The worst is the next cousin

If you don't tell Mu Canshang, he will think wildly. Mao Xiaofei doesn't want to quarrel with him. The situation between the two of them is still unclear.He needs time to think about it. It seems that being apart from this period of time, and being able to think about the little things about the love of his children, will definitely dilute the fear brought about by death.

Mao Xiaofei smiled bitterly. He pressed Mu Canshang on the bed, being careful not to touch his wound, and said in a deep voice, "I won't drive you away again. It will take at least a month to separate this time. Meet, do you have to quarrel with me?"

Seeing Mao Xiaofei's cloudy and uncertain expression, Mu Canshang was also a little irritable, and his lips were tightly drawn in displeasure.

"Then make it clear why you must go, don't lie to me. Jin Su can say that you won't go, that means you won't go in the first place, what made you change your mind?" Mu Canshang said this After a few words, he closed his eyes tiredly, holding on to Mao Xiaofei's hand, refusing to let go.

Mao Xiaofei stared at him with complicated expressions for a while, and when he saw Mu Canshang opened his eyes again, he swallowed, and said, "Actually, it was for me, as you know, I was poisoned. That day in the bath, you put me Take it out, I didn't pass out after soaking in water for a long time, but the poisonous hair..." Thinking of the feeling of being out of control when the poisonous hair happened, Mao Xiaofei couldn't help shrinking his neck, "This is not a good omen, I'd better see Ye Bajiang as soon as possible, and find out the truth about the Black Dragon Gang back then, so I can get rid of the poison earlier." I can also go back to see my father and mother earlier, for some reason, Mao Xiaofei felt that it was not the time to tell Mu Canshang, so he held back Did not say.

"Why didn't you say it?" Mu Canshang coughed twice, "I'll take the antidote for delaying the onset given by that dead old man."

"You can only eat it when you have a seizure. What should you eat now? I accidentally ate it to death." Mao Xiaofei said angrily.

"sorry."

"What apologies, it's not you, I guess I've already been taken back by him." Mao Xiaofei patted the back of Mu Canshang's hand reassuringly, took advantage of the situation to hold his fingers, and stroked them one by one like a hair.

"You must tell me next time it happens." Mu Canshang insisted.

"Give me those medicines, and I'll keep them."

"No." Mu Canshang shook his head resolutely and slowly, "Take the medicine, and you will leave."

"If you don't give it to me, I will leave too." Mao Xiaofei let out a breath, and smiled helplessly: "Anyway, I didn't take medicine for the last attack, which means that I can survive it, but others don't know that I have a poisoned attack. I will die in a corner that no one finds, and when someone finds me, the body will probably stink, and maybe I will starve to death in the end."

"Brother Xiaofei." Mu Canshang yelled awkwardly, "It's in a porcelain bottle I carry with me, on the table over there, you'll look for it later."

Mao Xiaofei lowered his head with a smile on his face, and wanted to kiss Mu Canshang's forehead, but he felt embarrassed when he looked at him with scorching eyes.And now he shouldn't say anything, at least he can't say anything until he comes back safely.

Unexpectedly, Mu Shenshang said again: "Jin Su said that it doesn't matter if you don't follow, they will come to you when they come back, and they will definitely bring back the antidote. And I think the boy from the Black Dragon Gang cares about you very much. He He won't let it go, Ye Jintian listens to him, so he doesn't have to worry at all." Having spoken urgently, Mu Canshang couldn't help coughing again, his mouth smelled of rust.

Mao Xiaofei could tell that every time Mu Canshang coughed, he tried his best not to move too much. He also knew that he had several life-threatening injuries on his upper body, and it must be very painful when he coughed.

Mao Xiaofei's hands gradually clenched into fists, and his determination to successfully break through the third stage became even stronger. It was too useless to let someone younger than him protect him.

"It's their business that they are willing to take care of me. Shu Tong regards me as an elder brother. I can't ignore his safety."

"What about me?" Mu Canshang stared straight at Mao Xiaofei, his eyes flickering, "Is my safety not important? Although I woke up, you know who I am desperately fighting for, struggling and persevering for whom Do you have to wake up?"

Mao Xiaofei muttered, "Who knows why you're crazy?" But the corner of his mouth couldn't help but a smile, he went to find the medicine to delay the attack, and carefully put it away on himself.

