blossom sweeter than peach blossom?
I sat on the branch of the peach blossom tree and looked to the right, but I dared not pick pear blossoms and eat them.
At the moment of melancholy, two people entered the temple. They were dressed very neatly, with a smart and neat look.Although it was the first time we met, I felt a strange intimacy.
The one with a serious face among them waved to me: "Anxi."
They know my name!But I really haven't seen them!
So I asked, "Who are you?"
"Are you coming down? How dangerous it is to sit on the head."
I'm a little upset, I've climbed up and down many times and never fell once!
I climbed down with ease, and I jumped for the last time, but I didn't jump to the ground. Instead, I was held firmly in my arms by a pair of strong arms.
It was the person who called my name just now. I looked at his face, but it was still unfamiliar, but this embrace was very familiar.I lay on top of him with peace of mind, his clothes were a bit strange, and there were cards on his shoulders.
"What did you eat, rub your mouth full?"
When I mentioned this, I felt sad, and I stretched out my hand to show him: "Flowers."
"Why are you eating flowers? Hungry?"
I pursed my lips and complained to him, talking a lot.His breath made me feel safe, as if I was surrounded by this breath a long time ago.
After I finished speaking, the person who hugged me was not comforted, but another man with a soft face laughed: "You suffer, but the butterfly doesn't feel the pain."
By the way, I belatedly remembered: "Who the hell are you!"
"...I am your second uncle, and he is your third uncle," said the person holding me, "Do you still remember your father? He looks a bit like me."
my dad?Can't remember, I only have grandma.
So I turned around and called grandma to the main hall.
It turned out that they were pilgrims.They went in with grandma to offer incense, leaving a cat to play with me.
This cat is called "Fat Fat". There is an idiom called "Fat Fat", and it is suitable for it.
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Second uncle and third uncle are probably the best people in the world besides grandma!When I was with them, I had sweets every day; they often kissed me, I kissed them, and they kissed each other, but when they kissed, if I was around, the second uncle would be unhappy; in fact, he didn’t know, I've secretly seen them kiss many times!
I really like them, how nice it would be for them to stay in the temple and live with me, grandma, and the big tree!
Because I like them, when my second uncle and I exchanged jade pendants, I gave them to him, and he gave me a sparkling watch.I don't like this watch very much, it's too tacky, but Fatty likes it, it likes all shiny things.
The second uncle was not very happy the next day. I looked in my pocket, and there were three pieces of candy. Although I was a bit reluctant, I hoped that my second uncle would be happy, so I gave him one piece.That's sugar, who would be unhappy seeing sugar?
The second uncle was really happy, but he didn't eat it. He just took a look at it. I thought this piece of candy was very pitiful. No one wanted him, so I ate it for the second uncle.
If this is the case, I think, I can show my second uncle Tang every day to make him happy.
But after a while, I became unhappy: there was a small car parked outside the temple, I saw it when my grandma and I entered the city, it was very rare!The car is not small at all, it is so tall and big that I have to lift my neck to see it completely.
The third uncle said: "Let's take this seat after lunch."
"Go?" I asked, "Where are you going?"
"Change to a bigger, better place to live."
How can that work!I have many good friends here, and I cannot leave!
I yelled: "No way, the big tree has no feet, so I can't follow them, I have to accompany them!"
"Who to accompany?" Third Uncle asked suspiciously.
The second uncle pointed to the yard: "Those two trees."
The third uncle said to me: "They are with each other, why don't you mess up."
"I've been with them all the time, I won't go!"
"Well, look at it," he went to the tree, broke off a flower branch each, came back and handed it to me, and said with a smile, "today my third uncle will teach you a poem, 'A flower blooms so that it can be broken and it must be broken, don't let it break." Waiting for no flowers and breaking branches', this is a gift they gave you, think about it, and come back to see them when you have a chance in the future."
"Don't they hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt. When the flowers die, they fall. They won't go away either. Didn't you say that they have no feet and will always wait for you in place."
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We left the temple anyway and walked a long way to another temple.
This temple is very big, very big, very big, the kind I have never seen before, it can hold many cars!
Fatty and I played in the big temple for a long time, until I was hungry, so I went to ask my second uncle for something to eat.He bought me a bean noodle pastry, which was delicious, and he also bought a kite, which belonged to an eagle and could fly very high!
My second uncle bought the kite, and instead of playing it for me immediately, he wrote four words on the eagle's wings. He told me these four words: "Ping, An, Xi, Le, your name 'Anxi' means The abbreviation of these four words. Second Uncle hopes that you can follow these four words for the rest of your life. When something happens, it is also the most important thing for you to be safe, happy, and happy."
