[Main Wenye] Dazai-style happiness

Aren't you going to find your friend? "The boy said while holding Dazai Osamu's hand obediently.

"Ah, don't worry, because..." I have already found it, you who chose to erase the existence of "Dazai Shuya" and leave only "Xuya".

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〖Have you really decided? 〗 "Book" means so.

"Ah, yes." The man held the hand of the person on the other side, and chose to live a new life.

A relaxed smile finally appeared on his tired face.

If it's them, it's certainly worth it.

……

A few days later, Armed Detective Agency.

"Where did that guy Dazai go? It's working time now!" Kunikida frowned, thinking about where the bandage waste device might go.

"Ah, Mr. Kunikida, Mr. Dazai said that he is going to pick up an important guest." Atsushi Nakajima immediately went forward to explain the situation.

"Important guest?" This time, not only Kunikida Doppo, but also other members of the detective agency present were puzzled.

"I don't know either. Dazai-san just said to me 'this is a surprise' and left before I could catch up." Nakajima Atsushi scratched his hair, feeling quite a headache.

"Huh? Surprise? This guy's words, maybe..." Kunikida Doppo was surprised, and before the rest of the words came out, he was interrupted by another lazy voice.

"Yes—surprise, it's the new owner of the bookstore downstairs." Edogawa Ranpo got up from the office chair lying on his back, showing a mysterious smile.

"Kuuuuuuuu—" "Yes, here we come."

Before Edogawa could speak further, there was a knock on the door, and Atsushi Nakajima responded while opening the door.

"Gui'an, I just moved downstairs, please give me more advice from now on." The black-haired boy in the gray windbreaker stood at the door with a just right smile, "My name is Qinghe Xiuya."

"Xiuya..." The Armed Detective Agency couldn't help but move its eyes to Dazai Osamu who was behind the boy, and saw him showing a positive expression.

Was one step ahead.Edogawa pursed his lips in disorder, deliberately not looking at Dazai Osamu's slightly smug eyes.

"Welcome—Xuya!!" The people on the other side hugged the tired child.

The author has something to say: In this ending, Zhongxiu also chose to forget everything and start with his original appearance.

The ending of the original world is not written, everything starts again in the original world, and everyone forgets it.

☆、【End 2】Tired bird returns home

【Tired birds will return home. 】

"Since it is only to erase the existence of "Shuya Dazai" in this world, then..."

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"Wow——" The documents were scattered all over the floor, and the sound of papers falling was very obvious in the originally quiet office.

"Mr. Ranpo, what's the matter?" [Kunikida Doppo] saw [Edogawa Ranpo] slowly getting up from his sleep on the desk, and felt something was wrong.

Obviously, the president of the Armed Detective Agency [Fukuzawa Yukichi] also noticed that something was wrong, and he quickly walked to the desk, wanting to touch [Edogawa Ranpo]'s shoulder.

"Crack!" Unexpectedly, [Fukuzawa Yukichi]'s hand was quickly opened, and it didn't even touch [Edogawa Ranpo]'s body.

"Don't touch me——!" [Edogawa Ranpo] burst out with inexplicable and powerful resentment for a moment, he put his beret on his black hair, the broken hair in front of his eyes covered his expression, he He walked forward without saying a word, avoiding the hands of the members of the Armed Detective Agency who wanted to hold him.

"I need to be alone." When walking to the door, [Edogawa Ranpo] suddenly spoke, and the sharp indifference made others feel very strange.

There was silence in the office.

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"Bang." [Chuya Nakahara] held up the cup, apologized to [Ozaki Momiji] hastily, with the usual attitude and tone, "Ah, sorry, Miss Momiji."

"Ah, why are you so absent-minded, Chuya." [Ozaki Momiji] smiled dignifiedly, looking at [Nakahara Chuya] with friendly and gentle eyes.

"Maybe the recent task is a bit difficult..." [Nakahara Chuya] chatted skillfully, and with the permission of [Ozaki Koyo], he bid farewell as usual.

[Central Plains Chuya] bid farewell to his subordinates with ease, but after walking out of the monitoring range of Hong Kong gangsters, his eyes sank in a blink of an eye.

Flames were burning in the ferocious blue eyes like wolves, as if ignited by something extremely angry, the ruthlessness and indifference revealed made one's heart tremble.

