Back to 49 days before death

Zheng Ze left with a depressed mood, and he couldn't feel at ease when he returned to the hotel.With something on his mind, he didn't sleep well all night, and had a dream over and over again.

In the dream, he returned to the previous life, back to the time when the two were just together.

At that time, Yu Yixin was very reluctant to face him, so he often used overtime as an excuse to live in the company.But as a big boss, how can he let him make trouble like this, so he later issued a deadly order, the whole company is not allowed to work overtime beyond [-] o'clock, and when it is [-] o'clock, he will start chasing people.

Zheng Ze thought well, but he didn't expect that Yu Yixin was not the kind of person who obeyed the rules at all.When the company couldn't work overtime, he went elsewhere, found a coffee shop, sat in the bookstore all night, and had to wait until it closed before going back.

Zheng Ze got tired of waiting one day, so he started from the company gate and searched along the way home. After searching for half the night, he finally found someone in a coffee shop not far from home.

At that time, Yu Yixin was still fledgling, wearing a white shirt with sleeves rolled up to the elbow, no suit jacket, no diamond cufflinks, just lowered his head slightly, but attracted the eyes of passers-by.

The warm orange light of the bookstore shone on his face from the side, and his slender eyelashes were like crow feathers, casting a faint shadow. The whole person was like walking out of a painting, comfortable and quiet, so beautiful and unreal.

Zheng Ze came to find someone angrily, but when he saw this scene, all the anger in his heart disappeared.

Yu Yixin's touch is the deepest part of Zheng Ze's heart, the part about pure love yearning.

When Zheng Ze faced Yu Yixin, he seemed to have returned to the campus, back to the most innocent and innocent age when he was still a young man.There is no scheming, no calculations, no intrigues and tricks, no involuntary playfulness.

That is the most beautiful part of the heart, that is the first love, the love that sprouted from the first heart.

It's just a pity that this feeling didn't get a response in the end, Zheng Ze used the wrong method and tried everything he could to win that person's heart.

Zheng Ze stretched out his hand in his dream, wanting to touch the cheek that he hadn't been able to touch that day, but just when he was about to touch Yu Yixin, the scene in front of him suddenly changed and he jumped into an office.

It was still the same person, but at this time, Yu Yixin was wearing a suit and leather shoes, with a dignified expression, completely different from the one he was familiar with in the past.

The man held a power of attorney in his hand, the signature Zheng Ze was very familiar with.

The man whispered coldly, pressing every step of the way, every word hit Zheng Ze's heart, Zheng Ze was almost out of breath under the heavy pressure.

He stared at the man in front of him with wide eyes, not believing that those sharp words would come out of this man's mouth, but the reality is so ruthless.

"Therefore, there is no doubt about the validity of Mr. Zheng's power of attorney."

"The recall resolution will be voted on from now on."

"From this moment on, you are no longer the president of the Zheng family, and the Zheng family will no longer be named Zheng..."

……

To shut up!

Say no more, shut up!you shut up!

This is not Yu Yixin, not the young man he knew...

He didn't believe that person would treat him like this, he didn't believe that person would betray him...

Zheng Ze wanted to escape in a panic, but when he turned around, he suddenly broke into the busy street.There was a speeding car beside them, as if they didn't see him, they didn't stop at all when they rushed towards him.

"Squeak... z... bang!"

Suddenly it exploded like fireworks in front of his eyes, and there was the sound of howling wind in his ears. Zheng Ze felt that he was flying up and flying higher and higher, as if he wanted to stay away from the city.But the moment he reached out to catch the fireworks in front of him, he suddenly fell into a dark place like a kite, like falling into an abyss.

The originally chaotic and noisy world suddenly fell into dead silence. Zheng Ze tried to get up, but found that he couldn't move at all.

Then he seemed to hear the sound of some reptile chewing. The sound was close at hand, as if it was peeling skin and bone, trying to devour him whole.

His blood no longer flows, his breath no longer fluctuates, his eyes no longer move...everything in his body is under his control.

Is this what happens after death?

In the cold coffin, he gradually turned into a terrifying appearance, was eaten by insects and ants, torn by insects, and finally disappeared in the world, leaving only a pair of bones to prove that he had been here.

no, do not want……

He doesn't want to die so alone, he still has many things to do, many unfulfilled dreams, he still has unsolved obsessions, and still has unanswered questions.

--Do not!

Zheng Ze opened his eyes abruptly.

