[Gintama] Long hair and waist

What happened in the past will not be forgotten, just can't remember it.Those things that I don't want to recall will always appear again with a certain opportunity.Witnessing Xinghaifangzhu's fight with Kamui reminded her of her battle with her father's evil spirit.How similar they are, it's just that the final result is different.

When father and son fight, no matter whether they win or lose, the ending is unexpectedly the same - there is always one side who will choose to escape.

The master of Xinghaifang said to her that day "the pain of close relatives killing each other", of course she understood.Because her father died under her hands.She didn't know how to face this fact, so she kept choosing to escape.Until now, she still refuses to admit it.

Anyone with long eyes can detect the impact of this change on Chiharu. On the second night after Xinghai Fangzhu left, Kaguramo stopped Chiharu who delivered the meal, and solemnly apologized to her: "I'm sorry, my husband and My son and the others...do this kind of thing in front of you. Does it remind you of bad memories?"

In this regard, Qianchun, who has always been slow to respond, is very sensitive.

Kagura's mother asked this question, which means she knew about Chiharu's past early on.

"Auntie, you already knew, didn't you?" She turned her head expressionlessly, looked at the other person's guilty face carefully, her fingers turned white, "Since you knew it a long time ago, why are you pretending to be something?" Don’t even know? Since you already knew…why didn’t you say it!”

"I don't want to force you to admit the things you don't want to say. I thought I could wait until the day you could face it on your own initiative, but I didn't expect such a mess to happen in the middle. Now thinking about what you said at that time, in fact, you also Just find out. You are right, the fault of this matter is the adults who did not actively solve the problem. We did not care enough about the child, which led to today's bad results."

After speaking, an adult and a child in the room fell into silence.

"I... It's better to leave after all." After a long while, Qianchun said softly in the quiet room.She tried hard to show a natural smile like before, but all she could pull out was a dry and ugly wry smile.She used to want to hug her umbrella tightly, but she thought she would only stay here for a while instead of taking the umbrella.Without the only companion, an emotion called loneliness surged in her heart.

"All of this must be Qianchun's fault. If Qianchun hadn't stayed here, it wouldn't have hurt you and messed up your lives...I'm sorry...it's all because Qianchun is a sin..." She bit her lip , stepping back in small steps, looking at Kagura's face, and sneaking on the doorknob with the hand hidden behind her back.

"Eh? It's not your fault, you don't need to blame yourself... Wait!"

Before the other party finished speaking, Qianchun closed his eyes and pulled the doorknob, and fled quickly.She ran back to her room. In fact, this room shouldn't be called her room, it's just a temporary place to stay.She is just an outsider here, and it is really thick-skinned to be here for several years.Even if she was gone, they would soon forget her.

She sat up on the bed and yawned.

Ah, sleepy, go to sleep.After falling asleep, there won't be so many troubles.

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On the third night after Xinghai Fangzhu left, it was Shenwei who came looking for him.Qianchun saw him leaning against the door of the room waiting for her to talk nonsense with BLABLA, her face was still very serious, but she thought in her heart, "Wow, this family has a good understanding, so the one who will come to see Qianchun tomorrow night is not What about Kagura sauce?" This kind of unnutritious thing.

In fact, Xinghai Fangzhu did not leave immediately, he just pretended to leave.

On the first night, when Qianchun got up to go to the bathroom, he was innocently removed by Xinghai Fangzhu.Probably because she is an outsider, that's why he dared to face her.He cautiously asked about her family's attitude, and after hearing what she said one by one, he didn't know whether he was relieved or still worried.

Finally, he said: "It's really great that they are fine, then I can leave with peace of mind."

"I think... neither Kagura-chan nor Auntie want you to leave." Qianchun hesitated, but still spoke out what was in her heart.

"But Kamui will be uncomfortable seeing me. Ha, and little Kagura... One day, she will be like her brother. Because I am an incompetent father." At this moment, he is not the powerful The master Xinghaifang, he is just a helpless father.He patted Qianchun on the head, "If you don't say a lot, the other party can't know. If you don't want to be like me, just say it early so that the other party understands that you care about him. That kid is very stupid in terms of feelings. .I admit that I should change my mind about you, you are not that bad by nature, you are a good girl."

After leaving these words, he really left.

Staring at the man's back in place, Qianchun suddenly didn't hate him so much.He should have been a good father in the first place, but his heart to love was too weak to dare to love too hard.She began to sympathize with Master Xinghaifang.Kagura's mother made mistakes because of adults who did not actively solve the problem, so is there nothing wrong with children who refuse to listen to adults' explanations?Is it really right to live willfully in one's own cognition, and finally destroy the family's children with one's own hands?

She couldn't think of the answer.

"By the way, let me tell you one thing. I want to leave here. If I stay here, I will not become stronger. One day, I will kill that bald man. And then, I will kill you."

She was so absorbed in her thoughts that she didn't pay attention to what he said at the beginning.But you don't need to think about it, it must be about her father's "evil ghost".This guy had discovered her identity a long time ago, and she knew it.Look, this guy is still so willful, and at this moment he is still provoking her and provoking her.

