shallow [entertainment]

When she woke up again, Jian Yu happened to hear the announcement that the flight was about to land at Beijing Capital International Airport in 30 minutes.In the confusion, he couldn't realize why he was on the way back to Beijing instead of going to Bangkok, Thailand.The next second, he noticed that Lin Cheng was looking up and down worriedly at himself.

"Xiaoyu, your mother... passed away." The words heard before losing consciousness suddenly sounded in her mind, and Jian Yu felt as if something was stirring in her stomach, and she panicked with nausea.

Seeing that he wanted to vomit but couldn't vomit, Lin Cheng felt even more anxious.Yesterday at the airport, Jian Yu suddenly fainted, and a group of people sent him to the hospital. After a while, Jian Yu woke up, but he seemed to be ignorant, and could only repeat the same sentence.According to the diagnosis of previous cases, the doctor said that Jane had symptoms of re-experiencing trauma.Because of the pressure accumulated before, his consciousness was confused, so he kept saying "I want to go home" instinctively, but he didn't wake up.

Because he couldn't always rely on tranquilizers to stabilize Jian Yu's mood, Lin Cheng had no choice but to take Jian Yu, who looked dull, on the plane, and at the same time contact Dr. Rogers to fly there again.During this period, Jian Yu's uncle kept calling, and Lin Cheng answered it once, but the other party kept asking to talk to Jian Yu.

"Xiaoyu is not in a good condition right now, let's talk about it after I bring him back."

"What? He's sick again, right?"

Lin Cheng frowned subconsciously.Uncle Yu's reaction was very strange, especially his words, which made people feel very uncomfortable.After getting on the plane, Lin Cheng thought it over and decided not to bring Jane Yu back to Jane's house.He is in such a bad state now, Xiao Jin and Xiao Zhao spent a lot of effort to cover up this matter in the crew, but many people must have begun to suspect Jian Yu's psychological problems.

When Lin Cheng brought the dazed Jane Yu back to the apartment, he realized that not only Dr. Rogers, but also Benjamin and Jane Yu's uncle Wellington had flown over to visit.Facing so many people around, Jian Yu seemed a little apprehensive, habitually grabbing the corner of Lin Cheng's clothes.

"I want to rest..."

When he was in Hainan before, what Jian Yu was talking about was wanting to go home, but when he arrived in Beijing, his obsession turned into wanting to rest.This should prove that Jane lost control at the time and didn't want to go back to Jane's house to deal with her mother's funeral.

Lin Cheng inexplicably felt a burst of powerless anger hit his heart.Jian Yu has been hit like this, but he still doesn't know the reason. Is there anything more irritating than this?

"No matter what, I must know what happened to Xiaoyu." Lin Cheng was extremely firm this time, hugging Jian Yu, and patted him on the back, "Look, he has become like this now, and he has obviously fallen into What is the difference between talking about the memories back then and not talking about them?"

Everyone present was silent for a while, and Wellington and Benjamin looked at Dr. Rogers together.The latter sighed and said: "It is indeed the worst situation now. I think it is better to let Jason go to rest first. After he falls asleep, Mr. Houston will explain the ins and outs."

What they said was in Jian Yu's ears as if he hadn't heard it. He kept grabbing Lin Cheng's clothes, and the latter leaned against the bedside for more than an hour before Jian Yu fell into a deep sleep.

The news of Jian Yu's mother's death was uploaded by Qin Jun. They were all in the same circle. The Qin family naturally knew that Jian's family was going to have a funeral.However, Uncle Yu told Lin Cheng over the phone that Yu Xinzhu's death was due to suicide.

"My sister has been suffering from severe depression, less than he knows. Since he can't answer the phone, then you tell him that it is his freedom to come back to attend the funeral. However, my sister left him a suicide note. If he wants to read it, Just go home."

Lin Cheng stroked Jian Yu's prickly short hair with his palm, and his pity and desire for protection grew exponentially.He looked up and saw Wellington standing quietly at the door, the wrinkles engraved with vicissitudes were clearly visible between the brows and the corners of the eyes, but they did not damage the handsomeness of this blond middle-aged man in the slightest.

The two walked out of the bedroom one after the other, closing the door gently.

"I know the matter of Xiao Yu most clearly at Houston's house, because at that time, I was the one who came to deal with the aftermath and brought him to the United States."

Wellington's interests and hobbies are completely different from his father's. Not only is he not interested in politics, but he also loves art very much. He studied all the way and became a famous painter.Because of this, after the death of Jian Yu's father, that is, his younger brother Chris, as a freelancer, he often came to China to visit Jian Yu.

