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Time froze for a moment, and Zheng Ze's back tensed up when he heard the familiar voice.Although he was very clear about his purpose of coming back, and he also knew that he should not be arrogant at this moment, but with his heart in mind, I am afraid that no one will be able to be objective and calm when encountering an enemy who betrayed and framed him.Besides, to be honest, Zheng Ze was not ready to say goodbye to that person.

Tightly pursing the corners of his mouth, Zheng Ze's whole body was stiff and cold, his fingers trembling uncontrollably.He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, trying his best to control his emotions, for fear that he would collapse in the next moment, or turn around uncontrollably and punch the man's sneering face.

The chaotic and somewhat chaotic memory due to the return of the soul became clear and clear in an instant after hearing that person's voice. Zheng Ze completely remembered what he was doing at this time, and why he looked lost - he was indeed got kicked out.It was on this day that he was kicked out of the home that he had worked so hard to get into, and he never went back.

Zheng Ze clearly remembered how he spent the day. The two of them were fine in the afternoon, and they chatted for a while when they are not busy, they can take a vacation and go out for a trip together.But as soon as the plan took shape in his head, the reality gave him a blow to the head.

When the man came back, he was half lying on the sofa, flipping through the Ipad in his hand, which contained a lot of promotional pictures of scenic spots, all of which were mentioned by the man.The two had traveled together before when they were just superiors and subordinates, but at that time it was for work, but this time it was for vacation.

The relationship is different, the state of mind is different, and the itinerary must be arranged differently.This time, Zheng Ze chose all the holy places for love and honeymoon, thinking that the two of them would go to those romantic places together, maybe the relationship could develop further.Unexpectedly, when he raised his head with a smile and wanted to ask that person for his opinion or suggestion, what he saw was a face as cold as ice.

The man walked up to him without saying a word, and asked coldly, "Did you ask Jane to take over the project I'm working on?"

Jane is Zheng Ze's secretary, and he arranges work and meetings on weekdays, and this time is no exception.

At that time, Zheng Ze only thought it was that person because there were doubts about the handover of work, so he didn't take it seriously, and replied without raising his head while flipping through the photos: "Well, it's me." After speaking, he felt suddenly After the atmosphere cooled down, he raised his head and frowned in confusion, "Why, is there something wrong?"

The man smiled angrily, "What could go wrong with the things arranged by your President Zheng Da?"

"What do you mean?" Zheng Ze realized that something was wrong even though he was a little careless at this moment, he threw away the things in his hands, and narrowed his eyes slightly, "Yu Yixin, please speak clearly, don't act like a yin and yang, It looks annoying."

Yu Yixin is that person's name, and Zheng Ze usually prefers to call him "Yixin".Strange to say, Zheng Ze didn't know how to get it, he had an inexplicable preference for the word "one heart", and the voice lingered on the tip of his tongue before uttering it, just like lingering love words, touching the soul.Therefore, if it is not necessary, he likes to use the somewhat ambiguous word as a title, and only on formal occasions or when he is angry, he will call the person's full name with his surname.

Obviously, Zheng Ze was really angry at the moment.

Feeling angry in my heart, my hands naturally lost strength, and the iPad bounced twice and fell to the ground when Zheng Ze dropped it casually.Accompanied by a crisp sound, the sapphire glass screen, which was advertised as being second only to diamonds in hardness, shattered and cracked from the edges.

Yu Yixin was attracted by the sound for a moment. He glanced sideways at the broken screen, vaguely discerning that it was a certain tourist attraction they had discussed before, and turned his head back somewhat stiffly.

"Tell me clearly, what did I do to you? Just because I handed over the finishing touches to Jane?" The process of the two getting together was not smooth. There had been such quarrels before, and even the police station had entered the quarrel , so Zheng Ze didn't take Yu Yixin's remarks at that time seriously at all, but he still subconsciously explained, "Isn't that project coming to an end soon? These will delay our travel itinerary, so I will leave it to Jane to deal with. Come back and question me if it's a big deal, as for it?"

"It's easy for you to say, I'm afraid it will delay the schedule." Yu Yixin sneered, "Just one word can erase the credit of others' hard work for half a year, and you can still act like I am doing your best for granted, huh, sure enough It's the style of President Zheng Da."