For some reason, this sentence was only said once, and it was deeply imprinted in my mind, much faster than me before.If I ask my second uncle to read all the books in the future, will it be as fast as memorizing this sentence?
The kite flew higher and higher, over the eaves, over the Drum Tower, and almost flew to the clouds; but suddenly it began to rain, which was really worrying.
The second uncle said: "After the rain stops, let it go, it will not be a short time."
I believed him.
As soon as I collected the kite, my third uncle took me into the main hall, but my second uncle didn't follow, but sat on the steps outside the main hall, talking to Fei Fei; then, the main hall closed, so I couldn't see him.
There are three uncles, grandma, and one person in the hall.I couldn't tell the age of this man, and what was even more curious was that not only was there no hair on his head, but there were also nine round dots.
I asked, "What's that growing on your head?"
The third uncle patted the top of my head lightly: "It's not big or small."
"He just has nine dots!"
The third uncle wanted to shoot me again, but the man laughed.The scent of his body is stronger, and I am used to smelling it, so I don't hate him.
He squatted in front of me, lowered his head, and twirled the beads in his hand: "Would you like to touch it?"
When I got closer, I could see clearly that those small dots turned out to be scars one by one!
I quickly waved my hand: "No, no, you will hurt."
He showed a sad expression: "You see, because of these dots, I can't grow my hair anymore."
"Yeah, what should I do then?"
"Would you like to be like me without long hair?"
I thought about it and said, "Those people outside don't have hair either."
"They'll grow back, and I won't."
"You are so pitiful." I stretched my head and looked at the top of his head. In the small temple before, the master didn't have hair, but he had stubble. This man is really naked, like a wounded boiled egg !
I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll stay with you, and I won't grow my hair anymore."
He laughed, touched the top of my head, and asked, "Your name is Anxi?"
I nodded again.
"From now on, you will call me Master, and your Dharma name is Dele."
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☆, Anxi Fanwai·Learning Buddhism only
I think it was Zhao Qingman's embellished description of Liu Guoqing's blurred and tearful eyes, which led to the cautious decision of the organization.But the water is too big to go to the ducks. Liu Guoqing has been operating in the army for several years, and he always has some connections.So in the deep spring, he opened the window and entered the house under the moonlight, and his hands were as light as a dream.
With the curtains on my back, I was falling asleep, suddenly felt cold, and the quilt was thrown to the ground; before I could turn around, his hand came to cover my mouth, and then the waist of my trousers loosened, and there was an almost silent pain , he was rampaging inside me like a frightened mad horse.
I couldn't suppress the nausea, I just felt that my stomach was about to leak air, and I struggled vigorously with sobs.Uncharacteristically, he violently pushed my arms behind my back. Before I knew it, the loose top was piled up to my waist, and the pants were wet and sticky.He took the initiative and turned my body into limp noodles, with no power to fight back; every inch of my movement was like a bullet fired by a sharpshooter, hitting the target without missing a beat; gradually, the familiar Pleasure was raging in all directions in my body like a storm, and I gave up grabbing his hand over my mouth and nose, and grabbed the pillow instead.
He turned me around hard, I squinted my eyes impatiently, my old waist was almost broken, and my nails scratched the corner of the pillow and the bed sheet.His swaying face was half-lit and half-dark under the reflection of the moonlight, his frowning eyebrows and pale complexion were like crumpled white paper, and a thin line appeared at the end of his closed eyes.I took a few heavy breaths, and Fang moaned intermittently: "You...you...what the hell are you crazy about? Damn, take it easy!"
He hugged my back, sat me up, and said softly: "Let me hug me for a while, and for a while..."
By the time he sheds the animal skin and regenerated a human soul, I haven't adjusted my breathing yet.He brought a towel, the water room was in the corridor, it was not easy to get water, so he had to dry my sweaty hair, then cleaned the bottom, squeezed into the single bed again, wrapped his arms around, and whispered: " There is a man named Liu Guangliang, is he one of yours?"
My heart sank, and I said lazily, "Oh... what's wrong?"
"He dumped two carts of gold outside the pass and hit my hands."
I was surprised and happy again!This little squad leader is really good, and the matter is finally done!
I sat up straight and said seriously, "He's the only one? Who else?"
"There are two more," he hesitated, "both are familiar faces, with beards."
I said, "I asked them to transport the gold. If it doesn't add up, it won't work. They must go to the south to find me... It's in your hands. Didn't you report it?"
