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After running through several red lights, Zheng Ze finally returned to Zheng's before leaving get off work, but when the car stopped in Zheng's building and saw Yu Yixin walking out of the building with the flow of people leaving get off work, he hesitated.

Zheng Ze came here with a puff of breath in his heart. He really saw someone, but he seemed to be frozen and couldn't move.

What else can he ask?

How did Yu Yixin get his shareholding?Do you know what happened to his mother back then?Who is his father?Or ask him if he is deliberately approaching himself?

An old love song was playing on the radio, Chen Xiaochun's "The One I Love", and the unattractive man sang in a sad tone: "If you can't love the person I want to love the most, who else can want me?" Woolen cloth?

The person I love is not my lover...

Zheng Ze used to sneer at the sad lyrics, and was very disapproving. Time has passed, but now he can't help but feel sad from it.

What he had to admit was that compared to his relationship with Yu Yixin, he cared more about why Yu Yixin approached him.

Zheng Zezhen can't describe his current mood, he just thinks his life is so funny and ridiculous.He came back so desperately, wanted to change history so desperately, but found that fate played a huge joke on him.

He came back because of the constant obsession to let go, because he was unwilling, because love turned into hate.

But if the encounter of love at first sight was just a deliberate arrangement, and those moments that touched his heart were also carefully performed, then what's the point of his hatred?

An indescribable sadness slowly spread from Zheng Ze's heart.He was confused, entangled, struggling, and he didn't dare to think about it any longer, for fear that he would be on the edge of a dead end, that he would destroy the hope that had just been ignited, and desolate himself.

Yu Yixin was talking with his colleagues when he suddenly felt a hot gaze.He glanced at the street outside the building, and as expected, he saw a familiar car across the road.

He remembered that it was Zheng Ze's car. Zheng Ze actually liked the Big Mac "Cherokee" better than the luxury sports cars parked under the company building collecting dust. He said that the big size and large displacement matched his temperament. However, it is a pity that the people in his impression have never been "magnanimous".

In fact, there are exceptions, at least after he broke up with that kind of reason that he thought was lame, that person did not stalk him as expected, but turned around gracefully, leaving only a lonely back.

Of course it's nothing to be proud of, even though he dumped the guy.But Yu Yixin just felt that such chicness and loneliness were incompatible with Zheng Ze.

That person should be proud and mad, not so sad.

But it's okay, when we met a few days ago, that person seemed to have returned to his former appearance.Slightly raised his chin, looked at him like a proud peacock, and said goodbye politely.

Yu Yixin couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was, recalling the conversation between the two of them that day, he would be inexplicably depressed, his head felt like a big stone was being pressed down, and he couldn't breathe out of depression.But when he thought about what he was going to do in the future, he felt that this was pretty good.

This feeling is very contradictory, and it is so reasonable when it comes out of him.As if everything should be like this, they should just pass by in a hurry, you don't know me, I don't know you.

Their meeting was accidental, and their separation was inevitable.

It's just that when Yu Yixin dreamed back at midnight and found that there was nothing around him, Yu Yixin couldn't restrain the thoughts in his heart, and then sat withered until dawn.

He no longer knows how to face that person, one more conversation, one more look at each other may make him unable to control himself, he just wants to make a quick decision, solve it earlier, and leave earlier.It's just that that person didn't have an opportunity like him.

There is no way he can avoid it, and he can only face it.

The crowd gradually dispersed, but Yu Yixin remained where he was.It wasn't until the people around him left that he walked across the street as if accepting his fate.

Zheng Ze was staring into the distance in a daze, when he heard the sound of fingers hitting the glass, he was stunned for a few seconds before he could react, and then slowly lowered the window.

"Why are you here?" The sweltering heat in the south at the end of July was unbearable, and I didn't feel it when I was blowing air-conditioning in the office and drinking a cold drink, but after only a few steps out of the door, Yu Yixin's forehead was already wet with sweat.

Zheng Ze was a little dazed looking at the person in front of him, he didn't speak for a long time, he just blinked his eyes and looked at the person in front of him for a moment, as if he was distinguishing something.He seemed to go back to the day when he first met, the man looked at him through the window in the same way, his face was dripping with rain or sweat.

Even if he was as indifferent as Yu Yixin, he felt a little embarrassed under Zheng Ze's obsessive gaze.He tilted his head to lie, coughed lightly, and asked in a calm voice as much as possible: "Boss Zheng is looking for me?"

Zheng Ze still didn't speak, just shook his head.