"Brother Xiao Fei." Mu Canshang called out almost in pain.

"What's the matter? Does it hurt? You must have not taken your medicine when you just woke up? By the way, I need to find someone to decoct your medicine for you." Mao Xiaofei didn't finish his chatter. As soon as he sat on the bedside, he was suddenly thrown He grabbed his arm and pulled it to Mu Canshang's body.

"What are you doing..." Is it okay to press on the wound?Mao Xiaofei was so frightened that his brow broke into a cold sweat, and he put his hands on Mu Canshang's side to stabilize his body. He frowned and wanted to speak, but he didn't expect that Mu Canshang still had the strength to straighten his upper body and block his lips.

Mao Xiaofei's eyes suddenly widened, and his eyes softened in an instant.Staring at the pale, haggard face that was close in front of him, his heart suddenly softened, and he didn't stop doing anything, carefully hugged Mu Canshang's neck, pressed him to himself, and at the same time loosened his jaw, Let Mu Canshang taste him as much as he wants.

The inexplicable sense of shame made Mao Xiaofei's whole body weak. This was a warm kiss, and it was also the first time Mao Xiaofei tried to let go of his guard. He clearly saw the fear in his heart, and punched them into his mind. in a corner.If the feeling that almost cost Mu Canshang his life is not true, then he can only blame his bad luck.

The scorching breath plundered along Mao Xiaofei's lips to his chin. Mu Canshang held his neck, and his thin teeth were gently grinding on Mao Xiaofei's Adam's apple. The tingling and soft feeling was so strange that Mao Xiaofei let out a He said something that surprised even himself.He hurriedly shut his mouth tightly, but Mu Canshang was stroking his thin waist dissatisfied, his nimble fingers got into his robe, if it wasn't for his lack of strength, Mao Xiaofei thought, he probably wouldn't stop.

When Mu Canshang lost his strength and fell back on the pillow, he gritted his teeth in pain, and there was a glistening layer of sweat on his forehead. I don't know if it was the hot sweat from a moment of passion, or the wound on his body hurt too much.

Mao Xiaofei couldn't help laughing.

"Now I know what it means to have a weak heart."

Mu Canshang's eyes were full of ridicule, and he calmed down a little. He kept holding Mao Xiaofei's hand, chasing the red tide on Mao Xiaofei's face and neck with obsessive eyes, looking at the red and swollen lips from kissing, he couldn't hold back his heart An inexplicable sense of accomplishment.He has chased more mountains than ordinary people in just a few decades, and Mao Xiaofei is different to him. Mu Canshang knows that this kind of excitement is different from his military achievements, and different from the few praises from his unsmiling adoptive father. .

"Then see if I have the strength." Mu Canshang grasped the back of Mao Xiaofei's neck, but Mao Xiaofei didn't have much strength, but Mao Xiaofei lowered his body cooperatively, kissed him proactively, pushed Mu Canshang's lips away, and hooked him. Suck and tease with that flexible tongue.After a while, Mao Xiaofei parted his lips, panting for a moment, wiped his mouth, and patted Mu Canshang's face, "Success, you have strength, okay?"

"Brother Xiaofei, don't leave me." Mu Canshang's pale face turned red, and he buried his head on Mao Xiaofei's waist.

Mao Xiaofei's face was red, his ears were red and his mouth was tongue-tied. Why didn't he know that Mu Shenshang still had moments of acting like a baby.If it wasn't for his firm will, he wouldn't be able to resist a handsome young man like Mu Canshang acting coquettishly to him. The more stubborn a person is, the more he will be at a loss if he acts coquettishly.

Mao Xiaofei stroked Mu Canshang's black and smooth hair, this man.Mao Xiaofei stared deeply at the back of Mu Canshang's head, and couldn't help but say in a harsh voice, "I don't want to leave you either."

"Then don't leave!" Mu Canshang raised his head, his eyes sparkling.

Mao Xiaofei avoided his sight, "Isn't there no way, you just stay here to recuperate well, don't say you can't take you this time, just bring you, what can you do?"

"It won't work with you."

Although what Mu Canshang said was the truth, Mao Xiaofei still couldn't hold back, "How do you say it, I will become stronger."

