[Gintama] Long hair and waist

Two years later, when we saw each other again, even though she was able to travel across several light-years to various planets, the distance was no match for this small grave.He was inside the grave, she was outside the grave, but he could no longer hear her crying, and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"Talk slowly, and I won't bother you." After leaving this sentence, Qianxia Asuka consciously stepped aside, allowing Qianchun to speak her mind at ease.

Staring at Xishu Nanxia's tombstone, and looking sideways at the tomb beside him where the husband and wife were buried together, Qianchun's heart felt sour.She slowly climbed to Xishu Nanxia's tomb, and sat curled up beside him as before, holding an umbrella to cover each person and monument.Looking up at the sky with red eyes, I hope the tears can flow back.

"Nan Xia... I... I'm back..."

The wind rustled the leaves.

There is no longer the familiar "welcome back".

Qianxia Asuka asked her to speak slowly, but in fact she didn't know what to say.Tell me about yourself?Say you met a friend and just lost it?Say you like someone else?Or have you been desperately apologizing?

She rested her head on the tombstone, imagining that she was leaning on Nan Xia's shoulder.Thinking about it this way, the cold stone tablet seemed to be infected with his temperature.And she kept choking.If she could control herself back then, what she is relying on now should be the real flesh and blood of Xishu Nanxia.

She couldn't imagine what else she could do except shed tears and be silent.As for "show him a smile", this is even more impossible.The murderer is smiling at the victim's grave or something... it just makes people think that she is very proud.

After standing close like this for nearly half an hour, she stood up, and with the deepest apology, she bowed three times to the graves of her adoptive parents and elder brother.

"Sorry, it's all my fault."

Of course no one answered her.

She squeezed the handle of the umbrella, bowed her head and left in a hurry.

At the entrance, Qianxia Asuka was standing under a big tree with an unconcealable exhaustion on her face.A sparrow landed on the grass, fluttered its wings, and lowered its head to peck the ground.Qianxia Asuka looked at it ecstatically, and after struggling several times, just as she was about to step closer to it, it flapped its wings and flew away.She raised her head, her eyes followed the direction it left, with a dazed expression.

"Ah, Qianchun, you're here." Seeing Qianchun, she put away her lost expression and showed her trademark bright smile, "I thought it would take a little longer."

"I don't talk much." Qianchun pouted awkwardly.

"That's right, I talk a lot, hehehe." She teased herself with her own tuberculosis in a good-tempered manner, then cautiously rubbed herself in front of Qianchun, and asked flatteringly, "Can Qianchun live in Aunt Lily's cabin first?" Okay? Don't worry, I'll live there during the time I'm back. It's been cleaned well and it's absolutely clean. In fact, it's not impossible to live in a shrine, but... Maybe it's a bit gloomy and shabby. If you don't mind, I'll help you Get a clean set of sheets."

Qianchun felt that what she said was reasonable, so he reluctantly nodded.

"Well, that's good, let's go home." Qianxia Asuka just wanted to hold Qianharu's hand, but remembered that Qianharu didn't like her touch, so she quickly retracted her hand, laughed awkwardly three times and continued to talk, In order not to make the atmosphere more rigid, "Qianchun, do you know? Nan Xia once said that he wanted to become a bird. He wanted to fly around under the blue sky, free and unrestrained. Maybe he really got his wish now and lived his best life. The life you yearn for. Hey, thinking about it this way, won't your heart feel better?"

If he really became a bird, then he must have flown to a height that none of us can touch.This was something Chika Asuka was unable to say.

"It's all about deceiving yourself and others." Qian Chun lowered her eyes.