Yu Yixin didn't know what was wrong, seeing Zheng Ze's slightly confused expression, he was a little inexplicably moved, he raised his hand to touch that person's cheek, but finally put it down.

"Mr. Zheng, if you have nothing to do, go home early. There is no need to spend time here in this hot weather." Although Yu Yixin said it politely, there was concern in his tone that he didn't realize.

He knew that he should stay away from Zheng Ze, and he did carry out rational persuasion, but when that person appeared in front of him, he almost lost his position.Maybe if you can't see it, your heart won't be disturbed, right?Yu Yixin lowered his eyelashes, took one last deep look at the person in front of him, and turned to leave.

Zheng Ze was still in a daze at first, but when he saw Yu Yixin was about to leave, he called out as if he had come to his senses: "Yu Yixin!"

Yu Yixin stopped in his tracks and didn't look back.

Zheng Ze looked at the generous back in front of him for a long time, then suddenly smiled and said, "How about going for a drink with me?"

When he spoke, his voice was very low, and his voice was very hoarse.Yu Yixin barely heard what he said, but turned around after understanding the content of the words.

He stared at Zheng Ze's moist eyes for a few seconds, as if he was considering the authenticity of this sentence.But after hesitating, he still nodded, and only responded with one word: "Okay."

Yu Yixin didn't know what was wrong with him, so he agreed like a ghost.And before he could react, Zheng Ze had already stepped on the gas pedal.The pointer moved quickly on the dashboard, and disappeared into the street like the wind in a short while.

He wanted to remind Zheng Ze to drive slowly, but when he glanced sideways at Zheng Ze, who was calm and expressionless, he finally pulled on his seat belt and fastened it, and said no more.

The place Zheng Ze went to was naturally "ms". The previous visit was very lively, and the bad friends who joined in the fun eagerly ignited the air.But this time, he only wanted a small private room at the corner. The space was not big, but it was more than enough for the two of them to drink together.

As soon as Zheng Ze entered the room, he asked someone to take out the wine he had stored here. They were all high-quality red wine, including a bottle of 82 years old.It was Qi Shaofeng's 30th birthday gift to him. He saved it before, but this time he just took out the whole bottle.

He said he wanted Yu Yixin to accompany him to drink, but Zheng Ze didn't say a word from the moment he entered the door. As soon as the wine was opened, before he had time to sober up, he poured a full glass, and then drained it.He drank in a hurry, the wine that didn't get into his mouth in time flowed down from his neck, and finally fell down on his chest.The red wine stains spread on the snow-white shirt, like roses blooming at midnight, leaving eye-catching marks.

Yu Yixin frowned slightly seeing him chewing peonies like this. Although he didn't know much about wine, he also knew that the wine must be of great value.But he didn't stop him, he just sat opposite Zheng Ze and looked at him quietly.

Perhaps Zheng Ze was interested in drinking, and poured one glass after another. After one bottle was finished, he opened another bottle without stopping.But this time it's not some red wine with stamina, but a spirited vodka.

Anyone who has ever drank alcohol knows that the most taboo thing is to drink red and white wine together, which will undoubtedly lead to drunkenness.Zheng Ze had been at the wine table for many years, so it was impossible not to know this, so he was drinking so recklessly at the moment, obviously to get drunk.

Unexpectedly, the mouth of the cup was blocked before the second cup was finished.

After ten days of drinking, Zheng Ze was already a little drunk, he turned his head and looked at the person blocking his glass with confusion: "You want it too?" Zheng Ze lost his sight when he said this, but he still He smiled at Yu Yixin, but this smile was not as polite as usual, but full of provocation.

Looking at Zheng Ze like this, Yu Yixin felt inexplicably agitated.He snatched the wine glass over, lowered his eyes to look at the clear liquid, and then drank it with his head raised.He doesn't drink much, let alone vodka.After drinking half a glass of wine, he immediately choked and coughed, and his chest was burning like it had been scalded by a branding iron.

Seeing this, Zheng Ze smiled even wider. He reached out to take the glass and poured the remaining half of the wine into his stomach.

For the next half an hour, the two remained relatively silent, back and forth, and finally drank a whole bottle of vodka.

The stamina of red wine and the potency of vodka should not be underestimated. Zheng Ze was dizzy at the end of drinking, his head was spinning and he couldn't even open his eyes.

Fortunately, Yu Yixin is still sober. Although he doesn't drink often, his alcohol capacity is not bad.Standing up against the wall, he staggered towards the door.I wanted to go out and ask the waiter to come in to help, but I didn't want to run into Qi Shaofeng who came in a hurry when the door opened.

Their eyes met, and they were both stunned.