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If someone else—for example, Zhan—was like this, Shen Wuji would have been so angry that he would have smoked from his orifices, pressed him to the ground and beat him hard, and then poured a bucket of cold water on him to wake him up, but this person was Luo Jinyu, Shen Wuji It's too late to hurt.

Looking at Luo Jinyu's serious appearance now, he has a headache: "Your mother...your mother has passed away a long time ago, Jinyu, what's wrong with you, talking nonsense... Hey! What kind of immobilization technique is that? It's just After pressing the acupuncture points, there are countless acupuncture points on the human body, which happened to be unknown to our family. The old Taoist just used pulse power to help you untie it. Jinyu, if you can really bring people back to life in this world, why not? Chaos?"

"Then one life for another." Luo Jinyu stopped crying, calmed down, and said with a firm expression, "Take my life and exchange it for my mother's life. I was born and raised by her, so I should give her life back .”

"Luo Jinyu, be sober." Shen Wuji couldn't bear it anymore and said, "How can one life be exchanged for another in this world? Your mother is dead, the meat is gone, and a pile of bones is dug out, she can't live! She is dead! "

Hearing this, Luo Jinyu showed a dazed look again, looked at him for a long time, then slowly lowered her head.

Shen Wuji suddenly felt distressed again, forgot everything, and hurriedly coaxed: "Okay, okay, our family will ask someone to go to Dangzi Mountain to ask, and invite that old Taoist to come, okay? Don't cry, Don't be sad, don't think about it. You were shocked today and vomited blood, so you have to rest and recuperate. You can ask the doctor to come and see you later, and make a medicine for calming you down. As for finding immortality to revive you Mother's business, we'll do it for you, and you'll rest—"

"I know." Luo Jinyu suddenly whispered.

Shen Wuji was startled: "What do you know?"

Luo Jinyu was silent for a while, then said: "Actually, I know."

"..." Shen Wuji asked again, "What do you know?"

Luo Jinyu didn't speak.

What does he know?

He knew that the resurrection of the dead and the regeneration of bones and muscles were nonsense and an act against the heavens.

Why didn't he know every word of Shen Wuji's persuasion?He knows it all.

But he would rather not know.

After a while, Luo Jinyu gradually felt a huge tiredness attacking her, her eyelids were fighting up and down, and she couldn't hold it anymore, she could only vaguely hear Shen Wuji softly say: "You are too tired, go to sleep, my family Just here with you, you can sleep peacefully."

After that, Luo Jinyu fell into a coma, and her personnel affairs were not known.

Shen Wuji gently put him back on the bed and lay him down, took off his boots and coat, loosened his hair, covered him with the quilt, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at him for a long time, with a very worried look on his face.

Before leaving Beijing, Shen Wuji ran into Imperial Physician Cao in the palace. He wanted to exchange some polite greetings, but Imperial Physician Cao pulled him aside with a solemn expression and asked him where Luo Jinyu had gone.Doctor Cao was idle the day before yesterday, so he went to Shen's residence to visit his patients, but unexpectedly, everyone in Shen's residence had subtle expressions and said that his wife had left Beijing for something.Doctor Cao saw at a glance that they were lying, but he didn't know them well, so it was inconvenient to ask more questions.

The servants avoided it, but Shen Wuji did not avoid it with Imperial Physician Cao, so he told about Luo Jinyu leaving a letter to leave, and inevitably also said about Luo Jinyu's search for the fairy medicine of Lao Shizi to revive his mother.

After Cao Yuji heard this, he didn't show disbelief like Zhan Qingshui and the others, but kept shaking his head and sighing. After a long while, he asked Shen Wuji some questions, such as how Luo Jinyu ate, drank and slept when he was still in Shen's mansion, and whether he behaved in a normal way? Anomalies, etc.

Shen Wuji answered carefully one by one.

Doctor Cao asked a lot, his expression became more and more ugly, and finally said: "It seems that his condition is more serious than I thought, so I have to apologize to my father-in-law. This time, I really became a quack doctor."

