i thought we were in love

Xie Yibai opened the door, and saw Xie Pingqing sitting on the sofa in the living room, not moving at all. It was dark early in winter, and because the lights were not turned on, the vision in the room was very dark. He stretched out his hand and pressed the headlight button on the wall, For a moment, the living room was as bright as day.

Xie Pingqing looked very pale, sitting on the sofa hunched over looked uncomfortable, Xie Yibai walked over immediately, and asked with concern: "Grandpa, what's wrong with you?"

"Are you uncomfortable?"

Xie Pingqing looked at Xie Yibai very slowly, his eyes were dull and cloudy, but after seeing clearly, his expression immediately became complicated, as if he had aged ten years all of a sudden.

Lu Zhenxuan's words in the afternoon kept ringing in his mind, and kept ringing, and he couldn't get rid of them at all.

"Lu Yuan is in a relationship with Xie Yibai, maybe you don't know about it?"

"Why, you don't seem surprised by your expression, do you know the relationship between them?"

"Hehe, it seems that you don't object, but I don't think you know the relationship between your good grandson and Lu Yuan before? They were not in a relationship before."

"In order to collect the surgery fee for you, Lu Yuan only spent 50 to raise him for half a year, don't you believe it? Why don't you believe it? Otherwise, how could Xie Yibai never go back to see you after your operation? Did he show up once while you were in the hospital?"

"Busy? Don't you think this reason is ridiculous? What can a student be busy with? It's just that he lost his freedom during that time."

Xie Pingqing's heart began to beat irregularly again, he couldn't get out of his breath, and finally he started coughing.

Seeing him covering his heart, Xie Yibai panicked all of a sudden, and told him, "Is your heart uncomfortable? I'll take you to the hospital."

Xie Pingqing now only felt very uncomfortable in his heart, shook his head, his voice was a little dilapidated, and said with a sob: "I am sorry for you."

Xie Yibai didn't care what his words meant at the moment, seeing that his face was so ugly and he kept clutching his heart, he immediately said seriously, "I'll take you to the hospital."

Xie Pingqing pushed Xie Yibai's arm, and said embarrassingly, "Lu Yuan's grandfather came to see me this afternoon."

Xie Yibai was stunned for a few seconds, then subconsciously clenched his fists, and it took him a long time to recover his voice, "Did he do anything to you?"

Xie Pingqing's cough continued unabated, and his expression was very painful, "He told me about the relationship between you, and I am the one who is sorry for you."

Seeing that Xie Pingqing was agitated, Xie Yibai forced himself to calm down, and calmed down with a soft voice: "Grandpa, let's go to the hospital for a physical examination first, and we can talk about other things later, okay? I'll support you, and you cooperate first. "

Xie Pingqing was very resistant. He didn't want to go to the hospital because of his illness, which made Xie Yibai desperate, "I won't go..."

He gradually lost control of his emotions, Xie Yibai's heartbeat was frightened to stop for a moment when he fainted, and he didn't even have time to be afraid.

Lu Yuan couldn't get through to Xie Yibai on the phone. When he went downstairs, he saw that the door was open. When he went in, he saw that there was a chair lying on the ground, and there was no one in the room.

Lu Yuan had been feeling restless today, but now he felt that something bad had happened. He called Lu Zhenxuan, but he hung up there.

Xie Yibai sent Xie Pingqing to the hospital closest to the school. Although it was incomparable with the urban area, the medical level was not bad. He just panicked for a moment and quickly reacted and grabbed his mobile phone to make an emergency call. The doctor here finished the examination Said that he was stimulated and emotionally unstable, but it didn't endanger his illness, so Xie Yibai was given a bottle, which made Xie Yibai heave a sigh of relief. His back was covered in sweat. Only now that the night wind blew in did he feel a little sick. Cool, closed the windows of the ward.

Xie Pingqing had already woken up now, and his mood didn't seem to fluctuate as much as before in the room. He was lying on the hospital bed and was receiving an IV drip, which was being adjusted very slowly.

Xie Yibai turned around and saw that he opened his eyes, and immediately walked over, his eyes turned red all of a sudden: "You scared me to death."

Xie Pingqing looked weak, and his coughing had stopped, "I'm fine, I'll go back after the infusion."

Xie Yibai picked up a cotton swab on the table beside him and dipped it into the disposable cup, moistening Xie Pingqing's chapped lips, "Stay overnight, let the doctor check again tomorrow, if there is nothing wrong, we will go back."

The sadness in Xie Pingqing's voice couldn't be concealed at all: "Grandpa always drags you down, it's better to leave once and for all."

Xie Yibai sat down at the side, and said seriously: "Grandpa, you have not dragged me down, you are my most important person, no one can compare with you."

Xie Pingqing finally sighed, and it took a long time before he said, "Xiaobai, let's forget about you and Lu Yuan."

Xie Pingqing actually noticed something was wrong early in the morning. Xie Yibai was raised by him, and he was not the kind of person who would take friends home. His children looked gentle, but they were actually afraid of trouble, and never talked about making friends. , I have never seen him get close to anyone since he was a child. He is not a character who will take the initiative to get close to people. If a friend brings him home, he is willing to sleep in the same bed with him?

This has never happened before.

