The rebirth of Korean entertainment scholar

The itinerary of ranking is very boring. Repeated recording, every list can not be missed, otherwise you may offend some TV station.Jiang Huiying and the others will only carry out the comeback charting activity of the title song this time, which will last for about a month.As for other songs, there are no plans to hit the charts.The publicity of this news made the lucky stars a little disappointed, and they all left messages hoping that they could continue their activities for a while.

At this time, the clirls were sitting in Zheng Zhixun's office in a row. Everyone's face was heavy, and the atmosphere in the office was also very depressing.

Zheng Zhixun sat on the chair, glanced around, and glanced at Jiang Huiying: "Huiying, you are the captain, please talk about your thoughts first."

"Brother, although I am the captain, I can't make all the decisions for the members. I can only express my own opinion." Jiang Huiying paused, and then said: "Brother, the matter of going to the military service has been decided. , so it is useless to discuss. My personal suggestion is that our clirls are developing very well in their own fields, and the company is also moving forward on the right track. Although you have not been able to guide us carefully in the past two years, but , our members can develop solo in their respective fields, and the name of clirl is still retained. After all, we are the first group created by brother himself, aren’t we?”

After Jiang Huiying finished speaking, Zheng Zhixun looked at Li Yinghua again.Li Yinghua nodded: "Brother, although the three-year contract has expired, I want to renew it. I have been very happy in the company for the past few years. Our entire combination is very harmonious, at least in my opinion."

"Me too." Jin Xiyuan said, "It's not easy to become a group. Brother has led us from nothing to the current position. Although it is hard, I really feel very warm. I think Huiying's The proposal is very good, our next comeback, we will wait for brother's comeback together!"

Park Mi-sun and Kim Da-yun also expressed that they don’t want the group to disband and want to renew their contract. The youngest Ji Youxi said softly: “Brother, I am very grateful that you agreed to let me go back to China to develop, but I will not forget I was in Korea when I debuted for the first time. Hyung, after filming that drama, I still want to be with everyone.”

The atmosphere in the office was much relaxed because of this.Although Zheng Zhixun didn't say it was set up, he could clearly see the relief on his face.He smiled slightly, stood up, and sent a document to everyone: "Everyone go back and read this document, and don't shake your mind just because of other people's ideas. Go back and think carefully before handing it to me. That's it, you all go back and have a good rest, you are still in the activity period."

All the people filed out, only Jiang Huiying was left alone.The door was closed by Jin Xiyuan, and Jiang Huiying looked at Zheng Zhixun hesitantly: "Brother, to tell you the truth, what I said just now was not selfish."

"Sit down." Zheng Zhixun got up and poured her a cup of tea, "What do you think?"

"Brother, I got a notice two days ago that our school has a one-year exchange program with a university in the United States." Jiang Huiying held the tea in her hand, feeling her palms were dizzy and hot from the teacup.

Zheng Zhixun put down the teacup again: "Have you talked to Quan Zhilong about this matter?"

Jiang Huiying shook her head lightly: "I haven't made up my mind yet, but I don't want to let go of this opportunity."

Zheng Zhixun sighed: "One year is nothing, it doesn't matter if you don't come back solo. I will coordinate with the company. As for your personal issues, you should talk to him first."

Jiang Huiying nodded, but her mood was heavier than before.

Now she doesn't know how to position her relationship with him.The two seem to have returned to the time when they used to talk on the phone every day, but because he is touring in Japan and she is active in Korea, the two cannot meet.Every time they make a phone call, the two people carefully avoid mentioning the conflict between the two people before.However, the conversation between the two became less and less.Often there is nothing to say after a few words.She also wanted to bring up this topic on the phone, but she always felt that it was better to say it in person.But the two who have been unable to meet for a long time, can't find a chance to talk at all.Not to mention, she couldn't be sure what would happen if the two met and talked about it.

She saw the activities of only four of them, and knew that each of them was actually feeling bad.She also tried calling Dacheng, but Dacheng's phone was always turned off.Jiang Huiying didn't know what to say to him, comfort was useless at this time.Dacheng is already very sensitive, let alone this incident happened.

