Fengtian past events

Yihang moved me back to the main room, and I can still open the windows for half an hour every day to ventilate - I suspect that the smell of medicine is too strong, and those who suffer bitterly can go out of the gate, and the cats and dogs in Zhuangzi groan and cry endlessly. , The lawsuit annoyed Yihang, so he made a concession.

I am the one who suffers the most. My mouth is bitter, my heart is bitter, and the sour water I vomit is still bitter!I was anxious, and my temper became increasingly irritable, and I dropped several sets of teacups and teapots.I don't know what I'm waiting for, but I have to wait. The feeling of hopelessness fills every inch of Zhuangzi's air, and every breath is torture.

But I didn't expect this day to come so soon. If I could foresee it, I would rather sink into the abyss of hopelessness forever than escape from it and continue to face the world of hopelessness and even despair.

In the dog days, it is easy to have dry mouth and tongue.I was gnawing on the freshly delivered iced watermelon, when I suddenly heard the noise in the front yard, I raised my head, and with my face full of juice, I asked the little maid to go and see what was going on.I was quite expecting that it was Liu Guoqing, so I craned my neck to look around.

Unexpectedly, as soon as the two little maids stepped out of the threshold, they were pushed back by an arrogant force from outside. Immediately after, Zou Shengzu propped up his cracked eye sockets, mixed with wind and dust, entered the room, and when he saw me, his nose flapped and he opened his arms Hold me tightly in your arms.

I was naked and embarrassed, so I patted him on the back, walked out calmly, took the handkerchief and wiped my face, Fang was surprised: "Why are you back? Where's my little sister?"

She looked around again, but the younger sister didn't come, but Uncle Liu ran into the room out of breath, then knelt on the ground with a puff, and said tearfully, "Eldest Young Master, Second Miss...Second Miss... ..."

Panic arose in my heart, I hurriedly collected my mind, and said sharply, "What's going on!"

Zou Shengzu pulled me to look up and down, as if he was checking his body. Seeing that there was no injury, he breathed a sigh of relief, and suddenly said solemnly and seriously: "Has Liu Guoqing visited you? No matter what he says, don't believe him! He and your brother It’s a gang, and he has a part in keeping you here!”

I can't accept others pointing fingers at Liu Guoqing. After all, family ugliness should not be publicized; but Zou Shengzu's words are not unreasonable. With no way to refute, he can only cover up his doubts with a loud voice: "I'm fucking asking my little sister! Talking about whether it is useful or not What! What happened to my little sister! What are you crying about?"

Zou Shengzu's arduous journey made him feel even more desolate.I quietly clenched the bed sheet under me, and my eyes wandered between the two of them: "Speak!"

Zou Shengzu couldn't bear it anymore, Uncle Liu crawled to my feet on all fours, grabbed my hand and cried bitterly: "Eldest Young Master, Second Miss and Chen Chen...no more! No more..."

My throat moved up and down, I held my breath, and without regard for my face, I helped Uncle Liu up.But he was old and tall, and he couldn't stand firmly, so he had to be placed in a chair.I stood by the chair, held the sheet around my waist, and smiled cautiously: "Uncle Liu, I didn't understand, what's missing? Please explain more clearly."

Zou Shengzu took my shoulders and said in a deep voice: "Yige, Yige, don't do this, it's all my fault, I didn't take care of them... There were too many people on the pier at that time, and when the boat docked, many people rushed forward ..."

"They were squeezed into the water," I continued for him, looking at him with incredible calmness, "What about you?"

Zou Shengzu drooped his shoulders and folded his chest, like a branch in winter, withered and withered.He closed his eyes and said: "...I'm sorry, there are too many people, I can't jump into the water to save them..."

I shivered, suddenly felt a little cold, and my internal organs hurt badly.At this time, Yihang broke into the door, Uncle Liu subconsciously got up to meet him, but was kicked to the ground.What followed...

Then came Liu Guoqing.

Not seeing him for more than two months, he has become quite haggard.Obviously before I went to Siping, he was still a vigorous young man, but today he is a tired middle-aged man.

I slowly sat on the edge of the bed, lowered my eyes, and only heard Yihang yell at Uncle Liu: "Damn it, you are against me too! Yige is your master, so am I not the young master of the Yi family!"