Moreover, Xie Pingqing's mood was complicated by his unconscious little movements with Lu Yuan, as well as the unconcealable tenderness in his brows and eyes.

What kind of friend rents a house upstairs and downstairs, and often goes upstairs in the middle of the night and stays there for an hour or two. Xie Pingqing is not unaware, but he has never mentioned it. I made good friends.

Xie Pingqing is really contradictory. He thinks that the relationship between Xie Yibai and Lu Yuan is wrong. He keeps hypnotizing himself, maybe because he thinks too much, and then he can't lie to himself. He is slowly building himself, as long as Xie Yibai is happy just fine.

He wanted Xie Yibai to be happy, he hoped that Xie Yibai would have someone to accompany him when he got married and had children, but he couldn't stay with Xie Yibai for long.

How can two men be together?There is no guarantee at all, can we be together forever in the future?If one day they parted, Xie Yibai would be alone, that's why Xie Pingqing's attitude was very strange recently.

It's just that he didn't expect that all of this was his fault, that he caused Xie Yibai to fall into this abnormal relationship. If he hadn't been sick, these things wouldn't have happened.

It was he who made Xie Yibai do this.

Xie Pingqing didn't blame anyone, he only blamed himself.

After saying this, only Xie Pingqing's sigh was left in the ward.

Before Xie Yibai could speak, Xie Pingqing repeated again: "Forget it."

Xie Yibai let go of his clenched hands, looked into Xie Pingqing's painful eyes, and finally said, "I see."

"It's impossible between you, if you are not from the same world, their family will not agree."

Xie Pingqing only wanted Xie Yibai to be happy and happy. It is painful to be separated now, but it will be better than the future. He did not expect that the Lu family was so prominent. He also knew that Lu Yuan's family was good, that is, he was in business.

With such a family background, how could Xie Yibai be left behind.

Xie Yibai: "I know."

What Xie Yibai always knew was that he was reluctant to part with Lu Yuan and didn't want to think about it.

They are people from two different worlds, it's time to wake up, and he doesn't want Xie Pingqing to be stimulated anymore, he just wants Xie Pingqing to spend his days in peace and stability, Xie Pingqing has worked hard for him all his life, he wants to Let Xie Pingqing live more comfortably in the days to come.

When Lu Yuan received a call from Xie Yibai, he didn't even realize it, his voice was a little trembling: "Why are you in the hospital all right? Is grandpa okay? I'll go now."

Xie Yibai's voice was too calm, and said: "Don't come, I'll go back now, Lu Yuan, I have something to tell you."

Lu Yuan had an ominous premonition in his heart.

Xie Yibai came back soon, Lu Yuan noticed something strange about Xie Yibai, he stepped forward to hold Xie Yibai's hand, but got no response.

Lu Yuan asked with great difficulty: "Is it—"

"Lu Yuan, let it be between us."

Xie Yibai's expression was too calm, when he said forget it, it was as if he had said to try at the beginning, with no ups and downs in his tone.

Lu Yuan scratched his hand in pain, Lu Yuan mechanically asked, "What do you mean?"

When Xie Yibai said this, he didn't look at Lu Yuan. His hand was about to be crushed by Lu Yuan. The pain was not as severe as the pain somewhere in his heart, but he didn't show it, as if he didn't care, so he didn't care. will be sad.

"After I tried it, I found it wasn't suitable, so let's call it a day between us."

Lu Yuan's expression became ugly, "I don't agree."

"What do you mean? Where is it inappropriate?"

Xie Yibai: "It's not suitable, let go."

Lu Yuan was stung by the indifferent expression on Xie Yibai's face. Seeing that Xie Yibai said he would split up, he didn't miss it at all, as if everything before was just an illusion.

It is impossible for Lu Yuan to agree.

Xie Yibai repeated again: "Let go, I'm going back to the hospital."

Finally, a trace of hope rose in Lu Yuan's eyes: "Did my grandpa do something?"

Xie Yibai: "I just want to live a good life with grandpa now, please let him not disturb our life in the future."

really.

When Xie Yibai got into the taxi, the calm and indifferent expression on his face was torn to pieces, and finally he buried his face in his palm.

He deliberately ignored the pain in his heart and didn't think about Lu Yuan's expression just now. Xie Pingqing was right, they are people from two worlds, and without the previous nurturing incident, there would be no intersection between the two of them.

He tidied up his mood, washed his face in the public pool downstairs of the hospital, looked at the red eyes in the mirror, and finally sat on the bench for a while, afraid that Xie Pingqing would be worried, before going to the ward.

Just after the drip was finished, the nurse withdrew the needle and confessed a few words.

Xie Pingqing heard footsteps and looked up at Xie Yibai who entered the door.

Xie Yibai came over: "I'm fine."

Xie Pingqing finally asked: "Are you hungry?"

Xie Yibai shook his head: "Not hungry."

Originally, Xie Pingqing bought a lot of vegetables in the afternoon, and planned to invite Lu Yuan to come to his house for dinner, and told them not to sneak around in the future, he knew it all.

I didn't expect it to be like this now.

Xie Yibai finally ordered a vegetable porridge for Xie Pingqing, but Xie Pingqing didn't have much appetite either.

There were only the two of them in this ward, and no one spoke, it seemed that the room was very quiet.