"Yu Yixin, can you fucking speak well!" Zheng Ze has a very bad temper. He has never been a master who swallows his anger. Converged a lot.Although being noisy is also a way of exchanging feelings, but in extreme cases, talking out words often makes the two people drift away. Zheng Ze cherishes this hard-won relationship, so he often chooses to regress.But at this time, the other party's barbed words were like hands playing a piano, provoking his patient nerves again and again.The ending sound couldn't help but feel higher, and the good mood of the day was ruined in one go, Zheng Zeqi's face turned red.

"How do you say it well? I will argue with you before taking back the management rights of the project?" Yu Yixin's eyes were full of undisguised sarcasm, "Zheng Ze'Jianrong Investment' is the first time I joined the company. I am afraid that no one knows better than you how much effort and suffering you have put into this project. I will not mention the dirty tricks you used in the early stage. Now that the project is due to be accepted with great difficulty, it is better for you to give an order to dispatch People have taken over all the achievements. Mr. Zheng, do you think I should thank you for your understanding and concern for my subordinates, or should I hate your ruthlessness?"

Zheng Ze was stunned by the chill in his words, frowning and recalling Yu Yixin's words several times, he finally understood the meaning of what he said just now.But after this aftertaste, he instantly felt as if he had been slapped in the face, embarrassed and ashamed.

Yu Yixin was doubting him, suspecting that the withdrawal of the management rights of the project was premeditated by him. If he ate too much candy, he would always give him a slap to wake him up. The purpose was just to let him see his identity and the relationship between the two of them.

Zheng Ze had to admit that when he first pursued Yu Yixin, he did play some tricks. In order to deceive people, he used conspiracy, conspiracy, coercion and temptation all over again. It can be said that he did everything he could. The "Jianrong Investment" mentioned is part of his conspiracy.

That was the first project that Yu Yixin joined the company. Party A was an uncle that Zheng Ze had known for many years.Originally, the project under this kind of family relationship had been pre-determined a long time ago, and the bidding and bidding was just a formality.But at that time, Yu Yixin was very stubborn with him, and after all the sweet words and vows, that man was like a piece of ice that has been frozen for thousands of years, showing no sign of melting.

Mr. Zheng, who has always been invincible in the love field, hit a wall, but the face is not good enough. The unhappiness in his heart is really tormenting him so that he can't sleep at night.So after a few more days, Zheng Ze, who was about to run out of patience, decided to set a trap for that person. He became a natural beauty in his arms. of.

Yu Yixin's fledgling is naturally not the opponent of Zheng Ze, who has been in the circle since he was a child, and is familiar with the rules and methods. Therefore, as soon as the ultimate move is made, Yu Yixin is defeated in a short time.

When Yu Yixin came to Zheng Ze to apologize and took the initiative to take responsibility for the failure of the bidding, Zheng Ze was like a general who returned from conquest and was only waiting to be promoted. Inside, he laughed wildly and recklessly.It took a lot of twists and turns and used some disgraceful means. Although the process was a bit tortuous, the result was good. He waited for what he wanted and saved some face in the circle.

It's just that Zheng Ze never thought of it, and he regretted it not long after.

For this kind of love relationship, Zheng Ze has always been based on the principle of your love and my willingness. Originally, Lushui Qingyuan only pays attention to the word "desire". Naturally, harmonious movement in bed is good, and acting on occasion is just for the sake of being decent when we separate.But for Yu Yixin, Zheng Ze didn't know what was wrong, he was persistent for no reason, even he himself couldn't understand why he had to get that person.And this kind of obsession not only did not ease after he got that person, but intensified, and by the time he realized it, it was already too late.

The person who originally thought of it as an adjustment to a boring life, but unknowingly plunged into the bottom of his heart when getting along, and when he found out that he wanted to leave, the feeling had already penetrated into his bones. He let him go in a good way, but now just thinking about it makes him terrified and worried. He can't rest well all day, so worried about gains and losses, how can we separate?

Maybe it's retribution, the retribution of punishing him for being promiscuous and romantic.Zheng Ze finally took it seriously, and seriously wanted to have a relationship, but he didn't want to lose his sincerity, and he died in the end.I really lost my wife and lost my army, so I panicked.

Therefore, when Yu Yixin questioned, Zheng Ze felt a little guilty. The means were his own tricks, and the conspiracy was his own design. It is normal for Yu Yixin to doubt.But this is normal to him like a loud slap, reminding him that the relationship between the two of them is just his wishful thinking.

