Fengtian past events

Yihang was furious.

He used to be afraid of me, and he was cynical. I really haven't seen him lose his temper.Now my deterrent power is weakening day by day, and his arrogance is flourishing and overwhelming.

I was locked in the East Wing, the door was closed tightly, and the finger-wide window was cracked briefly before disappearing.The room was sweltering and hot, and my lower abdomen was aching, as if I had entered a double sky of ice and fire, and my sweat was half cold and half hot, and I didn't know what to do.

Yihang rushed into the room at night and gave me a big slap when he came up.My body was weak, and I felt as if I was walking on the tip of a knife when I moved a finger, so I couldn't avoid it. The fan made me dizzy, and when I staggered, I knocked over the tray, and the teapot and teacup shattered all over the floor.I sat down on it with my buttocks, and my hands were stuck in the porcelain slag, dripping with blood.

Before he could recover, Yihang picked me up by the collar, and cursed: "You don't want to give me shame, you have to be treated like a bitch before you will stop, right?"

As he spoke, he began to take off my clothes.This old clothes is my previous stature, but now it is much looser, and the buttons are not tight enough, and if I use some skill, it will fall apart without any effort—this is far beyond the meaning of being a prisoner, this is an insult!

I gritted my teeth and covered my collar tightly, bent my knees and knocked at the man's weak point, but I missed my aim and failed to exert the strongest effect.He paused slightly, and ran towards my neck with both hands, his eyes were blood red like a beast, he really wanted to strangle me to death!

The suffocation is accompanied by burning pain, spreading from the throat to the limbs, and sharp fear oozes from the cracks in the bones.I'm not afraid of death, but I can't accept the endless pain, and I can't get rid of it.I opened my eyes wide, let out the most primitive cry from the bottom of my heart, and squeezed the exit through the deformed voice: "Uh..."

The hoarse syllables awakened his sanity, his fingers loosened gradually, and suddenly he was startled eight feet away as if scalded.I clutched my neck, curled up into a shrimp, retched on the ground sideways, and the red and purple strangles on my neck were painful.

Yihang approached slowly, squatted beside me, and said softly: "Brother, let me see."

I coughed twice, tried my best to wave away his hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "Get lost!"

He stopped insisting, sat on the ground, and dragged my upper body into his arms forcefully.The servant retreated completely when we were fighting, which is convenient for me to be unscrupulously embarrassed at the moment.While patting me on the back, Yicheng looked out the door and said softly, "Isn't this more comfortable?"

I ignored him and buttoned up tremblingly.

Yicheng said: "Brother, did you annoy me when you were young?"

I sneered, pushed away the ellipse around his arms, sat up straight and said, "For you are self-aware."

He nodded: "I knew that among us brothers and sisters, you only like the younger sister, and you are only pleasant to her. I remember when I was young, when our father died, the younger sister accidentally broke our father's pen washer. You Thinking it was me who did it, she pointed at my nose and scolded me for half an hour—how old was I then? The scolding became more and more vigorous," he actually smiled, turned his eyes and said to me, "Later, the younger sister said that she broke it, but you didn't say a word, and after telling the servants to clean up, you picked up the younger sister, turned around and left Yes. I remember clearly the look in your eyes at that time, you didn't look down on me, you just didn't see me as a brother at all. "

I was silent for a while and said, "Just for this?"

I didn't look down on him, I scolded the wrong person, I was so embarrassed that I didn't know what to say!Do you want me, the older brother, to apologize to the younger brother?

"There's still a lot to do," Yihang sneered, "You're too kind, my little girl is being coquettish, you'll give her whatever she wants, I'm just borrowing money from you for a small business, what did you say? What did you say?" Let me go home and have a son, don't come here to ruin Lao Yi's family! Brother, who do you think you are? You are the most promising in the whole family?"

I was so angry, my tongue was sore, and I was so angry that I couldn't speak fluently: "You don't treat your kindness like a donkey, why don't you say you have a criminal record? When you borrowed money from me, you didn't smoke big cigarettes and go to the theater? You said If you want to do small business, even if you change the bank, you dare not believe you! Besides, am I wronging you? Are you hungry or warm? I didn’t give you any money!”

"You think I'm a waste! You're always like this—self-righteous!" Yihang pursed his lips and said word by word: "I was not addicted to smoking opium at the time, but you didn't believe me. I hope you can Pay more attention to me, I think my younger sister was going to study abroad at that time, you can always pay more attention to me, you still don't, so I'll just fall, you are my brother, I caused a big disaster, you also You have to carry it for me."

I thought tiredly, don't I still pay attention to you?My fucking heart was broken, Tuo Menlu paid you off your debts and quit smoking, and it turned out to be my fault?

damn it.

"Brother," he called out in a low voice, "Admit it, you just didn't trust me, otherwise how could such a trap full of loopholes trap you? You underestimated the enemy."

