[net king] dead leaves

No one has visited me since I woke up from the hospital.

The aunt who has been in charge of taking care of me resigned from my parents earlier, but they only had two video calls with me in a foreign country, and there was nothing to say.

As for schoolmates and friends... I don't know.

It seems that I have lost part of my memory, which is what the doctor told me, and I don't know it myself.

I know my name is Yuka Nagamori, and I know that I am 14 years old; but I just don't know where I go to school and if I have any friends.

This probably has something to do with the wound on my head.

Ah, forgot to mention, I was hit by a truck on a road opposite the hospital.

I heard that I was seriously injured at the time, but fortunately the hospital was nearby, so I managed to save my life.

These are all from the nurse who took care of me.

Inoue-san is a young intern nurse. She is very kind and gentle. Seeing that I have no one to visit, she will come to the ward to chat with me whenever she is free, and she will also tell me some interesting things in the hospital.

I still remember my parents' divorce very clearly, and I don't mind their indifference, but I still can't be happy.

I think it's because I forgot something very important.

Sometimes I wonder if I was in an accident because I was in a rush to get somewhere.I heard from Inoue-san that the person who took me to the hospital told her that this accident happened because I ran out of the road suddenly.

But no matter how hard I try to recall, I still have no clue at all. Inoue-san also let me not be so anxious to remember the lost memories, and I will talk about everything after my body recovers.

"Although Youjia-chan can't be discharged from the hospital yet, you can still walk around in the hospital." Inoue-san said to me when she came to the ward one time, "I'll borrow a wheelchair for you next time if you need it, sir. It's not good to stay in the ward."

So one afternoon, Inoue-san pushed me for a walk in the hospital.

When passing by a certain ward, I accidentally saw a boy who was about the same age as me. He looked like a sick and weak boy in a patient uniform. He was surrounded by several children, and he seemed very popular.

I really like the way he smiles and the warm atmosphere when he is surrounded by children. Even if it is not love at first sight, I have developed a lot of affection for him.

"Yukimura-kun is not bad, right? Everyone is saying that it would be better if I was born a few years later." Inoue-san said to me with a bowed head, "But he is about to be discharged from the hospital. If you want to get to know him, you have to seize the time."

I just smiled and didn't answer.

Because there is a more important person in my heart waiting for me to remember.

Since then, I will let Inoue-san push me around in my free time, sometimes on the rooftop, sometimes on the outdoor lawn, and every time I pass by that boy's room.

Although they just passed by, he would also smile when he met my eyes.

I love his smile.

Soon I was out of the wheelchair and walking with only two canes, when I passed the boy's room again, this time by himself.

"Can I have a word with you?"

I subconsciously blurted out the request.

Probably because I haven't met someone of the same age for a long time. Every time I see him, I always feel a sense of intimacy.

"Come in." He smiled and called me into the room.

I pushed open the door, and when he saw the two crutches on my body, he stepped forward to help me. I smiled at him and said "thank you" awkwardly.

Sure enough, he is a very gentle boy, just like his appearance.

"It's the first time I've met... My name is Yuka Nagamori." Sitting on the hospital bed, I was only less than one meter away from him. The sudden approach made me a little at a loss, "Ah, it shouldn't be the first time, right? I see you every day when I pass by Play with the kids."

The boy was a little stunned when he heard my words, "Is that so, Nagamori-san. My name is Yukimura Seichi, please give me your advice."

With no memories of the past, Yukimura-kun is like my first friend to me, every meeting is a pleasure.

Inoue-san also teased me a few times when he knew about it, and even showed envy in my conversation.Of course I understand that it was just a joke, but I don't have the slightest interest in Yukimura-kun, and I'm always a little unhappy to hear it, but I still smiled and explained to her that I didn't have that kind of thought.

"Yukimura-kun, I feel like I've forgotten a very important person." I said to him one time, "I really want to remember that person right away, but Inoue-san always told me not to rush...but I always feel that , If you wait any longer, you will lose something.”

Yukimura-kun thought for a few seconds after hearing this, "I don't have any impression of that person?"

I shook my head.

I don't know anything about that person's gender, age, identity, etc., nor do I know my relationship with that person. I only know that that person is very, very important.

In fact, I am afraid that it is just my fantasy, and in fact this person does not exist at all.

"Nagamori-san, if I can, let me help you find that person." Yukimura-kun had the usual smile on his face, "If you think of anything, please let me know, and I will try my best to help."

"Yeah!" I nodded quickly, "Thank you, Yukimura-kun."

Yukimura-kun is the only person who can take care of my troubles and is willing to provide assistance.

I felt relieved as if I had found a companion.

Thanks to the help of the village master, I rarely mentioned this matter in front of Inoue-san since then, until one day she came in with a bouquet of flowers.

I'm not very familiar with flowers, and I can't tell the species of that flower, but seeing that bunch of flowers reminded me of one thing——I want to send flowers to someone, probably the person who is very important to me.

Also, time is running out.

I had to go to that person, but it was too late.

But I still didn't want to give up, I snatched the bouquet of flowers from Inoue-san's hand and walked out of the ward.

Even though the destination is unknown, I haven't remembered that person yet, but my intuition tells me that I can't delay any longer, I must deliver the flowers to that person before then, otherwise...