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"Oda, what's wrong with you?" The tall man in a black suit looked at his maroon-haired companion who suddenly stopped moving and remained motionless.

"...No, it's nothing, please give me a day off today, one of my friends is waiting for me." [Oda Sakunosuke] responded in a nasty manner, the man who usually does not show much emotional fluctuations about anything unexpectedly appeared Very anxious.

"Hmm, ah." The man in the black suit reacted slowly, [Oda Sakunosuke] had already gone far away, and the colleague who had heard that [Oda Sakunosuke] adopted orphans thought carefully, maybe something happened to the child, unexpectedly so anxious.

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[Edogawa Ranpo] was extremely irritable, there was a huge loophole in the link that should not have happened-everything was remembered, even those dark and rotten days, which should have collapsed with the collapse of the world Disappeared together, constructing a brand-new, false and beautiful world, but now it is owned by them, the so-called survivors, except for that guy [Dazai Osamu].

[Nakahara Chuya] and [Oda Sakunosuke] met, and they didn't even need to ask questions, they already saw the same purpose, but before approaching the detective agency, [Edogawa Ranpo] was already waiting outside.

"The plan has been fully implemented." [Nakahara Chuya] spat out useless words through his dry throat.

"One is missing." [Edogawa Ranpo] said softly, "02." His eyes were deep and quiet.

"In this world, "Dazai Osamu" does not exist, I have inquired, and there is no trace of Dazai at all. "[Oda Sakunosuke] had a stiff expression, obviously surprised.

[Nakahara Chuya] took out the cigarette in his pocket without saying a word, and when he wanted to light it habitually, he recovered and put the cigarette in his pocket again.

"What should we do..." sighed dejectedly, [Chuya Nakahara] leaned on the bench in the park where they were, his downcast eyes were full of gloomy depression.

The other two people didn't reply. In this perfect world, they have other memories. They can't continue to pretend that nothing happened. What's more, they have lost a companion, and they don't know what he did. , but there is no trace of his existence in this world, which is so clean that it makes people feel chilling.

"If you can choose—" Before [Oda Sakunosuke] finished speaking, [Edogawa Ranpo] suddenly stood up and looked somewhere.

It was a "book", and the three of them who realized it instantly approached quickly, trying to inquire about the so-called truth.

But the "book" ignored them, just turned to a certain page on its own, and pieced together gorgeous fragments when it released dazzling white light.

The assembled figures are extremely familiar.

"Ah... this is really—" [Edogawa Ranpo] choked his throat and said, he somehow understood everything, and the possible bright days in the future.

"Let's re-introduce, my name is Dazai, Dazai Osamu." Xiu also smiled at the three of them, revealing a gentle look in his eyes.

"Osamu Dazai" who gave up the existence named "Shuya Dazai" and became alone, this time, he voluntarily.

No longer denying your own identity, no longer deliberately doubting your own existence, no longer believing that you are a substitute for anyone, no longer being deceived, no longer making people sad, no longer being separated from the world.

At this moment, I held their hands.

Shuya, no, [Dazai Osamu] thought so.

The world is false, full of lies, regular and mechanical - but as long as I have you, I will not be afraid anymore, we have each other.

My heart returns like a tired bird returning to its nest.

The author has something to say: In this ending, Xiu also chose to return to the original world and become an independent Osamu Dazai, rather than a simple template

☆、【Ending 3】Starlight Deep Sea

[Afterwards I will forget everything and sink into the deep sea that can give me a peaceful sleep. 】

at some point.

Like a faded photo, the whole world is cast in black and white. Like a paused silent film, people stop everything at hand, and everything is fixed at a certain moment.

Osamu Dazai stopped the funny smile on his face, avoiding Doppo Kunikida who was still yelling loudly just now but now completely fixed in front of him, as expected, the brown-haired man's eyes showed rare sadness and regret.

"Is it still like this?" The brown-haired man put his hands in the pockets of the sand-colored windbreaker, and deftly avoided the motionless crowd, walking in the streets and alleys like a cat, coming against the black and white crowd. To a cemetery near the sea.

"I've made up my mind, so I know I'll come to you..." The only color in the black and white world is in front of him. Dazai hesitated for a long time, but he just uttered a dry sentence. The known truth and predictions were also stuck on the tip of the tongue, and finally hesitated, swallowing everything with a dry throat.

