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"Yu Yixin." Zheng Ze never thought that the first time he had a peaceful conversation with the other party was in such a situation.He called his name lightly, then sighed and said, "I said, why are you so unprogressive? Rejecting once or twice is not enough, do you want me to speak more harshly?"

Yu Yixin smiled, but the smile was very light, very light. He raised the corners of his mouth slightly, and said softly: "Who knows, maybe people are like this. Only when you lose it do you know how beautiful you once had it. You only know how beautiful it is when you remember it." How sweet it is to know the past. But Zheng Ze, you know, in the beginning, I really hated you, hated you very much."

Zheng Ze also laughed when he heard the words, he tilted his head and changed into a more comfortable posture: "It can be seen."

"It can be seen that you still did that at the time?" Yu Yixin asked softly: "Then what are you trying to do?"

"How should I put it..." Zheng Ze deliberately prolonged the tone, and then continued after a pause: "I really didn't think about it that much at the time. I have always had such a temper for so many years. If I like it, I must try to get it." , It doesn’t matter even if you use a little conspiracy. So after I met you, I thought, this person is mine, and I must get it.”

Yu Yixin suddenly remembered the day before yesterday that Zheng Ze had asked "Why did you fall in love with him at a glance?" At that time, he didn't think too much about it. It was just one of Zheng Ze's refusals at that time, but when he thought about it, he had other secrets: "So you are right? I fell in love at first sight?"

"Why do I sound so arrogant?" But Zheng Ze didn't deny it, but admitted: "It's sort of."

Yu Yixin continued to ask: "Is that what you saw at the new employee induction meeting?"

Yu Yixin still remembers the first meeting with Zheng Ze. At that time, because of his mother's death, he was depressed for a long time.Although he still performed brilliantly in college, only he knew that his mind was no longer on that.He completed his studies perfectly, just for his mother's last wish, and what he started after that was his own "Yu Yixin" life.

But on the first day of his new life, Zheng Ze suddenly appeared in his world.

It never occurred to Yu Yixin that the well-dressed and well-dressed CEO who was talking on the stage and giving a welcome speech would suddenly find him after the meeting.I didn't even expect that person to have that kind of thought for him, and even bluntly said that he wanted to take care of him.

At that time, he had the feeling of being slapped hard, and he just thought that life is so fucking funny, and fate is so fucking funny.

But this time Zheng Ze shook his head, smiled and said: "No, a few days earlier than that, I attended the celebration of my primary school alma mater that day, and on the way back there was heavy rain, the car got stuck in a pit and turned off, it was your help, Helped me push the car out of the pit in the heavy rain. At that time, I fell in love with you, but unfortunately you left too hastily that day, and disappeared without a trace after saying hello. Later, at the induction meeting of new employees Seeing me, I was both surprised and happy, and thought that since there is such a fate, why not grasp it well?"

"Alma mater, school celebration?" Yu Yixin raised his eyebrows, and after a moment of recollection, he finally remembered such an event, just a week before joining the job.

That day, he was actually going back to the university to go through the formalities of leaving school. On the way back, he passed by the affiliated elementary school next door, just to take a last look at the campus.He is usually helpful and helpful when he saw a car stuck in a puddle and couldn't move, so he rushed up to help push it.

He just helped out a favor, but he didn't expect that Zheng Ze would miss him like this, or how could it be fate.

"Actually... If you didn't do that, maybe we wouldn't be like this now." Yu Yixin's words were a bit unrealistic. Zheng Ze was originally that kind of temperament in his early years, he didn't know how to beat around the bush, and he would fight for it if he liked it. The result of the struggle is definitely not that important.

So Zheng Ze didn't take this "if" seriously: "If you don't do that, will you accept men?"

Yu Yixin was dumbfounded, and shook his head with a broken smile: "You're right, no. But it's not sure, I wasn't even interested in women at that time."

"Because of family reasons?" Zheng Ze raised his eyebrows, as if feeling something.

"Yeah." This was the first and only time Yu Yixin talked about his views on relationships, "You know now that I actually grew up in a single-parent family."

"So you didn't even think about being with anyone in the first place, and you planned to be alone forever?"

Yu Yixin paused, and gave a soft "hmm".

