broken pregnant

Zhou Shiqin looked at him, Zhou Luo's eyes were like a pool of water, it looked peaceful, but deep down was filled with unspeakable sadness, he said: "My parents divorced when I was very young, I don't even remember I don’t know what my father looks like. I have always depended on my mother. My mother lived a very hard life with a child. When I went to school, I thought that I must study hard and grow up quickly. I came to raise her, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't study well, and I was always in poor health, which added a lot of thought to my mother, and her life became more and more difficult, and I also tried my best to let myself give me less. Adding thought to my mother, when I was in the third grade of elementary school, my mother took me to move to City A, and lived next to my mother's old classmate's house. After that, our two families got along very well, and my mother's old classmate was a man. He takes good care of my mother and me. Because of his concern, my life with my mother is much better than before. In my heart, I always think that he is a kind and warm person, and I always have a heart of respect for him. I was thinking about how to repay his kindness when I grow up and earn money. In the third year of high school, I felt that the good times for me and my mother were coming soon, because I was sure that I would do well in the second exam. I even thought about it. It's a good city in the south, even my mother took it there, because she always wanted to live in a southern city, but I never thought that my mother would suddenly leave me and run away with that uncle. I searched for her for a long time, and went crazy I couldn't find it." Zhou Luo's eyes turned red with sadness: "Brother Zhou, do you know that the uncle my mother abducted was... Gao Yu's father, and because of this, Gao Yu's mother committed suicide because she couldn't bear it. died."

Shiqin was shocked to hear about this week, but quickly regained his composure.

Zhou Luo choked up and said, "You know, as long as I think of Gao Yu's pain when he lost his father and lost his mother forever, I feel very guilty. I really feel guilty besides guilt. At that time, Gao Yu was sick for half a year. He has just been in the first year of high school, and he is not very old. He has a good family overnight, and he will be gone. Brother Zhou, you ask me why I am so afraid of him. Actually, I am not afraid of him. , I was guilty, very guilty, and I wanted to do everything possible to compensate him, but Gao Yu has changed since then, full of hostility towards me, but I never cared, I just thought about it until he graduated and found a job , found..." Talking about this week, Luo stopped and sniffed: "If I find my lover, I will leave him, but I never thought that he and I would have a relationship because of a drunk, you said two big It's absurd for a man to have sex, but I'm still pregnant, which is even more absurd. To be honest, I was scared at first, and even a little disgusted with this little life, but during this time, Especially today when the doctor said that he already had a heartbeat and could understand my words, I felt very strange. You must know that when I was queuing up for an examination just a moment ago, I saw that the other people were all women, and the awkwardness in my heart was even deeper. Express it in words, but when the doctor told me that, I felt another feeling in my heart." He sighed: "But I am very confused about the future, I am at a loss, I live very entangled every day, Very tired..." Talking about this week, Luo's eye circles turned red again: "As Gao Yu said, I always become a burden to others, always..." As he spoke, he knocked himself on the head in frustration.

"Zhou Luo." Zhou Shiqin took his hand: "Don't do this, what you said is not your fault, there is no need for you to do this."

Zhou Luo looked at Zhou Shiqin with blurred eyes, choked up and asked, "But I just hate myself."

Zhou Shiqin couldn't believe it: "Disgusting? I don't feel disgusted at all of what you said."

"Brother Zhou, I, my mother and Gao Yu's father are dating, and Gao Yu and I..." At this point, I stopped, stabilized my emotions, and continued: "Brother Zhou, I started from the awareness of love." , I have feelings for Gao Yu, I..." Zhou Luo lowered his head as he spoke, and lowered his voice a little unspeakably: "I, the first time in my adolescence... the object of the dream is him, you say, am I disgusting? Disgusting? My mother and father, and myself and my son, tell me, is it really disgusting?"

Zhou Shiqin looked at him deeply and shook his head: "I don't feel sick."