"You don't need to become stronger, as long as you stand behind me obediently, no one can hurt you, brother Xiaofei, I..." Mu Canshang's throat suddenly seemed to be stuck.He himself doesn't know what's going on. He seemed to be able to say "I like you" very easily in the past. At that time, he was half-truthful, half-truthful, true and false. He couldn't figure it out, and he didn't want to figure it out. That shy look made him feel itchy, and he wanted to watch it a second time after watching it once.This time the atmosphere was so good, it was rare for Mao Xiaofei to take the initiative. Whether it was his weak body welcoming him, or the red cloud on his face, even an inexperienced person like Mu Canshang could clearly see that he must be moving. heart.Facing such expectant and encouraging eyes, Mu Canshang suddenly felt that his throat was dry and unbearable. He couldn't speak out, and his whole body was in pain, so he took a breath and coughed twice.

"Don't be brave, lie down." Mao Xiaofei said sternly, shaking off the quilt to cover Mu Canshang.

"Don't go." Mu Canshang said again.

"I'm going." Mao Xiaofei said helplessly, "I must go."

"For the sake of the black dragon to help that young man?" Mu Canshang became impatient again, and his face turned pale.

Mao Xiaofei gritted his teeth, "Yes, I'm really worried about letting Ye Jintian take him alone. What if they don't come back? Take him away? Doesn't that mean they can't get the antidote?

"I can find the Black Dragon Gang, we can wait there."

Mao Xiaofei looked complicated and was stunned.

Mu Canshang's face became gloomy: "You are so worried about his safety, don't you feel relieved if you don't follow him personally? Even if the journey is dangerous, you may not come back at any time, and it doesn't matter if you never see me again?"

Mao Xiaofei opened his mouth slightly.He knew that Mu Canshang wanted to go away, Mao Xiaofei got off the ground, stood by the bed, looked down at Mu Canshang, "Yes, I must personally confirm his safety, otherwise I will be sorry for my morality and conscience..."

"You're just worried about him, so why pretend to have other reasons." Mu Canshang closed his eyes wearily, feeling a little calmer, the terrible panic and inexplicable emotions disappeared immediately, and his heart sank.

"Well, I'm still, a little worried." Anyway, it's useless to say anything, as long as Mu Canshang can let him go.Mao Xiaofei thought to himself, it would not be too late to explain to him after he came back safely, and if he couldn't come back safely, there was no need to explain.

"Go ahead."

Mao Xiaofei breathed a sigh of relief, and heard Mu Canshang's weak but determined voice say: "If you go, don't come back, I won't wait here."

"You..." Mao Xiaofei frowned.

"In order to save you, I almost died." Mu Canshang looked at the top of his head with empty eyes, and said, "I have never been so close to death, so you are not willing to stay for me? I want to see you , think about it every day, but what about you? That day in the cabin, you stabbed me with a candlestick, did you come back to see me? Have you ever worried that I might die? You are so worried about others, what am I?"

"Mu Canshang, this is not the same thing..."

"Other people's lives are their lives, but mine is not? I don't have any biological parents, so my life doesn't count as my life?" He was stunned, and said slowly and clearly, "If you must leave, just Go quietly, don't come to say goodbye. I won't wait for you, as long as I can get out of bed, I will leave here."

"..." Mao Xiaofei's eyebrows twitched. He didn't expect that Mu Can Chamber of Commerce would compare with Shu Tong, and he felt a little out of breath for a while. He pressed one hand on his chest hard, collected himself, and said: "This is your own decision. I won't interfere with you. It's just," Mao Xiaofei said after a pause, "I hope you don't chase after me like last time."

Hearing the sound of closing the door, Mu Canshang turned his head away, the wounds all over his body clamoring for him to curl up.

This man's unfeeling towards King Anyang has not yet been seen through by him. Like what Dongmenyue said, Mao Xiaofei has no sincerity at all.What is a kiss? Does a man like Mao Xiaofei, who has experienced many battles, still care about a kiss?

Mu Canshang beat his temples in a circle, and his eyes were blood red. He spread his hands and feet, closed his eyes in despair, the corners of his eyes were red, and touched his lips involuntarily, biting the skin of his own mouth with blood.