[Online Game] Sword Three: Ink Dye Tsing Yi

Chi Moran looked at him without blinking, astonishment, bewilderment, and bewilderment flashed in his black eyes, and he stayed there for ten seconds before struggling to say a word.

"……What did you say?"

Gu Xiao's back was straight, and his eyes were so cold that there was no fluctuation at all, "Break up, don't you understand?"

"..." Chi Moran's already pale face turned even paler for a moment, he looked at him without blinking, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why?"

"I don't like it anymore, what's the reason?" Gu Xiao seemed to be very impatient, and slightly opened the door, "And what reason do I need to choose between you and Xiaoyu? The first time I slept with you is because of him, Now that he is finally back, of course I want to break up with you."

"Gu Xiao, look at me," Chi Moran said calmly, but the hand supporting the bed was almost pale, "Look at me and tell me, you don't care about me, you love him, you see Follow me."

The man's thin back paused for two seconds, and Chi Moran's sluggish heartbeat finally jumped, but before he could be happy, Gu Xiao turned around again and looked at him expressionlessly, without any emotion in his eyes, " Chi Moran, are you childish or not? Then listen carefully, I’ve played enough with you, I’m not in the mood to play anymore, understand?” He sneered again, and mocked, “Or, you just want to Hear the word I've said to you the most?"

Chi Moran finally stopped talking, but those eyes stared at him unblinkingly, so stared at Gu Xiao's strong legs that he almost couldn't stand up.His hands holding both arms were almost bleeding from the invisible shadow, but his face was still calm, maintaining a mocking sneer, the inside of his chest was trembling with pain, but his body was motionless, cold as ice.

His eyes were cold, his expression was cold, only his invisible breath was so hot that it almost burned his heart and lungs, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, turned around slowly and stiffly, let go of his painful fists and opened the room. Door.

"Gu Xiao."

Half of Gu Xiao's body was hidden in the shadow outside the door. He subconsciously stopped, but the man behind him didn't say a word, but called his name softly and with a trembling voice.

"Gu Xiao."

Gu Xiao lowered his head, slowly closed his eyes tightly, and finally opened them again after a while, looking back at Chi Moran and uttering the last word coldly.

"roll."

After that, he didn't look at him anymore, and finally took the last step and slammed the door hard.

Mu Yu outside the door stared blankly at him, then cautiously approached and said, "Brother...you, your hand is bleeding..."

The palm was pierced by nails, but he almost didn't feel it. The tingling pain was nothing compared to the pain surging in his chest. He stood against the wall, trying to keep himself awake and walking towards the elevator. His expression was too scared to ask any more questions, so he obediently followed.

But on the way, he was suddenly blocked by someone.

"Hey, what are you doing? Are you leaving? Boss isn't awake yet!"

Gu Xiao paused, then turned around suddenly, his expression was completely different from the previous silence, it was a sharp and cold mockery, "What does it matter to me whether he wakes up or not?"

"You... what did you say?!"

"We broke up," Gu Xiao suddenly stretched out his hand to pull Mu Yu over, and firmly held his hand, "Tell him not to die for me, I don't care. Tell him to find a girlfriend when he should. You should find the right boyfriend, and just go find him, don't bother me all the time!"

"What did you say?!" Xiao Zhou rushed forward and said angrily, "You bastard, what nonsense are you talking about! How dare you break up? Why do you break up? He is for you..."

"What's the matter for me? If he likes me, I want to like him? It's funny, you guys look down on me, and I can't look down on a hypocrite like him! Go and tell him what to do and stop pestering me Such a market hooligan, I would be annoyed if he dropped his price!"

"Hey! Stop! Gu Xiao!" Xiao Zhou was so angry that he was about to chase him out and curse him, when he suddenly heard a tired voice behind him.

"Xiao Zhou, come back."

Xiao Zhou's footsteps stopped suddenly, and he turned around in a panic. Seeing Chi Moran standing against the wall, he ran over in fright, "Boss, why did you get up, lie down quickly, I'll teach him a lesson..."

