When the mirror ends

"Mister, about the bell..." Peng Zefeng asked hesitantly, because it was obvious that the bell had a conventional meaning.

"What's wrong?"

After thinking about it, Peng Zefeng said, "That's a very important thing, isn't it appropriate for Xiaoci to give me this thing?"

Chen Yuan first looked at Peng Zefeng in surprise, "Didn't that child tell you what she meant? Ah, yes, she probably thought everyone knew... everyone in this small town knows the special meaning of the bell, it's our house It's something that most women will hand over when they meet the one they love."

Peng Zefeng: ...

"Hahaha, look at your confused look..." Chen Yuan knew from looking at his expression that this was another person who was being teased by her granddaughter. He was a boy in the class before, but this time he actually found a psychiatrist so far away.

It's too naughty, you have to take care of it.

"Sir, this is not the time to laugh... Let me explain to Xiaoci, I don't know why she sent the bell to me." Peng Zefeng was very helpless, let him be a single dog quietly, can't he? ?The prank was completely unexpected.

If this continues, the group of people in his dormitory will definitely make fun of him as a "young girl madman".

Chen Ci is not the first little girl to confess her love to him. In fact, Peng Zefeng, who is not popular with blind date adult women, is very popular with little girls under 10 years old.

When he was in college, he went to class and met an anatomy teacher who was taking his daughter for a walk on the way.

The teacher's daughter is about 7 or 8 years old. When she saw him, she rushed towards him and wanted to hug him.At that time, Peng Zefeng was not as "old-fashioned" as he is now. He was so straight that he wouldn't let little girls touch his hands.The little girl who couldn't meet Peng Zefeng sat on the ground crying and refused to get up. Finally, the teacher glanced at him and said, "If you don't coax my daughter well, I will double your homework! Super double the experiment!", so he reluctantly gave it to the little girl. hold high.

And then... Rumors spread in the university that "that guy who also majored in psychology and psychiatry is so perverted, he actually made a marriage contract with the professor's 7-year-old daughter." Wei Qianyan and the others laughed when they came to the school to play with Peng Zefeng smoked.

In addition, on the second day of his internship in the psychiatric department of the hospital, Peng Zefeng, who found a chair to eat the hospital lunch, got the little girl's lunch.

Seeing Peng Zefeng's bland lunch box, the little girl frowned, opened her pink lunch box, and gave Peng Zefeng her fried chicken and egg rolls without saying a word.At that time Peng Zefeng was stunned, it was the first time he didn't know how to react to the situation before him.

The intern who passed by also said enviously: "Is your sister coming to see you? It's so cute...I want a sister too."

Peng Zefeng was about to say that he didn't know her, but the little girl gave the intern a look, "I'm his wife, not his sister!"

The intern was stunned, and Peng Zefeng was also stunned, but the little girl was still sharing the bento, saying: "Mom said she made daddy's bento every day after she fell in love with him at first sight. I don't know how to cook yet, but I can share it with you you."

So for a whole week, Peng Zefeng was under the baptism of "perverted" eyes.

After that, he often cooked by himself, and the little girl saw his healthy and rich bento, so she didn't share it with him. She ate the bento in her hand with her head down and sullenly, and said to him solemnly: "When I can Make a better bento than you and come to you again."

Then Peng Zefeng didn't see her again until the end of the internship.

Who would have thought that after so many years, there would be another one.

After laughing, Chen Yuan apologized first, and then said: "I didn't expect this child to be so messy, I will talk about her when I go back. The meaning of this bell is not only a proof, but also a responsibility, the responsibility of a girl to a boy. Such nonsense , I'm so rude to you."

A scholar is a scholar. I used to think that I was the object of my granddaughter, and I used the tone of an elder. Now that I know it is not, it immediately becomes the way of speaking to the guests.

But Peng Zefeng is not used to being honored by elders, "Old man, you don't need to use honorifics to me, just like you did to juniors before." Then he took out the bell from his pocket, "I took the bell rashly and treated it as a The token, I didn't think carefully about it."

Seeing that Chen Yuan accepted it first, Peng Zefeng continued: "Besides, I was entrusted by my granddaughter. Since it has been confirmed that she has no psychological or mental illness, I can almost leave. Regarding the truth, I think you can try Talk to her, she's more or less aware of it. People's eyes are hard to control, and such close and frequent contact has long exposed that you are not completely ignorant."

The two stopped in their tracks, and since they talked about the same thing, they could go back.

"If this trip can make your relationship more seamless, then it's not a waste of time for me." Peng Zefeng recalled the schedule. There is still about a week's vacation, so let's book a plane ticket to go home.

He breathed a sigh of relief, feeling that he was back in high school, and wanted to go home whenever there was a vacation.

Can't wait, Peng Zefeng wanted to take out his mobile phone to book tickets immediately, but it was too impolite to fiddle with the mobile phone with his elders, so he could only suppress this idea first.

"Yes." After Chen Yuan finished speaking, he started the elder care mode. He asked, "Is it difficult to learn psychology?"

"It's not difficult. The main challenge lies in getting along with patients and grasping the degree of empathy."

"That means you have to control your emotions, right?"

"Yes, to enter their world, but not to get stuck in it. Afterwards, you have to get out, otherwise the mixed emotions will drive people crazy. It's an indescribable job, and sometimes it's very sad."

When you are the only one who understands him, but you can't save him.

It will be very uncomfortable.

"It seems to be a bit similar to creation? Sometimes when I try to figure out the thoughts of the characters in my pen, I suddenly feel that what I see is only the surface. I have to enter their world to know their mood, and then I will do it for them. Their fate is not fair, and they feel that they should not suffer from this, and then they cannot continue to write. But the story has been set from the very beginning."

