i thought we were in love

Sometimes Lu Yuan thinks that Xie Yibai is a piece of wood, and if he doesn't know anything, he will make you angry, but most of the time, he will always be touched by his straightforward truth.

Xie Yibai is like this, you say he doesn't understand, sometimes he knows it well, but when you say he knows it well, he really doesn't understand it very well.

But Xie Yibai comforted Lu Yuan's irritable heart for no reason, and calmed down. They had just started not long ago, and they hadn't reached that point yet. He should have confidence in Xie Yibai.

He also needs to have confidence in himself.

The farther you go in the direction of the old house, the less people there are, and then you can no longer see people. They are the only car on the long road. Lu Yuan and Xie Yibai chatted one after another, but Lin Yang never got it. Lu Yuan replied without opening his mouth.

When he was about to arrive, Lu Yuan suddenly asked: "If that idiot hadn't left you for money and resisted together with you, what do you think would happen now?"

Lin Yang was stunned for a moment, recovered quickly, and said seriously: "I'm not afraid of your jokes. In fact, I have imagined this possibility countless times. Finally, I found that there is only one possibility. Even if he resists like me, it won't matter. So, if he resists, the price he bears and pays will be too great. At that time, I really thought it was too simple. Now I don’t blame him. I resisted to the end and suffered a lot. In the end, the result It's still the same, there's no need."

Lu Yuan didn't speak.

Lin Yang: "Brother, your family is even more different from ours. There is no such thing as resistance or non-resistance, and he can't resist at all."

Lu Yuan finally said, "I see."

He remembered what he said in the yard that day: Xie Yibai, if someone wants to stop him in the future, don't give up easily, okay?

Xie Yibai said sorry at the time.

It was Lu Yuan who always thought too simple, Xie Yibai was always very rational, because he knew it.

After the chat, the atmosphere in the car was too depressing, so Lin Yang put down the window to let the wind blow in.

On Lu Yuan's phone page, there was a message just sent by Xie Yibai: I'm going to sleep for a while, I'm a little sleepy, you should also go to bed earlier.

He said hello.

After a while, Lin Yang stopped at the gate of the old house and said, "Here we are."

The old house will always give people the feeling of solemnity and desertedness. It is too big and there are not many servants. Lin Yang doesn't like to come here very much, and he doesn't like to see Lu Zhenxuan. He is still very afraid of the head of the Lu family.

But Lin Yang couldn't figure out whether Lu Yuan was going to leave for a while, so he asked him, "Should I go in with you, or should I go back first?"

Lu Yuan held the doorknob, "You go back, I guess I'm going to stay overnight tonight."

Lin Yang: "OK."

Lu Yuan twisted the car door and said before getting out of the car, "Lin Yang, thank you."

Lin Yang was a little uncomfortable: "Fuck me, why are you thanking me? They are all brothers."

Lu Yuan: "Well, be careful on the road."

Lin Yang stared at Lu Yuan's tall and straight back, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable. Lu Yuan never felt the love of his father and mother since he was a child. Before he could remember anything, his parents passed away. Lin Yang's mother is also Lu Yuan's aunt When I saw Lu Yuan when he was a child, he would secretly wipe away his tears. He felt sorry for the child, missed his sister, and often told Lin Yang that he wanted him to play with his brother.

But Lu Yuan was a bully when he was a child, he didn't care about these things, and he also disliked Lin Yang, who was like a bean sprouts, and didn't like to play with him very much, but Lin Yang still liked this brother very much, he could do everything, and he would never let go In his eyes, he and his elder brother are the most handsome of all, handsome and powerful, he admires him very much.

Now that they are older, they have changed a lot. In his mind, Lu Yuan is not good at everything, and he doesn't pay attention to anything, but he hopes that Lu Yuan will grow up and not be like him.

When Lu Yuan walked into the entrance, the housekeeper greeted him, "Young master."

"Is grandma doing well recently?"

Before the housekeeper could speak, Lu Zhenxuan from the room came out, still in his usual majestic posture, "If I didn't call you, would you know to come back? Have you thought about caring for your grandma?"

Lu Yuan didn't want to quarrel, so he called "Grandpa" as a greeting.

Lu Zhenxuan glanced at him, feeling surprised, but it didn't show on his face, he looked at him calmly.

"Look at what you look like now, what you live after you leave home, this is the life you want, you still have to rely on Lin Yang to spend money, live in such a small house, if you have no money, do you still have to go out to work? Lu Yuan, you really want to piss me off."

Zhao Shiwei heard movement upstairs, and just as she came downstairs, she heard Lu Zhenxuan's voice, complaining to him: "The child just came home, why are you scolding? Xiaoyuan is back, why did you lose weight?"

Lu Yuan called out: "Grandma."

Lu Yuan restrained his temper a little in front of Zhao Shiwei, Zhao Shiwei took him with him since he was a child, and Zhao Shiwei cherished him like an eyeball, and Zhao Shiwei always spoke softly, no matter how naughty Lu Yuan was outside, she said something serious Not to mention, this is also because he spoiled the child too much, which led to Lu Yuan's lawlessness. After consideration, Lu Zhenxuan made the decision to send him to the army to be disciplined by his comrades in arms. For this reason, he and Zhao Shiwei often complained about Lu Zhenxuan.

"Don't listen to your grandpa, what do you want, grandma supports you, why are you so skinny outside?" Zhao Shiwei was about to cry as she said.

Lu Yuan: "I'm not thin."