"Not for the time being, but I can't hide it for a few days." Liu Guoqing's eyes reflected the outline of Xingyue, washing away his deep affection, "Yige, let me ask you one last time, do you want to stay, stay by my side? "
His words were like a deep whirlpool, almost drowning me.
After a long time, I shook my head slightly.
He hugged me, and his tight chest seemed to fuse with each other's flesh and blood. I thought of what I wrote to him indiscriminately: Break us two together and reconcile them with water.Twist another you, and shape another me.I have you in my mud, and you have me in your mud.
"...Okay," his voice trembled slightly, suppressing the surge of thoughts, "If you want to go, I'll see you off."
I made up my mind to give it a try, but it turned out that he knew the result would be like this, and he had already made a perfect plan.
He changed my clothes and I turned into his bodyguard.Before going out, he said to me: "Hold the gun."
Then I suddenly remembered something, and said: "Let's go and say goodbye, I don't know when we will see you again. I wanted to keep a photo of the two of us, but now the photo is gone, why don't you give me a lock of hair."
He silently took out the scissors from the drawer, cut them out, wrapped them in cloth, handed them to me, and said, "I don't like this."
I was taken aback.
He continued: "Tie hair as a husband and wife, there is no doubt about love and love. Life should return, and death should be lovesickness. I don't like this implication..." He took back the cloth bag, and took out the one I gave him from his arms, After unrolling two cloth bags, he mixed me with his hair.
"you--"
"Just change the poem once," he said, dividing the mixed hair equally, wrapping it up again, and handing it to one of me, "Tie hair as husband and wife, love and affection. There is me in your hair, I have you in my hair."
"...Liu Guoqing," I squeezed the small cloth bag tightly, "...Liu Guoqing..."
"It's been 12 years, Yi Ge, we've known each other for 12 years. You must remember that I love you, not just in this one cycle."
I laughed, showing two canine teeth: "Okay, you will come to me in every life in the future...but it can't be so late like this life,"
In May 1949, our army was defeated like a mountain, and the team withdrew all the way south.Liu Guangliang and I guarded the two carts of gold in fear, and finally arrived in Nanjing.
Gold's face was greater than the sky, not only was I not punished, but I was reinstated and promoted to a military rank; as soon as I had soldiers in my hand, I was sent to Fujian.Since then, Liu Guoqing and I have gone south and north, and have never fought a lingering battle.
Liu Guangliang has been following me and made great contributions, so I promoted him to Xiao Zhou's position.
One morning, before the battle started, he and I were eating ashes in the trenches, and suddenly remembered something, and asked him, "If I asked you to bring it, did you bring it?"
Liu Guangliang shrank his neck and said in confusion, "What are you talking about?"
"...my heart is at ease—"
"That's it," he suddenly realized, "we didn't see anyone, it went very well, and once it got down, it was all gold! How could it be as scary as you said?"
My heart floated out little by little, ups and downs with the wind, and finally fell into the dust.
In July, our party began to withdraw to Taiwan on a large scale; there have long been rumors that President Jiang transferred the central bank’s cash to Taiwan at the beginning of this year. Now it seems that the name is worthy of the name. went.
The soldiers will no longer have the heart to fight. In August, Fuzhou was defeated. I was seriously injured and sent to Xiamen for recuperation. At the same time, a special medical report was presented to me.
On October 10, the People's Republic of China was established.On the 1th of the same month, the city of Xiamen was demolished. Because of my limited mobility, I was not transferred for the time being. Instead, I saw an old friend.
Lao He has grown from Liu Guoqing's adjutant to an independent general. On the night of Xiamen's change of ownership, he came to see me quietly and said: "Mr. And got a punishment."
I haven't heard any news from Liu Guoqing for more than half a year. When I first heard about it, my ears perked up like rabbits: "What's wrong with him?"
"It's nothing serious," Lao He smiled lightly, and peeled an apple for me, "I sneaked out, and I'll take a look at you in the name of Mr. Liu, and I should go now... What will you do in the future?" Intend?"
I said: "The general of the defeated army doesn't have any plans, he just obeys orders."
Old He sighed: "That's not a matter of a strait..."
I secretly touched the cloth bag next to my body, and then moved my palm down to my lower abdomen. After thinking for a while, I still said: "You told Liu Guoqing that both the mainland and Taiwan are Chinese. Waiting for the day when the cross-strait blockade is lifted... I am waiting for him, we are all waiting for him."
Old He was startled and nodded solemnly.
