Same Bed Different Dreams

Zhou Jingci's eyes were empty. He smiled suddenly and said, "I really hate you. I hate you so much that I don't want to live in this world. One more day is torture."

"I really want to die in front of you, even if I turn into a pool of bloody mud."

"If you think of the past because of this, then I will make you regret it forever."

"If you can't remember, it will make you feel guilty for the rest of your life and have nightmares for the rest of your life, which is not bad."

Zhou Jingci is not as unrestrained as Wei Xiao, he has always been calm and calm, but he has given up almost all his impulses when dealing with this feeling that has run through more than half of his life.

It was the same when he broke away from the rules of society when he was a teenager and was with Wei Xiao who had nothing. It was the same when he gave up his Ph.D. and joined e-buy when he graduated, and it is even more so now that he is middle-aged.

There is no compromise in Zhou Jingci's love.

Hearing this, Wei Xiao trembled all over. He hugged Zhou Jingci tightly in his arms, barely resisting the pain from the tip of his heart. He gently stroked Zhou Jingci's hair, "Baby, you don't want to hate me." If you should seek death, why don’t you punish me well while you’re alive?”

Anyway, no matter how Zhou Jingci wanted to punish him, he would have to be slaughtered.

But Zhou Jingci just shook his head, with a thick soreness stuck in his throat, he couldn't say anything.

Wei Xiao still looked deeply at Zhou Jingci, and said softly, "It's okay, baby, it's okay to hate me. I love you is enough."

Zhou Jingci withdrew from Wei Xiao's embrace for a while, and looked at Wei Xiao so firmly, as if he wanted to see him through. After a long pause, he asked softly, "What about you? Do you hate me?"

Wei Xiao was stunned, and after a few seconds, he grabbed Zhou Jingci's hand, put it to his mouth, sucked, and said, "I don't hate it."

Zhou Jingci frowned, lowered his head, and after a while, changed his words, "Have you ever hated me?"

Wei Xiao stood up, bent down, hugged Zhou Jingci to his chest, kissed his hair, patted his back, and said softly, "I never hated. Jingci, I love you .”

"Even...even if you were on the board of directors that day..." Wei Xiao paused, and chose a word that would not irritate Zhou Jingci, "I'm angry, even if you were angry at me like that...I never thought I want to leave you."

"Jing Ci, you know, even if I'm angry with you, I'm not willing to be angry with you for too long..."

"Honey, get well soon, okay? I'm willing to give you anything, and I'm willing to do anything for you."

For Wei Xiao, Zhou Jingci is the most important thing in the world, more important than his career and ambition, and more important than his own life.

He wants Zhou Jingci to be healthy and happy, and wants to give Zhou Jingci happiness.He is willing to trade his health for Zhou Jingci's longevity, and his happiness for Zhou Jingci's peace and happiness.

It's too late to love, so how can you hate?

Zhou Jingci threw himself into Wei Xiao's arms, his tears streaming down, his shoulders trembling unnaturally, suppressing his heavy panting, desperately trying not to make a sound.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Wei Xiao held him in his arms, "Don't cry, baby, don't cry. I love you...I love you."

Zhou Jingci's tears wet Wei Xiao's clothes, he was out of breath from crying, severe and sharp pain spread from his heart, radiated to every muscle in his body, even his fingertips and toes screamed With stinging pain.

Wei Xiao hugged him, his eye circles were also red, he stroked Zhou Jingci's back up and down, his lips were trembling, and he kept saying, "Don't cry Jingci, my heart hurts... I really feel bad."

Wei Xiao kept kissing his forehead, as if only the kisses and touches of his lover could soothe his biting sadness and despair.

When Zhou Jingci gradually pulled away from the despair, he stopped his tears a little bit, and asked again with a sob, "Why didn't you love me all of a sudden? Why didn't you love me after you lost your memory?" Zhou Jing Ci grabbed his pajamas hard, stubbornly opened his eyes wide, and stared at Wei Xiao.

Wei Xiao rubbed Zhou Jingci's hair, "There is no one who doesn't love you, baby, baby, don't cry, I love you, I would rather... I would rather fall to my death under a cliff than hurt you, let alone you. short-sighted..."

In Wei Xiao's conduct, self-sacrifice and self-sacrifice are rare, except for the two remaining relatives in this world, he can throw everything away.

In the past few days, Wei Xiao didn't even dare to think about what he did to Zhou Jingci during the period of amnesia. He couldn't bear to think about the humiliation that came out of his mouth, and he didn't dare to recall his cruelty.

This is the person he has nurtured with his heart for 20 years. He has devoted half his life and exhausted all his emotions. He is Zhou Jingci's lover, not just a lover. The bond between them is more than just love. .

They are best friends, closest family members, comrades-in-arms who have fought side by side for more than 20 years, and the other half who have gone through poverty and bleakness together while seeing the prosperity of the world.

If the past between them was thrown away, Wei Xiao's first half of his life would be nothing but darkness.

With Zhou Jingci present, Wei Xiao is complete.

If Zhou Jingci was gone, Wei Xiao would be just a walking dead.

Wei Xiao was born as a cruel and selfish wolf, walking in the jungle where the jungle was preyed upon by the jungle, he had to fight, fight, fight and howl, it was love that domesticated him into a loyal dog.

He is willing.

But he didn't dare to think about it anymore, couldn't bear to think about it, couldn't bear to think about it, those injuries had actually happened, those ugly faces, dirty thoughts, were all exposed in front of Zhou Jingci, those harsh words, brutal violations, Inch by inch is the person he loves the most?

So how ridiculous and selfish is this kind of daring, intolerance, and unbearable?

Wei Xiao comforted Zhou Jingci in a low voice, and patted him on the back until Zhou Jingci gradually became quiet in his arms, until his breathing became long and regular, until he fell asleep on his shoulder .

Wei Xiao put Zhou Jingci's head on the pillow, posed him in a comfortable position, and then gently covered him with the quilt.

He took a wet towel, wiped the tears on Zhou Jingci's face carefully, and kissed his sweetheart's forehead and nose from time to time.

He didn't dare to leave, for fear that Zhou Jingci would be unhappy if he couldn't see him, so he turned off the light, sat on the ground, and watched Zhou Jingci's face carefully under the moonlight outside the window.

It's ridiculous to say that he had been staying by Zhou Jingci's side these days, but after recovering his memory, Wei Xiao felt that his soul missed Zhou Jingci so much.

It's as if every cell in the body is expressing sincere feelings.

He knew that Zhou Jingci could not do without him, just as he could not do without Zhou Jingci.

Their lives were firmly tied together more than [-] years ago, and their separation by force was to kill them.

Love is a shackle, it locked the devil in Wei Xiao's body, locked his rudeness, selfishness and cruelty, he put away all the sharp edges and corners, took out only the softest and most fragile heart, and put it in Zhou Jingci hands.

He watered Zhou Jingci, and Zhou Jingci domesticated him.