Knowing that their decision will lead to a bad future, but not letting them make other choices... Will the author, as the omniscient and omnipotent person, feel sad because of this?

Is this situation similar?Peng Zefeng didn't think so.

They can rewrite the fate of the characters with their pens, which is different from them. Psychiatrists cannot do this. They can only do their best to let the patients themselves gain the power to save themselves.

"Then why don't you change the plot? There should be a logical choice to change their lives, right?"

"It is true that changing the line can also be rounded back, but after the change, I always feel that it is not their choice, nor is it something they will encounter. It feels like all the characters have lost their souls and become me."

Chen Yuan started talking excitedly and couldn't stop at all.

"My teacher told me when I was first taught to write that writing is not about obscenity. The key to how full the characters in a novel is is how much the author can stay out of it. Literature is not everyone's happy life. If everyone lives happily Well, that's not a novel, it's a daydream."

Therefore, even the author is only "omniscient" rather than "omnipotent", and he is not "but not" but "but unable" to make decisions about characters.

It's not that he didn't let the characters get a happier life, but he couldn't make them get a better life.

After figuring this out, Peng Zefeng became even more affirmed that he had not read literature for so many years. Studying literature would make people crazy.

Life is hard enough and powerless enough, but you still want to find abuse in literature?

Sorry, he can't do it.

He just wants to make all the patients he encounters redeemed, get their lives back on track, and take control of their lives again.

When he encounters misfortune, he will choose to let it change.

"Daydreaming is pretty good too." Peng Zefeng said.

Chen Yuanxian laughed. He knew that in Peng Zefeng's view, life in reality is life, and only it has the right to say "cannot be changed", while novels are just products of imagination, which can be changed as long as they want.But the world of fiction is no different from reality to him.

Every character in it also made him worry about it.

And he can't change because of personal emotions.

But Chen Yuanxian also knew that Peng Zefeng already understood his thoughts, so he also wanted to know more about this profession, although his intuition told him that the other party was not a typical psychologist, "What about you? What did you learn first?"

"In the first class, the professor talked about the formation of family relationships, personality and the art of communication." Peng Zefeng was deeply impressed by this.

Enough communication is needed between family members, otherwise suspicion and distrust or self-denial will easily arise.Moreover, because it is an inevitable relationship, there is no room for it. Unless it doesn't matter if the family relationship breaks up, you should choose the other party's language to communicate.

Some people think that if the meaning is conveyed, it means that it is open, but it is not the case. "Why don't you die with such poor grades" and "There is no way to be recognized by the society with such poor grades, you need to work hard" actually express the same thing, but the other party's feelings are completely different.

The feeling brought by the closest person is emotionally added, whether it is joy or shock.

The biggest factor in the formation of many personalities is the influence of the family, willful or well-behaved, kind or vicious, extroverted or introverted, the big reason is the family.

Of course, after actual contact, you will find that there are exceptions to everything.

Born villains exist.

There are also people who rely on positive information and get out of the mud.

It is true that poor people must have something to hate.

Hateful people also have their embarrassing places.

Ghosts and monsters are real.

There are even "outsiders".

……

There is simply nothing to draw conclusions from.

What is truth, what is false, what is lie, what is truth?

People are too small to stay out of the matter, so how can they see clearly?

Maybe they are just a few lines written by Chen Yuanxian, thinking that they are the protagonists of the world without authorization.

Feeling his thoughts drifted too far, Peng Zefeng shook his head.

The conversation did not continue, for they had already walked back to the old house.

After entering the house, he did not see Chen Yanqing and Chen Ci. Du Fenghe said that they were studying in their respective rooms.

Peng Zefeng didn't doubt that Chen Yanqing was able to study by himself, but Chen Ci...should be playing in the room, right?Her self-control ability should stop at being supervised.

But Peng Zefeng didn't expect that when he pushed Chen Ci's door open, she would be putting together a puzzle.

Looking at the parts she has put together and the pieces that have not been used, it is a puzzle of at least 1000 pieces.

Adults may not have the patience to complete a 1000-piece jigsaw puzzle, because at least it will take 4 or 5 hours, and it will take a day or even longer if you don’t read the prompts on the back like Chen Ci.

Moreover, Chen Ci was so focused that she didn't hear the knock on the door, and she didn't even notice that he was standing at her door now.

Peng Zefeng overturned his previous inherent impression of Chen Ci bit by bit. Generally, even if children focus on their hobbies, they will not be so calm and focused. Her mind is at least three times more mature than she showed.

And think about it carefully, being able to fake Chen Yuanxian's tone is not only related to her subconscious understanding of her family, but also related to her own level of thinking, that is to say, she actually has a lot of things in mind, and being able to attract him here also proves this. a little.

As soon as Peng Zefeng came, he was attracted by the strange performance of the bell and the cat by others, and then he was called to tutor Chen Ci's diary, which made him feel that this child was no different from most children, and he heard Chen Yuan first talk about it. The warm little story subconsciously made him feel that Chen Ci forged the email out of anxiety.

After all, children are very capable of imitation, and it is not impossible to imitate the tone of someone who gets along day and night to write an email.

But now it seems that all this is not so simple.

That's right, if my elder brother is so mature, how can my younger sister be so childish?

Peng Zefeng waited quietly. He believed that Chen Ci would take the initiative to tell him her appeal, because he would leave if he didn't.And she also expected that Peng Zefeng would get the truth about the "civet cat" from Chen Yuanxian, so she would expose this hobby to him.

After a long time, Chen Ci raised her head and smiled at Peng Zefeng, "Brother, you are here."

The author has something to say:

In the future, if I double-open without saving the manuscript, I will be a dog. (I am editing the essay and saw the previous words...well, I am a dog.)