Shen Wuji hurriedly said: "One family doesn't talk about two families, so you should quickly tell what's going on, and don't talk too much about trivial matters."

Cao Yu said: "The lower official once said to my father-in-law that Mr. Luo is more serious than ordinary people, and he is a filial son. I am afraid that it will be difficult to let go of his mother's death easily. But at that time, the lower official saw that he was getting along with the father-in-law very naturally, and his expression was very serious. It also gradually got better, so I didn't care too much. Now that I think about it, I'm still careless. I'm afraid Mr. Luo has been forcing a smile all the time, and his heart knot is much bigger than what the official guessed at the beginning."

Shen Wuji sighed: "Our family knows that he has a heart..."

"No, father-in-law, you don't know." Doctor Cao said with such a serious expression, "If I hadn't made a mistake in the diagnosis, he might be far from being so simple. He is seriously ill."

Shen Wuji frowned, puzzled and said: "What serious illness?"

Cao Yu said, "Hysteria."

Shen Wuji was furious, and cursed: "You have hysteria!"

Doctor Cao said helplessly: "No, Eunuch Shen, calm down."

Shen Wuji was not willing to calm down, and continued to curse: "You are crazy!"

"Oh, it's not..." Doctor Cao wondered, "It's not that Mr. Luo is crazy, listen to me first."

Shen Wuji endured his temper, gave him a blank look, and turned his head away.

Doctor Cao continued: "There are many different symptoms of hysteria. It is not the usual thinking that hysteria is caused by loss of mind and frequent quarrels. I recently checked medical skills and asked my father and the adults of the imperial hospital. There is a kind of hysteria that is very similar to Mr. Luo's current symptoms, there are not many records of this disease, and an old man mentioned a few words in his handbook, which he called depression."

Shen Wuji frowned more and more, and looked back at him suspiciously.

Doctor Cao sighed and said: "This so-called 'depression', people who get the disease seem to be no different from ordinary people, not like people suffering from wind-cold or bone fractures, which can be seen at a glance. People who suffer from depression, some The natural face is miserable and depressed, but some of them bury these sufferings in their hearts, and they can still talk and laugh naturally to others, like a flower and plant, which is flourishing on the surface, but the roots buried deep in the soil are rapidly rotting and decaying. Father-in-law, do you understand what the officer said?"

Shen Wuji hesitated and said: "Isn't this what is commonly referred to as heart disease? No matter who's family is ruined, there will be times of depression..."

"It seems that you still don't understand." Doctor Cao shook his head and said, "To be offensive, what would you do if you were the one who encountered Mr. Luo's things?"

Shen Wuji snorted, "Revenge."

"What about after revenge?" Doctor Cao asked.

Shen Wuji was puzzled and said, "After what?"

Doctor Cao smiled wryly and said: "Look, this is the difference between you and the patients. Whether it's you, me, or Eunuch Zhan or Eunuch He, if the same thing happens to you, you will either take revenge or not, after all , although it is still sad, but the days that should be lived have to be lived. But for Mr. Luo, he has no tomorrow. In other words, he doesn't want to have a tomorrow at all.

Let's put it this way, a broken family can be compared to a wall blocking the road. When ordinary people encounter this wall, they think of going around it, or looking for a ladder to climb over, or simply looking for a hammer to knock down the wall and tear it down. In the past, Mr. Ke Luo, he would only bump his head upwards, until the head was smashed and the blood flowed non-stop.It's not that he doesn't know how to use other methods, he knows all about it, but he can't help himself, he just wants to hit it.

For ordinary people, this kind of wall is rare, after passing one, the next step is a smooth road, but for a patient like Mr. Luo, there are all such walls in front of him, and he can't see the road.It's hard for us to think, maybe... Maybe it's just that a volume of his book is missing, which is so trivial to us, to him, it's just another wall weighing heavily on his heart, making him even more unable to breathe. "

Seeing Shen Wuji's unbelievable appearance, Imperial Physician Cao sighed deeply, and said, "Eunuch Shen, the officer said that he is seriously ill. This is no longer a heart disease, but a disease similar to wind-cold or plague, but it is worse than wind-cold and plague." The plague is even more bizarre and terrifying. This disease is more tormenting than the most poisonous poison. The poison makes people die immediately, but this disease makes life worse than death. Every moment he lives, he is looking forward to dying. Maybe we will soon die. It's hard to imagine how disappointed he was when he opened his eyes every morning, disappointed that he lived another day, because every day he lived, he was enduring pain that we couldn't imagine."

