Same Bed Different Dreams

Zhou Jingci often dreams of that noon.

The river of time failed to fade the story of that day, but cast a thick filter on every inch of the scene at that time.

Every action of cherishing, every tense expression, will last forever in the filter called life and death.

At that time, Wei Xiao was only in his first year of high school, and he had just vaguely understood his feelings for Zhou Jingci, so he wasn't too scared, he just felt that he wasn't good enough.

He considers himself a rotten person, struggling in the mud, "carrying his family and children", how can he have the right to say he likes someone like Zhou Jingci?

What's more, it is still unacceptable for the world.

Wei Xiao thought about hiding this love in his heart, but every time he saw Zhou Jingci, he no longer had any rationality in his heart, only how to please and please Zhou Jingci.

Gradually, he could only choose to alienate his only friend.

At noon, Wei Xiao always said that he was very tired, so he ate his lunch in silence.

In the evening, he shied away from going back to look at the store in a hurry, instead of going to the door of Zhou Jingci's classroom to wait for him to go home together.

At first, Zhou Jingci always went to Wei Xiao's shop alone at night, even if he was exhausted after a day of class, he still wanted to talk to Wei Xiao for a while.

Zhou Jingci's personality is indifferent and slow, only in front of Wei Xiao, he looks like a 15-year-old child.

Zhou Jingci knew Wei Xiao very well, and sometimes seeing Wei Xiao ignore him, he was not angry, but felt sorry for Wei Xiao's hard work and study every day.

After all, it is a young man's heart, whenever Wei Xiao is silent or pushes him to go out, he will always grab Wei Xiao's arm, ask "why don't you talk" for a while, and call Wei Xiao "brother, brother" for a while. Xiao.

Whenever Wei Xiao heard Zhou Jingci calling him brother, he could feel the kitten's paw scratching his heart.He couldn't help being shaken, and let himself do even more extreme things.

Day after day, there is no progress.

That night, Zhou Jingci still ran to Wei Xiao's shop with his schoolbag on his back, pulled Wei Xiao's sleeve and told him some unnutritious gossip. Wei Xiao was itchy, but he made up his mind, Zhou Jing The life of resignation should not be involved with oneself.

He stared straight at Zhou Jingci's handsome face, barely able to suppress the surging love in his heart, with a sullen face, he broke Zhou Jingci's hand from his arm, and said in a low voice, "I'm very tired." Alright, don't bother me."

Zhou Jingci didn't know what to do, he was introverted, he didn't even have many acquaintances on weekdays, and the remaining enthusiasm was all used on Wei Xiao.

Wei Xiao's words extinguished the little flame in his heart, but he still fantasized that Wei Xiao was just playing around with him, joking.

He lowered his head and sat beside Wei Xiao, although he was embarrassed, he refused to leave.

Wei Xiao made up his mind and finally hardened his heart. He frowned and said, "You are so annoying, let's go."

Zhou Jingci was startled, and after a few seconds, he raised his head, his eyes were a little confused, his mouth opened and closed, but he couldn't speak.

Wei Xiao treated him very well since he was a child, and since he got to know him well, he never said a serious word to him.At this moment, when he first heard Wei Xiao's cold words, Zhou Jingci felt embarrassed and ashamed.

His face turned red quickly, and even his ears were red and purple.

Wei Xiao pulled him up from the chair and shouted loudly, "Go, go home."

Zhou Jingci was in a daze, just staring at Wei Xiao's face, neither speaking nor moving.

Wei Xiao took a deep breath, pulled Zhou Jingci and pushed away.

Wei Xiao had great strength, and at this moment he made up his mind to alienate him.Zhou Jingci's arm was painfully pinched by him, and he shouted at Wei Xiao, "Brother! What are you doing!"

Wei Xiao was taken aback, and quickly let go of his grip on Zhou Jingci's arm. He cleared his throat and said, "Don't call me brother."

It's obviously two words that couldn't be simpler, each sound fell on Wei Xiao's heart like a love song.He can't take it.

After saying this, both of them were silent for a few moments.

Wei Xiao no longer forced Zhou Jingci to leave, and Zhou Jingci no longer insisted.

Zhou Jingci sniffed, and when he spoke again, he was unusually calm and calm, "Okay, I'm going home." After speaking, he left without looking back.

After Zhou Jing resigned and left, Wei Xiao felt sore in his heart instead.

Obviously this is what he wanted.

Obviously this is what he wanted.

Obviously he pushed Zhou Jingci away by himself.

That night, Wei Xiao sat upright in the store all night.

What floated and sank in his mind was just the bits and pieces of Zhou Jingci in the past few years, but when he thought about it seriously, he couldn't grasp any clues, leaving only a bitterness overflowing from his heart.

After that night, Zhou Jingci never came to him again.

Soon, J University built a new campus, and Zhou Jingci moved into a more spacious and bright new home, and the relationship between the two became less and less.

