paper and ink acquaintance

The joy in Gu Jun's heart gradually melted into the tiredness and brought him into sleep, and the fused hands also unknowingly separated. When Gu Jun woke up, he saw a left hand spread beside his face.

Gu Jun followed his hand and moved his gaze to the quilt, quietly lifted the quilt, and saw Lin Yimo's head buried in the quilt, lying on his left side, with his cheekbones pressed against his arms, sleeping deeply.

Gu Jun was about to get up, and he didn't know if Gu Jun was moving too hard, which made Lin Yimo wake up, but how could Gu Jun's movements be too heavy.

Lin Yimo sat up half of his body, and Gu Jun's right hand was grasped by Lin Yimo's right hand. Lin Yimo's thumb rested on Gu Jun's index finger and middle finger, and his four fingers were held in the palm of his hand.

The two looked at each other, Lin Yimo was not as dazed as he just woke up, his eyes were full of emptiness, his eyes seemed to be flickering with fear, as if facing the fear of the abyss, this grasp seemed to catch back the unwillingness in Lin Yimo's heart leave.

Gu Yun was even more bewildered.

Lin Yimo was sluggish for two seconds before letting go, and immediately turned away, his wrist joints hurriedly wiped the corners of his eyes, this movement seemed to be about to wipe away tears, but there were no tears. I know where to put it, but I just know that I can't put it on Gu Yun.

Standing by the bed, Gu Ye squeezed out a sentence in a daze: "Are you hungry? Do you want something to eat?"

"Drink the porridge, I can't eat anything else." Lin Yimo's upper body was limp, his expression couldn't be stretched, as if the fear couldn't dissipate.

Gu Jun accompanied Lin Yimo to drink porridge, without other side dishes, just a bowl of porridge, light or even boring, just like the air between them, quiet and even cold, and the light beam that couldn't help but come alive formed a world of difference Farewell, the warmth in spring has indeed come, but Lin Yimo's face is missing.

The most important one.

The atmosphere between the two seems to be controlled by Lin Yimo all the time. In this regard, Gu Yi is always on the passive side. When Lin Yimo gradually leaves the edge of the abyss, the molecules in the air gradually let go of their creepy appearance, A more natural and active diffusion movement.

Lin Yimo: "Gu Yun, how much homework do you have to do?"

Gu Yun: "Not much, what's the matter."

Lin Yimo: "I want to go out for a walk."

The two continued to study for a while, almost one class time, the sun at three o'clock was not as strong as the sun at noon, and Dang was also wrapped in a softer filter.

Gu Yun opened the closet and asked Lin Yimo to choose something thicker to wear. Gu Yun's wardrobe is mainly black, gray and white. The unique design has turned into trying simple colors. Today Lin Yimo observes more carefully A little bit, and even observed that some coats are so long that they need to be hung on two hangers.

Lin Yimo took out two hangers to hang a white shirt, Lin Yimo took out a hanger on the lower part of the shirt, put the collar on the lower part of the neck, just enough to reveal the white feet, and the ankles were not exposed By chance, Lin Yimo asked: "Gu Yan, did you only wear this once before?"

"Well, just once." Gu Jun watched Lin Yimo choose clothes, as if he was in a shopping mall.

"Why?" Lin Yimo pulled out the top hanger as well.

"It's too easy to get dirty, and the area here is dirty." Gu Jun said.

"Forget it." Lin Yimo was going to put the drawn hanger back on the original skirt.

"It's okay." Gu Yun took the hanger and put it in the closet, and then pulled out a black trench coat on two hangers. The style is simple, and the highlight is the length. The length is comparable to that of a white shirt. After giving it to Lin Yimo, he turned around and found Lin Yimo a lower body underwear, and added: "I'm afraid it's a little thin, and I'm afraid you will be cold."

"No, the sun is so bright outside." Lin Yimo took over the windbreaker that was going to mop the floor, and said, "Gu Yun, you don't really need to wear pants."

"The white shirt only has buttons on the upper body, and the sides are slit up to the thighs." Gu Yun then pulled out a pair of pants, "If you don't want to wear pants, wait until next time, when your fever subsides."

"No, I'll just talk about it." Lin Yimo smiled.

In Lin Yimo's eyes, Gu Jun jokes are always serious, but in fact Gu Jun is not joking, and Lin Yimo always has a feeling of "being teased".

Gu Yun then opened another cabinet for Lin Yimo, and handed Lin Yimo a pair of Sichel short boots. Lin Yimo put on Gu Yun's complete set of clothes and couldn't help sighing: "It turns out that princes always wear clothes like this. I will take your place for now."

