Same Bed Different Dreams

In the early morning of the next day, Wei Xiao bought buns from outside and called Zhou Jingci at about eight o'clock.

Zhou Jingci blinked, stared at Wei Xiao's face for a while, then leaned back on the bed in the next second, and closed his eyes.

Wei Xiao scratched his head.He knew that Zhou Jingci was injured, and his mood was always low because of himself, but Zhou Jingci really slept too much these days.

He squatted beside the bed, touched Zhou Jingci's forehead, and advised, "Eat a little, and go to bed after eating."

Zhou Jingci ignored him.

Wei Xiao patted him on the shoulder lightly again, "Get up and eat something, you haven't eaten properly in the past two days."

Zhou Jingci was drowsy, and felt that Wei Xiao was very noisy, and wanted to tell him to be quiet, but he was really too lazy to talk.

Wei Xiao stared at his face for a while, stretched out his hand and dragged him up from the bed, took him into his arms, and insisted, "Get up and eat, move around."

Zhou Jingci frowned, feeling irritable, he turned his face and said reluctantly, "No."

Wei Xiao refused, and lifted his quilt, saying that he was going to take him under the bed.

Zhou Jingci's heart shrank, his back tightened, he opened his eyes, his voice was full of impatience, "I said I don't want to eat!"

As soon as the words fell to the ground, both of them were taken aback.

Zhou Jingci has always had a good temper, and he has almost never lost his temper with Wei Xiao for so many years. Even if he was angry, he just sat there alone, ignoring others with a calm face.

It was the first time to yell at Wei Xiao directly like this.

Wei Xiao's lips trembled twice. He knew that he owed Zhou Jingci a lot, so he was even more cautious at this time, lest his sensitive nerves be touched, "Okay ... okay, Jingci, don't be angry, you rest first, I will I'll call you back later."

After Wei Xiao went out, Zhou Jingci fell on the bed, but his sleepiness was gone. The bruise on his arm rubbed against the bed, burning with pain, but he couldn't even turn over.

Closing his eyes, his mind was filled with the words he yelled at Wei Xiao just now.

A string of tears suddenly trickled down the corner of his eyes.

He didn't know why his emotions suddenly lost control just for a moment. This feeling was very powerless and he couldn't grasp the clue.It wasn't until everything happened that regret and self-blame flooded his chest like a tidal wave.

He himself couldn't figure out what was going on.

It seems that the emotion has suddenly lost the switch, and it only takes a small movement to exceed the threshold of control.

He struggled to get up, brushed his teeth and washed his face indiscriminately, walked downstairs slowly with his slippers on, and saw Wei Xiao sitting at the dining table.

Zhou Jingci walked over with his head down, his eyes and nose were red.

While holding his hand, Wei Xiao scratched Zhou Jingci's nose with the other hand, and said in a gentle voice, "I was so angry at me early in the morning, I actually started crying."

Zhou Jingci bit his lower lip, obviously he had a lot to say in his heart, but when the words came to his lips, he felt that it was meaningless to say them.

Wei Xiao took his hand and asked him to sit down, broke the bun into two halves, put half in Zhou Jingci's hand, and held the other half by himself, "At least eat something, half for each person."

Wei Xiao's way of coaxing the child was a bit ridiculous, Zhou Jingci felt that he should smile, so he slightly hooked the corner of his mouth, and took a small bite of a bun as he wanted.

Obviously he likes it all the time, but Zhou Jingci couldn't taste it, he just chewed it mechanically, and at the end, his throat felt nauseated.

He suppressed his urge to vomit and finished eating the steamed stuffed bun, but Wei Xiao handed him another bowl of porridge.

"Come, have some porridge."

Zhou Jingci took the porridge, stirred it twice with a spoon, and then slowly put it into his mouth.

Wei Xiao's eyes lingered on him, as if he wanted to supervise him to finish his food before giving up. This thought made Zhou Jingci's back tense and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.

He thought, he really doesn't want to eat, why must he be forced.Anyway, after finishing the meal, Wei Xiao frowned and cleaned up the dishes. He stared at Zhou Jingci for a long time before walking into the kitchen. In a word, it is him.