In November 1949, the transfer of the last batch of Kuomintang troops was completed.The two sides of the Taiwan Strait began a blockade period that lasted nearly 11 years.
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Ah... In the blink of an eye, this article lasted for three years, and finally ushered in the end day hahahaha!
It's time for the little diving angels to show their heads and take a breath~^^
☆、Yining Extra Story·Like a Passerby
I am Yining.Reluctantly Yi, Bengubangning Ning.
In April 1987, No. 4 years after the end of the Cultural Revolution, the mainland civil society organized a "Mainland-Taiwan Family Search Activity".Our group has returned from Taiwan, and everyone brings with them the joy or sorrow of each family.
But the degree of joy or sorrow is faint, like the thin and winding mist in the winter morning, deeply trapped in it, but disappears for a moment.
Time is the grave of all things. Once intense emotions, even if they are deeply rooted in the blood and bone marrow, will gradually fade in the inheritance of life, just like fog.
Childhood memories are vivid and fuzzy, it seems that every day is as long as a winding railway with no end in sight, but when I think about it carefully, there is only a certain moment, which is inexplicably clear as dust is dusted off.
I brought back a picture of my father.The photo is old and has turned yellow. My father's brows and eyes are blurred, but he can still feel the kindness from his slightly frowning brows.He sat on a chair in the study that only I could come and go at will, watching me from the photo.And who is the person who took the camera to take this scene, I also know it well.
It turns out that my memory has not faded.
After returning from Taiwan, I went to visit Uncle Liu's grave, and brought the photo given by Liu Hengxi.The tomb was empty, and only a few clothes he had worn were placed in it; the tomb was also very simple, to put it bluntly, it was just a dirt bag.
After liberation, China went crazy, even with him, because the higher ups said he was a spy and said he was a traitor to the party, because he used to have a close relationship with my dad, the Kuomintang that went to Taiwan, so he betrayed the party, should be given He was severely punished.
But one morning, he disappeared.Some people said they heard the sound of him throwing himself into the lake in Tanglin in the middle of the night.The body was not recovered after several days of fishing. It is estimated that it was eaten by fish in the water.
There is only one lake in Tangling, called East Lake.Later, it was renamed Longtan, and a large stone was erected with the changed name written in bright red lines.
This lake is very beautiful. If I have nothing to do, I will come to the lake to enjoy life.
Finally, when the madness in China is cured, the chaos will be set right, and many people will be rehabilitated.Few people were rehabilitated, and most of them died. Uncle Liu, who didn't know life and death, was also considered dead.
But the tomb is still a soil bag, nothing has changed.
I hid from the mausoleum guards and dug a small hole next to the earth bag.I'm not young anymore, but I'm doing sneaky things, I really don't feel ashamed to panic.
So he quickly buried the photo shallowly, throwing off the dirt all over his body, and turned around to be the revered Doctor Yi.
I came alone, riding a bicycle and wandering around, and the day passed.I went home and had dinner at night. My daughter is grown up and has her own concerns. I don't say anything, just because I have them too. Don't do to others what you don't want to do to yourself.
At night, I can't sleep much.The moonlight outside was very bright, so I opened the door and went out, which meant "undressing to sleep, entering the house under the moonlight, and setting off happily".But I am very pitiful. Those who have nothing to do with pleasure can't find Zhang Huaimin.
When I was young, there was also a moon, and it was so bright.This is strange, as if there was no moon before.It's because there were too many things to see and want to see in the past. I just lowered my head and ignored the moon in the sky.
I don’t know when the North Market began to be depressed, and now it has long since disappeared. The Daguan Tea Garden is gone, leaving only a bare space.This time, there was no stage, or the stage became as big as an open space.
Passing through the North Market is Dabeiguan.
I walked all the way down the street.The directions are familiar, but the streets are unfamiliar.But this generation is all bungalows, and the yellow three-story building is very eye-catching.
When I came outside the courtyard wall, the wall was covered with creepers, and there were a few small red flowers here and there, making a mess.The gate of the courtyard was locked, and it seemed that some sparrows had made a nest on the roof. When someone approached, they flew away nimbly and swiftly, and they didn't know where they landed.
There is no one around, only the moonlight is falling.
His hands and feet are smarter than that of a sparrow. When he climbed up the wall and jumped, the first thing he saw was a tree stump.The stump was covered with green moss, covering the growth rings.
It was raining, heavy and misty, and the moss was slippery.Against the rain, I listened for a while with my head. This tree stump was once a plantain.The weather in the Northeast is not suitable for planting plantains, but she is alive. When it rains, the rain hits the plantains, tinkling like wind chimes.