"What's the lesson?" Chi Moran said in a low voice, watching the man dragging Mu Yu's disappearing back without any hesitation, a pain from numbness to freezing gradually spread in his chest. After a long time, he finally slowly Withdrawing his eyes, he leaned against the wall and turned around, "Let him go."

"What?!" Seeing his empty and pale expression, Xiao Zhou felt a sudden pain in his heart, and his eyes turned red, "Boss, don't do this, I'll chase him back..."

"No need," Chi Moran sat on the bed, took a slow breath, "I'll go after I've taken care of myself, he might be in a bad mood, I'll coax him."

"What are you coaxing!" Xiao Zhou finally couldn't bear it any longer, and yelled distressedly while sitting beside his bed, "Why did he treat you like this! Why did he break up with you! If you want to share, it's up to you. Why does he, Gu Xiao, spoil you like this? !"

Chi Moran sat on the bedside, didn't speak for a long time, just turned his head slightly, looked at the blood-red sunset outside the window, watched for a long time before suddenly twitching the corners of his mouth, as if he was extremely tired, there was a trace of vitality in the empty voice nothing.

"I really... love him very much," Xiao Zhou suddenly stopped talking, his whole body ached from the breath-like murmur, "Xiao Zhou, I really want... to be with him for the rest of my life. Together...really..."

He withdrew his eyes and looked at her quietly with black eyes. He was obviously smiling, but Xiao Zhou's eyes were wet.

"But feelings may never be fair..."

The setting sun outside the window finally slanted westward slowly, and the blood-like halo was gradually swallowed up inch by inch, leaving only the desolate and endless night, hiding every deeply buried corner.

In the dead of night, Gu Xiao still stood motionless, looking at the dim and cold crescent moon above his head, but not a single inch of light could shine in his pupils.

"Brother...you, can you have some food?"

Gu Xiao still didn't move. Mu Yu walked over and wanted to pull him, but saw that there seemed to be wet water stains in the corners of the man's eyes. He felt pain in his heart, struggled for a long time and finally couldn't help saying, "You are... Why bother……"

Gu Xiao finally moved. He looked sideways at Mu Yu, and his dazed expression seemed to gradually return to his original position. He was silent for a long time, and finally said, "You can go too."

"elder brother……"

"You don't want your job anymore?" Gu Xiao looked at him and said slowly, "You have always been so good in your studies, your grades are good, and your work is also very good now. In the future... you may be the same as Mo Ran Let's do it," Gu Xiao raised his hand and patted his head lightly, "Let's go, don't delay your future because of me."

"Brother, I don't care about those, really..."

"You don't care, I care," Gu Xiao lowered his head, with a slightly sad smile on the corners of his mouth, "You people who grew up smoothly, how can you really understand the feeling of being desperate. But I know, I have always They all survived in the cracks, the hopelessness of nowhere to go, I know better than anyone..."

"That feeling...is really uncomfortable, obviously...it's not my fault, obviously I'm also a victim..."

"I've seen enough of that look, but I can't change it, so I can only bear it. But what about Mo Ran? He has always been so proud, such a good person, why should he suffer with me? Just Because you want to grab me, just because you want to protect me, it's not fair..."

"Xiao Yu, do you think he has been very sad during this time..." Gu Xiao murmured, looking up at him blankly, "All the people who usually have a good relationship have been avoiding him overnight. It’s like hiding from the plague, wishing I hadn’t met you before... Being pointed at, no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard you try, no one will ever recognize you... Xiaoyu, I know this feeling too well, I don’t want to... Let him suffer this kind of thing too, do you understand..."

He muttered for a while, and finally came back to his senses slowly, watching Mu Yu pull out a gentle smile.

"Being with me, you have to suffer these things, and you will have a lot of troubles in the future. Xiao Yu, you are like him. You should have lived a good life in the place everyone looked up to. Why did you jump into hell to save me?" As for me, I've been used to it for a long time, you are in so much pain, why bother..."