After struggling for two weeks, I still haven't found any chance to say it. Clirl's comeback this time is really good, one of them got a lot, and the words of thanks are a little numb at the end.On this day, in the process of rushing to other announcements after the ranking, although she was very tired, she couldn't sleep at all, so she took out her mobile phone and started playing Twitter.Putting on a trumpet habitually, watching the news of his friends, but when he saw Quan Zhilong's Twitter, his eyes froze.

Jin Xiyuan turned over and opened his eyes slightly. Seeing Jiang Huiying's motionless appearance, he couldn't help but ask, "Huiying, what's wrong with you? Did something happen?"

Only then did Jiang Huiying come back to her senses, exited the interface and turned off the phone, and smiled slightly: "It's okay, I'm a little sleepy, so I was in a daze for a while." She closed her eyes to rest, but her mind was full of the picture she just saw: Perhaps, that day has really come to what he said.

When the car arrived, Jiang Huiying's cell phone rang suddenly.She picked it up to look at the caller, hesitated for a moment and connected the call.On the other end of the phone, he said a word plainly: "Huiying, I'm back."

At 9 o'clock in the evening, Jiang Huiying stood at the door of his apartment.This is the third time she has come to his apartment. Unlike the first time and the sweetness and the second rush, Jiang Huiying had some indescribable feelings in her heart before she went, as if she had a vague expectation that something would happen .But she went anyway.The formalities at the school have already started, and she must make up her mind as soon as possible.

She opened the door with the key, and the lights in the living room were all on, and the whole room was brightly lit.And he just sat on the sofa with his arms crossed and his legs crossed. When he heard the sound of the door, he just raised his head slightly: "Have you eaten yet?"

"On the way, Miss Zhenzhi brought us some sushi. Did brother eat?" Jiang Huiying changed her shoes and walked to the sofa next to him.

Quan Zhilong raised his head and looked at her for a long time: "I thought that you like to eat my kimchi fried rice. I called you in the afternoon and knew you were coming. I started preparing it and waited until now." He stared at her: "Jiang Huiying, do you take me to heart?"

When Jiang Huiying was stared at by him like this, a trace of sadness flashed in her heart: when they even started to speak, they complained.She let out a breath and tried to explain: "Just now, when I was going to catch up with the announcement, due to the exhaustion of the recording, Miss Zhenzhi was very kind. Otherwise, I will take the fried rice back for breakfast tomorrow morning, okay?" As she spoke, she reached out and grabbed his arm.

"No need." He swung her hand away and stood up suddenly, "Jiang Huiying, I don't need your pity!"

Jiang Huiying didn't expect him to make such a big move. With such a flick of his hand, he directly bumped into their couple's cups on the coffee table.Among them, the one that belonged to her fell to the ground with a snap and was smashed to pieces.Shards of porcelain flew up and hit her calves and ankles exposed under her skirt.Jiang Huiying only felt numbness in her hands and a faint pain in her legs.

Quan Zhilong was obviously stunned for a moment, and hurried over, ignoring the debris all over the floor, he quickly took her hand: "Is there any injury? Does it hurt?"

Jiang Huiying was silent and let him ask again and again, and slowly withdrew her hand.

Quan Zhilong's heart sank, he raised his head, his face was very nervous: "Brother was just out of breath just now. Huiying, are you injured anywhere? Your leg is bleeding, I'll go get the medicine box."

"No need." Just as he turned around, Jiang Huiying finally spoke.Quan Zhilong froze in place, turned around slowly, and looked at her with a downcast face: "What did you say?"

"I said, no need." Jiang Huiying also stood up slowly, staring into his eyes, "The reason why I didn't come over to eat with my brother is actually because I saw the news about my brother in Japan. You once told me that scandals don't Believe it, it's all speculation by the media. But tell me, is the picture of the woman you took on Twitter a fake?"

Quan Zhilong's eyes darkened, seeing her like this, he couldn't help being a little irritable: "Jiang Huiying, don't listen to the wind and the rain. It's just a gathering of friends, can't I have friends of the opposite sex in Japan?"

"So that woman who always comes to parties over there is really your good friend." Jiang Huiying raised her head slightly, only feeling that the light in the living room was so bright that it made her eyes a little sour, "This is brother, what do you say to me?" The attitude of our feelings?"

Quan Zhilong also became angry at once: "Jiang Huiying, don't be so unreasonable, please? She is just my friend, and I take pictures with Cailin and the others like this. Can you stop being so pretentious! She is very understanding Yes, I found out about your existence this time, and said that I would come to celebrate your birthday."