"Okay." Gu Yun responded with a petting voice.

The warm sun outside is indeed comfortable, and the air humidity after the heavy rain yesterday is indeed refreshing. At this time, it is already time for classes and work, and most of the active population has also emptied the streets.

Aimlessly, they walked more and more remote, and the streets became quieter and quieter. The two walked to the bridge where they had conflicts with others on the second night of the Chinese New Year. This bridge also brought back many memories of Lin Yimo.

Lin Yimo grasped the iron railing that didn't seem to be solid when he looked at it, his body weight was slightly tilted back, his toes were slightly raised, and he looked at the low building in front of him.

Lin Yimo smiled casually, more with sarcasm, mocking Lin Yimo himself, he said: "Gu Yun, this bridge seems to have a grudge against me, and some of my unlucky things happened on this bridge. "

Gu Jun didn't grab the railing, and Gu Jun didn't move as much as Lin Yimo. His appearance and habits seem to be consistent, which can be roughly summed up as deserted, but Lin Yimo is different. He is cold and cold to others. His behavior is restrained and cold, not as natural as Gu Yun, who is indifferent from the inside out. He is suppressing his enthusiasm and leaving it to those close to him. It can also be said that he does not open up to others.

After hearing Lin Yimo's words, Gu Jun turned his head to face Lin Yimo, as if he wanted to wait for Lin Yimo's next words, but he didn't wait, he just waited for a sentence: "Let's go, I'm afraid I'll fall into the river later."

This area is relatively familiar to Lin Yimo, Gu Yun basically followed Lin Yimo, and Lin Yimo stopped at another place.

"This is my elementary school."

Lin Yimo was standing with his hands in his pockets. He didn't look like he was recalling his childhood emotions and the joy of good memories. After all, he had a bad life in this elementary school, so how could memories make him feel happy? The brows and eyes are stretched, and the brows are beaming with joy.

"I transferred here when I was ten years old, in the third grade."

It was the first time that Gu Jun saw Lin Yimo smiling as usual, and his tone could be so contemptuous, he said: "At that time, I couldn't transfer in, but after collecting the money, I bent my back lower than anyone else."

Gu Yun just listened quietly, listening to Lin Yimo's words revealing resistance to this secular world.

"I don't have any friends from childhood to adulthood, so I didn't feel much about transferring to another school. After I transferred to another school, I knew that I could often stay with Fang Linyi and I was very happy."

Lin Yimo paused. The words "mother" should have appeared in these words, but he avoided them all, but he still understated them.

"I lived with my aunt and the others when I was ten years old, and my mother passed away that year."

When Lin Yimo said this, he glanced in Gu Jun's direction, Lin Yimo was smiling, a smile that Gu Jun couldn't understand.

It seems that after growing up, he becomes mature and stable, and the calm smile he shows in the face of all the cruel reality is the smile that feels sad about everything but has to laugh.

Lin Yimo began to stroke the silver chain on his left wrist.

"I miss you very much." Gu Yun asked.

"Should be." Lin Yimo was amused by his own answer, bowed his head and read another sentence, and said in a low voice: "Should be."

"Actually, I really knew that my mother left when I was 13 years old. Although I had thought about this possibility during her absence, I still chose to lie to myself to make myself feel better." Lin Yi Mo Tanran said a lot, "Actually, I am very good at crying. Sometimes I cry when I think about things. I used to cry secretly."

"I am also very good at fever and cold. In the past, when I had a fever, my mother would go home immediately. Not long after my mother left, I had a fever once. I was too hypocritical. At that time, I had to My mother, I just cried, kept crying, crying hysterically, because I couldn’t see my mother.”

"Then I started dreaming. I dreamed that my mother was gone and left, but I couldn't grasp it. The state of waking up was the same as in the dream. It was very empty and difficult. The only difference was that no one confessed to me: My mother has passed away, and they have been lying to me, keeping it from me, I have no choice but to lie to myself, maybe at that time I really had a glimmer of hope—she will come back."

"Then when I was 13 years old, this incident was finally exposed. I had a fever again later, and I already felt delirious. The dream still contained those contents, saying that my mother was leaving, but I seemed to have these dreams. I got used to it, but I just didn't believe it, but after waking up, it took a long time to realize that she had really left, and it had been three years since she left."

"Then every time I had a fever and dreamed in the next few years, the content of the dream was different from before. My mother stood in front of me with a back, wearing a red dress. I used to say that she looked good in that dress. In the dream, I didn’t turn around and didn’t speak, so I kept calling her and running, and she didn’t move in the dream, but I just couldn’t catch up, and I couldn’t do anything to catch her.”