Judging from the photos taken by Wellington, Jane Yu was a jade-carved doll when she was a child, with brilliant golden hair and lake-like green eyes.But his expression in every photo is not happy, either looking at the camera blankly, or bowing his head and tinkering with his own toys.

"It was only later that we found out how strict Yu's mother was to him..."

Yu Xinzhu's love for Chris is morbid. They have visited mountains and rivers in various countries, experienced various ethnic customs, and agreed to be together for life.But in a remote hotel in Qinghai, Chris died in a fire.Yu Xinzhu narrowly escaped the catastrophe, but when she saw Chris' unrecognizable body being moved out, her spirit suddenly collapsed.

Although after a period of psychological treatment, her thoughts of seeking death were alleviated, but as Jian Yu grew up, more terrible things happened.

Jane Yu and Chris really look alike.Not to mention the iconic blond hair and blue eyes of the Houston family, even the smiling demeanor made Yu Xinzhu mistakenly think that her husband was still there, and she just continued to live through her son.Yu Xinzhu began to dress up Jian Yu according to his own preferences, shaping him into an authentic American gentleman with meticulous manners and appearance.When Jian Yu was about to enter elementary school, Yu Xinzhu proposed that he should be kept at home and taught by himself.

Grandpa Yu was busy with work and never cared about these things. He didn't agree with his daughter marrying a foreigner, and he didn't like Jian Yu even more.And grandma Yu has always doted on her daughter, so naturally she can't raise any opinions.

When Wellington came to visit Jian Yu one time, he saw that he was depressed, and asked him the reason, only to find out that he was suppressed.

"Uncle, I am so envious of other children. They can go to school and make friends to play with."

"You can go to school as well, I'll go talk to your mother." When Chris died, the custody naturally belonged to Xinzhu. There is a Pacific Ocean between the United States and China. After all, we can't know everything.Wellington was a little angry, but Jane held him and shook her head desperately, "No, mom will be angry, I, I'm fine at home."

Of course Wellington went to talk to Yu Xinzhu later, but the other party didn't accept any opinions, and he had nothing to do.Afterwards he found out that Yu Xinzhu's anger was caused by throwing things in the house and making a scene, ordering Jian Yu not to take a step out of the house.

"Mom only has you, do you know?! Xiaoyu, you are so good-looking, there are many bad people outside, they will take you away, and then you will never come back, never come back... ..." When Yu Xinzhu said these words, he would firmly hold Jian Yu's face, staring at him devoutly, or, in other words, staring at another person through him.

It's just that Jian Yu didn't understand this when he was a child. He only knew that his mother needed him very much.

When Jane Yu was eight|nine years old, Mr. Huston came to Beijing in person and negotiated directly with Grandpa Yu, using his power to overwhelm him. Finally, Jane Yu was able to enroll.

Jian Yu, who was going to school for the first time, was very excited, and the sudden transfer of dolls naturally attracted the attention of the whole class.In addition, Jian Yu was trained by Yu Xinzhu to be sensible and obedient, and he was very popular with girls. Suddenly, his popularity was so good that it couldn't be improved.Until one day, because he was attending a classmate's birthday dinner, he got carried away and didn't go home until 9 o'clock in the evening.

What awaited him was a week-long confinement.

In the empty bedroom, there is no TV set, no books, and I can only hug my knees quietly in a daze.For Jian Yu, who was immature, this was simply the greatest panic.When Yu Xinzhu let him out, he cried in fear and threw himself into his mother's arms, constantly admitting his mistakes and saying "I'm sorry" for no reason.

"That's right, Yu Yu, you belong to your mother, and you must stay with your mother forever and ever."

"Mom, this is for, woo, why?" Because other children can make friends, and their parents will still treat them well.Eyes filled with tears lifted up, facing a face with a weird smile.

"Because mom loves you. Mom is the person who loves you the most in this world, so Xiao Xiao also loves mom the most, you know?"

The young Jian Yu still didn't understand the meaning of the word "love". He only knew that it should be a very beautiful feeling that would bring happiness to people. The teacher always said in class that parents love children, and children love each other too. Love mom and dad.

Jane Yu laughed through tears, nodded, "Well, I love my mother the most."

But no amount of love is enough to understand. Why do you have to stay by her side all the time when you love someone? You can’t make friends, you can’t hang out with friends, and even staying outside for a while makes it difficult for your mother. Bear.What is love?

In the envy and jealousy of other classmates, Jian Yu finally entered junior high school.It was at such an ignorant age that he discovered for the first time that the feeling of love is not just attachment to his mother.

And what makes him have this doubt, and then distinguishes the different loves, is the captain of the football team in the class, a sunny, cheerful and enthusiastic boy.

The author has something to say: This story tells us to pay attention to psychological problems_(:з」∠)_

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