[Comprehensive] Passive sabotage

Gin seemed to be thinking, and after a few seconds of silence, he glanced at the ancient book in Shenshui Lixia's hands, "Understand?"

"Ah?" Lixia Shenshui hadn't read the book given to him by Changchang. He opened it immediately after hearing the words, and quickly browsed, "Should be... understandable. Although the text is all written in classical Chinese, there are modern The annotations of the text are not difficult to read, and there are simple illustrations, but the drawing skills are not so good..."

The illustrations in this book are still in the old realistic style, the muscles are especially exaggerated and tangled, and the characters are also glaring, without any sense of beauty.

After reading too many beautiful Two-dimensional comics, Shenshui Lixia thought it was quite interesting to encounter such a style of painting occasionally, and wanted to show Gin Jiu, but when he looked up, he found that Gin Jiu's eyes were completely wrong.

Gin's gaze met Shenshui Lixia's eyes, "I can see the evil spirit because of you. The evil spirit is indeed very powerful, but I didn't see it from the very beginning, but when our hands connected Afterwards, so I was able to go from 'seeing' to 'seeing'."

"Is that so?" Shenshui Lixia blinked, "I didn't even notice..."

"Whether you didn't notice it, or you left it out on purpose, I don't comment." Gin stroked the smooth wall of the coffee cup with his fingers, as if he was weighing his vocabulary, "I can see evil spirits because of you, and it's solved You were the one who killed the evil spirit. Hexia’s emotions fluctuated too much, so he didn’t doubt it. He believed that it was Hidaka Takeko who solved the evil spirit, or believed that they died together. But the situation is very clear, it’s just that he The reason does not expose this to your face, but rather helps you to conceal your 'speciality'."

Shenshui Lixia smiled a little reluctantly, "It seems to be really like this..."

"You can rest assured, I don't want to know what method you used against the evil spirits, and I don't intend to explore the secret of that kiss." Qin Jiu stared at him and said, "Your strength is above Rigao bamboo, but not Any family of exorcising demons doesn't panic when facing evil spirits, which shows that you have rich experience. I haven't seen that man named Terry yet, but the field seems to be a little afraid of you, so your true history makes me I have to be curious, but—I'm more curious about my origin."

"Car skills, marksmanship, everything I master is impossible for ordinary people to possess. Cold-blooded, cautious, suspicious, my character is not like what can be cultivated by an ordinary family." Qin Jiu laughed at himself, "Sometimes, I can still feel that you are afraid of me."

Shenshui Lixia's body trembled slightly - the most worrying thing still happened.

"No, you are not afraid that I will hurt you, but you are afraid that I will do something harmful to others-my existence troubles you, whether it is for you or for others, I am a big trouble, right? "There was no expression on Gin Jiu's face, even the sarcasm was put away, and the calmness was a little scary.

Shenshui Lixia moved his lips, he really wanted to say something, but he knew that what Qin Jiu said was true.

These are all the inferences that Gin put together bit by bit from the fragments of daily life in a state of amnesia, the closest to the truth.

"The day I woke up at the stadium, I lost part of my memory. It should be a very important memory, so that my subconscious actions and habits were affected. Although the memory of the brain is lost, the memory of the body is very clear." Gin rubbed his forehead. Until now, when he recalled the time when he woke up after amnesia, his memory was still a little fuzzy. As long as he probed deeply, his head would hurt badly.

But he still carefully sorted out his existing memories one by one, even though the pain made his forehead sweat, "During that time, my every move was based on instinct, I kissed you instinctively, and took you away instinctively, so you became It's hard for me to take my eyes off of you because of my instincts -- instincts other than marksmanship and driving skills."

"Chicken complex." Shenshui Lixia remembered the point that Toru Amuro had mentioned to him, and subconsciously said it.

"Yes, baby bird complex." Qin Jiu read these four words slowly, as if savoring them carefully, with a hint of irony, "At first I thought this kind of concern was a habit left over from the past, If you are a very special person in the world of exorcising demons and need protection, then it is more likely, as a person who protects you, you will naturally have the instinct to protect you."

"But judging from the reactions of those around you, if I had been by your side from the very beginning, your elder brother wouldn't mistake us for a couple, and your seniors wouldn't be jealous because of my sudden appearance... this is It means that in the eyes of others, we have never had any intersection before."

Shenshui Lixia took a deep breath, "...that's true."

Gin slightly hooked his lower lip, "You have never lied to me, because you know me very well and know that I can distinguish lies, so you would rather lie to me or say nothing than lie to me. For example, you have never lied to me. I won't talk about my origins or work."