"Maybe it's true. Well, in life, we live like this when we smile, and we live like this when we cry, so why don't we choose a happier way? If you imagine Nan Xia and her uncles and aunts as if they were going to hang out after death A miserable ghost with a bitter melon face, then they might crawl out of the cemetery in the middle of the night in anger~" Qianxia Asuka lowered her voice, raised her hands and pointed straight ahead, sticking out her tongue and rolling her eyes to make a grimace, imitating the stiff gesture of a zombie Hopping and walking on both legs, "It's like this...'Asshole, don't I have a bitter face every day? Don't blame me, my life in the underground is obviously very good'."

Amused by her antics, Chiharu purposely walks in front of Chinatsu Asuka so that she won't see her smiling face.

Not to break through Qianchun's awkward little thoughts, Qianxia Asuka curled the corners of her mouth and walked behind Qianchun.From a perspective that Qianchun couldn't see, she was finally able to kick her leg lightly.She didn't think about it and was embarrassed to waste time. She didn't take good care of the foot that was just scratched by the glass. She just washed it with river water and put it on a small handkerchief. I jumped a few times vigorously.She grinned her teeth in pain, thinking that she would have to go up the mountain after returning from the original road, and the blood and tears in her heart became more and more violent.

"Qianxia, ​​you are so slow." Qianchun, who was walking ahead, was a little flustered after hearing Qianxia Asuka's words for a long time. When she turned around and found that the other party was just lagging behind, she couldn't help complaining.

For the sake of my sister, what is it to suffer so much!Qianxia Asuka clenched her fists and stared at Qianchun with scorching eyes. There seemed to be a raging flame burning behind her.Sister control is really invincible in the world, it is a good day to have a younger sister!

"Oh, here we come. Sure enough, people are useless when they are old, and they will fall behind if they are not careful."

"Well...you know." Qianchun kicked the pebble and turned around, "Hurry up, if you are so slow, Qianchun won't wait for you."

"Okay, okay, I'll go faster and try not to keep you waiting too long." Qianchun's behavior now is exactly the same as Nan Xia's behavior to her when she first met Nan Xia.To deal with this insecure and arrogant (crossed out) type, Chika Asuka can be said to be handy.Recalling the past with Xishu Nanxia, ​​she took a deep breath and raised the corners of her mouth with two index fingers.

"Laugh, Asuka. You are down, how can you convince others that pain can be forgotten." She lowered her head and whispered to herself.When she looked up again, she was still the cheerful and optimistic person who always brought laughter and warmth to those around her.

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The small wooden house where Yuri Maeda lives, although the sparrow is small, has all internal organs, Qianxia Asuka is indeed cleaned very cleanly, Chiharu nodded with satisfaction and said that she can live in it, but there is one problem that seems to be quite important.The log cabin has only one bedroom, if Asuka Qianxia gave up the only bedroom to Chiharu, where would she sleep herself?

"Ah? It's okay, I'm just staying here temporarily. There are folding beds in the utility room, and I'll be fine there for a few nights. All in all, you can stay in Aunt Lily's room with peace of mind. I'll go Help you change a new sheet." She took the initiative to help Qianchun sort out a series of trivial matters.

Her strange limping posture made Qianchun frown.Qianchun stopped Qianxia Asuka, relying on her own strength to be stronger than the earthlings, forced her to sit on a chair, "Don't bother you, take care of your feet first!" Qianchun is a night rabbit, and she was injured for a while That's fine, so she also ignored the fact that Qianxia Asuka's foot was cut by glass.

It was the first time Qianchun cared about her, and Qianxia Asuka replied blankly: "...Okay, I understand."

She watched Qianchun busy back and forth in the small wooden house, and occasionally told Qianchun where the things were kept, and then gradually hummed happily.Singing is Qianxia Asuka's only advantage. Even Chiharu, who used to hate her to the extreme, has to admit that Qianxia Asuka has a good voice.When listening to her singing, the irritable heart will really calm down little by little, and the thoughts will become clearer.

"That's great." Seeing Qianchun serving simple meals, Qianxia Asuka lay on the table and smiled contentedly, "When Qianchun grows up, he can take care of others. I always feel that... that sentence How do you say it? Time flies? The child has finally become sensible?"