Zheng Ze nodded to express his understanding, because Yu Yixin's experience was very similar to his, so his mood was similar.

Not all children who grow up in single-parent families are more eager for the warmth of the family, and a large number of them, like them, are full of fear about the unknown future, family, and marriage.

He can understand the kind of envy when he sees other people's families are happy and harmonious, and the mother is kind and the son is filial, and he can also understand the loneliness and loneliness when he is alone.So when he grew up and became independent, he resisted feelings, and expressed his dissatisfaction with the attitude of playing a game of life, while Yu Yixin chose to close his feelings, cautiously, not daring to take that step.

That's why when he intervened in Yu Yixin's life with such a forceful attitude and disturbed his life trajectory, he resisted so much, and he was so unwilling.

After Zheng Ze let go of his hatred, prejudice, and obsession, he finally understood how difficult it is for Yu Yixin to accept himself and face up to his own feelings.Just like in the previous life, the seeds of love quietly took root and sprouted under their daily drips and inadvertent irrigation, but they all chose to ignore them due to various reasons.

It was also breaking up. After losing, they finally understood their feelings, not just for fun, but unforgettable love.

As for the reason for the breakup, it is not important now, what is important is that they finally see themselves clearly, and also face up to this relationship that has been deviated from the beginning.

It's just that it's too late.

Zheng Ze's throat was a little itchy, and he coughed lightly before jokingly said, "I'm really sorry for meeting me."

"Why do you say that? Although there are indeed many misunderstandings and unpleasantness between us, I have never regretted it for you. Zheng Ze, I am very lucky to meet you in this life and to go through the same journey with you."

Zheng Ze smiled: "That's really nice to say...Your temper, sometimes really makes people feel helpless. Everything you do is like hitting cotton in a circle. It really makes people want to get angry and can't get angry."

"Actually not. At least I was beaten and scolded when I was young, and there were not many."

Zheng Ze was a bit shy, but he thought that there was nothing he could not say at this time, so he asked tentatively: "Your mother beat you? I have never heard you talk about your mother. What kind of person is she...?" "

What kind of woman would run away with her son, give her own child to others to raise, raise her son alone, and educate a person like Yu Yixin.

Regarding his mother, Yu Yixin did not hesitate: "A very strong woman." He swallowed and continued: "She is very friendly to everyone, but she is very strict with me. She is very strong, but also very weak. Because I didn't have a father since I was a child, so I suffered a lot at the beginning. My mother gave me more love, but at the same time put more pressure on me. She taught me to be more tolerant of others and stricter with self-discipline. She taught me to be kind and to be patient. , but unfortunately I still did something wrong.”

Zheng Ze laughed, and was very grateful that Yu Yixin grew up in such an environment, but he did not rebel or become a bad boy.

He didn't know what happened between Cai Qing and his father at that time, but thinking about it, those things shouldn't be pleasant, that's why Cai Qing taught his son so harshly, and didn't want him to become the same person as his father.

Zheng Ze couldn't help sighing: "It seems that you have a good temper for no reason."

Zheng Ze thought that Yu Yixin had a really good temper. He was so irritable when the two first started, and he was always like a fire-breathing dragon. Whenever he disagreed, he would slap the table, kick the bench, and use his hands and feet.Yu Yixin is so big, it's not like he can't beat him, but every time he yields to him and endures him.

The only time he got angry was because he kept "meowing uncle", Yu Yixin thought that he lost the cat, and he just sent the cat to the pet training center.

Although this was a misunderstanding, it let Zheng Ze know that Yu Yixin also has a temper and has a bottom line.He can endure all kinds of misfortunes and trials imposed on himself, but he doesn't want to hurt the people around him.

He pets the cat like a baby, which means he really treats it as part of the family.

Zheng Ze thought, let's bring the uncle back in a few days, so that Yu Yixin's life will be easier when he is alone in the future.At least, there is a living creature to accompany it.

"It's not that I have a good temper, it's just that the education I received since childhood made me feel that sometimes it's really useless to quarrel blindly. Besides, people can really say anything when they are in a hurry, so at that time to directly refute it can only add fuel to the fire." Oil." Yu Yixin's voice was panting, and his words became slower and slower, "But I still want to apologize to you, because of this, so many times I try to think from my own point of view, ignoring your feelings."

