[Gintama] Long hair and waist

"Nan... Xia... Nan Xia... Nan Xia!" She rushed forward and hugged the boy in white tightly.She didn't know how to describe the excitement at this time, so she hugged him even tighter while sobbing, "Woo...I...I thought you didn't want me...Great...Great...I finally found is you……"

"Sorry." The young man in white pushed her away with one hand, with a clear apology and alienation on his face, "I know that I will hurt you by saying this... But, I don't know you, and I don't call you Nan. Xia. All in all, you need to calm down before talking."

"No! You are Nanxia! You really don't want Qianchun? Why, why?! Nanxia, ​​I have been looking for you for a long time, and I have gone to many places... I have been looking for you all the time .” She slumped on the ground, all the sorrow and pain in her body burst out the moment she saw him.This was probably the first time since she grew up that she cried so hard.

This sad wail made the young man in white's heart soften, and he approached her again, wiping her tears with his sleeve, his movements were gentle and clumsy.

"I don't know what's wrong with you, but I'm really not the person you're looking for. Don't cry, don't cry. Oh, I hate girls crying. It's okay, it's okay, everything will be fine Yes, don't cry." He comforted her at a loss, and finally took out his ability to coax a child, and gently rubbed her head with his hand.

It was a pair of very warm hands.

It has a temperature she is familiar with.

"Okay, it's right not to cry. Learn to be strong." The boy in white stood up and left amidst the children's farewell.

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It's you.

not you.

It doesn't matter anymore at this time.

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In the middle of the night, after asking the children where the white-clothed boy lived, Chiharu sneaked into the shrine.This shrine is much smaller than the one she used to live in. Walking through the torii gates and the not-so-long approach, the first thing that appeared in front of her was the hall of worship and a pair of familiar koma dogs.

In my previous memory, both sides of the worship hall were planted with somei yoshino, either white or light pink.Its flowering period is in early April, and at that moment, the entire shrine is fascinated by the sea of ​​fragrant snow.Among them, there is a particularly old Somei Yoshino tree, which is near the main hall.

She walked along the memory, and the blurred past gradually became clear.

She saw, under the largest Somei Yoshino tree, a long-haired girl was sleeping soundly leaning against the tree.The boy in white lovingly scratched her nose with his hand, and because he was afraid of waking her up, he deliberately made his movements soft, as if he was treating a fragile treasure.The long-haired girl frowned dissatisfied and muttered a few words in her sleep, but she was still in a deep sleep.The boy shook his head helplessly, took off his coat and put it on her body, picked her up firmly, and walked towards the house...

That boy in white is Xishu Nanxia.

However, that girl with long hair is not her.

"Who? It's you. How did you come here? This is not a place you can come in casually. If you want to pay homage, it's better to come in the morning." The boy in white followed the sound and found It was Qian Chunhou who breathed a sigh of relief, walked up to her, and said to her seriously, "It's too unsafe for a girl to run around alone at night."

Chiharu lowered her head, pointing at her finger aggrievedly.

"Okay, okay, go back quickly. Your companions should be very worried when they find you missing."

"No... Qianchun wants to follow Nanxia." Qianchun tightly clutched the corner of the boy in white clothes.

The boy in white sighed deeply, and repeated this sentence for an unknown number of times, "I don't know you, and I'm not the Nan Xia you said. I'm very sorry, but I'm not the person you're looking for. I also have my own name."

"Aren't you really Nan Xia? Don't you really know Qianchun? Then what's your name?" She made it clear that she still didn't give up, and asked the boy in white all the way.

The boy in white raised his forehead, "You are really persistent. But, before asking someone else's name, shouldn't you give your own name first?" After Qianchun told him his name readily, he rolled his eyes again , revealing the cunning of a young man, "Ah... what should I do, I don't quite remember my name."

"W-why don't you remember! You lied!" Not sure if the boy in white was teasing her or telling the truth, Qianchun stomped her feet anxiously, "No, you must think about it."

"The name is just a code name. It's nothing important. Do I have to remember it?" The boy in white went to the corridor in front of the hall and sat down, resting his chin with one hand, his tone seemed to be true, "I forgot the name, But I'm sure, we haven't met before. I'm afraid, I and the 'Nan Xia' you mentioned are only similar at first glance, but after getting along, you will find two completely different people, right?"

"But you must be Nan Xia! If you are not Nan Xia, then Qianchun... Qianchun really...doesn't want to live anymore." Sitting next to him, Qianchun suddenly hugged her legs, and her voice became sobbing again.She rubbed her eyes helplessly, letting the tears fall down in big drops.

Xishu Nanxia has always been her pillar.To her, Nan Xia is her everything, her hope.Finding Nan Xia is the only goal that has kept her going until now.However, slowly, she gradually found that she could not find Nan Xia.She thought it was because Nan Xia refused to forgive her that she avoided her.Then it doesn't matter, if she dies, then Nan Xia will appear, right?However, if she dies, will she never see Nan Xia again...

Struggling repeatedly like this, constantly getting lost like this.

Finally one day, she bumped into him again.

But he told her that he was not Nan Xia, she had mistaken him.

"No, if you are Nan Xia, I really want to see Nan Xia again." She covered her face and cried in pain.

Qianchun is a coward and a crybaby in front of Xishu Nanxia.She is always like a ghost behind him, clinging to him tightly. When she finds that he is gone, she will desperately look for him, and she will breathe a sigh of relief when she sees a familiar figure from behind.She could cry for a whole day in front of Xishu Nanxia, ​​whether she was wronged or accidentally fell.In fact, she was fine, but she still pretended to be very sad.He couldn't tell whether she was pretending to be sad or really sad every time, so he had to touch her head every time and tell her gently, "Okay, okay, don't cry, learn to be strong."

