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Zheng Ze was dumbfounded immediately, struggled a few times and wanted to throw the person out, but he didn't expect that the person was stronger than himself, so he hugged him tightly and hugged him tightly while throwing his arms towards him. Wiping tears on his body, at the same time he kept muttering: "Don't go, don't go..."

The man spoke vaguely, and Zheng Ze had to get closer to hear what he was saying clearly.And it was only after he heard the words "don't go" repeated over and over again that he realized that the man had mistook him for someone else.And it should be a very important person, otherwise, I wouldn't humbly beg not to leave.

Zheng Ze was not interested in being a stand-in, so he pulled the man's hand away and wanted to leave.But he didn't expect the man to look at the little white face, looking so weak, that after smoking marijuana, his hands would be incredibly strong.

The contrast between their strengths is huge. Zheng Ze didn't want to make trouble, and other people found out to watch the fun. He had no choice but to give up struggling and said: "Okay, I won't leave you, I won't leave. You let go first, okay? I I'm so strangled by you that I can't breathe." As he spoke, he patted the other person's back with his backhand, as gentle as coaxing a child.

Maybe it was the comfort of his soft words that worked. The person who hugged him was clearly in a daze, but still slowly relaxed the strength in his hand as if he could hear what he said clearly.

After a while, the mood calmed down, and the man raised his head and asked cautiously: "Really?"

Zheng Ze sighed: "Really." He followed the movement of the man's hand and sat beside him.

Looking back later, Zheng Ze also felt that he had taken the wrong medicine. After the man let go of his hand, he didn't take the opportunity to leave. Instead, he sat with the man on the stairs in the corner like two idiots for a long time until the noisy The crowd gradually quieted down, the man didn't separate his hands, but kept muttering: "I miss you so much...you don't even know how sad it is for me to be alone abroad...I really want to go back...I I don't want to be alone..."

"If you can go home, who would want to be alone?" Zheng Ze murmured in a low voice, although the intuitive person's words were nonsense, but they touched his heart.

Who knew that what he was just talking to himself was actually heard by that person.The man raised his head suddenly, the corners of his eyes and nose were red: "Can't you go back too?"

"Yeah." Zheng Ze nodded, and Mouming felt a little melancholy.

The man asked, "Why?"

"Because that place doesn't need me anymore." Zheng Ze actually couldn't comfort people at all, and he couldn't say anything nice, so he just babbled and told him his own story.

In fact, Zheng Ze's story is very simple. It is nothing more than the death of his mother, his father's misfortune and lack of concern for himself, his family is better than nothing, and he is used to being alone more often.

These experiences do not sound pitiful, but most people in the world are like this, and it is even worse than miserable.

In the end, the man stopped crying, just hugged his arm, wiped his tears with his sleeve, and asked, "Then what will you do in the future?"

"What can I do?" Zheng Ze felt a little disgusted by the snot, but he didn't push him away. He just said, "Let's live my own life. My mother gave birth to me so hard that I didn't want me to spoil myself. It’s up, but it’ll be fine later.”

The man didn't know if he understood, but he tilted his head and asked, "Then aren't you lonely?"

"Why not?" Zheng Ze laughed when asked by this sentence. The word "loneliness" seems to have been with him since he came to the United States alone. Although he also has friends and social circles, there are not many. A person can really walk into his heart.The only two friends are still in China, so Zheng Ze often lives a "alone" life, and he got used to it over time.

Thinking of this, he laughed instead: "But there's nothing you can do about being alone. Closing yourself in your own world with self-pity will only make others think you are pitiful, and I don't need to be so pitiful at all. So I figured it out a long time ago, I To live is to live for yourself, just live freely and recklessly, don't let the additional conditions restrict yourself."

To live is to live for oneself, to live freely and recklessly.

It was such a simple sentence, even a bit like a blank promise, that pulled Jane back from the abyss of despair.

It's strange to say that sometimes people are like this, obviously they have fallen to the bottom and there is no hope in sight, but as long as there is a straw and a line, he can get up again with the last perseverance.

Jane was like this. Although he had forgotten most of what happened that night when he woke up the next day, Zheng Ze's last comfort was deeply imprinted in his mind.

He is no longer self-exiled, no longer discouraged, he graduated with honors from the university with a doctorate, and then returned home with honor.

He didn't choose to go to those bustling cities to fight for a space, but chose to find Zheng Ze and stay in this city, in the Zheng family, in a small world.

And this is why Zheng Jiyu was relieved to hand over the company to Zheng Ze, leaving only Jane.

Jane once told this story to Zheng Jiyu, but compared to the part he told today, he simplified a lot of details and talked more about how Zheng Ze helped him get up, so he was grateful.

Zheng Jiyu valued Jane's talent, and at that time he never thought of the existence of Bai Xiaoyu, so after investigating and confirming that there was no fraud, he planned to train Jane as an assistant.In this way, even if he leaves later, there will be no problem with Jane watching Zheng Shi.

It's just that he didn't expect so many things to happen in the future. Jane became a variable in this game. He attracted Ye Zichen, which in turn affected the whole plan.

When it came to the end, Jane sighed softly and said with a smile: "I always remember what Mr. Zheng said at that time, so no matter how many people question me later, I am willing to stand by Mr. Zheng's side, because I know Mr. Zheng is actually very serious in his heart." A soft and kind person will always have a pure heart."

"How about fate..." Zheng Ze never thought that his unintentional actions would have such a big impact on another person, let alone that that person would be Jane. I'm a little embarrassed."

