When the mirror ends

Deng Qu hated rainy days.

Rainy days are wet everywhere. Every time I go to school in rainy days, I will wet my trouser legs and shoes, and occasionally I will be splashed by a car if I am unlucky.When I arrived at school, there was no change of clothes, and sometimes even the textbooks in my schoolbag were wet and wrinkled during the rain.

Because it is a public place, you can't take off your shoes, you can only wear wet shoes and listen to the teacher chattering on the podium.

In fact, he can understand the contents of the textbook with a few glances, and he can solve the tutorial books bought by his parents no matter whether they are difficult or simple.He has also participated in many competitions and won first place every time, but even so, he has to attend the teacher's cram school like everyone else.

On rainy days, I have to listen to the teacher's lectures in wet shoes like everyone else.

Discomfort, irritability.

There is nothing happy in the rainy day. When he thinks that his almost dry trouser legs will be wet again when he goes home, and then he will be ordered by his parents to drink ginger soup and finish his homework before eating, he doesn't want to go back.

But he would be questioned if he didn't go back, asking where he went after school, and the feeling of being questioned also made him very uncomfortable.After weighing the two, he still chose to go home immediately.Because it is annoying to go anywhere in rainy days, instead of being questioned after being annoyed by the weather outside, it is better to drink unpalatable ginger soup.

The rainy days in Deng Qu's impression are almost all rainy days like this, which are much more restrained than the well-behaved sunny days.

But this deep-rooted impression was broken. A few boys who were probably from high school sang hoarsely in the rain.Deng Qu didn't understand why he continued to sing when it was raining. Couldn't he change the time?Left and right are just a performance, there is nothing that cannot be reconciled.

He continued to walk home, but somehow he came back again.

The raindrops hit the umbrella, and the crackling sound was not small, but it still seemed to lose to the voices of the teenagers. Their performance passed through the air, the rain, the body, and came directly to the heart.

Deng Qu's heartbeat beat with their rhythm, and he couldn't help singing along in a low voice.His voice was so small that only he could hear it.But this was the first time he felt like singing.

The word liking is actually unfamiliar to Deng Qu, because he has been fulfilling other people's expectations, and none of those expectations is what he wants.It wasn't what he wanted, but he didn't know what he wanted either.

Now, with one thing, is singing.

But after continuing to listen, Deng Qu's thoughts changed again.He tried to think about what it would be like if he went to ktv with his classmates.He found that he was not happy.

It would not be accurate to just say that he likes to sing, what he really likes is this kind of unbridled feeling.

The band, the band he likes gives him the feeling, singing with this rhythm is what he likes.

If you like it, you naturally don't want to leave.

He stood until the lead singer of the band stopped to speak, and he said, "Thank you for being willing to stay with us in the rain for so long, and thank you to those friends who have been with us since before. Our band is disbanding."

Our band is disbanding.

So this is their curtain call?Deng Qu's heart surged with a difficult mood. He just fell in love with them and the band, so he is going to return to a life of having nothing and only living for others?

What is the meaning of the original life?

Why are they disbanding?

"Thank you very much." The lead singer stopped suddenly, and continued after a while: "We don't apologize, because since the establishment of the band, we have tried our best in every practice and every performance we presented to you. So we're not sorry to anyone. Just really, thank you very much."

His voice was hoarse, depressed, trembling, and crying.

The other members didn't speak, but they kept their necks up while the lead singer spoke.

Everyone knew that it wasn't just rain that fell on their faces, but everyone laughed and applauded for them.

Only Deng Qu cried.

He is not an old fan who has always supported them. He is just a passerby who happened to pass by and stopped by chance. As soon as he had something he wanted to grab, he lost it.

Even if he had met earlier and had been with him for a while, he wouldn't be so wronged now.

"Next is the last song of our performance, "Huo Yang". I wrote the song myself, I hope you don't dislike it." The lead singer said, plucking the guitar strings.

The singing begins.

This is a song with very youthful and passionate lyrics and music, but it makes people's nose sour.The feeling of going upstream and breaking through adversity is particularly strong, as if you can see the sweat they shed every time, every time they discuss the next performance with enthusiasm, every time they write a song that they are satisfied with...

Deng Qu unconsciously forgot what the lead singer said just now, forgot the uncomfortable feeling, and sank deeply into it.

How does it feel to play the guitar?

Deng Qu felt that he might be dazed. What's the point of thinking about such a question?

Didn't they try their best to perform because they had to give up? Could it be that he can continue their dreams?

When the last sound no longer echoed in this rainy day, the teenagers bowed together and did not get up for a long time.

Deng Qu felt that they were probably grateful for the rain, because people couldn't see their tears on rainy days.After the show, they are still good students and can return to normal high school life.

There is no need to apologize, and the audience doesn't need to feel bad, and everyone separates.

But Deng Qu couldn't move forward, and even his knees were soaked by the rain.

In the end, he was left alone, along with the teenagers who were packing up.

The lead singer came over, patted his head, and said with a smile: "Little friend, is this the first time you've seen us perform? It's a pity that my brothers are going back to prepare for the exam, so we can't see each other again."

Deng Qu shook his head, he was afraid that the tears on his face would affect the lead singer's mood.He let himself take several rounds of deep breaths, and pretended to be indifferent: "Your performance is great."

The lead singer laughed again, and gave Deng Qu the guitar on his body, "Give it to you, as a souvenir."

Seeing the child on the side of the road looking so aggrieved, the other members ran over to comfort him.

The drummer gave Deng Qu his drumsticks, "I can't give you the drum set, my mother will think I hid it somewhere and want to practice secretly. However, I can still give you the drumsticks."

……

Here, in the car.

Deng Qu briefly talked about the scene when he first met the band, then touched his guitar, and said to Peng Zefeng: "It is my dream to form a band, but if no one wants to join me, then I will sing by myself. I don't Will give up."

The more he said, the softer he was, "Maybe all of you adults think my choice is bad, especially seeing me now, I am more sure that my judgment is not wrong, thinking that I will give up soon, go back and admit my mistake obediently and then give up Sing, study hard and get into a good university, find a good job..."

As he said that, Deng Qu sniffed, "But I only have one heart, and I can't do two things. How can it be so simple to give up what you like? Don't allow others to pursue their dreams just because you have compromised with reality."

After being wronged, he said something like anger, "If I can't let go of fame and fortune, do I have to force others to regard it as a goal in life? I just want to fight for this hopeless career, and keep working hard until I die."

But Peng Zefeng knew that what Deng Qu said was the truth, and he had always done so.