Same Bed Different Dreams

When Wei Xiao woke up, it was almost noon.

As soon as he opened his eyes, he started to look for Zhou Jingci, ran to the living room without looking at anyone, only to see Zhou Jingci sitting on the sofa with his head down, his whole body covered in depression.

Wei Xiao quickly walked over, squatted in front of Zhou Jingci, showed great patience, rubbed the back of Zhou Jingci's hand, and asked softly, "Did you take any medicine today? Are you feeling unwell?"

Zhou Jingci wanted to shake Wei Xiao's hands away, but Wei Xiao held them in a pair of big hands, so he stopped struggling and said calmly, "It's not because of depression."

Wei Xiao frowned, and he stroked Zhou Jingci's back, "Is it because I didn't do well, so I'm angry?"

Zhou Jingci didn't take his hand away again, and said slowly, "I used to feel that I was so uncomfortable only because I was sick." As he spoke, Zhou Jingci smiled, "But today I found out that even if there is no depression, Even though I am in good health now, I still feel very uncomfortable, and I still can't control my cranky thoughts."

The boredom in Wei Xiao's heart disappeared immediately.

This is the person he has loved for 20 years, how could he let Zhou Jingci be sad.Sitting on the sofa, Wei Xiao wanted to hold Zhou Jingci in his arms, but Zhou Jingci avoided the embrace silently.

Wei Xiao looked at Zhou Jingci and said seriously, "Don't be angry, okay? I was really tired just now. I drove the night train for several hours...that's why I ignored your feelings."

Wei Xiao scratched his head and said carefully, "What do you want to ask, can I tell you now?"

Zhou Jingci shook his head.

He thought, this is not Wei Xiao's problem at all, it is clearly his own problem.

It's because he has completely lost control in this relationship, and he can't show any more reason. It's because he is addicted to self-pity and loses his basic judgment, and it is because he is hysterical and unreasonable.

Zhou Jingci didn't know that Wei Xiao went to Wu Yi's house this time to repay Grandpa Wu for saving his life, and to make a complete break with Wu Yi.What's more, there is still that expensive Lexus and that sinister and vicious villain to deal with.Wei Xiao had to go back.

Obviously it was something that had to be done, obviously Wei Xiao brought a lawyer and a driver along to avoid suspicion, obviously he had agreed to it, obviously he shouldn't be so uncomfortable.

Even if Wu Yi sent the video of his love with Wei Xiao back then, Zhou Jingci should understand that what Wei Xiao did at that time was only because of amnesia.

But Zhou Jingci really couldn't stand it.

He can no longer trust Wei Xiao wholeheartedly like he used to, believe in Wei Xiao's feelings for him, and believe in Wei Xiao's loyalty to him.

Wei Xiao is still his only one, but he is no longer Wei Xiao's only one, no matter how hard he tries, Wei Xiao can't completely forget this person.

Every time this thought came up, Zhou Jingci would feel a sense of powerless despair.There was nothing he could do, nothing he did was of any use.

What's more, removing the 20-year relationship between them, the belittling and disgust revealed by those true feelings are probably the deepest thoughts in Wei Xiao's heart.

It is true that they have feelings for each other, but is he really the person Wei Xiao wants most?

During the few hours when Wei Xiao was resting, Zhou Jingci thought too much, but what he thought about the most was not this relationship. His soul repeatedly shouted a sentence, you were clearly not Such a person.

He used to be so confident in himself, and it was the same with Wei Xiao.

In the past, even if Wei Xiao went out to socialize, even if he was eating and drinking with Fang Yu and the others, he knew that Wei Xiao would never betray the relationship between them.

He used to be such a gentle and peaceful person, even if Wei Xiao got angry at others, he could always calm Wei Xiao's emotions.

But now?He himself became the hoarse man.

Everything has changed.

The relationship between them was already dirty and rotten, no matter how much they pretended to be vice-haiyan and heqing, the spoiled love would never return to its original purity.

It's like growing a tumor, if you don't cut it off, there is only a dead end.

Zhou Jingci couldn't treat Wei Xiao like before, and Wei Xiao couldn't tolerate him forever.

Wei Xiao has never been a good-tempered person, even if he puts on such a low profile now, it is only because of guilt in his heart.It is impossible for him to bow his head to himself for the rest of his life.Zhou Jingci knew this well.

He couldn't trust Wei Xiao, and he would only get more and more hysterical in the long run, just like this morning, obviously Wei Xiao just didn't want him to see the scars on his body, obviously he was just afraid that he was worried, but it turned into such a ridiculous farce .

And how long can Wei Xiao endure?

The distance between them will only get farther and farther until the 20 years of kindness are exhausted.

Zhou Jingci knew that Wei Xiao couldn't be blamed for all of this, and Wei Xiao didn't want to do this either. Why didn't he care about this relationship?Wei Xiao clearly regarded him as one of the only remaining relatives in this world, and Wei Xiao didn't want to hurt him.

But he couldn't trust this man anymore.

He could no longer look at their feelings calmly.

They are no longer equal.

They can't go back.

Since the relationship can't go back, and since the love has become a tumor that has to be cut off, then let him be that decent self again.

He doesn't want to be in such a mess anymore, he wants to be decent and simple, when they are still in love.

He didn't want to tinker anymore, instead of waiting until everything was unrecognizable, rather than waiting until each other became hateful, it was better to let it go.

Let go of Wei Xiao, let go of yourself, let go of this precious feeling.

There is no one in this world who is inseparable from anyone.

Zhou Jingci has experienced life and death, and now he just wants to live peacefully.

Seeing Zhou Jingci's silence, Wei Xiao couldn't help panicking, and quickly hugged him tightly, "Jingci, I really broke up with him, and we won't have anything to do with him in the future—"

Zhou Jingci shook his head again, "No, it's not because of him."

A confused expression appeared on Wei Xiao's face. Before he could say anything, Zhou Jingci said, "It's not because of him, nor because of you, but because of myself."

Zhou Jingci didn't want to work hard for this relationship any more, and he didn't want to be cautious and careful every step of the way in order to keep the beauty of the past, he was too tired.

This time, he only wanted it because of himself.

Just let the flash of the past be frozen in last night forever, he will not have to worry about this beauty that will eventually pass away, he only needs to remember that bright brilliance that once shone brightly in this world.

Zhou Jingci looked at Wei Xiao's face and said calmly, "Let's break up."