Same Bed Different Dreams

The relationship between the two who had just begun to ease fell to the freezing point again.

Wei Xiao had resentment in his heart, and Zhou Jingci was even more angry, but the two of them only kept their resentment in their hearts, and neither of them refused to speak.

Zhou Jingci didn't fall asleep all night, but luckily the next day was the weekend, so he lay down on the bed for a while.

Wei Xiao leaned back on the sofa in the living room, put his feet up on the coffee table, and used Zhou Jingci's most hated posture to speak to Wu Yi while lying down.

Zhou Jingci felt a dull pain in his chest, hated Wei Xiao for being unrestrained, and also blamed him for not understanding his own mind, but after thinking about it, he realized that he had done the wrong thing first.

Today's Wei Xiao is no longer the person who has been with him for more than [-] years.

He has forgotten the past, so naturally he doesn't know what this piece of Kodama Kannon means to the two of them. He doesn't know how happy and romantic it was on that snowy night many years ago when they walked in the ice and snow with roasted sweet potatoes in their hands, and he doesn't remember either. The absurd thing that happened to this Jade Guanyin not long ago.

Thinking of this, Zhou Jingci couldn't help smiling wryly.

Back then, Wei Xiao was so careful about this piece of Kodama, even when he took it off and put it in the hands of the monk, he would lose his temper in frustration.

In the past, Zhou Jingci disliked Wei Xiao for being too narrow-minded and impulsive, but only now did he realize that all those stubbornness and excesses are actually so cute.

But what is wrong with Wei Xiao today?

He kindly chose a piece of high-quality jadeite for himself, and he wanted to change it for himself with great joy, but what did he say?

Instead of thanking him, he poured a basin of cold water on Wei Xiao.

What a proud man Wei Xiao is, but he always keeps him from stepping down.

It was like this at the e-buy high-level meeting, and it's like this again this time.

In the past many years, Zhou Jingci seldom disobeyed Wei Xiao's intentions, especially in front of outsiders, he would always maintain his lover's self-esteem and pride.

But what about the past one or two years?

How did you do it yourself?

Even if they disagreed and their concepts did not match, there were so many opportunities to communicate, understand each other, and be considerate of each other, but I chose the worst kind and put naked betrayal in front of Wei Xiao.

He clearly knows that Wei Xiao has lost his memory, and clearly knows in his heart that he is innocent, but emotionally, he still has those reconciliations and insists on quarreling with Wei Xiao over a piece of jade.

After all, it was my own fault, indulged in the past, and hurt the innocent Wei Xiao now.

Thinking of this, Zhou Jingci got up in a panic.

There was a gap of more than [-] years between him and Wei Xiao, and there were gaps and cracks that had to be filled. How could he be so angry and cold war with him like this?

He hurried out of the bedroom, turned to the stairs, and was about to go downstairs when he heard Wei Xiao talking on the phone.

Zhou Jingci originally wanted to go there directly, but in the blink of an eye, he suddenly thought of who the call would be for.

He stopped suddenly.

Wei Xiao's giggling voice diffused in the air, penetrated into his ears, and also stinged every pore of his body.

He turned sideways and held on to the armrest.

"I like him?" Wei Xiao seemed to have heard some big joke, "Don't be funny, how could I like him? For a rigid and serious person like Zhou Jingci, even if it is sex, love must abide by it." His set of rules and regulations, non-missionary position refused to do, like a log, what's the point?"

Zhou Jingci couldn't hear what the person on the other side said. He could only hear Wei Xiao's exaggerated laughter, which spread all the way from the living room to the second floor. own heart.

In just a few minutes, Zhou Jingci suddenly felt that he was much older, and the man he had known for many years, even his face became blurred, leaving only an invisible shell, gouging himself out with knives. heart of.

Is this really the person who has loved him for 20 years, so much that he can give up his life?

How could he say such a thing?

How could he throw all his face, dignity, and feelings on the ground, and then step on them a few times?

The muscles of Zhou Jingci's whole body were trembling. He held on to the handrails hard to stand still. His whole body seemed to be slowly tormented in a frying pan. After a while, he broke out in a cold sweat.

