Summertime

"Sister Xi, sister Xi?"

A pair of clean hands appeared in front of Su Xi, shaking them back and forth.

"……Um?"

Su Xi pulled away from the chaotic memories, shook the wine glass in her hand, and replied dully while lying on the bar counter.

"Drink, hangover."

Bai Mi opened a bottle of Lectra, placed it in front of Su Xi and continued.

"Why are you unhappy drinking alone?"

"Hmm, I quarreled with my husband and came here alone to get drunk, isn't it cowardly?"

Su Xi took the small bottle of health care liquid, raised her dizzy head and drank it in one gulp, then couldn't help giggling, so that tears burst out of the corners of her eyes.

"Sister Xi, let's drink less!"

Bai Mi didn't know what Su Xi was laughing at, but he still snatched the refilled wine glass from her hand.

"Do you know, you and I know a person who seems to be kind to everyone, likes to take care of, likes to worry, but do you know, in the eyes of others, this is called meddling in other people's business."

The wine that was taken away by Bai Mi was successfully snatched back by Su Xi, but Su Xi's force was too strong, and most of the brown liquid in the glass was spilled, making it all over the bar. He turned around, took a rag, and bent down helplessly to dry the wet countertop.

"Why don't you go play pool with them?"

Su Xi drank the remaining half glass of wine in one gulp, pointed to the dim chandelier in the billiard area not far away and asked vaguely.

"I don't like playing billiards." Bai Mi frowned and replied.

"You are really similar to jujube, you don't like those things."

"Ah, who?"

Who is he like?Bai Mi didn't know what Su Xi was talking about.

"fire."

Su Xi didn't explain clearly, she struggled to find a pack of cigarettes from her pocket, but unfortunately she still couldn't find the lighter, so she had to put the cigarette in her mouth close to Baimi.

The flame that sprang up in Baimi's hand was extinguished in an instant before it could ignite the seven stars in Su Xi's mouth, just because of Su Xi's casual question.

"Do you like Fei?"

"I……"

"Hey, the fire isn't on yet!"

"How did you know?"

The flames rose again, and Bai Mi looked at the scene in the billiards area. Three or five men and women leaned over to draw their clubs, and hit colorful balls into the hole. Among the crashing sounds, Bai Mi can always easily catch Xiaofei's voice.

"She has a boyfriend." Bai Mi explained with a wry smile as she turned her head.

"Xiao Fei, she's not suitable for you."

"Why, is it because she has a boyfriend?"

"No, because she can't give you the future you want."

It was close to 21:[-], and Bai Mi, who had finished taking out the garbage, walked in from the door with a huge plastic garbage bin in his hand. He saw Xiao Fei helping Sister Xi out of the toilet, and Bai Mi's heart sank. He sighed and walked into the bar He wanted to get a roll of garbage bags in the cabinet, but Brother Feng came to stop him.

"Drive elder sister Xi back." Brother Feng put the car keys on the desk and instructed.

"it is good."

The car windows were wide open, and the night breeze became rampant and violent because of the fast speed of the Mercedes-Benz car. It rushed into the narrow car like a wave of aggressive waves, occupying all the space, and blowing Su Xi's long hair. It was messy, and her consciousness seemed to be a little clear, but Su Xi was still lying on the dirty car seat like a dead person, motionless, letting the strong wind pour into her muddled brain, she wanted to vomit, But she couldn't spit it out.

——Xiao Fei, she is not suitable for you.

——Why, is it because she has a boyfriend?

——No, because she can't give you the future you want.

What exactly are you talking about, and why do you answer like this.

It turned out that subconsciously, he had already denied her and Xizao's future.

Su Xi never fails to consider those distant futures, just like in all her relationships, she never sets a unique end point, because she only cares about the scenery, just like she never thought that one day she would Step into the palace of marriage, because she feels that all the good freedom in life will be buried in the grave with a thin certificate, and it will be fixed in the future.

She thought that she could not grasp the future between her and Xizao, but just now, as a bystander, she denied a relationship without thinking.

Although it was a relationship belonging to someone else, Su Xi slapped herself severely.

Because in the interweaving of the present and the past, today's Xiaofei is the former Su Xi, and the present Baimi is the former Xizao, they are so similar.

Impossible, is it really impossible?Do they really have no future?

Is it because of millet?

At 21:47, Brother Feng's car was parked in an unfamiliar neighborhood, Bai Mi struggled to pick up the drunk woman in the back seat of the car, and walked towards a residential building.On the way, Baimi wanted to ask Su Xi more than once what she meant by her last sentence, what does it mean that Xiaofei can't give her a future?How can she conclude that Xiaofei does not belong to her? Baimi thinks that this is Su Xi's remark made by drunk. To make this conclusion.He wanted to know the answer, but the woman didn't tell him that after the woman finished saying those ridiculous words, she suddenly fell into a state of sluggishness, as if she had lost her soul, became bewildered, and no longer spoke, just drinking one cup after another Drinking until she drank the whole bottle of Jack Daniel's, she was even more drunk.When she finally left the store, the woman showed him a home address on the phone screen with her only remaining consciousness, and then began to lie on his back and talk nonsense. Bai Mi couldn't get him out of her. the answer you want.