Zhao Shiwei obviously didn't understand the situation, and began to accuse Lu Zhenxuan: "Doesn't the child just like someone? Our family doesn't need a well-matched family. After suffering so much in the army these years, we finally returned home, and you are so cruel to kick us out. .”

Lu Zhenxuan snorted coldly: "I like a person, I like a man, and for this man, I don't want a grandma like you and a grandpa like me, so I voluntarily left home."

Zhao Shiwei was stunned, and began to be silent, as if she hadn't reacted, and after a while, she began to cry again. Lu Yuan didn't speak, but just wiped her tears.

Xie Yibai slept intermittently this time. Although there was no noise in the carriage, he always slept unsteadily, and there was no familiar body temperature around him, which made him very uncomfortable. Finally, he opened his eyes and turned on his phone.

There is no new message on it, and the chat history is still stuck on a reply from Lu Yuan.

Xie Yibai began to miss Lu Yuan a little bit.

What is Lu Yuan doing now?have you slept?

Xie Yibai saw the time displayed on the phone. It was just after midnight. After thinking for a while, he sent a message to Lu Yuan: Are you asleep?

When Lu Yuan sat downstairs, Zhao Shiwei kept crying at first, and then the old man was tired from crying and began to sigh uncontrollably and started to cry again. In the end, Lu Yuan had no choice but to say that if he continued like this, he would leave now, so he stopped crying. The old man was weak and tired from crying for too long and went back to his room to rest. Then there was Lu Zhenxuan, who was probably interrupted by Zhao Shiwei. He didn't continue to lose his temper. That is to say, if he wanted to, Xie Yibai would not end well. Seeing Yuan's gradually changing eyes, he added that of course he would not do this now.

After all, Lu Zhenxuan didn't want to have a deadlock with Lu Yuan.

"I didn't touch him because I didn't want to. Lu Yuan, what right do you have to talk about liking now? You simply don't have the ability to protect your liking."

"You are so sincere to Xie Yibai, how sincere do you think he is? Also, once his grandfather finds out about you, would he be willing to break his grandfather's heart for you? I can tell you for sure, he won't, You are not that important to him."

Lu Yuan was on the sofa in the downstairs hall, his back was still tall and straight, but he was sitting there motionless, feeling a little lonely. Everyone's words tonight reminded him that his happiness and happiness with Xie Yibai now were just illusions. Once broken, he can't do anything, and now he has no ability at all and can't do anything.

Lu Yuan's cell phone vibrated in his trouser pocket, quickly pulling him from a powerless frustration to reality.

Lu Yuan stared at Xie Yi's white-haired "Are you asleep?" for a long time.

He has no doubts about Xie Yibai's sincerity. He is not an idiot for Xie Yibai's changes now. He sees them all. In the past, Xie Yibai would never take the initiative to send messages to him, nor would he ask him what he was doing. Now Xie Yibai will take the initiative to send messages. He will take the initiative to kiss him, and he will say that he likes him and misses him very bluntly.

Xie Yibai didn't get a reply, thinking that Lu Yuan must have fallen asleep, and just as he was about to close his phone, a message from Lu Yuan came.

[Husband: Why haven't you slept yet? 】

Xie Yibai pursed his lips, just like now, he has doubts in his heart, according to Lu Yuan's character, if he is not asleep, he will definitely keep sending him messages, and he will not turn on his phone like he is now without a single one.

It's just that Xie Yibai is not a character who likes to ask a lot. He likes to keep everything in his heart. If he thinks that way in his heart, he won't ask.

Xie Yibai sent two messages:

--Just woke up.

——Why didn’t you sleep?

Lu Yuan replied: I can't sleep.

Xie Yibai: What's wrong?

Lu Yuan: Miss you, want to see you.

Xie Yibai: I'll be back soon.

Lu Yuan: Well, I'll wait for you to come back.

In the end, Xie Yibai was still worried, wondering if his emotions would be magnified and driven in the dark night, he always felt that Lu Yuan was not very happy, so he asked him: Lu Yuan, what's wrong with you?

Lu Yuan replied after a while: Why do you ask such a question?I'm fine.

Xie Yibai didn't know what to say, so he replied: Okay, then go to bed early.

Lu Yuan: You also sleep for a while.

Xie Yibai couldn't sleep, so he lowered his head and looked up the chat records between the two of them. Although they lived together, he had to go to class during the day, so they didn't stay together all the time. The two of them chatted almost every day. Watching him talk a lot, tell him everything that comes to mind, and the most time I talk is that I miss you.

Xie Yibai asked him before, saying: "Lu Yuan, we haven't seen each other for a while, and you just say you miss me?"

Lu Yuan was very unconvinced: "What do you mean by such a short period of time? Obviously, I haven't seen you for two hours and four ten minutes. If I don't see you for one minute, I miss you very much. Don't say I haven't seen you for 10 minutes."

Xie Yibai laughed at him after hearing this: "Lu Yuan, you are so nasty."

Xie Yibai wondered how many minutes would it take for him and Lu Yuan not to see each other for eight days?In the end he smiled, how could he be brought into this state by Lu Yuan now.

How many minutes is it before him and Lu Yuan?

He felt that after getting along with Lu Yuan for a long time, he also felt disgusted by Lu Yuan, because he also missed Lu Yuan very much.

Lu Yuan was thinking about his future with Xie Yibai, and after a while he received a WeChat message from Xie Yibai.

[Wife: Lu Yuan, we've been separated for 320 minutes, and I miss you very much too. 】