broken pregnant

Zhou Luo tried his best to calm himself down. Looking at the hanging bottle above his head, the salt water was dripping drop by drop. Slowly, Zhou Luo calmed down a lot.

I don't know when exactly, he fell asleep, and when he woke up, it was already late, the school infirmary was very quiet, there was only one lamp left in the infusion room, and the injections were finished.

Zhou Luo lay there in a daze for a while, then got up and got out of bed, went to the bathroom, went back to the infusion room and took the food that Gao Yu bought for him, walked to the outhouse of the infirmary, Zhou Shiqin saw him come out, dropped his hands The head job asked: "Are you awake?"

Zhou Luo nodded: "Yeah." After a slight pause: "Thank you, Dr. Zhou, I want to go back to sleep."

Zhou Shiqin smiled at him: "Okay, go back and rest." He adjusted his glasses: "Go back and eat something good, don't wrong yourself."

Zhou Luo nodded with complicated emotions, and said, "How much is Doctor Zhou?"

Zhou Shiqin said: "When I sent you here, that Gao Yu had already paid the money, you should go back quickly."

Zhou Luo was stunned, and said: "Oh." Then said: "How much are the lean meatballs and milk, I..."

Before he finished speaking, Zhou Shiqin clicked his tongue, frowned and said in displeasure, "Zhou Luo, I'm going to be angry if you mention it again."

Seeing him like this, Zhou Luo stopped talking, and changed his words: "I'll treat you to dinner another day."

Zhou Shiqin chuckled: "Can you treat me to the meal you cooked? Are you feeling at ease now?"

Zhou Luo nodded: "OK."

On the way back to the restaurant dormitory, he thought, what should I eat? It seems that there is nothing that I want to eat too much. Looking at the cold food in his hand, he frowned, or he should heat it up and eat it.However, the oncoming person prevented him from thinking about anything else, so Gao Yu walked towards him with his bag on his back, as if he was going to take an elective course after dinner.

Zhou Luo glanced at Gao Yu and wanted to stop him, but in the end he just stared at Gao Yu's back, his eyes seemed to be fixed on him.

Seeing Gao Yu's back getting farther and farther away, Zhou Luo's mood became very bad again. He went back to the dormitory and lay on the bed tossing and turning for a long time, unable to calm down. The words of the school doctor Zhou Shiqin and Gao Yu's indifferent attitude kept thinking in his mind .

Especially thinking of Gao Yu's attitude, he already thought that even if he was really pregnant with a child, that person would not look good on him, let alone be responsible, and maybe he would treat himself as a monster.He also thought that with Gao Yu's hate for himself, maybe he would send himself to the country for research.

He thought again, what should he do if he was really pregnant?

Now with my own ability... I can't raise a child at all.

Zhou Luo sighed heavily, his face turned paler, bit his lip, shook his head, and forced himself to calm down.

After a long time, he breathed a sigh of relief.

kill him?

As soon as this evil thought came out, Zhou Luo couldn't help rubbing his belly. If it was really a life, even if he was pregnant with him, he didn't seem to have the right to deprive him of the right to come to this world...

In fact, he dared not destroy it.

Maybe, is it reluctant?

Zhou Luo turned over, feeling irritated and tight in his chest, and even began to regret why he had to sleep on the same bed with Gao Yu after taking a shower that day.

Zhou Luo suddenly felt aggrieved and wanted to cry. He bit his lips tightly and lay down on the bed as if he had collapsed.

I was thinking about all kinds of things with Gao Yu, good and bad, happy and unhappy... I was alone in the dormitory, and many things became clearer because of my mood at the moment.

Zhou Luo and Gao Yu are actually childhood sweethearts.

It can be said that the relationship between the two of them was very good at that time.

Zhou Luo's parents divorced when he was very young. When he was in the third grade of elementary school, he moved to City A with his mother. They lived next door to Gao Yu's house. So, after living there for a long time, they met Bi Gao Yu, who is two years younger than him.

The relationship between the two families is very good, because Zhou Luo's mother is a divorced woman, Gao Yu's father seems to take good care of her, no matter what is delicious, useful, or what difficulties Zhou Luo's mother has, that man will unconditionally help.

Also because the two families are close, Zhou Luo played well with Gao Yu since he was a child. Although he is older than Gao Yu, he looks much shorter and thinner than Gao Yu.

When the two got along, Gao Yu was his escort most of the time. If another child bullied Zhou Luo, Gao Yu would not hesitate to fight that person with his fists.

Zhou Luo couldn't help but thank this "brother", and secretly swore in his young heart that when he grows up and has the ability, he must treat this brother next door well.

From elementary school to junior high school, when Zhou Luo was fourteen or fifteen years old, the relationship between the two families suddenly became difficult. To be precise, the two mothers became tit for tat, and sometimes they would fight.