Zhou Luo smiled bitterly, and tears fell one by one: "Actually, it's really disgusting. In the past few years since my mother and Uncle Gao left, I have lived through thousands of feelings. I often feel hopeless, but there are still countless times every day. This time, I comforted myself to move on, and if I endured it, better days were coming. I was living alternately in half-disappointment and half-hope. On special days every year, I superstitiously made wishes and hoped Good luck will come in the near future. Even though I know clearly in my heart that this is an extravagant wish, I will still make a wish. I often think that as long as I am alive, good things will happen. Besides, the person I like is right in front of me. No matter what, I'm lucky, after all, many people in this world can't meet the people they like often, let alone live together."

Speaking of this, Zhou Luo took a long breath, then exhaled slowly, licked the tears from the corner of his mouth, and said softly: "Actually, I really don't want much. Many things have already happened and are irreparable. I just thought that my life would be smoother in the future, at least it would allow me to breathe freely, don’t be like this, I’m so stuck every day.”

Zhou Shiqin felt pain in his heart, staring at Zhou Luo who was streaming with tears, he said: "Zhou Luo, stay with me, I will make you happy."

happiness?

Zhou Luo wiped away his tears and looked at him, and smiled hard at the next moment: "Brother Zhou, how can you say that I am worthy of you? Don't be stupid. You like me, which makes me not only flattered, but also..." He said with a bitter smile: "I think my big brother Zhou has really bad eyesight." After speaking, he laughed with tears in his eyes.

Zhou Shiqin was not in the mood to joke with him, sighed: "I have good eyesight." He said with a light smile: "That Gao Yu..."

"He doesn't like me." Zhou Luo knew what Zhou Shiqin was going to say. He lowered his eyes: "Gao Yu doesn't like me. He also said that no one likes me."

"Nobody likes someone like him, right?" Zhou Shiqin said angrily, "Kong has an appearance, but what he did is so abominable! I have noticed it for the past two years, and you can really say that you treat him well." I have nothing to say, but what about him? Damn! Scum!"

"Don't blame him, I'm willing." Zhou Luo sighed and said, "I did it voluntarily, I was not forced to do it."

Zhou Shiqin was very uncomfortable when he heard this, and he said angrily, "You still say I'm stupid, I think you are so stupid that it makes people angry! If I'm not wrong, you have lived with him all these years, his life You take care of the daily life, right?"

Zhou Luo fell silent.

Following his silence, Zhou Shiqin also fell silent. He never expected that Zhou Luo and Gao Yu would have such a complicated relationship.In the past, I really only thought that Gao Yu was just a younger brother of his relatives as Zhou Luo said.

After a long time, he sighed softly, and said, "Even so, you can't bear the mistakes of the elders alone. It's really unfair."

Zhou Luo choked with sobs: "Brother Zhou, because... because I like him."

These words made Zhou Shiqin completely silent.

The bottom line is that Zhou Luo likes Gao Yu, so he is willing to suffer any grievances in front of him.

Zhou Luo continued: "I know I'm cheap like this, but I can't control my heart, Brother Zhou, I'm sorry."

Zhou Shiqin smiled bitterly: "Don't say I'm sorry, Zhou Luo, you don't owe me anything." Pursing his lips, he added: "Not only don't you owe me, you don't owe anyone, including Gao Yu, and... "Speaking of this, he paused for a while, and said with a serious look: "If you like someone, don't be so humble, or you will be the one who suffers, you know."

Zhou Luo looked at him blankly and nodded.

Zhou Shiqin breathed out, calmed down, looked at Zhou Luo's weeping face, he took out a tissue and handed it to him, teasingly said: "Look at you crying, you are not afraid of my joke?" In order to tease Zhou Luo, he said again: " Be careful, I'll take a few photos of you to make emoticons."

These words made Zhou Luo laugh out of tears, wiped away his tears, it seemed much easier to speak out after crying, he breathed a sigh of relief, and murmured: "Brother Zhou, thank you."

Zhou Shiqin smiled helplessly, and let out a long sigh: "You, you..." The only thing left was a sigh.