Jiang Huiying only felt her body trembling: "Heh, it's only natural for you to be jealous of my cooperation with Brother Xiuxuan. I saw the photo of the two of you posted together and asked you to be unreasonable. Quan Zhilong, there is no such thing as you in life." It's a kind of double standard. Which of your friends doesn't know that we have been dating for more than a year, and she only knows now, and will take pictures with you so close when she knows? Quan Zhilong, since she is so understanding, why not Let her be by your side to explain what you want." Then, she picked up her bag and went out, even the pain in her legs and hands was numb.

"What do you mean by that?" Quan Zhilong rushed up to hold her arm in two or three steps, and pulled her body back forcefully, narrowing his eyes slightly, "Clarify what you mean."

Jiang Huiying raised her head and looked at him: "Didn't you ask me if I have a heart? I'll tell you right now, Quan Zhilong, I don't have a heart, and I don't love you. You have been there with your understanding Forever!"

Quan Zhilong's hand pinching her arm gradually increased, and his pupils dilated suddenly: "Say it again."

"It's the same again." Jiang Huiying was expressionless, "I don't love you. Jiang Huiying doesn't love Quan Zhilong! You heard it clearly!"

Quan Zhilong took a step back, but suddenly woke up at that moment: "Impossible. How is it possible! Jiang Huiying, stop deceiving yourself and others."

"I should return this sentence to you. From my first concert to now, haven't you ever thought about breaking up with me?" Jiang Huiying's eyes were sore, but dry, "You just don't want to be reconciled I am not reconciled to being snatched away by someone who is not as good as you, I am not reconciled that I will really fall in love with someone else, I am not reconciled..." Before she could finish her sentence, she was suddenly held tightly by his waist, his lips pressed down.

Jiang Huiying pushed him away forcefully, and bit her lip with her teeth.He felt the fishy smell, and quickly let go of her. Looking at the blood on her lips, he took a step back dejectedly: "You hate me that much?"

"Yes, I hate you. I'm tired of only being able to fall in love underground, watching you and other women flirting with each other; I'm also tired of you disappearing from time to time; I'm also tired of your attitude towards my friends; I'm even more tired of it You never tell me what's wrong with you. I'm too close to you and you're annoying, and I'm too far away, but you never tell me what distance is suitable. You say I don't rely on you, why have you, trust Pass me?" Jiang Huiying's voice trembled a little at the end, and she stopped suddenly.Gritting her teeth, she turned her head: "I hate you, just like this circle. Let's break up."

With a bang, the living room returned to silence.It was still the same bright light, shining on the pieces of broken porcelain all over the floor, each of which reflected the decadence on his face.Quan Zhilong picked up the cold kimchi fried rice on the table and threw it on the ground.The rice grains instantly covered the sky, the plate shattered into several pieces, and the pieces bounced off his calf, leaving small wounds, but that kind of pain, how could it compare to the pain in his heart.

The phone on the sofa rang, and it didn't seem to stop.He was agitated and was about to hang up, but when he saw the caller, he could only suppress the anger in his heart: "Hey, brother Xuanshi, what's the matter? The police station asked me to cooperate with you for an inspection tomorrow? Okay, I got it .”

When Jiang Huiying came down, she got into a taxi and left.He didn't want to take care of the injury on his leg, even though he was sweating from running, his heart was still cold.She didn't go back to her mother's house or the dormitory, and asked the driver to deliver it to the small apartment she just bought.She suppressed her tears and rushed back home. Just as she closed the door, she lost her strength and sat on the ground leaning against the door, hugging her knees and crying.

How can you not love?Her heart is made of flesh, it will hurt and feel uncomfortable.She knew from the beginning that he loved to play, but when he was with her, he really rarely went to nightclubs, and even if he did, he would leave very early.She really believed that he would change for her.But that woman, even the fans have met two people in an ambiguous situation, how can she accept it?He is the first person she loves. Although she has never loved anyone before, she also knows that love is for two people and there is no room for a third.She understands the pressure on him to make his relationship public as an idol, but he can always manage his private life.The other members who also make girlfriends have never been like him.She really can't stand mutual suspicion, he has no confidence in her, and she has lost confidence in him.What are you still doing together?Instead of procrastinating and making it more uncomfortable, it's better to stop.

But, why is the heart so painful?