The two mothers ordered them not to play together anymore, but Zhou Luo and Gao Yu would still sneak out of the house to play together.

When Zhou Luo was in high school, Gao Yu was still in junior high school. Fortunately, the two schools were very close to each other. Therefore, every day after school, Gao Yu would go around a long street and walk through a dark bridge hole. Go see Zhou Luo.

At that time, everything about Zhou Luojue was still beautiful.Later, this beauty disappeared, and all that was left was blood and tears.

In Zhou Luo's third year of high school, his mother left him a sum of money, and then ran away with Gao Yu's father. You must know that Gao Yu's father has a wife and children, and Zhou Luo's mother just followed him regardless of the consequences. Ran.

Gao Yu's mother couldn't bear the blow and committed suicide in a fit of anger, leaving Gao Yu alone.

Zhou Luo couldn't figure out how much his mother and Uncle Gao loved each other so much that they would give up the most basic moral bottom line of life and choose to elope.

He didn't know if his mother thought about him as a son when she decided to leave.

The only thing that was clear was Gao Yu's mother's heart-piercing, and the way Gao Yu looked at him, showing undisguised hatred and disgust.

Zhou Luo's heart was frightened for a moment. He had never seen Gao Yu with such eyes before, but he immediately felt normal. After all, his mother abducted his father and caused his mother to commit suicide. Anyone would hate him my own.

But what Zhou Luo didn't expect was that Gao Yu disliked him so much, even to the point of confrontation. To put it bluntly, Zhou Luojue's Gao Yu hoped that he would die.

However, Zhou Luo did not alienate Gao Yu because of his hatred for him.In his heart, he still regards Gao Yu as his closest friend, and he also feels that Gao Yu's hatred towards him can be forgiven.

After Gao Yu's mother died, he became a child without anyone to take care of him. At that time, Zhou Luo began to voluntarily take the responsibility of taking care of him. He took out the money his mother left him for him and Gao Yu. Yu life.

Gao Yu refused his help, and was even extremely disgusted, but Zhou Luo was still kind to him as always. Whenever it was time to eat after class, Zhou Luo was always the first to rush out of the classroom and run to Gao Yu, who was in the first year of high school. Downstairs at that age, waiting for him.

Under normal circumstances, Gao Yu would turn a blind eye to him, or say some particularly hurtful words to him.

Faced with Gao Yu's attitude, Zhou Luo was not without sadness, but he told himself that your mother owed him something, so he let it go, and even got used to being contemptuously and contemptuously like Gao Yu in the end.

Since Gao Yu's mother died, Gao Yu had no other relatives, and Zhou Luo had no relatives, so he took Gao Yu to live with him in a rented house. The two lived in a [-]-square-meter house in the urban area. He regarded this place as his and Gao Yu's home, but Gao Yu only regarded it as a free hotel where he could sleep.

Zhou Luo was facing the college entrance examination, and he resolutely took the university entrance exam in this city for the sake of Gao Yu, in order to take care of Gao Yu conveniently, but he still had to take the bus for an hour and a half every day.

Just like that, home, school, Gao Yu School.

Running back and forth at three o'clock and one line every day, even though he was very tired, Zhou Luo persisted for more than two years.

During this period, when he took the bus every day, it was the most relaxing moment of his day. During this hour and a half, he could sit on the bus and take a nap, or think about going home to make something delicious for Gao Yu, Or be in a daze.

Gao Yu was admitted to a good university in Beijing in the year of the college entrance examination. After the college entrance examination, he took the train to Beijing to work to earn tuition fees.

Zhou Luo couldn't stop him, but he couldn't worry about him, so he had to go to Beijing to work with him. During the nearly three-month summer vacation, the two suffered a lot in Beijing and didn't make much money.School was about to start, and Zhou Luo was also facing back to school, but he still sent Gao Yu to school first, and after making arrangements, he went back to his own school by car.

The two went to school in different places, and Gao Yu never called him or answered his calls. Zhou Luo, in order to feel at ease, did not hesitate to use Saturday and Sunday to go to Beijing to meet Gao Yu in a truck pulling livestock. All the tossing was just to confirm whether Gao Yu was doing well in school.

In fact, Gao Yu was working part-time while studying in Beijing. Every time Zhou Luo saw him, he felt that he had lost weight again. Once he saw Gao Yu was injured. After asking, he found out that he met an arrogant and unreasonable person while part-time. The money given was not enough, so Gao Yu started a fight with the man, but his family was so powerful that not only did he not get the money, Gao Yu was also injured.

Since then, Zhou Luo has been very worried, because he knows how bad-tempered that person is. Later, Gao Yu fought with students from the same school, and the school called Zhou Luo to decide to take a break from school and go to Beijing to work for Gao Yu to study. University, after he graduates, Zhou Luo will go back to school.