Forget it, why do you care about other people's evaluations? If you haven't tried it yourself, how will you know whether there is a future ahead.

Bai Mi stood in front of a strange house, and just pressed the doorbell, within five seconds, the red anti-theft door was swung open, and he saw a beautiful woman, Bai Mi recognized the woman in front of him, he met at the bar She passed her and was very impressed, because she was the only woman Bai Mi had ever seen who went to bars without drinking.

"West... jujube."

Bai Mi handed Su Xi on his back to the woman in front of him, and he heard Su Xi whispering a familiar name while lying on the woman's shoulder.

"I'm here, I'm home, let's go in."

The woman thanked him with an apologetic face, and Baimi was startled and hurriedly nodded and smiled in response. Then the heavy door was closed tightly, and Baimi who was standing in front of the door scratched her head, then turned and left.

Sister Xi said that the person who is similar to me is she?

Xi Zao smelled the smell of smoke, alcohol, and the stale smell in the closed bar, which was thick and dirty. Kneeling on the side of the sofa, she never let go of her frown. Spoon by spoonful, he poured the warm honey water in the bowl into the mouth of the drunken woman lying on the sofa, and carefully blotted up the liquid that slipped from the corners of her mouth with a paper towel.

She has a lot of things to ask, but Su Xi is like an empty shell filled with alcohol, her consciousness, soul, and feelings are all dormant, so what can Xizao ask?

Ziz——

At 23:[-], the mobile phone on the coffee table started to vibrate, Xizao hurriedly took the mobile phone and walked to the balcony.

"Hey."

"Where is Xi? I couldn't find her. I called her several times and they were all turned off."

The voice on the other end of the phone was so urgent and flustered that Xizao's heart tightened violently, and it hurt a little.

"exist."

"It's good to be here, it's good to be here..."

Zhou Xiaomi seemed to finally take a sip, and he kept repeating those three words.

"You guys, what's wrong with you?"

Xizao couldn't bear it anymore, she asked tentatively, but the other side of the phone suddenly became a little silent, it seemed that Zhou Mi didn't want to answer, Xizao was a little embarrassed, so she had to change the subject, but unexpectedly there was another conversation.

"There was a quarrel, I guess Xi doesn't want to see me now, so please take care of her for me, please."

"it is good."

In Su Xi's handbag, Xi Zao found the mobile phone that had automatically shut down due to insufficient battery. She knelt down beside the coffee table, looked at the quiet mobile phone in a daze, and then smiled bitterly.

Should she be thankful, happy, and content, because even if Su Xi gets hurt, the first person she thinks of is you.

But she was sad, she was sad, the person she got drunk was not herself.

"... millet..."

The whispers from the sofa interrupted all Xizao's wild thoughts.

Xizao hurriedly got up and helped Su Xi, who was struggling to get up, unexpectedly, after those blurred eyes saw the person in front of her clearly, Su Xi, who was still drunk, leaned down and pressed Xizao hard on the sofa Sitting on the backrest, he lowered his head to hold those red lips, and sucked them hard, almost madly. In an instant, the strong smell of vodka and alcohol poured into the nostrils of jujube, and the wet and greasy tongue was covered with a bitter taste, alcohol With the intense breath of tobacco filling every corner of her mouth, and the impatient and chaotic kiss, what Zizao tasted was not only endless bitterness, but also a salty taste. Instead of pandering, she grabbed Su Xi's chest and wanted to With tearing hands, he pushed Su Xi away with all his strength.

"Su Xi!"

But when Xizao found that the person in front of her was already in tears, she started to panic when she was originally angry, and even Xizao felt that her action of pushing Su Xi away was too rough, she shouldn't have pushed Su Xi away, she shouldn't have refused of.

"Does it hurt, did it hurt you just now?"

She hurriedly embraced the crying Su Xi into her arms, held her hand and asked anxiously, but the person in her arms did not respond to her concern. She began to sob, mumble, and cry, every word Lisi Jujube has found words related to Zhou millet.

"We had an argument."

"He hasn't been home for two days."

"He doesn't answer his calls."

"He never did that to me."

"Did he not want me anymore?"

"he……"

Xizao listened quietly, without saying a word, but the wet coolness on the skirt, and the intermittent sobbing and panting made her reach out her hand, caressing the trembling back in her arms, her long hair ,again and again.

Verbal comfort, Xizao can't do it, her body and heart don't allow her to tell lies against her will, Xizao is not so magnanimous, she is just an ordinary woman, she will be jealous, she She will also be unwilling, and her heart will also hurt. Now, she just wants to make herself more decent, not to be too embarrassed, that's all.Perhaps, the only thing Xizao can do for Su Xi at this moment is to comfort her physically.

After midnight, Su Xi was tired from crying, curled up on the sofa and fell asleep again, Xizao took out the towel from the bedroom and gently covered that person's body, Su Xi fell asleep, her tears could finally flow out, Xi Zao Zao's red eyes became very dry and astringent. She wanted to cry, but there were no tears.

At one o'clock in the morning, Zhou Mi walked into Xizao's house and took away Su Xi who had fallen asleep.

Because at a quarter past midnight, Xizao called Zhou Mi.

She said, Su Xi is crying, she wants to see you.