That's right, how could he forget that the current relationship was just a result of his stalking, Yu Yixin had rejected and refused, but he had been perfunctory.The one who gets emotional first loses first, he is just dreaming at the moment.

"You don't believe me?" Zheng Ze felt that his mouth was full of bitterness, and the words he said were poisonous. If he kept his mouth shut, he could only swallow the poison himself, but speaking out was the most hurtful weapon, and there was no way to redeem it. room for.

Yu Yixin blinked his eyes, and a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "What should I believe in you? Believe that Jianrong's matter is not your hands and feet, or believe in your promise to let me go when you have had enough fun." ?”

"Those are all f*cking talk, don't you know how I treat you!?" Zheng Ze said angrily, "Yu Yixin, do you have any heart? You can't tell how I treat you these days After being with you, have you ever gone out to hook up again? I don’t even play tricks every day. I stay in your kennel after work every day. I try my best to make you happy when I have nothing to do. Who the hell is it for!!!”

"Do you think I need these 'loves' and these 'cares'?" Yu Yixin smiled, but his tone was sarcasm without hesitation, "Everything is what you think, you are for me... Zheng Ze, when will you be scrupulous? Think about other people's feelings, and when did you learn the word 'respect'? Put away the tricks you use to deal with lovers, I'm a human, not your pet, I don't need you to help me decide my life, and I don't need you Give those so-called goodwill."

"Respect... pets..." Zheng Ze chewed Yu Yixin's words over and over again, every word was like a sharp knife, cutting him to pieces.

"Forget what's the point of talking about it. You can travel by yourself. I have something to do and I won't accompany you." After saying that, Yu Yixin turned his head and looked at the guest room at the corner. His black eyelashes drooped like crow feathers, blocking all his eyes.

Zheng Ze's heart skipped a beat, and a bad premonition crept into his heart.He wanted to say something more, but what Yu Yixin said next blocked all his escape routes.

"Also, my family can't afford your big Buddha, so don't come here in the future."

Zheng Ze was a little dazed, and it took him two seconds to realize what Yu Yixin meant by this, was he trying to drive him away?

"No, Yixin, listen to me, this time..." Zheng Ze panicked for a moment, forgetting the quarrel and conflict, and only thinking about redeeming and explaining.

It's just a pity that the man didn't give him a chance.

"Enough!" Yu Yixin interrupted, "Mr. Zheng, what we agreed before, if you get tired of playing, or I really don't want to continue, you can say it over at any time. Now I'm really tired and don't want to entangle Let's go down, shall we get together and go for a walk? Don't make such an ugly scene."

When the sword stabbed straight into his chest, Zheng Ze was stunned for an instant, his eyes widened in disbelief as he looked at the handsome man in front of him.Just a few hours ago, they were talking and laughing at Yan Yande discussing some days of travel, imagining some romantic things, just a few hours...

Zheng Ze was dumbfounded, no matter how fierce the quarrel was after the two got together, Yu Yixin never said it was over, so much so that he even forgot what he said on the scene when he had sex with Xunxin.Now the farewell words are so understated, as if he sighed "today's weather is good", he said it casually, Zheng Ze was surprised and at the same time forgot how to reply.

It's easy to get together and part, it's so easy to say, can he refuse?

At that time, the clever words were undoubtedly dug a big hole, Yu Yixin got up from the hole now, but Zheng Ze was half buried in the soil.He could only watch helplessly as Yu Yixin turned and left. A door separated the two worlds and disconnected them.

Looking at the closed door, Zheng Ze suddenly remembered the young man who helped him push the car out of the puddle in the pouring rain when they first met.At that time, although the young man was in a state of embarrassment, his eyes, like falling stars, had a brilliance that captivated people's hearts and souls.He remembered the crumbling drops of water on the young man's forehead, remembered the young man's somewhat whitish fingers soaked by the rain, and also remembered the hearty smile when he looked at him at the end.

That smile was like the warm sun in spring, shining into Zheng Ze's heart that had long been eroded under the glamorous skin.When he was about to leave, Zheng Ze finally remembered why he fell in love with Yu Yixin.

He fell in love with a stranger he met by chance, and the man helped him, then turned around and left gracefully.He was crazy, obsessed, and finally found that person, but lost that person in the end.

As time passed, Zheng Ze finally understood the meaning of the sad spring and autumn in the ancient poems.

How wonderful it would be if life were just as it was at first sight.