"Qianchun's housework is better than yours, go and wash your hands." Qianchun set the table and chopsticks.

"Hey, I'm just feeling it." She washed her hands quickly, put a handful of vegetables into her mouth, "Hoo hoo... It's so hot! But it's delicious! Qianchun is very independent and capable. I heard Nan Xia tell me about it more than once. Oh, he was so old at that time, he was so old that he hummed and groaned! It wasn’t trained by him! But it’s the first time to eat your cooking. Looking forward to this kind of scene, hehehe. I always feel that Qianchun is willing to eat on the same stage with me, which proves that you are really no longer the little sister who followed Nanxia and acted like a baby. In the past two years, you have also grown up ah."

Chiharu's willingness to eat at the same table with Qianxia Asuka, whom she hated the most in the past, means that she has learned to suppress her emotions and restrain her temper.The most important thing is that she is no longer willing to keep her eyes on Nan Xia, but also willing to go out of her small world and contact other people.

"You should understand sooner or later." Qianchun bit her chopsticks, her clear purple eyes lost their previous brilliance.

"Understanding is always better than not knowing. Even if the process is painful, if you don't go to the end, who knows what the result will be." Qianxia Asuka's cheeks on both sides were swollen by the food, and her voice was vague Qing, Qianchun only integrated what she just said after listening and guessing.

I have heard too many stories about the ups and downs, but the ending is happy, but the truth must be like this?After all, reality is not a fairy tale.In the fairy tale, the prince and Cinderella, a handsome man and a beautiful woman, finally come together.But in reality, finding a handsome, affectionate and rich prince is hard-won, not to mention that Cinderella may not be able to see the high prince in her whole life.

She didn't dare to have too many longings for her own future and her feelings for Shenwei.

The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment. The fantasy is beautiful, but the reality is cruel.

She picked up the bowl and took a few mouthfuls of rice.

"For some reason, he spoke in a very sad tone, then made a sad face, and then slammed the rice to try to divert his attention. This reaction...so suspicious..." Asuka Qianxia squinted her eyes, staring at Qianchun's eyes probing.Qianchun looked away guiltily, causing Qianxia Asuka to slap the table excitedly, and asked loudly, "Tell me! Is there someone you like outside!"

Qianchun was taken aback by her, and nodded honestly.Realizing that she had told the truth obediently, Qianchun blushed wildly and shook her head in denial: "Oh, no, no, no!"

"Lie! There must be!" As a person who has been in a relationship, how could Qianxia Asuka not see it.

"……Well."

"Hurry up, tell me, do I know you? Er... This seems to be nonsense, I must not know it. Is it a man or a woman? No, this seems to be nonsense, it must be a man! How old is it? How long is it?" Is it good-looking? How is your personality? Is it reliable? Is it clean? Is there a job? Is the salary high? Who is in the family?"

"Why are you asking in such detail? It's not for household registration."

"Fart! The cabbage I worked so hard to raise was raped by a pig. Of course I have to find out whose pig stomped my cabbage. Tell me quickly, what is the kid's name, and how did you know him! Development Where are you going!" She didn't even eat, and focused on torturing Qianchun.

It was the first time someone described the relationship between her and Kamui as like a pig and cabbage, Qianchun always felt that this comparison was a bit weird.But comparing Kamui to a pig doesn't feel out of place.Because of this, she accepted the setting of cabbage frankly.

"We met a long time ago. He is not good-looking, and there is no progress. If you really want to give a definition, that guy is a bastard, a bastard, a bastard, a bastard! Xiao Zi likes him so much, but he didn't say anything... bastard... Calling him a pig is exaggerating him! Xiaozi for him...for him..."

Xiao Zi could give her life for him, but what could she do?Compared with Xiao Zi's love, her love is nothing at all.

"Qianchun, do you like him?"