"Why did I die later? You really think highly of me, don't you think I will be more difficult to deal with than Master Xinghaifang?" She only felt a cloud of anger in her heart, and she couldn't get up or down, and couldn't vomit.She has never been a person who is easily irritated, and all kinds of bad words that have filled her ears since she was a child are thousands of times more vicious than what he said.She can turn a blind eye to other people's stimulation, but she only cares about his words.She thought this emotion was hatred.However, why she clearly hated Shenwei and couldn't help caring about him, this kind of contradiction made her puzzled.

She has always felt that emotional problems are the most difficult to understand.Take crying for example. In her eyes, tears have always been associated with words such as "sadness" and "sadness", but some people just call "so happy" when they cry.And some people are obviously smiling, but they don't feel happy emotions.

Most of the time, she doesn't even understand herself.She can clearly understand such a complicated plot of family ethics drama (especially the love and killing relationship between Kamui and the bald square master), but she still doesn't understand the so-called "heartbeat" feeling in TV drama girl manga, and she can't understand why Xiao Kagura Wiping tears while watching the male and female protagonists quarrel.But Xiao Kagura cried, so she should cry too.Thinking like this, Qianchun pinched herself twice, and tears flowed down her cheeks.

Going off track again, Qianchun came to his senses and found that the room was unbelievably quiet.

She frowned in embarrassment, and her face, which had finally become more serious, returned to normal, and the stupid face with apologetic apology was very flattering in the eyes of the boy opposite, "That...this...hehehe...sorry~ I was distracted just now, and I didn't listen carefully to what you said. How about you say it again? QAQ"

"...Huh? ^^"

The other party's slightly threatening smile made her shrink her neck, "...Who knew you didn't keep talking about BLABLA anymore? You obviously didn't notice Chiharu's mind-wandering before, which shows that my mind-wandering is super technical .” She muttered in dissatisfaction.

"..." Lord Shenwei, who was commented as talkative, was so choked up that he couldn't speak.

Natural stupidity is a big killer, this is even a famous saying.

"Listening to what others say is basic etiquette. ^^" Shenwei pulled her face mercilessly, and wisely adopted the strategy of telling the truth first to bluff the other party before talking about the key points, "Say, where did you start to lose your mind? .”

Her face was in pain, and Qianchun's voice was a bit vague, "I only heard one sentence... woo... It hurts..." But she is an upright and good child who does not tell lies, and she has a fearlessness worthy of everyone's praise. spirit, and the gift she got was her face being raped even more.

"It's so stupid." He changed from pulling the left cheek with one hand to pulling the left and right cheeks with both hands, and then looked at her stupid face while pulling, "There are almost no idiots who are as stupid as Qianchun. I was really shocked when IQ was so low! It turns out that there are people in this world who are so stupid that everyone around them knows their identity, but they still hide it stupidly for fear of being discovered by others. Look at your stupid look , we all had fun watching it. ^^”

Some idiot who was still yelling suddenly stopped yelling.

"Really, are you happy?" She broke off his fingers one by one from her face, her face was red from being pinched, and her eyes were actually a little red at first glance.

He was stunned, his eyes moved away from her eyes, ignoring the feeling of regret in his heart.In order to cover up his thoughts, he deliberately went on without saying, "Of course~ What do you think supports me to allow you to stay in this house for so long? It's because you feel that you are being treated like a monkey. Interesting. By the way, you were picked up as a dog from the very beginning. It’s the basic thing to please the owner, right? You must continue to work hard in the future. ^^”

"..."

She always thought that Shenwei was just a little bit willful, a little self-centered, and a bit bad-natured, but she wasn't crazy enough to really look down on her.In the past few years of getting along, she even thought that he was just not good at showing his gentle side, but in the end he was still a good boy.

Unexpectedly, he actually thought so.

She straightened her face, looked straight into his eyes, and said coldly: "I hate you." The red marks on the girl's face have not completely disappeared, and this appearance looks more prudish, but her tone sounds It didn't look like he was joking.

I don't understand which tendon she is cramping, but she is so bold that she dares to talk to him with this attitude. The word "hate" has been said to each other a lot in recent years, but it seems to be the first time she said it with such a serious attitude.

Inexplicably, he also became upset.

"Oh? What a coincidence. Me, too."

The author has something to say: the knot in Daichun's heart ==.It is Nissan's unintentional and simple words!The delicate thoughts of girls, blue children will not understand [Hey]

Visually, when Nisan grows up, he wants to break his head, but he can't figure out why Daichun hated him for so long because of the casual sarcasm in his eyes ==

Daichun is careful not to expose it because she is afraid that everyone will hate her like everyone else after knowing the truth

She really cares about this family QAQ

Because she grew up in an environment where her parents and others hated her, and she hated herself very much.She finally found a home that could tolerate her, and she was really happy.So when she heard Nisan say this, she thought he was always watching her jokes, no different from others, so she was very sad. QAQ

==So obviously Nanxia is ready to eat, but my Nissan still can’t catch up with Daichun【Hey

It is estimated that the next two chapters will be dedicated to the two older children, but it is time to return to reality