Same Bed Different Dreams

After Zhou Jingci fell asleep, Wei Xiao couldn't hold back, took out Zhou Jingci's mobile phone and flipped through it for a long time, and finally saw Wu Yi's dialog box, there was a red circle on it, and the red circle showed unread news, 23.

Wei Xiao opened this dialog box, read from beginning to end, and finally turned to the video that had been cleared at the very beginning of the recording.

Zhou Jingci did not reply, and in the next few months, Wu Yi sent many things as if talking to himself, sometimes explicit photos, sometimes ambiguous language, and even a few threats.

It's just that Zhou Jingci didn't reply to any of these messages, and it seemed like he never opened them again.

Wei Xiao became more and more furious. In the end, he couldn't even breathe. He just wanted to catch Wu Yi quickly, hang him up and beat him up.

Wei Xiao clicked on Wu Yi's circle of friends on Zhou Jingci's mobile phone, and saw a few small videos, most of which were in their local nightclubs, and a few were located in Beijing.

Wei Xiao was furious. At the beginning, he wasted so much effort and wasted so much money just so that Wu Yi could stay at home honestly and not come to Beijing again. Not only did he not keep his promise, he also went to Zhou Jingci again and again to show off his presence.

Wei Xiao was so angry that he wished he could break Wu Yi's leg.

Wei Xiao didn't fall asleep all night, and went out early the next morning. He only said that the company had something to deal with. Zhou Jingci saw that he was in a hurry and kept secret, so he didn't ask any more questions, but felt a little disappointed.

Seeing that he didn't ask any more questions, Wei Xiao breathed a sigh of relief. After he went out, he felt something was wrong again, but he insisted on breaking his heart and forcing himself not to think about it.

When Wei Xiao came home at night, he saw Zhou Jingci sitting on the sofa in a daze. He felt a pain in his heart, squatted in front of Zhou Jingci, held his hand and said, "I'm sorry Jingci, I lied to you in the morning. Did not go to the company."

Zhou Jingci was stunned for two seconds, then said nothing, just nodded.

Wei Xiao kissed his hand and said, "Jing Ji, I really can't forgive Wu Yi. He has done too much to you."

Wu Yi was young and energetic, and he had planted a hole on him. If he wanted revenge, Wei Xiao would not be so angry if he came to him, but Wu Yi just provoked Zhou Jingci.Wei Xiao couldn't stand this.

Zhou Jingci never thought that Wei Xiao was going to embarrass Wu Yi this time. After looking at him for a while, he smiled angrily, "What did you do? What did you do to him?" He was not afraid that Wei Xiao would rekindle his old relationship with Wu Yi. Ran, he didn't dare to measure Wei Xiao, he was only afraid that Wei Xiao would get angry and do something illegal.

Wei Xiao used to hang out with gangsters for a long time, and he was full of quagmire. When e-buy was just developing, he also used disgraceful methods. After being discovered by Zhou Jingci, he finally changed.

Seeing Zhou Jingci being so angry, Wei Xiao was also taken aback for a moment.

He is not a good man and a believer. Wu Yi took so much money from him, so he naturally wanted him to spit out all of it. Not only that, but he also wanted Wu Yi to taste the consequences he deserved.

Zhou Jingci frowned, glanced at Wei Xiao, and said angrily, "You want to be the same as before! You want to do those illegal things again!"

He used to hang out with gangsters for a long time, and Wei Xiao was full of quagmire. When e-buy was just developing, he also used disgraceful methods. After being discovered by Zhou Jingci, he finally changed his mind.

Now, he actually wanted to do this again, how could Zhou Jingci not be angry.

Zhou Jingci widened his eyes, his face flushed red, "Have you looked at my phone? I haven't read the messages he sent, so I just ignore him. You made yourself so ugly!"

Zhou Jingci even wanted to ask Wei Xiao, isn't it embarrassing?The thing is done by myself, and the video and photos are not P's, so it's not shameful to go to Xingshi to inquire about the crime now?

Wei Xiao felt sorry for him, and quickly stroked his back with his hands to comfort him, "Jing Ci...I don't solve this matter, I feel...I can't make it through."

Zhou Jingci sneered, "Except for the first video, I didn't even watch the rest! What's the point of doing this except to dirty your hands!"

Wei Xiao was upset by his scolding, and said irritably, "It's meaningless? I don't believe you don't care at all. You really don't care, why didn't you just delete him?"

Zhou Jingci was stunned, and sighed deeply, no matter how Wei Xiao apologized, he didn't speak again.

That night, Zhou Jingci had a long dream. In the dream, he and Wei Xiaogang were together, both in their teens.

At that time, Wei Xiao kept a straight face all day, as if the whole world owed him 100 yuan.

After school in the evening, Zhou Jingci sometimes followed him and sometimes walked alongside him. He didn't talk much to Wei Xiao because Wei Xiao was too tired to devote much energy to him.

Wei Xiao was busy all day at that time, with family, school, and odd jobs. He was extremely tense. Sometimes, Zhou Jingci was really worried about him.