One of them lives on the east side of the school, the other lives on the west side of the school, one spends all day in the sea of ​​books, and the other works and studies at both ends. They are not people from the same world. He studied in different schools, but it was hard to see each other again.

Wei Xiao became more and more panicked.

But obviously he was the one who left first.

He knew that he was completely different from Zhou Jingci, even Xiao thought he was unworthy, but he was really afraid that he would never have anything to do with Zhou Jingci again, and that he would get lost at a crossroads.

He thought, just to be friends, to be brothers, to be elder brothers, just to watch Zhou Jingci from afar, watch him get admitted to university, watch him get married and start a career.

Anyway, it was better than never seeing him again.

Wei Xiao finally plucked up his courage, and waited at the door of Zhou Jingci's classroom before evening self-study.

Zhou Jingci saw Wei Xiao as soon as he walked out of the classroom, but he didn't respond. He just walked up to him frowning and asked, "What's the matter?"

Wei Xiao paused for a few seconds, he never thought that one day he and Zhou Jingci would come to the point where they needed to ask "what's the matter".

Seeing that he didn't speak, Zhou Jingci didn't react at all, and walked outside the school side by side with him.

Along the way, they didn't speak, and kept a distance of [-] centimeters, neither close nor far.

At the fork in the road, Zhou Jingci said to him flatly, "I've moved, so let's go first."

Wei Xiao lowered his head, rolled his throat a few times, and said, "I'm sorry. I spoke too badly that day."

Zhou Jingci smiled, and his voice was soft, "What are you talking about? We are all friends. You don't need to say sorry to me. I didn't take it to heart at all."

After Zhou Jingci turned around, Wei Xiao suddenly realized that they had really become estranged in the past few months.

Zhou Jingci had never said such things to himself before.

Love once sprouted between them, so even if the wild fire burned, they would never be friends again.

After realizing this, Wei Xiao drank beer all night in the store, and finally, he hugged the empty wine bottle and poured it on the cement floor.

His world really became pitch black.

Without Zhou Jingci's shackles, Wei Xiao became more and more like a street gangster.

He got into the eyes of money, used to ride a motorcycle, and often came late at noon.

At noon that day, just after the midterm exam, Zhou Jingci was about to go to the greasy and dirty restaurant opposite the school for dinner with a few classmates, but happened to see Wei Xiao driving a motorcycle to school.

Wei Xiao was followed by a few social youths with afro hair.He obviously didn't see Zhou Jingci, and only chatted loudly with his friends and friends at the side.

Every swear word, every joke is a language that Zhou Jingci cannot understand.

This is Wei Xiao with another face that Zhou Jingci has never seen before.

Zhou Jingci stayed up half the night for the exam last night. He was already in a trance, but at this moment his heart was filled with countless emotions. He couldn't help being left behind by his companions until he let himself go and walked to the middle of the road in a daze , my mind was suddenly pulled back to reality by the shouts of my companions across the road.

He subconsciously looked in the direction of the vehicle.

The scorching sun was glaring, the air was hot and dry, and the fully loaded trucks were driving towards him quickly. He froze for just a moment, his feet seemed to be glued to the asphalt road, unable to move an inch away.

At this moment, there is only one thought in Zhou Jingci's mind, it's too late, it's too late...

He closed his eyes in a panic, and at the most panicked moment, Wei Xiao's face flashed through his mind quickly, and he couldn't help laughing at himself, why bother?

Why bother?

The imagined pain did not come, and a pair of hands suddenly pulled him back to the world.

In the next second, he fell into a firm and powerful embrace.

Zhou Jingci was stimulated, and he lay in Wei Xiao's arms blankly. Wei Xiao stroked his hair and said in a trembling voice, "Don't be afraid, Jing Ci, don't be afraid, brother is here, brother is here .”

It wasn't until their companions called that they separated slightly.

Zhou Jingci faced the sun in the world and saw Wei Xiao holding his hands tightly.

Throughout his life, Zhou Jingci will never forget the sunshine and hot wind that day, and Wei Xiao's strong arms and warm embrace.

Zhou Jingci's eyes flickered on Wei Xiao's face, and suddenly, his expression became a little weird. He saw the tension and worry written on Wei Xiao's face, and suddenly smiled. After a while, his voice was quiet. And sure, "So you actually like me."

"Wei Xiao, you like me."

Fireworks ignited in Wei Xiao's heart, and exploded along the spine in his mind.

Wei Xiao also smiled and said, "Yes, Jing Ci, I love you."

This is the romance that Zhou Jingci will never forget in his life, and it is also the nightmare that Wei Xiao can't get rid of for more than 20 years.

If there is any death in this world that does not bring pain, then it is Zhou Jingci who died at the entrance of J Central in the bright sunshine, under that crazy truck, in Wei Xiao's arms and in the eye sockets. The most perfect ending imaginable.