[Main Wenye] Dazai-style happiness

He also gently put the Dazai clothes on the hanger back on the hanger, took the sandwich under the hint of Nakajima Atsushi's stubborn eyes, and gnawed absent-mindedly.

"Where did Dazai go?" As if remembering something, Shuya looked at Kunikida Doppo who was still talking non-stop.

"That pervert!" Kunikida Doppo was successfully distracted, and said in a nasty tone, "Probably went somewhere to commit suicide again, don't worry about him."

"Oh..." Xiu also obediently responded, already thinking about where to go to find Osamu Dazai.

At the corner, Haruno Qiluozi covered her heart, turned to Tanizaki Naomi with a flushed face and whispered: "Ah~ Shuya-san is so cute and well-behaved!"

-

Zhong Yuanzhong didn't expect to meet the person he hates the most as soon as he came out.

"Ah~ this beautiful lady! You are my muse~ I don't know if I have the honor to invite you to die in love with me?" Messy hair, wet clothes, and messy words pretending to be affectionate , it was obvious that Osamu Dazai had just come out of the water.

"Bastard Dazai!" Zhongya Nakahara cursed in a low voice, wisely preparing to avoid Dazai.

Things weren't so lucky though.

On the other side, he saw Shuya who was being stalked by Akutagawa Ryunosuke.

"Mr. Shuya, I will prove myself to you." Akutagawa Ryunosuke said this, and planned to use the supernatural ability "Rashomon".

"No need, just stay away from me a little bit." Xiuya refused expressionlessly, and planned to avoid him. The moment he raised his head, he saw Nakahara Chuya standing there sluggishly.

And Osamu Dazai, who happened to be rejected by the woman over there, also happened to see Nakahara Chuya who was trying to escape immediately.

then--

"Zhongye——"×2

Zhong Yuanzhong also rubbed his temples and sighed helplessly.

"I really won the jackpot today." Nakahara took out his wallet to pay, and looked at Shuya who was eating dessert quietly and Osamu Dazai who was talking non-stop.

It happened that Osamu Dazai said something about him again, Nakahara Chuya immediately grabbed Dazai by the collar and tried to beat him up violently.

"Damn Dazai, what are you talking about?!"

-

Xiu Ye swallowed the fruit in his mouth, looked at the two people fighting in front of him, and then turned his head to look at the bustling crowd outside the store with different expressions, looks, movements, behaviors, and concerns.

Everyone exudes a distinctive fresh vitality.

Xiu also looked back calmly.

He picked up the coffee and took a sip, then calmly put the coffee back on the table again, and looked at Osamu Dazai.

"Children, it's better not to think too much." Osamu Dazai was looking at him, took a sip of the coffee in front of him as if nothing had happened, and then made a very exaggerated look of disgust, "Ah ——Why does Shuya drink such bitter coffee? No sugar or creamer is added.”

He made a cup of coffee with Dazai.

Dazai likes to drink coffee with a lot of sugar cubes and creamer added, and Shuya usually does not add sugar cubes or creamer to coffee.

Xiu also stirred the coffee slowly, looked out at the sunny scene outside, and murmured unconsciously——

"It's alive...it seems to be pretty good."

As if amused by his own thoughts, Xiu also laughed out loud, the laughter grew from small to loud, even Nakahara Nakaya who was still arguing with Dazai Osamu and Akutagawa Ryunosuke who had been quietly silent all the time also looked at him. When they came over, they looked at each other, and finally turned their heads away to remain silent.

Everything seems to be quiet and carefree.

[Afternoon and evening in the original world]

[Because I'm afraid I won't be able to distinguish clearly, so the protagonist's name is still used as Xiuye]

Xiu also looked tired.

He struggled to get up from the sofa where he fell asleep last night.

Ah, it's been a morning, Miss Xue must be impatient.

Xiu also got up, tidied his slightly messy suit in front of the full-length mirror, went into the bathroom to wash, and planned to re-tie the bandages on the eyelets.

Xiu also looked at the iris-colored eyes that had lost their luster in the mirror, and then at the bandage on his hand, while slowly wrapping the bandage on his right eye, he murmured ironically——

"Oh, it's so ugly."

Xiu also packed up and was ready to go out.

He walked up to a calendar.

There are 97 days until D.

There are still 7 days before C.

The red strokes corresponding to D and C came out, and Xiu also glanced silently, tore off 97 days to become 96 days, hesitated again, and tore off 7 days to become 5 days.

Wait a little longer, just wait a little longer, and you'll be able to verify that idea.

……

The entrance of Mafia Building in the port——

Xiu also met Chuya Zhongyuan.

"Central Plains."

"Dazai."

After an ordinary greeting, the two began to exchange greetings at the door as if they were just ordinary friends who were unfamiliar.

"Just came back from a mission? I think the mission you received last time was quite difficult." Nakahara Zhongya said, he blinked at a strange frequency that was different from his tone of voice, not like the frequency caused by eye discomfort Blinking, but the last thing anyone notices.

"Well, the task completed last night, I will hand it in today." Xiu Ye's tone was as flat as plain water, and at the same time, he blinked a few times naturally.