After listening for a while, I went to the front of the small building.The roof extending from the entrance hall sheltered me from the rain.After so many years, when I come, he will still protect me from the rain.
The door was unlocked and opened with a creak.I thought it was lazy, when I sealed it up, I thought it would be good to seal the yard.After a long time, the rumors of haunted houses and haunted houses became very popular, and no one dared to come.except me.
The room was dark and smelled of dust.
I wandered around the house like a ghost from the past returning to the present.My memory is still 50 years ago, and I can clearly restore the scene at that time.You see, my sister-in-law is sitting on the side sofa, talking to my mother, my uncle holds my sister-in-law's hand, and listens to her with affection—probably half-understood, this foreign devil, but he just loves to listen.Cuizhu teased Duoduo with a rope, while Xiaoping squatted down, grabbing Duoduo's tail from time to time.The eldest brother is reading a book, he always reads a book.Uncle Liu was smoking a cigarette beside him, the smell was choking!
and also.
The wooden stairs seemed to be moth-eaten, trembling like a dying old man, one had to be careful when stepping on them.He still seems to recognize me, and everything here seems to recognize me.Stepping on the solid ground of the second floor, I looked to the left, then to the right, and then looked back downstairs.
It was even darker upstairs.I turned on the flashlight, but only one side was illuminated brightly.If only there was a bright moon in the house.
I went to have a look at every room, and the layout was the same, except for the dust, it was clean, and there was nothing left.
Still found some good stuff.There is a family portrait that Mom is thinking about missing. It is hidden in the gap between the wardrobe in the parents' bedroom and only a little sharp corner is exposed.At that time, the army was in turmoil and people were turned on their backs. Who would pay attention to a gap?
There are also balls of yarn that Duoduo likes, whose original color can no longer be discerned; there are also empty Coca-Cola bottles, wrapping paper for chocolates and plums, half-cut lipstick, and a page of homework paper full of Japanese kana.
There is also a cabinet full of wine in the window of Dad's study.
Suddenly, the surrounding colors gradually faded away, leaving only the smell of wine.The smell is mixed with every minute and every second that was once alive in this house, but it is like an expired sticky mouse, with sweet skin and bitter filling.
I didn't go into the study, turned around and returned the things I found to everyone.
I stayed in the house until the rain stopped and then left.Just like an ordinary passer-by, just resting in this desolate post station, when the rain stopped, he left without blaming the past.
I really never went back.
This small building has survived a crazy decade, and it was protected as an ancient architectural relic in the 90s, standing in a pretentious and busy street in a bustling bustling street, as if sleeping in another era, and can never wake up again.
Sleeping with it, there are many, many, my relatives.
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In 1950, I was in high school in Hulan.Before the university entrance examination, the teacher approached me and said that because I could speak fluent Russian, the school would recommend me to study in the Russian Department of Beijing Normal University and asked for my opinion.
I was quite arrogant and naturally bold, so I refused without thinking.I have not forgotten my vision for the future profession. I still remember the words of rejection: "I want to be a doctor of the people!"
The reason why I want to be a doctor is that Uncle Liu said that my father is not in good health.
I just hate that I was born late.I can't cure him, so I'll go and cure others.
Uncle Zou supported me the most, but Grandpa Liu was indecisive, but his health was not good, and I was the first female champion in the family, so he couldn't control me.
Finally, I was admitted to Harbin Medical University.
Five years later, my younger brother Yili returned to Shenyang, where he was admitted to Shenyang Agricultural College.
And in the past five years, Grandpa Liu passed away, and he couldn't return to his roots until he died; Uncle Zou was tortured to death during the Five Antis Period, but I didn't even bring back his body.
I heard that Uncle Zou was in a very poor mental state at the end, he couldn't interrogate anything, he just laughed maniacally, and sang poems: "...Do you think I'm doing well? I'm young, I'm crazy, half my life Going to Xinjiang; it doesn't matter if the body is muddy in the rain, the sword is sharp after drinking. Don't forget about the things in your life, and sing a song when you climb high;
Yili and I have worn filial piety for the two elders for three years, which seems to be the only thing we can do.Life is getting harder, but I can barely get by. The only thing I can rely on is my impressive grades. I use these grades to reduce tuition fees and living expenses, and use these grades to exchange for scholarships, ensuring that Yili and I will not go hungry during the holidays.
Hungry, the Japanese were never hungry when they were here, and they were never hungry when the Nationalist government was in the country. Now that the new society is underway, they are hungry. What is wrong with the world!