Shen Wuji hesitated and asked: "Then what kind of medicine do you need to take to cure it? Just say, no matter what kind of medicine it is, as long as it is available in this world, our family will get it. Even if it is not in this world, our family will also find it!"

Doctor Cao said helplessly: "The reason why I say this disease is more bizarre and terrifying than the plague is because there is no cure for this disease. Plague can be cured with medicine, and poison can also be cured, but this disease..."

"Since it's a disease, how can there be no medicine to cure it?" Shen Wuji said angrily, "You're talking nonsense. Sometimes you say it's the same as wind-cold, and sometimes you say it's different from wind-cold. Our family thinks you're hysterical!"

"Alas." Cao Yu said, "It's not that there is no medicine at all, but there are some medicines that calm the mind, but they can't be cured. In short, for the current plan, you still have to find him as soon as possible, Mr. Shen, and bring him back to the capital. Treat carefully."

……

Shen Wuji sat by the bed, staring sadly at the sleeping Luo Jinyu, recalling what Cao Yuyi said, he still didn't understand it, and complained in a low voice: "You said you were a god, you even got sick , it has to be different from others, it has to be a rare disease."

After complaining for a few words, Shen Wuji said distressedly again, "God, this thief who kills thousands of knives will make you torment."

He looked at Luo Jinyu's pale face, with a sore nose, and said, "If you have this disease, it will make our family suffer. I have to torture you. How can you bear the torture with your body that reads and holds a pen?"

Shen Wuji held Luo Jinyu's hand under the quilt, and said silently in his heart: If there really is a Bodhisattva Tathagata, you all listen to our family saying that if you have to make troubles, you will make troubles for our family, and let our family suffer from any illness. Adding a few things is fine, as long as you don't bully Luo Jinyu, you want our family to die, you want our family to go to hell, frying it in a frying pan day and night, thank you all!

……

Luo Jinyu fell into a deep sleep, and when she woke up again, it was already midnight.As soon as his fingers moved, Shen Wuji, who was lying on the bed and holding his hand, woke up from sleep, and hurriedly said: "Jinyu? Wake up? Don't be afraid, our family is here!"

Luo Jinyu opened her eyes, and saw Shen Wuji kneeling on the footrest beside the bed with one hand on the edge of the bed, her face full of surprise, she asked repeatedly, "Do you want some water? Do you want something to eat? Our house is very warm. I'm ready." As he spoke, he turned his head and shouted, "Come here, bring hot tea, soup, and food!"

After finishing speaking, Shen Wuji turned around, continued to paw on the side of the bed, reached out to touch Luo Jinyu's face, and coaxed him with a smile, "Just wait a moment. The yard is so small, and the kitchen is next to it, so I brought it here."

Luo Jinyu was amused by him, but the smile was fleeting, she was silent for a while, and said: "Sorry, I lost my composure during the day."

"Hey, you and my husband, what are you talking about?" Shen Wuji said angrily, "Are you pointing at Sang and scolding Huai?"

Luo Jinyu was puzzled and said, "What do you mean by that?"

Shen Wuji intentionally made an unhappy look, turned his head sideways, glanced at him sideways, and said, "You cry once, it's called losing your composure, then what's your name when we cry in front of you all day long? If you say you're not Pointing at Sang and scolding Huai, doesn’t it seem to be talking about yourself, but actually burying our family, our family doesn’t believe it!”

Luo Jinyu was stunned for a moment, then laughed dumbfoundedly: "I never thought it would come from here."