The hot summer sun shines into the house through the windows, casting dappled shadows on the floor.The air conditioner in the room was humming, and the tip of the nose was full of the smell of the hotel's special air freshener. It was an ordinary but quiet morning.

Zheng Ze turned over and got up and rushed to the toilet. Before he could take off his clothes, he walked over barefoot and turned on the sprinkler.He raised his head and closed his eyes, letting the cold water splash on his face and body, irritating his tense nerves, Zheng Ze didn't seem to come back to his senses until his fingers were turning blue and white from the cold, and he covered his face and slowed down. Slowly slipped to the ground.

He, still alive...?

But death is no longer far away.

In fact, after being reborn, Zheng Ze has always avoided going to places like hospitals and cemeteries, not because of anything else, but because he resisted in his heart.

Thinking that he was going to die in 34 days, lying alone in the cold morgue, cremated to ashes and buried in a barren cemetery, he felt a kind of fear for no reason.He is afraid of darkness and loneliness, but he has to face the inevitable ending.

It was only when he thought of these things that Zheng Ze realized that he had really died.

The people around him come and go, no one knows what he is thinking at the moment, and he has no one to talk about those anguish and sadness. He already knew the ending when he chose to be reborn.

How stingy fate is, although he was reborn, but only 49 days.He was counting down his own death day by day, seeing himself getting closer and closer to death day by day, he had no escape, no escape, and could only accept his fate.

No matter how his ending is destined to be tragic, so hard work now is just to look good when he wants to die.

Zheng Ze sometimes really thinks that he should see a psychiatrist, to see if all this is his imagination, if it is the projection of his inner fear.

He would rather that everything is fake, just like the nightmare just now, when he wakes up and everything returns to the original, he is still lying in the luxurious suite of the hotel, perhaps surrounded by warm and fragrant nephrite, perhaps surrounded by Yinggeyanwu.He should be presumptuous, dissolute, and joyful, but in any case, he shouldn't be as cold and miserable as he is now.

It's just that some of them are illusions. When his reason returned to his nest, the pain reminded him again and again that this is reality.He was already dead, and he came back to life just because of a persistent obsession.

This obsession has become an inescapable calamity for Zheng Ze, and every touch and memory creates an extra bond.

Yu Yixin is like the warm sun in winter, his emotions are restrained and not released, he will not be as enthusiastic as him to burn people, but the fine water will moisten people silently.

He is kind, and will help a stranger in the heavy rain, pushing the car out of the muddy path; he is optimistic, even if his fate is ill-fated, even if his family is unfortunate, he still maintains confidence in life, and never Give up; he is grateful, and will use the most sincere sincerity to repay everyone who helps him; he is also warm, even with strangers, he still maintains respect and patience.

But he was the only one who was ruthless towards Zheng Ze.

He needed warmth, but died of loneliness.

Zheng Ze was suddenly overwhelmed by a kind of hopeless fear, and he even began to doubt the purpose of his rebirth.Doubt... What's the point of trying so hard to change the ending?

So what if he saved the Zheng family, so what if he took revenge on Yu Yixin?Will all these changes affect him?

No, no, at that time he was already dead, disappeared into the sky and the earth, and everything was just a vain illusion.

However, just when he was clouded by self-doubt, the phone in his bag suddenly rang.

Zheng Ze's private number has always been known to few people, except for a few close friends, no one would call at this time.Zheng Ze stared blankly at the phone, until the second ringtone, as if he had reacted, swiped slowly and connected the call.

The other end of the phone was very quiet, and it took about ten seconds for the voice to come over.

"Hello, Mr. Zheng..."

It's just that the other party's voice was hoarse and deep, which was far from usual. Zheng Ze was stunned for a moment, and it took several seconds to realize that the person on the other end of the phone was Jane.

"Jane, what's wrong with you? Your voice is so hoarse, do you have a cold?" He didn't rush to ask Jane about changing the number, but first greeted the other person's body.

"I...I'm fine, I just didn't have a good rest last night." Jane's answer was full of exhaustion, and every word was very strenuous, "Mr. Zheng, let's not talk about other things. I heard that you When I entered the village, there was a conflict with those villagers, and some people went to the hospital, Mr. Zheng, are you not injured?"

Zheng Ze was silent for a while upon hearing this.

After the conflict broke out in the morning, he issued an order to completely block the news and prevent anyone from leaking it.

Where did Jane get the news from?