Wei Xiao sent him home as usual, and before parting, Wei Xiao would secretly kiss his forehead under the street lamp to say goodbye to him.

Sometimes Zhou Jingci would have a lot of things to say to him, such as longing and love, but seeing Wei Xiao's exhaustion and strong spirit, all the words rotted in his stomach.

Day after day, spring and autumn come, they have always been the closest people, whether it is body or soul, Zhou Jingci dares to be sure of this, but Zhou Jingci has always been afraid of Wei Xiao in his heart.

Even, sometimes, Zhou Jingci felt that Wei Xiao was a little strange.

Wei Xiao has a lot of problems to solve, survival, life, his father's foreign debts, his mother's leaving without saying goodbye... All kinds of difficulties and all kinds of people make him become more silent and vicious.

For a few moments, when Zhou Jingci looked at Wei Xiao's gaze towards him, when Zhou Jingci heard Wei Xiao chatting with other people, when he occasionally encountered Wei Xiao hooking shoulders with people in the society. Putting his back on his back, he will feel a little scared when calling friends in the streets and alleys.

He didn't know whether it was Wei Xiao's irreversible changes that he was afraid of, or Wei Xiao himself.

He could only weakly admit that he and Wei Xiao were destined to take two different paths.

So, for a while, he hated meeting those "friends" of Wei Xiao, and those friends of Wei Xiao naturally didn't like a good student like him.

Gradually, Wei Xiao also realized Zhou Jingci's thoughts. When he was with him, he would always deliberately avoid those people. He even restrained his conduct in front of Zhou Jingci.

Later, there were many things that Wei Xiao kept from Zhou Jingci, some Zhou Jingci found out, some did not, but Zhou Jingci pretended not to know all of them.

In fact, they all know that they have long been two completely different types of people.

Wei Xiao no longer swears, fights, or swears in front of him. In front of him, Wei Xiao is just an ordinary student, and they are the most ordinary same-sex couple.

Zhou Jingci's dreams came and went intermittently for nearly three years.When it was daylight, he woke up from the bed and saw Wei Xiao's sleeping face, feeling a little bitter in his heart.

He gently touched Wei Xiao's face, and finally admitted his selfishness.

For a long time, he dared not admit, was unwilling to admit, and even avoided the real Wei Xiao. When he was young, he couldn't accept Wei Xiao's brutality, so Wei Xiao put on a mask in front of him; when he grew up, he couldn't Accept that Wei Xiao can't understand his delicate emotions, so a rough person like Wei Xiao finally learned to take care of his mood.

Thinking about it now, Zhou Jingci realizes that maybe up until now, Wei Xiao couldn’t understand why he was sad and lost many times in his life, but after so many years of "practice", Wei Xiao remembered what made him sad , what will make yourself lost.

Even, Zhou Jingci never accepted in his heart that Wei Xiao couldn't understand and didn't like to look at those arts and antiques, so he enjoyed pretending to be Wei Xiao innocently all these years.

In fact, Wei Xiao was just trying to make him happy.

This, he should have understood.

If it is said that Wei Xiao's love for him is without presupposition, but he has deep expectations for Wei Xiao.

In their relationship, Zhou Jingci has always been the one who controls each other and dominates.

Zhou Jingci took a deep breath. He knew that Wei Xiao had no sense of responsibility in nature, so after losing his memory, he was willing to attack a seventeen or eighteen-year-old child. What was even more frightening was that he No one really cared about Wu Yi.

But Wei Xiao, who recovered his memory, would definitely not do this, because he knew that it would make him sad.

In essence, Wei Xiao is a person with a very weak sense of right and wrong, and in the 20 years they have been together, Wei Xiao has never crossed boundaries, but this loyalty does not come from the character in his heart, but from his love for each other. Zhou Jingci's love - it's not that he can't cross the line, he just doesn't want to make Zhou Jingci sad.

Thinking of this, Zhou Jingci didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

Wei Xiao undoubtedly loved him, and Zhou Jingci was indeed lucky to be loved by him.

Wei Xiao grew up in an environment that lacked love. Even though his parents had a little love and expectation for him, this love was primitive, rough, and even low-level.

So Wei Xiao didn't know how to fall in love with others. After realizing his sexual orientation, he once wanted to push Zhou Jingci away roughly. After they confirmed their relationship, he had another straight gut.

All Wei Xiao's perception of love comes from Zhou Jingci, watching Zhou Jingci smile, watching Zhou Jingci cry, doing things that make Zhou Jingci happy, and desperately avoiding things that make Zhou Jingci sad.

Even, in their relationship, Wei Xiao can knead himself into any shape, any shape that Zhou Jingci likes.

They are the most familiar people, but also strangers.

They had been together for so long, and then separated suddenly. Now, Wei Xiao finally no longer hides those unspeakable viciousness from him, but exposes all those dark and frightening corners to him.

Zhou Jingci still feels scared, but this frightening man is his Wei Xiao.