This is the first time that I feel so sad to forget that person. I desperately want to leave the hospital and go to that person's side, even though I haven't thought of him yet.

Yes, I think of the boy, but only in terms of gender, and the title of "boy" is just my own guess, I don't know his age.

I was quickly stopped by the nurses, who had limited mobility, and I kept begging them to let me go, but no one would listen to me.

So they called Yukimura-kun, and the decision was correct.

Since I had calmed down when I saw him, he took me back to his ward for a long chat.

"You said you remembered that you were going to send flowers to a certain boy?" Yukimura-kun began to analyze for me after hearing my words, "Maybe it's something to celebrate...or maybe it's a certain festival?"

"I don't know." The only thing I can remember is, "Cornflower... There should be such flowers, right? I seem to want to give this kind of flowers. He probably likes these flowers very much."

Yukimura-kun smiled bitterly and said, "Sorry, I don't know much about flowers." After a pause, he opened his mouth again, "But since Nagamori-san hasn't fully remembered, even if he leaves the hospital, he still doesn't know his destination, so we'd better wait." Come to him when you think about it.”

"He will definitely wait for you." Seeing me a little disappointed, Yukimura-kun added.

Although I don't want to wait any longer, I still follow Yukimura-kun's advice and rest slowly until I fully remember the matter.

According to this progress, I believe that I will remember him soon, and after he is discharged from the hospital, Yukimura-kun will also help, and he will definitely be found.

But I was wrong, and I will never have another chance to leave the hospital.

One day I saw the doctor's medical certificate, and there were several words on it that hurt my eyes.

Mental illness, hospital transfer, stay in hospital.

There are also sedatives in the drug list, and some unknown drugs.

They judged me to be mentally ill and when I got better I would be transferred to a mental institution, where I probably would never have the chance to leave.

The aunt who invited me to take care of me before left, and my parents were afraid of trouble, so they threw me there directly.

"Yukimura-kun, what should I do... They actually treated me like this... In this way, I will never have a chance to leave for the rest of my life."

I secretly left the ward to find Yukimura-kun, because only he can help me.

I don't have any mental illness, he knows that very well.

"Nagamori-san..." Yukimura-kun only called my name and didn't say anything else.

At that time, Yukimura-kun looked at me with helplessness, as if he wanted to say something to me.

Too bad I can't hear it.

The nurses came to Yukimura-kun's ward and injected me with a sedative. The second before I lost consciousness, Yukimura-kun was still in front of my eyes. No matter how many tears I shed, he didn't explain to the nurse that I was not sick.

Obviously as long as you give me a little more time, I can remember him.

When I woke up, Yukimura-kun was no longer by my side.

He might have been discharged from the hospital.

I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye to him, because the place I was in during the coma turned around, and I seemed to be sent to a mental hospital.

But I still want to say to Yukimura-kun, thank you.

Only you will listen to me.

The author has something to say:

This is probably the story of a lunatic who secretly fell in love with the Lord.

I like this stalk very much, so it may be changed to a long story in the future, but before that, I should first write about the uncle’s colleagues

PS Originally, the fanfic was written for the uncle, but I changed the hero, but the next one is for the uncle, and the outline has been written.

--------------------------I originally planned to write the Yukimura chapter with the postscript, but I don't want to write it now, so I moved back----- ---------------------

The heroine is Yukimura's brainless fan, and she often makes behaviors that bother him, such as stalking.

Later, Yukimura entered the hospital, and the hostess wanted to visit, but Sanada and the tennis club were unwilling to tell her the address.She finally found the hospital where Yukimura was located, but Yukimura refused to visit.

The hostess wanted to meet Yukimura before his operation and bring his favorite plants. Because she didn't know flowers, she chose Yukimura's birth flower.

So she thought that if she hurt herself and went to the hospital, she would have a chance to see Yukimura, so she planned to create an accident near the hospital, and chose a place near the hospital to ensure that she could be sent to Yukimura's hospital.

But she flinched when she was looking for a car to hit her. Originally, she was just planning to find a small car to get some minor injuries, but unfortunately, she was knocked down by a truck next to her when she was evading.

By the time she woke up, she had amnesia, and Yukimura had already completed the operation.

Because she was already suspected of having a mental problem before entering the hospital, and the news of deliberately rushing out of the road was also spread. After hearing that she had lost her memory, the school did not dare to ask anyone to visit, fearing to irritate her.

Nurse Inoue was there to monitor her mood changes.

Yukimura also knew through Sanada that she was admitted to the hospital, but he didn't know that she had lost her memory, and was a little surprised when she came into contact with her.

Fearing that she would do something unfavorable to him as before when she remembered herself, Yukimura kept in touch with her to confirm the progress of her memory recovery, and deliberately misled her when she remembered something, and even lied.

"Because there is a more important person in my heart waiting for me to remember." ← This sentence actually means that the heroine knows that person is the one she likes, so she uses Yukimura as a comparison, but unfortunately she doesn't have one Noticed.

The hostess actually felt that there was something wrong with her, but she didn't want to admit it, so she didn't resist much when she found out that she was sent to a mental hospital.

For this reason, she is very grateful to Yukimura who once believed in her.

The hostess didn't remember that "he" was Yukimura until the end, but the hostess already had a good impression of Yukimura, and she would like him if she got along for a longer time.

If she remembers or likes Yukimura, she will really go crazy~