Same Bed Different Dreams

Although Zhou Jingci has lived in Beijing for so many years, most of his time is spent on Wei Xiao and e-buy. He doesn't have many close friends. When he leaves home, he doesn't even have a place to stay.

He didn't bring any luggage, he was alone, and he had nowhere to go, so he had to find a hotel to stay first.

In the more than 7000 days and nights that Zhou Jingci and Wei Xiao have been together, he never thought of leaving any retreat for himself. Life is like a play, and so long passed in a blink of an eye, and they actually separated.

In the evening, Wei Xiao called him many times, some of which he missed, missed, and some of which he picked up, but Wei Xiao on the other end of the phone only asked him when he would go home or what he wanted to eat.

It's like Zhou Jingci just went on a business trip, but they never separated.

Zhou Jingci was stunned for a while, and his heart suddenly softened a little. He said softly, "Wei Xiao, I'm not going back. You have to eat well by yourself, and be careful of stomach problems."

Wei Xiao seemed not to understand the meaning of his words, "Jing Ci, go home early, I'll wait for you."

Zhou Jingci heaved a long sigh, his voice was very soft, but with a rare refusal, "I won't go back", and immediately, he turned off the phone.

That night, Wei Xiao sat at the dining table and waited for Zhou Jingci all night. He didn't even touch the dishes on the table in front of him.

Zhou Jingci didn't fall asleep either. He lay tossing and turning on the big bed in the hotel, feeling as if a huge rock had been crushed in his heart, making him almost out of breath.

I'm used to Wei Xiao's breath and snoring, used to his warm embrace, now the tide of loneliness envelops him, Zhou Jingci can't sleep alone.

When they first got together, they were only fifteen or sixteen years old. For so many years, Zhou Jingci didn't even think about how to lead his life, how to live his own life. He and Wei Xiao have always been tied together Yes, in his mind, it was only them.

So from childhood to adulthood, all he has been thinking about is how their lives will go and how they will live their lives.

He was already 36 years old, and after leaving Wei Xiao, Zhou Jingci realized that he was such a failure and had nothing.

Zhou Jingci used to never think that there would be a day when he and Wei Xiao would be separated in such a relationship, and it was himself who proposed the separation.

Many years ago, when the matter between Zhou Jingci and Wei Xiao was first known to Zhou Ming and Li Lan, Li Lan had told him that people like Wei Xiao were unreliable.Wei Xiao has a hot temper and a poisonous temper. He is not afraid of the sky and the earth. Now that he is poor, he treats you wholeheartedly.

Li Lan also said that even if a man and a woman fall in love, no normal family is willing to give their children to such a man.What's more, both of them are men.

Zhou Jingci still remembers how he refuted his mother at the beginning. He said that he loves Wei Xiao, as long as Wei Xiao is willing to be with him for a day, he is willing to stay with Wei Xiao for a day.If Wei Xiao doesn't love him someday, then he has no complaints.

But after so many years, it was Zhou Jingci himself who finally said to leave.

Too many things happened in the past two days, Zhou Jingci was lying on the bed dizzy, and even his thoughts were fuzzy.

He thought about many things, some when they were in school, and some after starting a business together. He kept his eyes open for most of the night, and it was not until Dongfang Tubai that he gradually fell asleep.

After waking up in the morning, Zhou Jingci turned on his phone, and he was overwhelmed by countless calls and messages, all of which belonged to Wei Xiao.

He didn't reply and didn't want to reply.He knew that both he and Wei Xiao needed some time to accept and adapt.

Even though this process is painful and difficult, it is something they have to face.

Zhou Jingci owns a house near Tesco. In the past, when he was too busy, he didn't have time to go home, so he occasionally went there with Wei Xiao to lie down and take a shower.

However, Wu Yi later lived in this house.As a result, Zhou Jingci naturally refused to go there again, so he put it up for sale at a low price.

The house is not big, and the location is good. In the afternoon, the real estate agent contacted Zhou Jingci and said that there was a young couple who wanted to buy a wedding house.

Both the buyer and the seller were satisfied with the price, and both were eager to make a deal. It didn't take long for Zhou Jingci's old house to be sold.

In the past few days since we parted, Wei Xiao has been calling and texting him intermittently all day long. At the beginning, it was nothing more than telling him to stop making trouble and go home quickly. In the end, it turned into asking him where he was. , Do you want to pick him up?

Slowly, looking at the empty home, feeling the bone-chilling cold bed, the calls that never got through and the messages that never received a reply, Wei Xiao finally realized that he had really lost Zhou Jingci.

He wasn't joking, nor was he just being angry for a while, he really wanted to say goodbye to himself.

This thought made Wei Xiao very frustrated and angry.

In the past few days, he couldn't sleep, and he couldn't continue to work. It took a long time to think about things that were obviously very simple.

During the day, he stared at the contract for a long time. He knew every word, but he couldn't understand anything.