"I accept this apology, and I have something wrong, but I will not apologize to you."

Yu Yixin smiled weakly: "You don't need to apologize." Because you are braver than me, you took the first step, but I flinched.

The topic fell into silence at this point. Zheng Ze paused for two or three seconds before changing the subject: "It's been almost an hour since we fell, and there was so much commotion at that time, the people in the villa should have discovered it long ago. After waiting so long, they should Are you here?"

Yu Yixin raised his eyes with some effort: "That's right...it should be coming soon."

His voice was soft and weak, and Zheng Ze immediately realized something was wrong. He suppressed the uneasiness in his heart and said: "If you are tired, take a rest first, and I will yell when someone arrives. But don't fall asleep, the temperature in the mountains Low, it’s raining again now, and you might catch a cold when you fall asleep. In your current situation, it’s not good if you catch a cold.”

"But I'm really sleepy and want to sleep for a while, what should I do..."

"Then hold on and don't sleep."

Yu Yixin lowered his head and lightly rubbed Zeng Ze's forehead: "Can you promise me one thing?"

"No." Zheng Ze curled his lips and refused mercilessly, "If you want to threaten me with the current situation, just save yourself, I won't be fooled."

Yu Yixin laughed: "So unkind?"

Zheng Ze's eyes were red, but he couldn't see the expression on Yu Yixin's face clearly in the dark night, but he could feel the gentle and tender eyes of the other party: "It's just that unkind. It's said that the scourge will last for thousands of years, you are not so easy to die."

"If you want to say that the scourge is you..."

"So what? So don't tell me it's possible, I don't believe in any eventuality!" The two were so close that Zheng Ze could smell the bloody smell from Yu Yixin's nostrils.Every breath is suffering, Zheng Ze threatened in a hoarse voice: "Listen, Yu Yixin, if you dare to die, I will immediately find a lover when I leave here, and I will forget you completely. Sometimes it's only your idiot brother who will love you life and death, I don't care, don't you know..."

As he spoke, Zheng Ze's voice became choked up, and even wept.

"Is that so..." With the loss of blood, Yu Yixin's body temperature gradually decreased, and Yu Yixin's head became heavier and heavier, and he became more and more tired. He said softly, "Okay... Immortal, I haven't chased you back yet. Now, how could I let you run away with others...how could I be willing to..."

The voice became softer and softer, the breathing became shallower and shallower, and finally it gradually disappeared.

Zheng Ze also panicked, he didn't dare to shake Yu Yixin's body, so he could only scream in his ear desperately: "Yu Yixin, don't sleep, you are a fucking pig, you still need to sleep in such a short time ...Don't sleep, if you are really sleepy, wait until you go out to sleep...Don't sleep..."

Because he was afraid that if he fell asleep, he would really not be able to wake up.

It's a pity that Yu Yixin didn't hear his call, his eyes were closed tightly and he didn't respond.

Zheng Ze was really in a hurry. He shouted loudly, only hoping that if there really was a god, he would spend all his time in exchange for such a hope: "Come on, come on... help..."

Maybe praying is really useful, maybe God really heard Zheng Ze's heart, just when Zheng Ze's voice was hoarse and he was almost exhausted, there was a sudden exclamation not far away: "We found them!" , here, come quickly...here!!!"

Then there was a burst of shouting and hurried footsteps.

Seeing the approaching light, Zheng Ze was overjoyed, and kept whispering in Yu Yixin's ear: "Yu Yixin, we are saved... saved..."

It's just that the person in his arms has completely passed out, did not hear his voice, and missed his throbbing heart at the moment.

The rescuers acted very quickly, ran over in a short while, and carefully lifted Yu Yixin off Zheng Ze's body.

Strange to say, Yu Yixin was obviously unconscious, but his fingers tightly grasped Zheng Ze's coat. Zheng Ze had no choice but to take off the coat and put it in Yu Yixin's arms. Sent to an ambulance.

Seeing Yu Yixin being sent to the ambulance safely, under the double overdraft of physical strength and energy, Zheng Ze's eyes darkened, and he passed out after all.