"Brother," Mu Yu was incoherently hurt by what he said, and finally couldn't help stretching out his hand to hug him tightly, choked up and promised, "You believe me, I can bear it, I just want to be with you, I don't care about that, I don't want anything, I just want you!"

Gu Xiao didn't push him away, didn't hug him, he just let him hold him, still looking sideways at the cold moonlight outside the window, looking at it, seemed to vaguely see Chi Moran's smiling face, he was dumbfounded Lost for a while, he also smiled at the shadow, then closed his eyes, letting the teardrop that was about to fall finally slip down his eye sockets and land on the cold floor.

*****

Chi Moran stayed in the hospital for two days, and on the third day, regardless of Xiao Zhou and Lu Ran's persuasion, he returned to the company and worked desperately at his desk. He seemed to want to use torture to stop his mind and stop thinking about it for two days. The inexplicable words of the person in front of him, don't think about the person who disappeared from his side without warning.

He seldom went home, spent two whole months in the office every night and slept casually for a while, and spent the rest of the time running around day and night.The bit-by-bit improvement of the data was almost done with his hard work. Everyone who was waiting to see his jokes was stunned by the entire unbelievable report. He spent two months creating He told a myth, but he was so skinny, his gentle face seemed to have been cut by a knife, with sharp edges and corners.Chi Moran looked at the mirror in the bathroom one day, touched his face and smiled, thinking that his nose looked more and more like Gu Xiao's, thin and straight, and his face was as white as a ghost , Sure enough, after a long hard life, he will grow into his appearance.

All the shareholders of the board of directors were finally stunned by his final performance of 2.7 times that of the sales department, and three days later, under the hard work of Lu Qihui and Lu Ran and his son, more than half of the shareholders finally passed the decision to promote Chi Moran. On the last day of the year, it was announced that Chi Moran had been appointed as the executive director of the North China region of this top [-] multinational corporation in China.When Chi Moran waited for the news, he thought he would be happy, but his heart was so barren that he couldn't feel any joy.

He sat in the new office, staring at the brand-new wall blankly for a long time, and finally there was nothing left in his empty mind, only the name that lingered in his heart over and over again for countless nights.

Gu Xiao.

Gu Xiao, Gu Xiao, Gu Xiao...

"Boss," Xiao Zhou pushed the door open and came in, smiling all over his face, "It's almost Chinese New Year, are you going back to your hometown?"

"Well," Chi Moran looked at her for a while, then suddenly said, "I originally wanted to take him back this year."

Xiao Zhou froze for a moment, didn't dare to answer, and quickly changed the subject, "Oh hehe, well, I heard that the big devil resigned, hehehe, good news, good news, that psychopath is finally gone..."

"Neuropathy?"

"what?"

Chi Moran smiled again, and said in a low voice, "He used to always call me crazy."

"..."

Xiao Zhou felt really uncomfortable seeing his half-smile, and carefully said, "Boss, since you miss him so much, then... just chase him back."

"Of course, I'm done with work, it's time to go find him," Chi Moran stood up, took the clothes from one side and put them on, "Then I'm leaving, let me know if there is anything else."

"Oh, good! Don't worry, I will take care of the little things for you!"

"Oh, thanks."

Stepping in front of this door again, Chi Moran had the illusion that he was standing here almost every night, but now that he really came, he still didn't have the courage to knock on this door.Reason told him that something must have happened to Gu Xiao, and he must have gotten into something else, but he was still afraid, afraid that what Gu Xiao said that day, the look in his eyes was true, maybe he was really insignificant in his heart , compared with his boyfriend who has been in love for three years, he is not worth mentioning at all.

If this is the case, how sad is it for him to humiliate himself over and over again?

"Who is it?"

The moment the voice sounded, Chi Moran's faltering hope almost began to shatter.

Chi Moran didn't speak, but stood stiffly outside the door. Sure enough, the boy he had met two months ago stood inside the opened door. He couldn't help but squeezed his fist, trying to calm his tone, "Gu Xiao is here ?"

Mu Yu saw him panicking instinctively, hesitated for a moment and said cautiously, "I'm here, I'll call him for you..."

