[Gintama] Long hair and waist

Add a lock to the heart to trap the beast in the heart.

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Today's sky was once again covered by dark clouds, and there was no sunlight to be seen.The girl nimbly climbed up the big tree in front of the house with an umbrella on her back, sat on the thickest branch, and swayed her feet innocently.Even though it was early summer, the branches of this tree were still bare and lifeless.

The little Chiharu who is only five or six years old is already used to being alone.

Rather, after she was able to move on her own, her family ignored her.

In her memory, her mother cried non-stop every day. When she was tired from crying, she began to scold, and when she got excited, she began to cry again.She didn't know why her mother did this. At first she just stood and watched, but later she tried to go up and help her mother wipe away her tears.

Her mother was taken aback.

Then, he hugged her fiercely and cried even harder.

However, as time went by, the mother who behaved more and more strangely no longer wanted to get close to her.I don't know when it started, when she wiped her mother's tears like before, her mother would vigilantly knock off her hand, showing a very frightened expression.

She was puzzled. When she asked her mother what happened, her mother pushed her away fiercely and told her, "I am doing this for your own good. You must learn to be independent. From now on, you will learn to take care of yourself."

Independence?

At that time, Qianchun didn't understand the meaning of this word at all, but only vaguely understood that her mother wanted her to stay alone quietly.Qianchun is a good and obedient child, so she nodded, turned around and ran out to play with everyone.

The so-called "playing with everyone" should mean "secretly watching everyone play".

Everyone said that her father was a cruel monster, and she was a cruel little monster, so they couldn't play with her, fearing that she would go crazy and hurt them at any time.Not even watching from the sidelines—if they found out, they would run home in a panic.

Children are the most innocent, so their innocence can warm people's hearts for a whole day.However, everything has two sides, and the hurtful words from their mouths are also the most lethal.

The young Qianchun faintly understood one thing from their actions - she is different from everyone, so everyone hates her.So where is she different?

This problem plagued her throughout her childhood, until she finally chose to give up on it because she was used to being alone.At that time, it seemed redundant for her to dwell on this issue.Anyway, no matter how many things she does, everyone will not change their impression of her.

"Child of the devil, take your life!" When she was sitting on the tree in a daze, an uncle raised an umbrella and attacked her from behind.

Sensitively aware of the murderous aura on her back, she quickly jumped off the tree and landed firmly.She dodged the opponent's attack a little clumsily. It seemed that she dodged just a little bit every time, but she could find that every time the child avoided the attack, she reacted before the opponent made a move.

In other words, her body has been able to make avoidance judgments in advance.

In the end, she aimed at the timing, snatched the uncle's umbrella with one hand, and threw it out forcefully.A beautiful parabola crossed the sky, and she didn't know where the uncle's umbrella was thrown.This uncle's skill is very average, Qianchun felt that he was different from the other people who attacked her before.

Unable to kill even a child, the uncle slumped on the ground powerlessly.

Qianchun was also next to this uncle, and sat down beside him, "Uncle, why do you want to kill Qianchun?" This uncle is not the first person who wants to kill her, she has tried to be attacked while sleeping before .That time, she almost lost her life.Fortunately, a stray cat accidentally broke into the living room and broke the glass, making the other party think that her father had returned and fled in a hurry, so she escaped unharmed.

Since that day, she never dared to sleep peacefully again.Every time before going to bed, she locked the doors and windows, her nerves were tense, she got up and looked around when she heard any small movements, and then continued to lie down and sleep after confirming that she was really all right.

"Because you are evil."

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Although the uncle didn't intentionally distance himself from Qianchun, Qianchun clearly felt that she was disgusted by the uncle in front of him.The expression of disgust, like seeing street rats or carrion in a trash can, was deeply imprinted in Chiharu's eyes.Since she was born, no one around her has shown her a normal expression.Everyone hates her, hates her, and will secretly curse behind her back:

"This horrible little bastard, I really don't understand why she was born in this world. If I were her mother, I should have killed her when I found out that I was pregnant with her. The blood on her body, Must be as filthy as her father."

She felt so sad, her chest was filled with some kind of emotion, and her whole body was trembling inexplicably.Lack of talking to people, her parents never taught her, and it took her a long time to understand that this feeling is called "anger".

However, Qianchun knows what "hate" is.