It was he who caused Zhou Jingci to worry too much, and it was he who made Zhou Jingci forget about food and drink.

After clearing away the dishes, Wei Xiao found that Zhou Jingci was still sitting at the dining table, his eyes were empty and his body was bent, as if his spirit had been completely sucked away.

Wei Xiao was full of pity.Today he wanted to go to the company for a tour, but seeing Zhou Jingci like this, how could he be at ease.

He squatted in front of Zhou Jingci, and said softly, "Baby,? Shall I take you out for a walk?"

Zhou Jingci seemed to have not heard Wei Xiao's words at all, his eyes still couldn't come together, and it took about tens of seconds before he noticed Wei Xiao in front of him, with a blank face, "You just talked to me Is it gone?"

Wei Xiao looked a little embarrassed. He scratched his hair, smiled, and said, "I'll take you out for a walk to relax."

Zhou Jingci lowered his head, revealing a slender neck. He was silent for a moment and said, "I don't want to go. You can go by yourself."

Wei Xiao was patient and persuasive, "Where do you want to go? A museum? A gallery? I will accompany you wherever you go."

Zhou Jingci was stunned for a few seconds, and after a while, he showed a self-deprecating smile. He suppressed his voice, "What's the point? You don't like to accompany me to visit these places."

Wei Xiao tried to lower his posture, stared into Zhou Jingci's eyes, and said seriously, "I don't like museums, galleries, or art exhibitions, but I like being with you."

Zhou Jingci looked at the sincerity and affection in Wei Xiao's eyes, but felt physically and mentally exhausted. He turned his head slightly, and after a while, he said slowly, "It's not interesting. Let's not go."

What's the point?

Wei Xiao didn't like the things he used to do with him at all, and he didn't like the furniture and decorations he bought with all his heart.

Those "all good" are nothing but perfunctory expressions of goodwill in the relationship.

Seeing Zhou Jingci's expression of being unable to lift his spirits, Wei Xiao felt as if a big rock was stuck in his heart, and he would rather Zhou Jingci beat him up and scold him.

He didn't dare to ask what happened to Zhou Jingci, but he knew better than anyone else.

Zhou Jingci's gloom and sadness are all due to his indifference, cruelty, rudeness and dullness.

All this is from myself.

They didn't go out after all.

After eating at noon, the two of them sat on the sofa and watched a movie together. Before the plot was halfway through, Zhou Jingci narrowed his eyes sleepily.

Wei Xiao threw his heart full on him, looking at his sleeping face, his heart felt sore for a long time.

He picked up his lover from the sofa and hugged him to the bed, and then he lay beside Zhou Jingci, wrapping his arms around his shoulders.

Zhou Jingci fell asleep until evening, and when he opened his eyes, it was already pitch black outside the window, and the dim light from the street lamps scattered into the room carelessly.

Wei Xiao asked him to get up to eat, Zhou Jingci only took a few mouthfuls, and his stomach started to turn sour, wasting the dinner that Wei Xiao had worked so hard to make.

Zhou Jingci frowned and pushed the bowl and chopsticks away.

Wei Xiao carefully looked at his face, "Don't you like it? It's what you usually like."

Zhou Jingci lowered his head, "It's too troublesome."

Cooking is troublesome, and eating is also troublesome.

"Don't do it, didn't you say you don't like to do it."

He didn't want to eat anyway, so why bother forcing each other.

Wei Xiao's temples throbbed.

He took Zhou Jingci's hand, "Baby, I like to make delicious food for you, and I also like to watch you eat, you know that."

Zhou Jingci listened to Wei Xiao's words and reacted for a few seconds, then he turned his head and smiled suddenly, but his eyes were full of disappointment, "Do you only like to do it for me alone?"

The expression on Wei Xiao's face froze in an instant, he withdrew his hand in embarrassment, looked at Zhou Jingci helplessly, and was thinking about how to reply, but heard Zhou Jingci say, "It's my fault. "

"I can't mention him, can I?"