Seeing that he laughed again, Shen Wuji laughed himself: "I'm just kidding you." He said again, "But it's not a lie. In short, you don't need to be too harsh on yourself. Who can have nothing sad? Cry for a while What is crying? Our family has heard that it is better to cry and vent out when you are sad than to be sick in your heart. If you don’t believe me, just look at our family. Our family’s bones are so strong, maybe it’s from crying .”

Luo Jinyu laughed and said: "You have the most fallacies." He added, "It's just that men don't flick their tears..."

Shen Wuji snapped back: "It's just that I haven't reached the point of sadness!"

Luo Jinyu: "..."

Not long after, the little soldier brought them in for food. Shen Wuji didn't lie to others, he helped Luo Jinyu sit up, and brought something to feed himself, but Luo Jinyu was unwilling: "I'm fine, let's go to the table to eat, otherwise it will be like eating at the table." What's it like?"

Seeing that he was persistent, Shen Wuji had no choice but to put down the bowl, and came to help him dress and put on boots again.

"I can do it myself." Luo Jinyu couldn't help but laugh, "You were not so attentive when you were in the mansion, why did you suddenly..."

"You're right, hasn't our family served you like this before?" Shen Wuji asked.

Luo Jinyu said: "You have taken care of me like this, but I was seriously ill at that time, and now I am cured, how can I still be like that."

alright?What a fart!Cao Qianmo said that you have no cure for this disease!

Naturally, Shen Wuji couldn't say this, he could only say: "Xiaobie is better than a newlywed, let alone we are still newly married, so you ran away."

Mentioning this matter, Luo Jinyu felt very ashamed and puzzled: "Then you should reprimand me, why did you treat me like this instead?"

Shen Wuji showed a more puzzled expression than him: "This is also the first time our family sees you like this, and you take the initiative to scold?"

Luo Jinyu: "..."

Shen Wuji squatted on the ground, holding Luo Jinyu's boots, sighed and said: "What can we do with our family? Serve well and run away, and dare to scold? Maybe the next time you see it is not leaving a book to run away, but a letter. Suspended."

"..." Luo Jinyu's pale face turned red in an instant, and she explained embarrassingly, "No. You have to stop talking about nothing."

"Nothing?" Shen Wuji said indifferently, "Our family didn't take good care of you, or did you leave a book and leave?"

Luo Jinyu became more and more embarrassed and didn't know what to say for a moment.This matter was his fault, how could he still dare to make excuses?

It was rare for Shen Wuji to see him so guilty that he couldn't speak, suddenly he had an evil fire, threw away his boots, knelt on the edge of the bed with one knee, leaned in front of Luo Jinyu, lowered his voice, and asked ambiguously: "Say Get up, you don't really think our family didn't take good care of you, do you?"

Luo Jinyu looked at him puzzled: "What?"

"Otherwise..." Shen Wuji ate his heart and leopard, stiffened his neck, and pressed Luo Jinyu closer, and said, "Otherwise, if you are blindfolded, you won't be able to see our shabby body, maybe it won't be so Disgusting."

Luo Jinyu: "..."

Only then did he know what Shen Wuji was referring to, he became more embarrassed and shy, he hurriedly turned his head away, not daring to look at this shameless person, and murmured, "What are you talking about..."

"Talk to you about human relations." Shen Wuji continued to coax him, "If you are afraid of the dark, then maybe, we simply turn our backs and don't ask you to watch, just ask you to do that thing, you don't know, We'll tell you what to do..."

"Stop talking." Luo Jinyu's face became hot when he heard it, and he silently moved into the bed, "You are talking nonsense all of a sudden."

"Not long ago, who was the one who pestered our family and insisted on asking for a bridal chamber every night?" Shen Wuji laughed in a low voice, "Are you ashamed again now? Why, during this time apart, I forgot that I was Married? Are you not used to being so affectionate?"

Luo Jinyu was about to answer, when Shen Wuji said, "Then you have to review it carefully, to learn the new by reviewing the past."

"..." Luo Jinyu said angrily, "Don't say any more!"

Shen Wuji stopped talking.

He just does.

The author has something to say: as if he could do something, eh.

To be honest, when I was writing, I was anxiously thinking about whether to remove makeup seriously in ancient times, what if I got bored acne?