"Ah."

Chi Moran nodded, but when Mu Yu turned around, he suddenly saw a bright red mark on the back of his neck.He was stunned for a while, his heart beat violently again, and he was a little confused why he was standing here for a moment.He clenched his fists little by little, closed his eyes and tried to calm down the pain in his chest. After a long time, the sound of footsteps finally came, but Mu Yu who was still a little embarrassed appeared in front of him.

"that……"

Chi Moran looked at him, and suddenly felt extremely tired all over his body, "Does he not want to see me?"

"Um……"

Chi Moran looked at the faint red marks on the side of his neck, lost his mind for a while, and finally smiled at himself, and slowly took a step back.

"Mu Yu."

"Ah, ah?"

"Help me...give this to him." Chi Moran stretched out his hand and handed him a small box, "I bought it on the way of a business trip, let's use it as...a parting gift for him."

Mu Yu took it silently without saying a word.

"Take good care of him, his body temperature is low, he is afraid of cold, so he can't catch cold..."

"I know," Mu Yu bit his lip and lowered his head, whispering, "I know what you want to say."

"..." Chi Moran looked at him, and then smiled softly, "That's right, you know more than me."

He stopped talking, looked at the house number of Gu Xiao's house, looked at the "1314" he saw for the first time, finally smiled silently, turned and left.

forever...

It's a pity that you do everything you can to only want him alone, but the person he wants to spend his whole life with is not you...

Mu Yu saw the man's silent back finally disappear, he closed the door, turned his head and said sullenly, "Brother, he's gone."

The man standing against the wall didn't say a word, just nodded silently, the cigarette between his fingers shook, and a layer of ashes fell.

The man didn't smoke, but just lit one by one, and then looked at the flames and ashes, his eyes were empty and silent.There were layers of soot and cigarette butts accumulated on the ground, but the man didn't seem to feel the pungent smell of the smog. He just watched the trance-burned fire silently, and only raised his head after a long, long time.

"Your neck..." Gu Xiao's voice was a little hoarse, and his eyes were a little red, "What bit you?"

Mu Yu stretched out his hand to touch it, then nodded indifferently, "It seems to be bitten by some insects, it's all right."

"Bugs..." Gu Xiao raised his head, looked at the dirty and messy house for a long time, finally closed his eyes, and slowly stood up straight.

"Clean up."

"Hey?"

Gu Xiao bent down to pick up the scattered cigarette butts on the floor, "You can go when you're done, don't make me repeat myself."

"...I won't go," Mu Yu lowered his head and helped him pick up the messy garbage on the ground, "I won't leave even if you push me away."

There was a pause in the movements of his hands, as if he had too many things on his mind, too heavy and too tired, he finally didn't say any more, and slowly cleaned up the messy room in silence.

*****

Chi Moran stood in front of the French window and was lost in thought for a long while, until the abnormal heartbeat in his chest finally calmed down, then he turned his eyes back and looked back at the dusty computer desk.

The first time I met him...was in that small world...

Chi Moran stared at the computer for a while, and finally couldn't help but sit down and log in to the game again after three full months.Gu Xiao was not online, but other members of the gang saw that he was online, and after five seconds, everyone frantically swiped their screens. Chi Moran felt uncomfortable and didn't care about other people. sentence.

Secret chat [You are a second-hand guy]: Apprentice, you are finally online! ! !

Secret chat [ink dyed Tsing Yi]: #笑笑

Secret chat [You are a second-hander]: Why are you there!I want to kill you!Let me tell you a lot has happened in the past few months!Let's become the biggest helper for the wicked, you know!And Li Mo is back!Huh?He's not online now... Hey, anyway, he commanded the Valley of the Wicked last time!Completely fell in love with Ge Zhen and killed each other!I think the two of them brought Haoqi together at the beginning, but now it's good, the two of them led a faction's largest gang to fight, but you know, they don't seem to be torn-forced, they play an offensive and defensive match- It's like love, I can't stand it!Also, our arena proxy fights are awesome!The store has five diamonds!Soon to have a crown!Oh, and as a teacher, my classmate Yue Changying and I, your teacher’s wife, appeared hahahaha, surprised, surprised, this efficiency is not convinced!