Shuya walked up to Dazai, and held his hand without looking at him. The black-haired boy's eyes were still calm, calm and relaxed, as if what he was going to usher in next was just a quiet sleep.

No, Osamu Dazai's knuckles trembled, but inexplicably there were dots of sadness in his eyes. It was indeed a sleep, an eternal sleep.

""Human disqualification". "Xiu also thought softly, he didn't look at Osamu Dazai.

Feeling that his supernatural ability was canceled out, Dazai's body also began to be covered with black and white colors, as if rapidly losing color, but Dazai didn't care, and finally just raised his hand to touch the top of Ouya's black-haired head, But it stopped in mid-air.

Xiu Ye was stunned for a while, then stood on tiptoe, and rubbed the hand that had turned black and white with the top of his head.

"Thank you, Miss Jingzi." Xiu didn't turn his head, his tone was soft.

"Extraordinary ability "things have changed"——" A feminine voice sounded, Uesugi Kyoko almost didn't dare to face up to the legendary blank book she was holding in her hand.

Uesugi Kyoko’s supernatural ability belongs to memory. She can read other people’s memories. At the same time, she can also change other people’s memories with a certain amount of reinforcement. Osamu Dazai also used his own information to find Uesugi Kyoko. The purpose, Xiu also knew that Uesugi Kyoko would not stand idly by. Of course, this was also a bet that Xiu also made for himself. If he could not make a decision within five days, it would be the same as it is now. The only difference is that all It is Xiu Ye's own choice.

"Good night." Muttering, the world fell into a brief blank.

"Is this your decision?" the pink-haired "God" boy asked Xiu Ye. He was the foreign aid brought in by [Book], and his tone was flat, as if there were no waves in plain water, to deal with the follow-up in the following matters. Uesugi Kyoko beside him has also been wiped out of his memory and lay down on the ground.

Yes, Xiu also heard himself answering that.

〖Erase exists〗

The white gold-edged book named "Wild Dog" said so at the time, and the black font was projected into the air, but inexplicably, it made Xiu Ye's dead heart beat.

Xiuye ​​chose to be wiped out of existence problems and at the same time erased all things related to Xiuye ​​in this world, all, all, no one will remember him, and you will not experience his existence in anything.

This is the last timidity known as "Shuya Dazai" -- just like this, to die without any regrets, without causing anyone's sadness and nostalgia.

The body began to gradually dissipate, and the existence of the limbs was gradually lost, the brain was chaotic as if filled with cotton, and the body was light and fluffy.

Xiu also looked at himself in the eyes of the pink-haired boy, and suddenly realized that his smile was relieved. Even his body turned into energy spots and began to disappear, but he couldn't feel the pain, and his whole body was warm, like the amniotic fluid in the mother's body. Among them, it seems that they are still expected and loved in the mother's body.

The stained glass shattered from his body floated in front of his eyes, the body gradually shattered into such beautiful colors, and then floated in the air.

Obviously knowing that if this continues, let alone existence, even mental power will not be retained.

He will completely disappear from this world.

Being wiped out by the gods, color, name, memory... everything about him will disappear.

Is he whimpering under his breath?Unknowingly shed tears, the tears full of emotion would dissipate in the air without even falling on the ground.

It's okay, it's okay, comforting myself like a cowardly loser, avoiding other people's perception, deleting other people's memories, trying to save them at the last moment.

I'm already very tired, repeating the already boring life like this, even the armed detective agency can't save him, the huge tiredness hidden in the body is like an unknown black hole, eating away at Shuya's desire to survive .

——Is such a self despicable?

The memory began to shatter, as if it was covered with a layer of deliberate turbid dust.

Who is "I"?

Did "I" really live for myself?

If you are not happy when you are alive, then, after you die, will you get eternal happiness and peace.

Warmth spreads to the upper neck.

He is going to die.

Forget it, it's enough, it's really enough, as "Xiuya", as "myself".

The [book] in front of me flipped a few times.

Like a mirror, it reflects his current appearance.

It wasn't Osamu Dazai, it wasn't Shuya Dazai, the boy with black hair and black eyes smiled extremely gently.

Is this what he used to be?

Sadly, he has now forgotten even his former name.

【Feel sorry】

[Book] said so.

〖It's okay〗He bent his eyes with the last bit of strength, and smiled innocently like a child, even vaguely looking like a boy in the mirror.