To say that we also had the idea of defecting, my uncle is doing very well, he is in Beijing, and I heard that he has become a high-ranking official. I always thought he would only cry to my father.
But in the end it didn’t work out, because Yili and I were still studying in the Northeast, but my aunt came to visit us, she left some money, and then the whole family went to Beijing.
I think my brother-in-law helped my aunt's house, and we would be making ourselves miserable if we went again.I know my aunt doesn't have a good relationship with my family, but I have a good relationship with my uncle; we don't have a father, so our relationship is not as close as the two of them after all.
I said to Yili: "Let's hold out for another two years, and it will be fine when I assign jobs."
Two years passed in a blink of an eye. Based on my grades, I thought I would be assigned to the provincial hospital. Unexpectedly, because of my family background, I was only assigned to the district health center.
The big gap made me a little depressed, and I resented my father again, and I couldn't stop thinking about him.
I miss his generous arms, miss his pampering and doting on me, and only after losing all protection, I realized how much I love him.
I thought about our last friendly conversation, and then he was gone.The moon coated his body with a layer of cool and soft water light, magically sculpting his back.It was as if his shadow was gone and his body was left behind.But the fact is that his body is gone too, and what remains is the phantom imprinted in my mind.
He loves me the most, he compressed the love of his life into ten years, gave it to me, and then it will be gone.It's a pity, why didn't I save some use?
I didn't keep anything he gave me, except for a letter, which was preserved because it was bookmarked.
The letter was only a few words, messy handwriting, hastily typefaced, it said——
Dear Ninger:
A short distance away is like the end of the world, with thousands of words and thoughts.I haven't seen you grow up, and I haven't seen you get married.As a father, you are only allowed to marry you to a peaceful country when you are sitting in a sedan chair.
How much I want to tell him that I am willing to never marry for the rest of my life, as long as he comes back.
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After Yili graduated, he was assigned to the Agricultural Bureau of Kazuo County.He is good in style, and he is a serious college student. He is very enthusiastic about his work, and he takes care of everything big and small, and he is in the limelight for a while.
During the six months here, he also married a wife who was the local women's director.The two hit it off and fell in love freely. I specially sent them a greeting card and the only 20 yuan.
However, less than a month after the marriage, a piece of information about Yili disturbed the Kazuo Agricultural Bureau.
It turned out that when he was in school, he said something to his classmates who were labeled as rightists. He said: "Everyone is a contradiction among the people. How can there be so many counter-revolutionaries?"
In a word, he was classified as four types of rightists, and his wife quickly drew a line with him.He was sent to Crouching Tiger Valley Forest Farm to undergo labor reform. He went up the mountain to cut trees every day, and he had to carry five waters from the bottom of the mountain to the mountain, but he only had two meals of corn.
Within a month, he became thin and out of shape, his immunity declined sharply, and because of his unfamiliar tree-cutting techniques, he was accidentally scratched by a wicker one day, and he was not treated in time, which led to infection of the wound, swelling of his arm, and eventually a high fever. Time fell to the ground, unconscious.
The workers couldn't bear it, put him in a carriage and drove seventy miles to the county hospital.His wife, who had separated from him, was working in the pharmacy bureau of the county hospital, but she never showed up.
My young brother, not only did not enjoy the treatment of family members in the hospital, but also because of the doctor's timid treatment, he finally died in a foreign country after a nervous breakdown.
After his death, I received the death notice. The reason was to draw a line with the rightists, and it was the same after death, so I couldn't deal with his funeral.
I had no money and no one; I dragged my younger brother to the grove behind the hospital, dug a shallow pit with my own strength, and buried him hastily without even a coffin.
They stood at the back door, watching helplessly, but no one came out.Just keep your eyes open like a pack of wolves eating people.
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Now I can calmly talk about what happened at that time without feeling sad. After all, time is the tomb of all things, and it is also the best medicine. Tears dry up, the heart no longer hurts, leaving only emptiness and loneliness, like a shadow.This is a part of the heart, removed by time.
Later, with the reform and opening up, the "Dragon Boat" private hospital was established beside the "Dabeiguan Three-story Small Building" that has become an ancient architectural relic.I was hired here to see a doctor, and I passed by this ancient architectural relic every day.
Occasionally, I'll look up at the sparrows nesting on the roofs of ancient architectural relics.Most of the time, they just walk in a hurry, like a passerby.
On this day, I went to the North Market to buy hanging oven cakes, and saw that the old site of Daguan Tea Garden was put on a stage again, and the neon sign at the door was flashing: Meng Jusheng, a famous Dan in the Republic of China, was the only direct disciple...