Gu Yun roughly guessed the reason why he was caught today, and also understood why Lin Yimo was so restless and lonely at that time.

"I've almost forgotten what she looks like. Maybe sometimes when a person suddenly stands in front of me, I will feel my mother's shadow reappear, but I can't describe her facial features in detail, they are blurred." He teased Said, "I don't even leave a photo, it's heartless."

Lin Yimo's tone was flat, and he just understated his ups and downs. He didn't say that he was bullied by others, but just described his crying temper and fever-prone physique in a flat way. He seemed to be explaining, Explain the crying last night, and explain the accidental holding hands today.

After saying this, the chain on Lin Yimo's wrist slipped to the ground.

Lin Yimo could feel the feeling of falling off. After picking up the chain, he smiled and said, "Don't talk about it, my mother may not be happy."

The sleeves of the clothes were long enough to cover Lin Yimo's scar. Lin Yimo put the necklace in his pocket first, as if he didn't want Gu Jun to know.

"Can't you put it on?" Gu Yun asked.

"No, you can wear it, but it's not easy to wear. I'll wear it when I go back."

Gu Yun stretched out his hand: "I'll help you, take out the silver chain."

Lin Yimo hesitated, but it seems that there is nothing to hide. In getting along, Lin Yimo likes to be honest with each other and doesn't like to cover up. Showing himself is his style all the time. It's not that he doesn't want to show his scars. Is not used to show.

Lin Yimo handed over the silver chain, and after finishing the buckle and handing it over to Lin Yimo to put it on, Lin Yimo opened his sleeves. The impact of this scar was great for Lin Yimo, Even though Gu Yun had made some mental preparations, he still couldn't help being stunned for a moment.

In Lin Yimo's vision, Gu Yun was not surprised, all this seemed so ordinary.

Lin Yimo: "Gu Yun, did you see the scars on your wrists so plainly?"

Gu Yun: "I knew it in advance, but I'm not completely unsurprised."

The truth is that Lin Yimo couldn't see Gu Yun's over-focused pupils, he couldn't see Gu Yun swallowing his breath after holding his breath.

Lin Yimo: "How do you know?"

Gu Yun: "I talked to Sister Lin Fan before, I asked Sister Lin Fan, and then told me a little bit."

Lin Yimo: "When?"

Gu Yun: "During the winter vacation."

Gu Jun didn't seem to want to say too clearly the exact time.

Lin Yimo is always teasing himself today: "Stupid, isn't it?"

Gu Yun paused after buttoning the buttons, put down Lin Yimo's sleeves, brushed the sleeves lightly, lowered his head and said: "It's hard, it's hard, isn't it?"

Since Gu Jun tied Lin Yimo with a silver chain, the distance between the two of them was shortened. When Gu Jun looked up at each other, it seemed that he was close enough to see the deepest emotions in his eyes.

The sun was about to get off work, but the refraction of the beam of light on the zipper of Lin Yimo's boots was still so shining.

Gu Yun's eyes turned to the right, causing Lin Yimo to turn his head together.

Fang Linfan straightened up, put away the camera, and walked towards them: "Hey, the sneak shot was discovered."

"Sister!" Lin Yimo's mood became obviously elevated.

"Sister Lin Fan." Gu Yun greeted her.

Lin Yimo: "What are you talking about secretly filming? Sis, are we?"

"Yeah, that's right, your outfits today are too eye-catching, and I saw you all at once, and visually, I feel that the positions, backgrounds, and lighting of you are all pretty good, and it should be a picture when you take a picture Good photo." Fang Linfan took a closer look at Lin Yimo's overall outfit, and said, "Is this outfit Xiaojie's?"

The two nodded beside them, "Yeah".

"The design and fit of this clothes is pretty good, it gave me some design inspiration." Fang Linfan was full of joy.

"Sister Lin Fan also designs clothes?" Gu Jun couldn't help but marvel.

"I just learned it, and I go out these few days to communicate with others, right, sister." Lin Yimo said.

Fang Linfan nodded with a smile, and was about to take the two of them away, but a cell phone ringing interrupted her movements.

"Sister! Where are you?" The voice on the phone could directly shake the eardrums of Gu Jun and Lin Yimo next to him.

"Fang Linyi, can you keep your voice down, you've lost your eardrums." Lin Yimo yelled into the phone.

Fang Linyi: "Lin Yimo! Brother Mo, come and pick me up."

"It's over soon." Fang Linfan replied, then hung up the phone, and said to Gu Jun and Lin Yimo in front of him, "Do you have any arrangements now? Let's go together, and Xiaojun will go too."