The secretary and assistant also sensed that something was wrong with him, and carefully reminded, "Mr. Wei, go home and rest."

Wei Xiao went to the bathroom to wash his face, only to realize that his eyes were terribly scarlet.

After walking out of the company, Wei Xiao suddenly remembered that Zhou Jingci still had a house near the company, so he hurriedly drove to that community.

Wei Xiao rushed to the door with all the anger in his body, "Kang Bang Bang" slammed on the door, "Jing Ci! Jing Ci, come out, I know you are here!"

Wei Xiao knew that Zhou Jingci didn't have many friends, and he had nowhere to go.

He slammed on the door tenaciously until the ground was red with his fists, until the neighbor aunt who was opposite opened a gap and looked at him like a fool through the gap, until the property manager patted him on the shoulder and said to him, "Sir, who are you looking for?"

Wei Xiao suppressed his anger, "I'm looking for the owner, Zhou Jingci."

The property owner checked the records and said helplessly, "The owner of this house just changed a few days ago, and the registered owner is Ms. Wang."

Wei Xiao seemed not to hear clearly, he frowned and asked, "What did you say?"

The property owner said again, "The Mr. Zhou you are looking for is no longer the owner of this house. Please don't interfere with the normal life of the residents in our community. Please." Then, the property owner stretched out his hand to him, to He left quickly.

Wei Xiao clenched his fists, with a sullen face, and left without saying a word.

After returning home, Wei Xiao was like a lion with nowhere to vent, ferocious and crazy, he circled around the room, calling Zhou Jingci's phone number over and over again, he really wanted to see Zhou Jingci , he really wanted to hear Zhou Jingci's voice.

This idea has overshadowed reason.

He slammed on the door next door, "Wei Zhao, Wei Zhao, come out!"

Wei Zhaojin walked across the yard with his slippers on, and was startled when he saw his brother, "What's wrong with you?"

Wei Xiao snatched the phone from Wei Zhao's hand and dialed it to Zhou Jingci.

The phone rang a few times before being picked up. The voice on the other side was gentle and gentle, as if nothing had happened, "Zhao Zhao, what's the matter so late?"

Wei Xiao said loudly, "Jing Ci, what on earth do you want from me! Why are you doing this to me!" As he spoke, he knocked over the flowerpot that Wei Zhao placed on the fence with one hand.

He is so angry.He loves Zhou Jingci so much, but how did Zhou Jingci treat him?How could he leave as soon as he said, and divide as soon as he said?

Wei Xiao was trembling all over, even his voice was the same, but his aura was unrelenting, as if it was only natural for them to be together, "Jing Ci, you come back, I don't blame you, come back soon!"

The other side was silent for a long time, finally sighed, and said, "Don't be like this." After finishing speaking, he hung up the phone.

Called again, it was turned off.

Wei Zhao looked at the flower pot he had broken on the ground in confusion, and looked at his own brother in surprise, very puzzled, "Why are you destroying it! Also, why are you being so fierce to my brother? Did you quarrel? "

Wei Xiao's temples twitched, and veins protruded from under the skin. He shouted, "No! We didn't quarrel."

When Wei Zhao was yelled at by him, his whole body was frightened. She also became angry, snatched her mobile phone, and closed the door with a "bang", "You are insane."

No one knew Zhou Jingci's whereabouts, he completely disappeared into Wei Xiao's world as if he had evaporated from the world.

Wei Xiao was out of breath, and the raging anger was burning in his chest. He had never hated his fate like this for a moment, not when he was hanged up by his father and beat him violently, not when his mother left him, not when he fell Not when he was on the cliff, not when he was smashed in the head by a vicious and cunning beast, but luckily, fate made him lose Zhou Jingci.

He really hates it.

He wanted to pull down the ruthless hands of fate and smash them to pieces. He wanted to question the power that controlled everything in the dark, why, why did he tease him like this.

He hated Wu Yi, hated Wu Yi's selfishness, his intrusion, and his lack of human heart.He also hated himself, hated that he couldn't trust Zhou Jingci more, have more patience, and care more.

So much hate, so much resentment, but all the anger has nowhere to vent.

He definitely can't go to Wu Yi again, let alone find out fate and make him responsible, he can only blame himself.

In a rage, Wei Xiao shattered all the glasses on the coffee table, but in an instant, he panicked again, afraid that Zhou Jingci would be angry when he saw the mess all over the floor.

The bitterness in Wei Xiao's heart came to the tip of his nose, and he silently cleaned all the broken glass on the floor.

After returning to the bedroom, Wei Xiao beat the wall vigorously until his hands were covered with blood.

He exhausted all his strength, fell on the bed, closed his eyes, his mind was full of Zhou Jingci.

Wei Xiao whimpered a few times, pulled Zhou Jingci's white cotton pajamas out of the laundry basket, and covered his face.

He took a deep breath of Zhou Jingci's smell, infatuated and painful.