Everyone who wanted to kill her kept repeating "I hate you" and "If you want to blame it, blame your father, he is the one who continues the hatred to you".Their eyes are so scary, does it mean that if they hate each other, they will really want to kill each other?How about obliterating the other party's existence?

If this is the case, then Qianchun also has a person whom she hates very much.

That is her father.

This man is simply a monster who has no feelings and only knows how to fight. I don't know what kind of cramp he had back then to say that he fell in love with a certain woman at first sight inexplicably, and then he had a cute and cute daughter.

In front of him, all feelings are just child's play.Even the family closest to him - his wife and his daughter - don't know what his real name is.At home, he acted like a tyrant, and if they disobeyed him, even if they were right, they were beaten enough to keep them in bed for three months.As everyone knows, this is already extremely kind to the evil spirits.If it was someone else, I'm afraid they would have lost their lives long ago.

Her father came home about once every two or three months, and six out of ten times he was very drunk.I remember one time when she went to open the door, the smell of alcohol made her frown.

It's just a simple expression like frowning.

Her father used an umbrella to stab hard into his own daughter's abdomen, laughing and admiring her pitiful little face that was white with pain.Laughing wildly, he poked the umbrella a little further, "Trash! Just because you want to disobey me? Huh? That's all, I can't take it anymore? It hurts, right?! Ha Haha! Then I’ll let you hurt a little more. It doesn’t matter if it hurts to death, it’s my shame to give birth to a waste like you.”

Yes, even her biological father loathed her existence like this.

It's ridiculous, those people shifted their revenge target to her because they couldn't kill her father.For a father who can kill her at any time, she lives in dire straits every day.This in the end is why?She obviously has never done anything, she will be a good child.

The most ridiculous thing is that she has become accustomed to such things that ordinary people cannot understand.Moreover, under the malicious indoctrination of the people around her, she gradually began to be "accepted" to agree with this distorted view.

She is a damned existence, her birth was a mistake.

Her father opened the umbrella, which was covered with her blood.Her vision became blurred, and what she heard before losing consciousness was her father's maniacal laughter.

When she gradually regained consciousness, she found herself still lying on the floor.The wound on her abdomen has almost healed after one night.She looked up at the alarm clock in the living room, it was already noon.She groped into the kitchen just in time to see her mother washing the dishes.In this way, her mother had already eaten.Then the mother must have found her lying on the floor, why didn't the mother pick her up, but chose to ignore her?

At that time, she remembered the "Declaration of Independence" that her mother had told her not long ago, and naively thought that her mother was training her, so she rushed to hug her mother and act like a baby.

"Don't touch me!" Her mother pushed her daughter away sensitively, with anxiety and fear in her eyes that Qianchun still can't understand, "I told you, stay away from me, don't come close to me. This is all For your own good...yes, it's all for your own good. You have to learn to stand on your own!"

She nodded obediently.She said that she wanted to be a good child, and she would listen carefully to what her mother said.

It was not until a long time later that she realized that it was just a beautiful lie woven by her mother.

What "makes you independent" is all false.

And that lie was indeed made up casually in order to make Qianchun not doubt it.The real purpose is not to make Qianchun sad, but her mother is afraid that Qianchun will hate herself and hurt herself in the future when she learns the truth.So, in order to protect herself and feel better, her mother could only use this method to stay away from her daughter openly.

See, even the mother who gave birth to her is afraid of the blood on her body.

As the days passed, she grew up day by day, which meant that her strength was getting stronger and stronger.Her mother became more and more afraid of her, worried that her child would be as cruel and ruthless as her father, and would mercilessly take her mother's life as soon as he turned around.

This kind of fear surpasses pity for the child.

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"Because I am a sin, my mother is afraid of my existence, my father disdains my existence, and everyone hates my existence?" She bit her lip, and the uncle saw her cowardly and hurt appearance. Such a moment of tenderness.

But, sin is sin.

If she is left alone, she will fully grow into a murderer like her father.

When she was least prepared, this uncle pierced her heart hard with his hand.

However, it was he who fell in the end.

Qianchun pinched his hand with one hand, and the other hand pierced his heart first.

She quickly withdrew her hand, and wiped the bloody hand on his clothes in disgust, a disdainful sneer that did not match her age appeared on her innocent and childish face.

"waste."

The author has something to say: actually the code came out......

I have struggled for a long time, let me put two to three chapters of memories first, and complete the information revealed in the previous chapter

This is an update from last Saturday