The world loves me.

After that, consciousness sank into the boundless deep sea.

The author has something to say: This is Xiu also choosing to erase his own existence. Everything is too tiring for him. He was forced to go on forever. Now, he can finally sleep peacefully

The one with the pink hair is Qishen (here we go)

☆、【Fanwai】if if if

*The setting here is that Shuya and Kawakami Yuki and the system died together and ran to the if line

*maybe abusive

*In order to be able to distinguish, Xiuye ​​is still called Xiuye

*The description of port Mafia at the beginning comes from the official novel, and some dialogues refer to the official novel

*There is also a side story that I may not write due to my personal reasons, I am really sorry (bow)

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The main building of Port Mafia.

The black building standing in the best part of Yokohama, although it looks like a clean and brand new high-rise building from the outside, is an impenetrable fortress inside. Cannons can defend.

And on the top floor of this inseparable prison-like building, a man wrapped in pitch black sat upright. The man was covered in oppressive black, and the bright red scarf around his neck was very obvious, as if he had a premonition and lowered his head in thought. The lying man raised his head.

His skin revealed a sickly paleness, and the white bandages were faintly visible under the disheveled short black hair. His eyes were filled with dead silence, and there was a strong smell of blood and an extremely deep darkness buried inside.

A person appeared in this office out of thin air, this space where even the walls and ceiling are black, and another person in this space—the current leader of Port Mafia Osamu Dazai walked to that person with a calm face. He didn't help him, but just watched quietly until the person woke up slowly.

"Welcome to my world, Tongtai." Osamu Dazai smiled in a low voice, and the hoarse and magnetic voice moved the people on the ground.

"That's an honor." The boy with the same face as Osamu Dazai got up from the ground, "It seems that your situation is not very good."

"It's been hard work." The two spoke at the same time, adding the reminder of "Book" to "Osamu Dazai", both of them already knew the other's experience.

"Do you need to treat the wound?" Osamu Dazai took out the medical box and looked at the young man who was as silent as a ghost over there. His forehead was cut, and the blood flowing down had even soaked the bandage over his right eye.

"You are more kind than I imagined." Shuya said something he didn't want to say and sat on the rest seat in the office, allowing Osamu Dazai to remove the dirty bandage.

Osamu Dazai just hooked the corners of his lips symbolically and said nothing, Xiu could also see the black and blue under the eyes of the man, as well as the deep tiredness that could not be concealed.

……

The two get along very harmoniously.

Shuya Accelerated in the Gang Hei Building, avoided the crowd and all his subordinates, and stayed by Dazai's side all the time. Although he would go out occasionally, Dazai would not stop him, as long as it didn't affect Dazai's so-called plan.

"Are you going to meet?" Shuya watched Osamu Dazai tidying up his clothes and looking at his watch, asking knowingly. That man was about to meet a very important person, and he had been paying attention here silently, daring not to approach him like a coward, and keeping his Forbearance and gentleness.

"Yes—" The usually indifferent man laughed involuntarily at this moment, "Do you want to be together, Odasaku?"

"No, no need." Xiu also showed a subtle smile, "I wish you a pleasant meeting, Dazai."

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This is a small bar, quaint and old, revealing a kind of quaint flavor of the last century. The air is filled with a faint smell of wine and smoke. It seems to be a good place specially used for private meetings with others.

Osamu Dazai asked for a glass of wine, and watched the people who were waiting beside him.

"The atmosphere in this bar is very good, you can try it next time." The maroon-haired man ordered a glass of corkscrew, and took the initiative to talk to him after he sat down, "You are Dazai."

The man covered in darkness shook his hands, and the ice in the wine suddenly sank and collided with the glass, making a crisp sound.

"I know you've been writing to me recently." The man named Sakunosuke Oda scratched his head and then said with some embarrassment, "It's my book fan."

"Yes, I also heard that your novel, Odasaku, was shortlisted for the Newcomer Award!" Osamu Dazai reacted in an instant, and understood who wrote it all at once, but there was a clear smile like a boy on his face .

"There are some mistakes in the information. It's just a random shoddy work written for practicing novels. It was accidentally seen by someone from a certain publishing house. After that, I was invited to ask whether I should write a novel properly. To be honest, I have no idea about this at all. Confidence." Oda Sakunosuke didn't notice the title of "Oda Saku", or he didn't care, he shook his wine glass in some distress, and cast his eyes on the young man sitting aside.