He didn't tell Gao Yu about it. After finishing school, he took his luggage and got on the train to Beijing with all his money.

Gao Yu has long been used to Zhou Luo's guilt-ridden and crazy behavior, but he is still extremely annoyed that he has dropped out of school to work in Beijing just for his own education.For this reason, he and Zhou Luo became very angry.

Zhou Luo already knew about his temper, so he didn't intend to get angry with him.

He quickly found a job in the back kitchen of a restaurant, where he worked as a helper, helping the chef with some tedious tasks, such as washing vegetables, side dishes, live noodles, and being responsible for adding rice and vegetables in time when serving meals ; Do a good job of cleaning the restaurant and so on. The work is tiring, dirty and cumbersome. It only costs [-] yuan a month. In Beijing, [-] yuan is not much, and it is not enough for the two of them to live. Control it, so Zhou Luo chose to work here.The most important thing is that the restaurant is very close to Gao Yu's school, just one street away, which is very convenient for him to visit Gao Yu.

Now that he has a job and a place to live, apart from working in the kitchen of a restaurant, Zhou Luo goes to school to deliver things to Gao Yu every day.As long as he can think of food and clothing, he will prepare for Gao Yu with all his heart.Although he has an income, Gao Yu also works part-time to earn living expenses, but because the money Zhou Luo's mother left him has been used up, and the expenses in Beijing are high, so Zhou Luo generally does not spend money except for Gao Yu. of.Otherwise, the two of them would not even have the minimum living security.

In order for Gao Yu to concentrate on his studies, Zhou Luo found a job delivering food in the night market after working in a restaurant. He worked for four hours from 11:2 to 200:[-] every night, and paid [-] yuan per hour. Money, after a month like this, Zhou Luo will have an extra income of [-] yuan. With this income, Gao Yu can no longer go to work outside of school.

Zhou Luo thought so, but how could Gao Yu listen to him.

After the incident between the two of them, he and Gao Yu became enemies. Zhou Luo had nothing to do with him, but he still delivered food at night, and he saved the money under Gao Yu's name.

The two of them maintained their lives in such a strange way of getting along.

In fact, sometimes Zhou Luo felt so tired and in a trance, the only thing he could comfort himself was that when Gao Yu graduated from university and he found a job, he could go back to school and finish his studies without worry.

At that time, he will no longer have any contact with Gao Yu, study hard to finish his studies, and then go to a strange city to find a satisfactory job and start a new life.

It's just that everything is different from what he expected.

At the beginning of last month, Gao Yu was drunk and called himself for the first time. When he rushed to the lawn of the University City, Gao Yu was already drunk, and the ground was full of empty wine bottles.

Zhou Luo sighed, and struggled to lift Gao Yu who was lying on the ground, helped him to the bench on the lawn, cleaned up the mess on the ground, and then helped Gao Yu to find the nearest hotel.

Finally, it took a lot of effort to drag Gao Yu to the hotel, but he didn't expect Gao Yu to vomit as soon as he was put on the bed. Yu's clothes took a bath together.

Perhaps because of the bath, Gao Yujiu woke up halfway, and when he returned to the bed to go to bed, he suddenly turned over and pressed Zhou Luo on the bed, and lowered his head to kiss Zhou Luo's lips.

Zhou Luo resisted, but compared to Gao Yu's tall stature, he had nothing to do, and in the end he could only let him do whatever he wanted with him.

Gao Yu was very irritable, and it could be said that he was simply venting. When Zhou Luo was rampaging inside Zhou Luo's body, Zhou Luo frowned in pain, bit his lips and remained silent.

I don't know how long it has passed, Zhou Luo has lost his mind, and felt Gao Yu ejaculated in his body in a daze...

When Zhou Luo woke up, Gao Yu had already left. When he moved a little, he felt sore all over his body, and his back was even more uncomfortable. Moreover, when he sat up and was about to get up, the things left by Gao Yu flowed directly down the inner thighs. out.

Watching this shocking scene, Zhou Luo was stunned for five or six minutes before recovering.

He simply took a shower and fell asleep. When he woke up again, he felt that he had a fever, felt uncomfortable all over, and didn't want to move.

He didn't want to go to the hospital to see a doctor at the time, thinking it was too expensive, but in the end he couldn't bear it anymore, so he went to the school infirmary of Gao Yu's school. He usually came here when he had a cold or fever, nothing else , just for cheap.

During that fever, he took a bottle for three days and spent more than 200 yuan. In the following days, Zhou Luo blamed himself for spending this money to cover his expenses for a month.

Unexpectedly, more than a month later, he entered the infirmary again.She was also told that she was pregnant.

Apart from being speechless, Zhou Luo really didn't know what to say.