Qianchun hesitated, "My friend Xiao Zi likes him." This means that she and her friend fell in love with the same person, she cares about her friend very much, and she will not compete with her friend.

Another love triangle.Qianxia Asuka sighed silently, "Then, does he like you?"

Qianchun felt even more disappointed, "...he said that he would never care about such things, he just wanted to become stronger. I can't do that like Xiao Zi who doesn't ask for results, but wants to stay by his side. Xiao Zi can protect He, and I can only destroy it. It would be better to get out of this relationship before it gets too deep."

Chika Asuka understood Chiharu's evasion and dejection when talking about this relationship in an instant.

For a hopeless love, it is indeed necessary to withdraw and leave before being unable to extricate oneself.No matter how beautiful it is, it is an untouchable world, and no matter how much you pay, you will only get hurt.

only……

"Have you ever asked him what he thinks?" After listening to it for so long, it was just Qianchun's unilateral thought, and she had no idea what the man's thoughts were.

"You can guess this kind of thing without asking."

"Really? I suggest you better ask." Their relationship finally got closer. They were afraid that Chiharu would be angry if she managed too much, and Qianxia Asuka couldn't force Qianchun to ask, "A lot Things are not what you think they are. If you don’t talk or ask, the misunderstanding will get deeper and deeper, and after a certain fuse broke out, you will leave angrily. Calm down and want to get back the lost past, but find that the other party will not always stand in the same place Waiting for you. By this time, it will be too late to regret."

"It's long-winded." Qianchun muttered dissatisfiedly, "If there is really a fate, the time distance is not a problem. If there is a fate and no fate, then there is fate and no fate. No matter how much you force it, it's useless."

"That's right, fate is hard to say, I hope your luck will be better than mine." Qianxia Asuka's voice was a little ethereal.

Her attitude reminded Chiharu of one thing.

"Qianxia."

"To!"

"Are... are you okay?" The other party tried to comfort her and enlighten her along the way, but she ignored one thing.Based on the relationship between Nanxia and Qianxia Asuka, Qianxia Asuka should be no less sad than her.Even, it should be better than her.Anyway, Chiharu has also seen separation and death, but Qianxia Asuka is different.Besides, the relationship between Yuki Kusuka and Qianxia Asuka at that time was so good that they started talking about marriage and looking forward to the future.

Qianxia Asuka picked up the chopsticks again, put some vegetables in Qianharu's bowl, and put another handful into her own mouth.She rubbed her nose, and said calmly, "At first, you might not get used to it. Well, it's been two years, no matter how sad you are at first, you should learn to accept it. Don't worry about me, let it go."

The girl's bright smile is like the morning sun, dispelling the haze and illuminating the whole house.

"... Oh." Qianchun nodded, "You can take your pillow away later, and Qianchun will use his clothes to sleep on it first."

"Eh? No need, you can sleep on the pillow, I will do whatever I want."

"Qianchun don't want to sleep on your pillow, it's so dirty. Take off the pillowcase and you will see a puddle of saliva." Qianchun despises such a grown-up person who still drools while sleeping, "Shame on me."

"..." Perhaps because of embarrassment, Qianxia Asuka was awkwardly silent for a few seconds before pulling out an ugly sneer, "Cough, haha... I'm so sorry... You saw the joke. Okay, such a pillow I'll use it myself, hehehe, I'm causing you trouble. Qianchun, you can't tell about this, it's too embarrassing!"

The girl on the opposite side clasped her hands together, pleading with tears in her eyes.

Holding such a big secret in her hands, Qianchun was terrified, but she still pretended to be nonchalant, and nodded coldly pretending to be old.

The author has something to say: BGM is still my goddess Ikeda Ayako's "心の系"

Asuka, who is so tender and distressing, and Chiharu, who doesn't know how to get along with Asuka because of guilt, are both good children

==Asuka, you compare your future brother-in-law to a pig with cabbage, is that really okay...