……

These days, Wei Xiao obviously no longer rejects Zhou Jingci, but he still wants to say these ugly words, because of his inner resentment and dissatisfaction, dissatisfaction that Zhou Jingci always seems to see through himself. Another person was also dissatisfied with Zhou Jingci's concealment from him.The second is to save face in front of that innocent and poor child.

Wei Xiao's voice was so dismissive, as if the relationship between the two people for many years, their perseverance and loyalty for many years, was just a joke to him now, "Besides, he is still so old, what is so rare?" of?"

"I still don't understand something now, just wait, I will definitely find you in the future."

……

what a shame...

Zhou Jingci had never been humiliated like this in his life.He couldn't listen anymore, wiped his face vigorously, walked downstairs quickly, and walked up to Wei Xiao.

Wei Xiao was immersed in his own laughter and ridicule. When he first saw Zhou Jingci, he was shocked. He put his legs down from the coffee table, and the next second, with a "bang", he dropped the phone on the ground.

The boy on the other side of the phone was still talking excitedly, chattering, and the sound fell in Zhou Jingci's ears, like a spell.

Zhou Jingci bent down, picked up the phone, and handed it back to Wei Xiao.

Wei Xiao was so flustered that he quickly hung up his phone and lowered his head, not daring to look at the expression on Zhou Jingci's face.

One of them was standing and the other was sitting, both of them were silent and deadlocked.In the end, Wei Xiao even felt stiff in his neck, he frowned, feeling extremely regretful.

Obviously he didn't think so in his heart, he was just talking casually.

Zhou Jingci's heart ached extremely.

He never thought that one day Wei Xiao would use these words to humiliate himself in front of outsiders, he felt like the helpless fish on the chopping board, and Wei Xiao was the one holding the knife.

Wei Xiao knows how to hurt himself too well, and he can also affect his emotions too much.

He knows the most sensitive and vulnerable parts of his body, and he also knows how much he cares about this relationship.

Zhou Jingci's expression was extremely sad, and in addition to being sad, he was also a little disappointed.

At first, when Wei Xiao chose to go home with him and promised to be with him, Zhou Jingci was happy from the bottom of his heart.

He thought, even if Wei Xiao lost his memory, he still had feelings and pity for him, but gradually, he realized that this was not the case.

Wei Xiao actually chose him for money and status.

In the past, Zhou Jingci always felt that he was the person in the world who understood Wei Xiao best, understood all of Wei Xiao's ambitions and aspirations, understood Wei Xiao's arrogance and pride, and also understood Wei Xiao's most unknown gentleness and tolerance.

But now, Zhou Jingci was a little uncertain.

He didn't know whether it was the real Wei Xiao that he had known these years, or whether the gentleness and loyalty shown in the past were all masks that Wei Xiao put on to cater to him. coat.

Neither of them spoke, until Zhou Jingci broke the deadlock with a heavy sigh, and then Wei Xiao dared to take a look at him.

For some reason, Wei Xiao felt his heart twitch a few times, and every breath was accompanied by sharp pain.

He didn't know if it was the memory deeply embedded in this body, or the grief in Zhou Jingci's eyes had pierced his stubborn and hard heart.

Zhou Jingci didn't speak any more, he turned around and went upstairs and returned to the bedroom with depression and exhaustion all over his body.

Wei Xiao sat quietly in the living room until late at night, didn't even eat the dinner prepared by his aunt, let the pain radiate from his stomach, and let his cell phone rang again and again.

It wasn't until the night was quiet that Wei Xiao returned to the bedroom. He was full of fear and resentment, and he didn't sleep well. He woke up suddenly in the middle of the night without warning, but saw that Zhou Jingci was still in the same state as before going to sleep. Sitting on the edge of the bed, his whole body is hidden in the darkness, but he doesn't know what he is thinking.

The resentment in Wei Xiao's heart was like a balloon, and it suddenly blew up.

After all, Zhou Jingci did nothing wrong.

Nostalgia is not a bad quality, not to mention, the poor and tasteless stunned young man back then was clearly himself.

He stared at Zhou Jingci's back for a long time, as if a huge stone had been pressed against his chest, he was so stuffy that he could barely breathe.But if he wanted to apologize, he couldn't say it no matter what.

Before closing his eyes again, Wei Xiao thought, he probably still cares about this person.

Even if he kept a lot of secrets from himself, even if he failed to give all the sincerity, he still cared about him.