I walked over indifferently, just like a passerby, and just like a passerby.
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☆、Anxi Fanwai·Learning Buddhism is only for one thought
I live in a temple, the temple is not big, and there are two big trees in the front yard, one on the left and one on the right, like door gods posted on the door, but they are trees, not people.
The one on the left is a pear tree, and the one on the right is a peach tree.I like spring the most. As soon as spring comes, the pear tree will bloom small white flowers, and the peach tree flowers will be pink. They look alike, only the colors are different, but they are both beautiful.
Not only do I like pear trees and peach trees in spring, but also bees and butterflies.They fly and are small enough to fall into flowers.But my hands are bigger than a flower, and I want to be as small as them, so I can sleep in them.There are so many flowers on a tree, I can sleep on one every day.As long as they don't bear fruit, I can sleep until the next spring.I'm not telling lies, pear trees and peach trees really have so many flowers.
Grandma told me that there is something called pollen in every flower. Bees and butterflies will take the pollen away, and the bees will bring it home to make honey, but the butterfly does not need to make honey. It eats the pollen in its stomach. Just like we gnaw corn, eat pasta, and drink muddy porridge every day, pollen is its corn, pastry, and muddy porridge.
I can eat so many different foods every day, but butterflies can only eat pollen.I gave the butterfly corn grains, it stood on it, rested for a while, then flew away without eating.After the butterfly left, the corn kernels were eaten by the big rooster.
I think butterflies can only eat pollen.What if a butterfly doesn't like to eat pollen?I don't like to eat corn, so I go to eat pastry, but butterflies can only go hungry!
I said to grandma: "The butterfly is so pitiful."
Grandma has no hair and wears a gray cloth cap. She smells like incense, the fading smell of the Empress Palace.I can't tell if the smell is good or bad, but it reassures me.
Grandma told me: "They all like to eat pollen. Pollen is as sweet as honey. No one would dislike it."
It's as sweet as honey!I have only eaten honey twice, it is sweet and needs to be soaked in water. No one would dislike the taste.
Early this morning, I climbed to the tree and plucked a peach blossom to eat, but I didn't wait for the smell of honey.I spit it out and cried silently.
If it’s not sweet, then it’s not sweet, why is it still bitter?I don't like bitterness the least.The bees are really bad, they know how to make sweet, but they don't tell the butterflies.Butterflies must not like it either, they are going to be hungry.
Maybe pear blossoms are sweet?Pears are sweeter than peaches, so is pear blossom sweeter than peach blossom?
I sat on the branch of the peach blossom tree and looked to the right, but I dared not pick pear blossoms and eat them.
At the moment of melancholy, two people entered the temple. They were dressed very neatly, with a smart and neat look.Although it was the first time we met, I felt a strange intimacy.
The one with a serious face among them waved to me: "Anxi."
They know my name!But I really haven't seen them!
So I asked, "Who are you?"
"Are you coming down? How dangerous it is to sit on the head."
I'm a little upset, I've climbed up and down many times and never fell once!
I climbed down with ease, and I jumped for the last time, but I didn't jump to the ground. Instead, I was held firmly in my arms by a pair of strong arms.
It was the person who called my name just now. I looked at his face, but it was still unfamiliar, but this embrace was very familiar.I lay on top of him with peace of mind, his clothes were a bit strange, and there were cards on his shoulders.
"What did you eat, rub your mouth full?"
When I mentioned this, I felt sad, and I stretched out my hand to show him: "Flowers."
"Why are you eating flowers? Hungry?"
I pursed my lips and complained to him, talking a lot.His breath made me feel safe, as if I was surrounded by this breath a long time ago.
After I finished speaking, the person who hugged me was not comforted, but another man with a soft face laughed: "You suffer, but the butterfly doesn't feel the pain."
By the way, I belatedly remembered: "Who the hell are you!"
"...I am your second uncle, and he is your third uncle," said the person holding me, "Do you still remember your father? He looks a bit like me."
my dad?Can't remember, I only have grandma.
So I turned around and called grandma to the main hall.
It turned out that they were pilgrims.They went in with grandma to offer incense, leaving a cat to play with me.
This cat is called "Fat Fat". There is an idiom called "Fat Fat", and it is suitable for it.
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Second uncle and third uncle are probably the best people in the world besides grandma!When I was with them, I had sweets every day; they often kissed me, I kissed them, and they kissed each other, but when they kissed, if I was around, the second uncle would be unhappy; in fact, he didn’t know, I've secretly seen them kiss many times!