Uncle Liu cried until he lost his strength, and he was out of tune.I was so tired that I didn't even have the strength to lift my eyelids, so I said blankly, "Yihang, my sister is gone..."

Yihang was stunned and said, "Ah? When did it happen?"

I shook my head, unwilling to say much, breathing more heavily, and waved to them: "You...you go out first, let me stay by myself for a while."

Liu Guoqing said: "Yige..."

I pursed my lips and waved my hands weakly again: "Get out, all out...it will be fine in a while..."

Footsteps sounded, and the door was closed again, leaving me alone in the room.

A naked person.

I'm regretting, regretting so much, sometimes I think that if I don't make my own decisions and don't let my younger sister and Chenchen go, they are still alive and kicking in the country house; sometimes I think that Chenchen should go to school this year, she probably doesn't know English very well , it will be difficult to go to the United States to study, but it is not bad to stay in China... Oh, she is no longer here.

The timeline in my mind was confused, and my memory was still poor. I was always making plans for my little sister, and I was dreaming sweet dreams. Suddenly, an idea popped up, and I remembered the news I just got.

How old is the little girl?She is just thirty years old.I met Liu Guoqing when I was 30 years old, but she has already lived her whole life.

When she was a child, she was small and timid, and followed me; when I picked her up and gave her candy, she would first ask me if I wanted to eat; at night, she sang Youche tunes, which was the only Manchu language she knew; When I was young, I was called Ahui, and when I grew up, I was called Brother.

...I killed my sister.

The headache was excruciating, the body was in excruciating pain, and the mixed emotions were surging violently in the body, and there was no way to find an exit. All of them gathered in the lower abdomen, but the body was stiff and unable to move.My eye sockets were dry, but my vision was blurred, with no tears and no spirit.

I seem to be dead.

...............................

Familiar smells and smells linger around.I breathed a sigh of relief, as if lying on a mattress filled with cotton, comfortable and relaxed.The mattress was as warm as jade, and I took a deep breath, enjoying every breath.

Suddenly the breath went away, I moaned dissatisfied, and opened my eyes the next moment.

Holding the teacup, Liu Guoqing suddenly turned around, stared at me in silence for a moment, then slowly came to sit in front of the bed, leaned my upper body on him, and walked forward with one hand to feed me water.

I was indeed thirsty, and I drank a full glass, and another.After drinking enough, Liu Guoqing buried his face into the side of my neck and took a deep breath.I let him fiddle with me lifelessly, and asked, "Where are the others?"

"They all went to rest."

I looked suspiciously at the bright sunshine outside the window, and said uncertainly: "It's broad daylight, what do you rest for?"

"...It's nothing, they are all tired."

I let go of this weird reason, and impatiently took his hand, put it on my lower abdomen, and sighed: "If it wasn't for him, would you plan to never see me again for the rest of your life?"

He actually avoided answering and asked an irrelevant question: "Is it cold?"

It was only then that I realized that I was wearing clothes and pants, and I had changed a new sheet under my body.I felt strange, and hesitated to look for Liu Guoqing's face, not letting go of his clueless expression: "It's not cold. It's the clothes you put on for me? I just changed the sheets yesterday, why change them again?"

Liu Guoqing gritted her teeth and held me tighter, as if to break me: "The previous one was dirty."

I felt more and more that something was wrong, stared at my lower abdomen for a while, and suddenly understood.

"It's okay." After a long time, I laughed in a trance, "It's okay...it's not the first time, it's okay," I desperately found an excuse, "I was drinking and drugged in the past two months oh, I still smoke... I didn't mean it, there is no time to sleep in Siping, there are wars at any time, I have to smoke a few cigarettes to refresh myself... So even if you are born, you won't be healthy, so that's good, isn't it? ?Um?"

He inserted his fingers into my temple hair and combed it carefully. A tear fell and wet my hair. He choked up softly and said, "Not good, not good at all."

I closed my eyes to hide the sadness and disappointment in my eyes, but I couldn't hide the sadness and hesitation in my tone: "Liu Guoqing, since it's already like this, why don't you give me a good time."

"..."

"Did you..." As if floating in the icy water, I struggled out of the water to take a breath, "Did you lie to me?"

He doesn't speak.Why doesn't he speak?

"Talk to me slowly, from the very beginning, you are... how do you plan?"