Chi Moran, who had been depressed for dozens of days and nights, felt a little warmer, smiled sincerely, and congratulated him: [Congratulations, master, you are finally married. 】

Secret chat [You are a second-hander]: I am marrying, thank you!

Secret chat [ink-dyed Tsing Yi]: Hmm.

Secret chat [You are a second-hander]: Don't talk about me, what about you?How are you and the boss?We all seriously suspect that the two of you are singing and singing every night, and you don’t want to go online when you are together. What the hell is it?

Chi Moran had an illusion, as if nothing had actually happened, as if time had frozen two months ago, when he excitedly rushed to Gu Xiao's house, hugged him and walked around in a big circle The moment when I hugged tightly and kissed fiercely.

That was the first time he kissed him, the man looked cramped and nervous, he thought, he might never forget it for the rest of his life.

Secret chat [ink-dyed Tsing Yi]: Master, I want an A.

Erhuo's excited words suddenly froze, and he froze: [What are you talking about? A?You are kidding me! 】

Secret chat [Moran Tsing Yi]: I am really glad to meet you during this period of time. Anyway, you also have my phone number. If you have anything to do, you can call me. If you have nothing to do, you can have a drink.

Secret chat [You are a second-hand product]: No, wait, why?Does the boss know?You two... what's wrong with you two?Haven't you been together for a long time?

Yes, we have not been together for a long time, how long is it?a week?Half a month?Hehe, it turned out that the days I had him were actually so short.

Chi Moran manipulated his character, and involuntarily arrived at the bank of the Yangzhou River where he confessed to Gu Xiao at the beginning. He looked at the sparkling river in the distance for a long time, and the days and nights with that person flashed through his mind. , The heart throbbed with a little bit of pain, but it also hurt helplessly.

Time to say goodbye to all this.

I went to the messenger and clicked on the letter. After thinking for a long time, I didn’t know what to write. There were many things I wanted to say, but I couldn’t say anything. The next one is a memory that belongs only to him.

【Recipient: Absolute Sword Tsing Yi】

Happy:

It should... be the last time I call you that.

I don't know if you liked me in the end, or you were bothered by me, and your heart softened, so you reluctantly stayed with me for a few days.

But it doesn't matter, no matter what you think about me, at least I don't regret liking you so much.

Xiaoxiao, thank you for letting me know what it's like to like someone. Although it really hurts, it's also really happy.

Remember to take care of yourself, don't force yourself so much, although I am not qualified to say these words anymore.

I hope this letter has not disturbed you.

I wish you happiness, sincerely.

Bye now.

[Sender: Mo Ran Tsing Yi]

When he clicked send, Chi Moran felt a severe emptiness in his heart. He stood there for a long time, then passed through the bustling crowd, got on his horse, and walked slowly towards the bank of Yangzhou River.

After all, the first time on that man's horseback was never his own.

It turned out that everything was my own one-man show. After the show was over and the curtain call was over, there was still only one person and one horse left, nothing else.

The river is flowing, the sun is shining, everything still looks so beautiful.

Chi Moran saw a group of people surrounding him, and saw that the near chat channel was constantly swiping the screen because of his appearance, but he only felt that the world was extremely quiet and lonely, and he only saw the water and the river bank in his eyes, as if he was separated from him. A hazy layer of mist swayed slightly in front of his eyes.

He finally opened YY, did not enter the guild channel, only looked at Gu Xiao in the friend list for a long time, then switched to his personal homepage, and wrote the last four words in the signature column.

【Nanke Yimeng】

It is only for one person, but unfortunately I tried my best, everything is just a dream, after all, no one depends on me.

The author has something to say: One more chapter of abuse and it's over! !I believe that Xiao Xiao has tried his best to speed up the progress, so... can you understand that I was so excited to write a record, but I ended up writing three chapters and came to such a magical turning point? !