"If you want to know, it doesn't matter if I tell you something..." Qin Jiu spread his words, the situation was very bad, Shenshui Lixia had to take a step back, if the other party really refused to let him go, he I had no choice but to selectively tell about his origins, which was better than tearing my face apart now.

The main reason is that it happened so suddenly, Shenshui Lixia was unprepared, he didn't even have time to contact Toru Amuro, under such circumstances, it would be impossible to fool high IQ criminals, even killing Shenshui Lixia!

"If you don't want me to know, it's okay if you don't say it." Qin Jiu suddenly became magnanimous, and his smile became warmer, "On New Year's Eve, I asked you something while you were drunk. From your answer, it can be judged that I either failed the mission or was abandoned by the people at work, since you have a grudge against this and don't want me to know, then it's okay to leave these things temporarily."

"Is it only temporarily?" Shenshui Lixia frowned.

"If an accomplice from the past finds out, even if I don't want to know, I will be forced to know, right?" Qin Jiu said mockingly.

As a result, Shenshui Lixia was even more puzzled, "So, you guessed that your previous job was unpleasant, but you didn't plan to find out the root cause?" Then why did you put on such a scary face just now?

"Oh, so I really didn't like your job so much?" Qin Jiu said casually.

Shenshui Lixia: "..."

"It's nothing, I just suddenly figured it out. Even though I was a troublesome and dangerous person, you still accepted me and didn't defend me. Only you, even if I really hurt you, you still have the ability You are the only one who is qualified to stand by my side." Shenshui Lixia's face was reflected in Qin Jiu's dark green pupils, and heat gradually rose in his eyes, "So, I formed the instinct to chase you without knowing it."

Shenshui Lixia smiled stiffly, "Maybe...you didn't think so before you lost your memory?"

"Impossible." Qin Jiu concluded, "The instinct of my body will not lie to me. Since I woke up and saw you, my body has been longing for you. When I smell you, even my heart rate will be faster than normal. quick."

It's just because you want to fight with me!Shenshui Lixia really wanted to say that, but he really couldn't open his mouth. Finally, Gin Jiu gave up pursuing his past. It's better not to say anything that would irritate him right now?

Moreover, Gin Jiu's blatant confession also made him a little arrhythmic.

"Then... what are you going to do?" Shenshui Lixia asked.

"For me to give up my past, I have to give me some compensation." Poured back the gin, leaned comfortably on the back of the chair, picked up the coffee in one hand and drank it slowly.

Shenshui Lixia was not in the mood to drink coffee at all, so he could only stare blankly and wait for Gin to drink up the coffee, and then listen to him announce the answer.

Gin smiled, "You know everything about my past, and I want your future."

……

The atmosphere was stiff for a few seconds.

Shenshui Lixia couldn't help calling the waiter, and changed him to a glass of ice water. After gulping down all the ice water, it was enough for him to calm down, so he raised his eyes to look at the gin, "Isn't this Maybe, I won't fall in love with you... No, I won't fall in love with anyone..."

Before Shenshui Lixia finished his reasoning, Gin stood up, went around the table and walked in front of Shenshui Lixia, lifted his collar and kissed him.

He also pressed the person on the table, and the cup was knocked into the air and hit the ground with a loud noise.

The waiter hurriedly came over to look at it, then tiptoed back away, not to look at evil.

"You can't refuse." Gin said vaguely against Shenshui Lixia's lips, and soon swallowed Shenshui Lixia's rebuttal, and continued to pester him with his lips and tongue.

Shenshui Lixia tried hard to recall his resistance to the task. No matter which world he went to, he never invested half of his emotion and completed the task by opportunistic methods.

Because he knows that loving someone is very painful, even if the memory is stripped, the pain has already penetrated into the soul.Leaving the other party, the reluctance, unwillingness, and guilt flooded me like a tide, and even once lost the meaning of living.

He wanted to forget the pleasure and excitement brought by gin by thinking about his former lover, but he couldn't remember anything.

When faced with gin, the sense of resistance to the task no longer exists, and deep down in my heart, I am even excited about the touch of gin.

Gin never listens to the principles of Shenshui Lixia, such as age does not allow, such as incompatible personalities, such as Shenshui Lixia already has a lover - if Qinjiu hears the last one, maybe he will give it to the so-called lover Feed a bullet.

He always only takes the most effective actions, so he blocked Shenshui Lixia's mouth and told the other party with practical actions: You can't refuse.