Although she didn't listen to his words every time, and would continue to cry pitifully in front of him next time, he would not complain, and patiently said this sentence again, as if This is too much to say, and one day she will really become strong.

"Is he someone important to you?"

"It's very important. Qianchun lives to see Nanxia again." She stared at the purple pupil that was red and swollen from crying, and stared straight at the face of the boy in white. "You are Nanxia! Tell me you are Nanxia!" Xia!"

In her eyes, besides sadness, there was another emotion hidden.

"But why do I feel that you just keep emphasizing 'want to see him'? Other than that, I don't seem to feel any other emotions. Do you have any reason why you must see him?" The white-clothed boy keenly asked Get an insight into the problem, go straight to the point, and hit the key point.

Qianchun drooped her head and did not answer, her shoulders were still twitching non-stop.

Unable to resist her appearance at all, the boy in white chose to compromise, "Okay, five minutes. During this time, you can treat me as him and talk about it."

She raised her head in surprise, threw herself into his arms and wept loudly.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm really sorry..."

I thought she would say something else, but I didn't expect her to keep apologizing.The boy in white patted her back and asked tentatively, "Why do you keep apologizing? I never blamed you."

She was silent, just continued to hold him and cry.

Five minutes passed quickly, and Qianchun, who was in silence, suddenly spoke again, whispered "Thank you", and finally let go of her hand reluctantly.The boy in white saw sadness, nostalgia, and guilt on her face, but he couldn't see the emotions that should be seen.His eyes darkened, and he hid all the understanding he had just realized in his heart.

"What, I was worried that you might go to some strange place, but I didn't expect you to track this place too. Hmm...? Your brother is there too?" Afutu Xiaozi Kamui San who suddenly appeared People startled both Qianchun and the boy in white.After looking at Qianchun and the boy in white for countless times, Afutu said to Qianchun: "I know you and your brother are very happy to reunite, but you also have to pay attention to your identity, we have serious business to do. "

After all, he glanced at the boy in white intentionally or unintentionally.

The white-clothed boy calmly met Afutu's obviously distrustful eyes, stretched out his hand and gently pushed Qianchun's back, "Go, if you stay with me, some of them will probably be very upset." The smile in his eyes seemed normal at first glance, but upon closer inspection, he felt that he was implying something.

Hearing this, she looked both sides a few times, and finally stood up hesitantly and took a few steps.

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"Go." That sunny day, the man gently pushed her back to help her take the first step.She held the handle of the umbrella nervously, turned her head nervously, and saw the man's bright smile.

"Come on, take this step, we will stand behind you to support you and cheer you up."

With this encouragement, she mustered up her courage and walked forward among the group of peers who were looking at her curiously...

<<<

Her heart twitched suddenly because of the fragment she just remembered.

She couldn't help but turn her head back, the boy in white mouthed "Go quickly" to her, and waved goodbye to her.She tried to take a few steps forward, but her feet seemed to be filled with lead, and they were unbearably heavy.Every time she saw him standing behind her and smiling at her, she always felt that her heart was full of happiness.But now, when she looked back, there was only a heart-stopping pain in her heart.

At that moment, the tip of her nose started to feel sore again, and she turned around decisively and ran back to his side.

"After losing it once, I don't want to lose it again. Nanxia, ​​I really don't want to leave you. This time, please let me go. I'm so scared, I'm so afraid that you won't be here when I look back." She tried He stretched out his hand and tugged at the corner of his clothes, his cautious appearance made people feel distressed.

The boy in white sighed helplessly again, "Idiot, how could I be away suddenly, don't think too much. Be good, go back quickly." He rubbed the girl's head, but his eyes were fixed on the smiling braided boy opposite, provoking She raised her eyebrows like that.

"I...I don't want to." She pouted her lips, her purple pupils widened and she refused to blink, for fear that if she blinked, he would take advantage of this gap to leave, "Once I leave, you will definitely go away again." Disappear secretly."

Before the boy in white could comment on her cheating behavior, a hand suddenly appeared and pulled her away.

"That's all for reminiscing about the old days. This is my pet. Because of her poor memory, she always can't remember who her real owner is. I'm sorry for causing you trouble. When I go back, I will let her recognize it. Yes. ^^" Kamui pressed Qianchun's shoulders firmly with both hands to prevent her from moving, "Don't look at her like this, she is actually a fierce beast that can bite people, and it's easy to be bitten if you get too close .If you want to be closer to safety, you'd better stay away from this guy."

"Is that so? But I don't think so. She seems to be more hostile to you, and she chose to stay with me... Ah, sorry, I seem to be talking too much. Sorry, I shouldn't meddle in your personal affairs, I I believe you guys will 'get along well' in private." The white-clothed boy took the hem of his clothes out of her hand, squatted down and looked at her level, "Oh boy, you go with this person first, I will look for him when I have time. your."

"Don't... I don't want to leave Nanxia..." She shook her head desperately, but instead of letting Shenwei let go, she chose to ask the boy in white for help.

The next second, she felt a pain in her shoulders.Originally, Shenwei just wanted to keep her from moving around, so he didn't have much strength to grab her.But just now, he inexplicably increased his strength and squeezed her shoulders fiercely, as if if he pressed harder, her shoulders would be crushed.

She refused to look back, she said she didn't want to talk to this person anymore.

"Oh, you won't look at me? Qianchun is so stingy. No, I should be happy that you didn't choose to forget the unpleasant things that happened just now, right?" He chuckled a few times, but his tone became more and more cold, "If you dare to be willful again, I will kill you... Oh, I almost forgot that you are not afraid of death. Then, I will kill him. ^^"

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It's getting dark on both sides