I said: "I never regarded you as an enemy, Yihang, you are my younger brother. My mistake was that I put you at ease too much, but forgot that your nature is just a fucking white-eyed wolf."

"I'm a white-eyed wolf?!" He growled lowly, looking like a lion driven to a cliff. "Except for the eldest sister, who in the whole family cared about me? You? You beat me up indiscriminately." That is to say, in front of my wife and children, in front of my friends, have you ever considered my dignity? Huh?"

My old god is saying: "Dignity is given by yourself. What do you do that deserves respect?"

There was a look of sternness in his eyes, he got up and dusted his clothes, and said, "I won't chat with you, but I have to make it clear to you that although I have selfish intentions in arresting you, it is also a task assigned by my superiors. Just like what you said There are tens of thousands of generals in the national army, but your name is singled out by the higher-ups, and you also add up the total—the eldest sister told me that you were brought back by my father from outside. Although Liu Guoqing said it ambiguously,—— "

My ears moved, and I could no longer pretend to stay out of it: "Who are you talking about? Liu Guoqing?"

Yihang laughed and said: "Speaking of this, brother, I didn't expect it, your best friend didn't have a sincere friendship with you. I should really thank you for sending me to Tianjin. The sister-in-law knew Mrs. Liu, you said Whose wife could she be? Liu Guoqing has been scheming against you from the very beginning, and you still treat him as a friend! Hahahaha!"

I swallowed, the blood on my face faded, I opened my mouth to refute, but I couldn't form a sound.

——The customs clearance documents for Yihang and his wife and children are all handled by Liu Guoqing, while Feng Xu is more active in Beijing and Shanghai. If Yihang is moved to Tianjin, Feng Xu can be nearby... No, no, Liu Guoqing said he Didn't know that Feng Xu joined the underground party behind his back, he said they didn't know about each other's career, he said——

Can I still believe what he said?

I smiled to Yihang in a low voice: "Don't provoke dissension, what are you? It's worth Liu Guoqing and his wife's troubles to get you to Tianjin and train you to become a Communist Party? I don't believe a word you say."

Yi Hang said: "Believe it or not, I'll drag Liu Guoqing over tomorrow and let him tell you face to face, it's never too late for you to believe."

I ignored him, but a scene involuntarily popped up in my mind: my wife and children just moved into Nancheng, and I went to say goodbye to them.After leaving, Liu Guoqing walked alone on the street in front of the eldest sister's house, carrying a roasted sweet potato in his hand.

Yihang is like a big rooster fighting for victory, walking a few steps triumphantly, seeing my pale face, he is more and more complacent: "You are lucky to go, you are my brother, I still provide you with good food and drink, if you want If you change someone else, it would be nice to leave you a sigh of relief."

With my last breath, I pointed at the doorway and said, "Get lost."

Yihang took two steps towards the outside, then turned around again: "I almost forgot, brother, I'll save face for you, you take off your clothes by yourself."

I blushed sadly and said, "Don't insult me."

"Who did you make your own wish? Let me see where you can go naked."

I lowered my head, closed my eyes, and with trembling fingers, I tore off the buttons I had just fastened.

Yihang pointed to his body: "You also have to bare your butt, and take off your shoes and socks!"

I bargained with him tremblingly: "You save me some face."

"Take off!"

"Yihang!"

"I told you to take it off!" Yihang roared loudly, "I gave you all your dignity, and I'll give you back the original sentence. I fucking treat you as a human being. You don't deserve it. If you insist on being a bitch, who can you blame? , Moji, I will call the servants to come in, let them watch their master take off his clothes face to face!"

I bit the blood out of my lips, suppressed the shame, and stood naked like a big Nezha just popped out of my mother's belly, standing behind the table to block the most private place.

Yihang put away the whole set of clothes, hummed a song without looking back, and left contentedly.I hid in the bed, like a joke with nowhere to hide, my eyeballs were bloodshot, like a whip covered with barbs, whipping every inch of the inevitable flesh, deep into the bone marrow.

When the fake is real, the real is also fake, Liu Guoqing, can I trust you...

The author has something to say: Lu la la~

Yihang belongs to the distorted Oedipus complex. His parents died when he was very young, so he can only get maternal love from his elder sister. He is affected by the elder sister's dislike of Lao Yi, and Lao Yi's neglect, patriarchy, etc. , Yihang couldn't resist the "authority" represented by Lao Yi, so he had to surrender, and discovered the beauty of authority, so he hated it and began to worship authority at the same time.

Worship and resentment coexist, in other words love and hate intertwine, resulting in Yihang's castration anxiety is very serious, which gives birth to a strong patricide complex, this "father" is naturally Lao Yi~ Lao Yi also suffers from his own suffering - the lion king always has Will be killed by a young son one day [laugh cry]