"Why?" The young man showed a puzzled expression just right.

"There is only one copy of what I want to write, and those are already collected here." Oda Sakunosuke pointed to his head, "but I don't have the necessary tools and techniques to map it to the real world. I feel like a Just holding hiking boots and a small ice stick, you are like a mountaineer who is at a loss in front of the world's highest mountain, Lingshan."

"You already have the tools." Osamu Dazai smiled, and looked at Sakunosuke Oda with a kind of gentle eyes, "If you can't write, no one can write at this time, I can assure you of that. Just keep your faith."

"It's really embarrassing, like this." Oda Sakunosuke smiled, and then started talking with Dazai. That night, the two souls met.

……

When Osamu Dazai walked out of the bar, it was already lightly raining. He looked at Shuya, who was holding an umbrella under the sign of the bar, and showed a perfect round smile.

Go well.The orange light was covered by the umbrella, leaving half of Shuya's face in shadow, he opened his mouth slightly, and made a mouth shape to Dazai.

Fool.Dazai also made a mouth shape.

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"Then let's toast to my soon-to-be-successful plan." Osamu Dazai poured the expensive red wine in the bottle into the goblet, and smiled unscrupulously.

"Is it a perfect plan for everyone to have a happy ending..." Shuya murmured, then raised his glass with a smile and clinked with Osamu Dazai.

……

The battle between the black beast and the tiger was over, and there was dry applause from the rooftop.

"Congratulations to you two, it was a wonderful battle." The tall and thin black figure stood on the rooftop, and just standing there seemed to separate him into an independent space, lonely and silent.

Afterwards, just like a well-written plot, Osamu Dazai watched everything quietly and with satisfaction, followed the direction he arranged, and when he reached the last step.

"Do you want to be together? The same body." The mafia leader wearing a red scarf stretched out his hand to a certain place. He ignored the trembling and panic voice of his subordinates, and stood on the edge of the roof as nimbly as a cat.

"Of course. The fifth stage is finally completed." Shuya paced out of the darkness, showing a satisfied and expectant smile, walked towards Dazai under the astonished eyes of the other two present, and took his outstretched hand.

"This is the only world where he is still alive and continues to write novels. I can't let it disappear like this." Osamu Dazai showed a nostalgic smile.

The black trench coat was fluttered by the wind, reflecting the brilliant sunset. At that moment, under the eyes of Atsushi Nakajima and Ryunosuke Akutagawa, the two people standing on the roof seemed to have reached an extremely distant place. No matter how hard you try to catch up, you can't catch up.

Osamu Dazai threw himself back eagerly, and Shuya took a step forward to fall with him.

The whereabouts seemed to suddenly become extremely long. Osamu Dazai saw that Shuya opened his mouth to say something, and then showed an extremely gentle and careful smile.

The violent wind carried gravity and forced him to close his eyes, but at a certain moment—as if time paused, the gravity and wind disappeared completely, and Osamu Dazai felt the solid ground below.

The child who was holding hands with him turned into colored glass, shattered into bright stars along the sunset, and protected him to the ground.

[The most perfect ending, that's really good. 】

Suddenly, someone's teasing words came to mind, and his mouth opened in mid-air.

"Dazai?" A familiar voice came from behind.

Dazai was stunned.

"Ah, that's how it is. In the end, I lost to you...idiot."

The author has something to say: Xiu also made a small move, changing some specific but very small details of the if line, and achieved a perfect ending for everyone, including Osamu Dazai.

☆, the author has something to say

This is Qinghe (bow)

Thank you for waiting until I finished writing. To be honest, I may feel that the ending and the extra episode are a bit sloppy, but I really can’t continue anymore.

In fact, the enthusiasm has been declining since a long time ago, but I also promised that everyone must finish writing, so I kept writing.

I am really grateful to everyone for being able to witness Xiuya accompanying me all the way. I am very grateful that everyone likes the role of Xiuya.

I really didn't expect that writing an article for the first time could be popular!

I am really honored to be recognized by everyone!

I don’t know if I’ll write any more after that, anyway, it all depends on the fate. In fact, to be honest, I don’t care much about Wenye now.

I'm busy with my studies, and I don't know if I will have time to write.

Ah, I really don't know what to write, that's all for now, goodbye everyone (bow)