"..."

"You have to tell the truth, don't lie to me..."

"Let's not talk about it, okay?" His eyes were filled with sadness, as embarrassing as if he was stripped of his clothes in public, "Let's go back to Kasugamachi, you don't care about anything, take care of your body first, and I won't let you get hurt again."

I added to him without heeding it: "From the first time we met, you've been plotting against me, haven't you?"

"No, Yige, no..."

There was a light of hope in my eyes: "No?"

"No."

I don't think so.According to the right track, we should meet for the first time at his inauguration, not in that chaotic and noisy North Market, where there will be no thieves, no plantain trees, no torrential rain at night, and no sorghum liquor……

I smiled and asked him, "Then when we did it for the first time, did you do it voluntarily?"

"..."

I curled my lips: "Your organization is really cruel. If you insist that you don't want to, in fact, I can't do anything to you. You should like it or like it... You don't have to wrong yourself."

His chest hummed and his shoulders shook.

I couldn't help but burst into tears: "I'm sorry..."

"I'm not sorry, I love you, Yi Ge, I love you, there is no doubt about it..." He kept kissing me, "My plan is perfect, the only thing that is wrong is that I really fell in love with you.

"Why are you following me?"

He replied: "Every high-level Manchu official is our key target to contain, and you have been assigned to me."

I wiped my messy face and said, "I'm sorry for you."

"I was wrong, Yi Ge, let's go home," he sincerely invited, "I used to put faith before everything else, but I am also a human being. I can throw away my life for my faith, but I cannot sacrifice my life for my faith. Abandoning you. You're the only mistake in my precise life, and I'm willing to let it go. Let's go home."

I laughed, and my face was moistened layer by layer: "What about Yihang?"

"...He is the subordinate Feng Xu left me to contain you," he looked at me cautiously, "I will take you away, he won't say anything."

"I heard from Yihang that it was you who called me by name?"

He said: "After Japan surrendered last year, some materials were not destroyed in time, and some of them fell into our hands, including your research report." He sighed, "You know, we can't compare with your all-American equipment, I need money very much. I exchanged the secret of Dongling Cave with my superiors, so that they will not touch you for the time being. But I didn’t know that Yihangyang was obedient to Yinyin, and I still locked you here in private..."

I interrupted him: "It's all expedient. I just ask you, what will you do if your superiors ask you to hand me over in the future?"

"...I won't hand you over. When the time comes, I will send you away to Hong Kong, Macau, or abroad. You will live peacefully, and after many, many years, you will lie on your bed and die in your sleep."

I have never heard him say love words as sweet as the lines in a movie, and warm honey water trickled from the bottom of his heart, which was sweet and relieved the pain.

"Just talk about me, what about you? You have to lie next to me and sleep with me, we will have the same dream, and we will go to see Hades together."

He stared into my eyes and kept looking into my heart: "I just want you to be well."

I also want you to be well.

I thought for a while and said, "If you don't hand me over, you will be a traitor to the party, and you will be executed by your superiors, right?"

He repeated: "I just want you to be well."

I opened my mouth and wanted to say, "It's better for us to return to the bridge, and the road to the road", but I couldn't say it after exhausting my milk.

How can I be willing.

I formed an idea in my heart, and after making up my mind, I smiled silently and thought: He lied to me, and now I cheated back, it's nothing.

I nodded and said to him, "When are we going home?"

Liu Guoqing stood up with hands and feet together, his arms were numb from my pressure, he swung his arms, walked out, and said, "I'll go tell Yihang, and we'll leave after we're done!"

I looked at his powerful and decisive back, but the imperfect outline was my favorite arc.

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In one day, I lost three relatives, and I will lose him too.

I closed my eyes and tried to squint for a while.For some reason, the younger sister appeared in front of her eyes, but Chen Chen was not there, only the younger sister.She reached out to touch my face and asked, "Brother, what's wrong with you?"

I held her hand and poked her forehead with a smile: "Stupid."

The author has something to say: Happy Chinese Valentine's Day everyone! 16 Dog abuse is so fun!

Everyone in the whole article is a poor person who can't help themselves. 16 is willing to sacrifice for each other, but they disagree with each other, so old 1 starts to calculate 23333

Falling in love and killing each other is not only driven by the environment, but also because of love~ hehehe