"Mr. Zheng is a person who is strong on the outside and soft on the inside." After finishing speaking, he stared at Zheng Ze and said, "So Mr. Zheng, go to Mr. Qi and explain clearly, Mr. Qi will understand you. Besides, do you think there is anything more important to Qi than the friendship between you?"

"What is more important than this friendship?" Zheng Ze suddenly understood, and patted Jane on the shoulder, "I understand, thank you Jane."

Jane chuckled: "You're welcome, this is what a friend should do."

"You changed from a boss to a friend just after resigning?" Zheng Ze also laughed, "Well, we will be friends from now on. But remember to tell me when you leave, I will have a farewell party for you."

Jane rolled her eyes with a smile for the first time: "For sure, Mr. Zheng still remembers to pack a red envelope."

"Don't worry, it's definitely a big red envelope." He still remembers that there is a million red envelope to be given to Ye Zichen, but based on the relationship between the two, what difference does it make if it is given to Jane or to Young Master Ye?

With Jane's enlightenment, Zheng Ze was not popular when Qi Shaofeng's company was shut down again. He just left a letter to Qi Shaofeng's assistant, telling him that he would be in the private room of "MS".

Zheng Ze was determined to reconcile with Qi Shaofeng this time, so even if he waited for four or five hours alone in the private room, he could bear his temper.

In the middle, he also found time to call Yu Yixin, urging him to rest quickly.

It's just that Zheng Ze has that mental strength, but not that physical strength.As he was not yet in good health, he was more likely to get tired. After waiting for most of the night, there was no one, so he finally couldn't bear it and fell asleep.

What he didn't know was that when he fell asleep in a daze, someone was rushing towards the "MS" in a hurry.

Qi Shaofeng really wasn't looking for an excuse to avoid Zheng Ze this time. Having accumulated a lot of work, he went to Linshi early in the morning to discuss a project in hand, and he was free only at night.

He thought that with Zheng Ze's temperament, after being rejected like this, he would go back to the hospital and lie down obediently, but he didn't expect that Young Master Zheng became impatient this time and ran to "MS" to wait for him.

Qi Shaofeng just wanted to hang out with Zheng Ze for a few days, and let him reflect on his mistakes. If it affects the other party's body, the gain would not be worth the loss, so he rushed back as soon as the matter at hand was finished.

I just didn't expect that this time God would not give me face. On the way back, there was a strong wind and hail. There was a long queue on the entire Ring Expressway. The traffic jam line was blocked from the exit of the expressway to the second intersection. When Qi Shaofeng exited the expressway, he was already close to It's early morning.

After getting off the high speed, he stepped on the accelerator all the way, ran through several red lights, and managed to reach the "MS" before proofing.

He hurried to the private room before he even had time to ask anyone. He thought it was so late that the other party must have left, but he didn't expect that when he opened the door, he saw a sleepy Zheng Ze.

Zheng Ze was so sleepy that he squinted for a while. He hadn't woken up when he heard the sound of the door opening, so he didn't open his eyes when he looked over. "You're finally here."

Qi Shaofeng's rising anger because of the traffic jam dissipated instantly. He stepped forward and squatted in front of Zheng Ze, rubbing his sleeping messy hair, "Well, I'm back."

Zheng Ze rubbed his eyes, yawned and said, "What time is it, why did you come back?"

"There was a traffic jam on the road, so I came back late." The soft and confused Zheng Ze made Qi Shaofeng dare not express his anger, so he could only lower his voice and said softly: "It's almost two o'clock, if you are sleepy, go Go to sleep. Your hands are not well yet, you shouldn't be running around."

"Can I find you if I don't run around?" Zheng Ze curled his lips, a little unwilling to be regarded as a patient who needs special care, "I'm not sleepy, I've slept for a few hours and I'm full early. Crazy, I'm I've come to tell you something."

Qi Shaofeng saw that Zheng Ze regained his energy and his face became serious. Although he couldn't bear it, he still said: "Well, I know you won't give in so easily. Tell me, I'll listen."

Zheng Ze pulled Qi Shaofeng up, then sat across from him, and sincerely apologized: "Madman, I was at fault for what happened this time, I shouldn't have partnered with Ye Zichen without telling you, and I shouldn't have taken advantage of you when you were in your hometown. Do it, but..."

"Okay, I didn't listen to your self-criticism." Qi Shaofeng interrupted, "Zheng Ze, you should understand why I was angry this time."

"I know." Zheng Ze pursed his lips, knowing that he couldn't explain it.He couldn't tell Qi Shaofeng that because he stabbed him in the back in his previous life, he still had lingering fears, and he would never give the tragedy a chance to repeat itself.

However, Zheng Ze's hesitation caused Qi Shaofeng's heart to sink. He laughed at himself, "So I still can't let you fully trust me? I'm not fucking that little brat in your heart."

"That's not the same at all."

Qi Shaofeng leaned close to him: "What's the difference, tell me."

The coercion from above made Zheng Ze suddenly a little out of breath. He swallowed his saliva and argued, "You are my best friend, a brother who grew up together, no one can compare with you."

"It's brother again, damn Zheng Ze, I'm going to be fucking crazy by you." Qi Shaofeng slammed his fist on the wall fiercely, his eyes were complicated, like sullen, sad, angry, bitter, helpless, he said , the voice was hoarse with a strong sense of astringency: "Zheng Ze, sometimes I really want to dig out your heart to see if it is made of meat! Why can't you feel it..."