I really like them, how nice it would be for them to stay in the temple and live with me, grandma, and the big tree!
Because I like them, when my second uncle and I exchanged jade pendants, I gave them to him, and he gave me a sparkling watch.I don't like this watch very much, it's too tacky, but Fatty likes it, it likes all shiny things.
The second uncle was not very happy the next day. I looked in my pocket, and there were three pieces of candy. Although I was a bit reluctant, I hoped that my second uncle would be happy, so I gave him one piece.That's sugar, who would be unhappy seeing sugar?
The second uncle was really happy, but he didn't eat it. He just took a look at it. I thought this piece of candy was very pitiful. No one wanted him, so I ate it for the second uncle.
If this is the case, I think, I can show my second uncle Tang every day to make him happy.
But after a while, I became unhappy: there was a small car parked outside the temple, I saw it when my grandma and I entered the city, it was very rare!The car is not small at all, it is so tall and big that I have to lift my neck to see it completely.
The third uncle said: "Let's take this seat after lunch."
"Go?" I asked, "Where are you going?"
"Change to a bigger, better place to live."
How can that work!I have many good friends here, and I cannot leave!
I yelled: "No way, the big tree has no feet, so I can't follow them, I have to accompany them!"
"Who to accompany?" Third Uncle asked suspiciously.
The second uncle pointed to the yard: "Those two trees."
The third uncle said to me: "They are with each other, why don't you mess up."
"I've been with them all the time, I won't go!"
"Well, look at it," he went to the tree, broke off a flower branch each, came back and handed it to me, and said with a smile, "today my third uncle will teach you a poem, 'A flower blooms so that it can be broken and it must be broken, don't let it break." Waiting for no flowers and breaking branches', this is a gift they gave you, think about it, and come back to see them when you have a chance in the future."
"Don't they hurt?"
"It doesn't hurt. When the flowers die, they fall. They won't go away either. Didn't you say that they have no feet and will always wait for you in place."
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We left the temple anyway and walked a long way to another temple.
This temple is very big, very big, very big, the kind I have never seen before, it can hold many cars!
Fatty and I played in the big temple for a long time, until I was hungry, so I went to ask my second uncle for something to eat.He bought me a bean noodle pastry, which was delicious, and he also bought a kite, which belonged to an eagle and could fly very high!
My second uncle bought the kite, and instead of playing it for me immediately, he wrote four words on the eagle's wings. He told me these four words: "Ping, An, Xi, Le, your name 'Anxi' means The abbreviation of these four words. Second Uncle hopes that you can follow these four words for the rest of your life. When something happens, it is also the most important thing for you to be safe, happy, and happy."
For some reason, this sentence was only said once, and it was deeply imprinted in my mind, much faster than me before.If I ask my second uncle to read all the books in the future, will it be as fast as memorizing this sentence?
The kite flew higher and higher, over the eaves, over the Drum Tower, and almost flew to the clouds; but suddenly it began to rain, which was really worrying.
The second uncle said: "After the rain stops, let it go, it will not be a short time."
I believed him.
As soon as I collected the kite, my third uncle took me into the main hall, but my second uncle didn't follow, but sat on the steps outside the main hall, talking to Fei Fei; then, the main hall closed, so I couldn't see him.
There are three uncles, grandma, and one person in the hall.I couldn't tell the age of this man, and what was even more curious was that not only was there no hair on his head, but there were also nine round dots.
I asked, "What's that growing on your head?"
The third uncle patted the top of my head lightly: "It's not big or small."
"He just has nine dots!"
The third uncle wanted to shoot me again, but the man laughed.The scent of his body is stronger, and I am used to smelling it, so I don't hate him.
He squatted in front of me, lowered his head, and twirled the beads in his hand: "Would you like to touch it?"
When I got closer, I could see clearly that those small dots turned out to be scars one by one!
I quickly waved my hand: "No, no, you will hurt."
He showed a sad expression: "You see, because of these dots, I can't grow my hair anymore."
"Yeah, what should I do then?"
"Would you like to be like me without long hair?"
I thought about it and said, "Those people outside don't have hair either."
"They'll grow back, and I won't."
"You are so pitiful." I stretched my head and looked at the top of his head. In the small temple before, the master didn't have hair, but he had stubble. This man is really naked, like a wounded boiled egg !
I nodded and said, "Okay, I'll stay with you, and I won't grow my hair anymore."
He laughed, touched the top of my head, and asked, "Your name is Anxi?"
I nodded again.
"From now on, you will call me Master, and your Dharma name is Dele."
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