〖Kawakami Yuki has been a bit aggressive recently, be careful, do you need to do it in advance. 〗

〖No, stay calm and dormant. 〗

After passing the information with Zhongyuan Zhongya, the two passed by calmly, one walked into the building of Mafia at the port, and the other walked out of the building.

-

Xiu Ye walked out of the office, his brain was running fast, and the boy's only exposed iris-colored pupil was cold, revealing a feeling of almost mechanical indifference.

……

……

"Ah Zhi is really too much to keep me waiting for so long." The pretty girl blinked her grass-colored eyes, and mentioned intentionally or unintentionally, "Oh, when can Ah Zhi reveal more of his thoughts to me?"

Kawakami Yuki walked into Xiuya, stood on tiptoe and faced Xiuya's face, and moved slightly closer. The distance between the two was less than 5 centimeters, which was a very dangerous and ambiguous distance.

"Of course, if Ms. Xue wants to know, I will definitely tell you everything in detail." Xiu Ye's tone of voice was as gentle as flirting with a lover, but without the slightest truth.

Chuan Shangxue's eyes revealed some morbid emotions, as if she had thought of something, she even breathed heavily for a moment.

Ah~ That's it, Osamu Dazai, it should be like this, if they see it, they might be so excited that they would scream loudly, their eyes will be red, Kawakami Yuki thought arrogantly and rudely, but this is the way it should be when playing I can feel it, I really want to see this Osamu Dazai, this high-ranking Osamu Dazai crying in despair, he can only humbly beg for forgiveness at her feet, just wait, just wait a little longer...

……

……

Sure enough...Xiu Ye's heart sinks, and he makes up the worst idea. If it doesn't work, Zhongyuanzhong will not only be the only remaining "prey", but also become the last "chess player", and he himself, maybe It will be caught by the "hunter" or bitten into pieces by the "prey" tamed by the "hunter".

Looking at the sky that had already begun to be engulfed by the night, Xiu also thought of a sentence for some reason——

"Life is worth a line of Baudelaire."

-

Through the dark alley, you can reach a bar called Lupine.

Oda Sakunosuke sat in front of the bar and looked sideways at the bored boy sitting on his left, and suddenly asked, "Dazai, have you eaten yet?"

Before Xiu could answer, he pushed a lunch box and two boxes of canned food over.

"Hurry up and eat." Oda Sakunosuke said, his face still flat and unmoved, "Speaking of which, Dazai, you didn't wear it...is it okay? Won't you be punished?" He pointed to his neck.

"Pfft!" Shuya naturally understood what Oda Sakunosuke meant, so he laughed out loud, "It's okay, it's okay, you can say whatever you want today, but I took off all the bugs, locators and cameras on my body ...Although it is very likely that you will be punished, you will be fine, Odasaku~" The boy with a bandage on his face smiled and opened the lunch box.

"Oh~ delicious!" Xiu Ye's eyes glowed.

"Really?" Oda Sakunosuke reacted slowly, and then answered Shuya's words, "The spiciness is specially adjusted for you. You can't eat spicy food, and your stomach is not very good, so I specially changed the seasoning. Made it to your taste."

While talking, Oda Sakunosuke didn’t seem to notice Xiuya’s body that suddenly froze. He opened the can and handed it to Xiuya. After finishing everything, he continued: “Last time you said you wanted to eat this brand of canned crab meat. Come here today. When I passed by a convenience store, I just bought it and tasted it.”

Liar, convenience stores don't have this brand of canned crab meat at all, and this brand is quite expensive.

Xiu didn't speak any more, and silently finished the curry rice in the lunch box.

"Dazai, children, don't drink." Oda Sakunosuke watched Shuya pick up the glass of brandy, and suddenly said.

"Well, Odasaku, leave me alone, I'm almost 18, and I'm not a child anymore." Xiu also puffed up his cheeks and retorted angrily.

Oda Sakunosuke didn't say anything more, looking at Xiu Ye's cheeks with baby fat, he still said in his heart, obviously he was still a child.

……

"There are still 5 days." Xiu Ye's voice became more and more empty.

"Really? There are still 5 days." Oda Sakunosuke took a big sip of wine, his tone a bit dull.

The night is still long.

The author has something to say: about the explanation of the previous chapter:

From Dazai Osamu's point of view, because he knows that Xiu will not participate in the plot, so he is still the same as the original plot.

From Nakajima Atsushi's point of view, Shuya is already as important as Dazai Osamu in his heart, even more important.

From Xiuya's point of view, he is ready to die, everything is ready to meet Kawakami Yuki, and he didn't add "I'll be back" after "I'm going out" to prove that he himself is not sure whether he will live Come back, this is a foreshadowing left in the previous article. Mr. Ranpo said "idiot...coward...obviously, afraid..." because he knew it. This is a manifestation of Xiu Ye's lack of self-confidence. In the end, Shuya meets Yuki Kawakami and you can see Yuki Kawakami's attitude towards seeing Shuya. Xiuya also controls the heart sound to prevent her inner thoughts from being heard by the system. In addition, Xiu also said "thank you..." in a very low voice, which is also his timidity and his gratitude to the members of the detective agency, thanking them for not excluding him, and even forgiving everything he has done.

From Edogawa Ranpo's point of view, he knew that Shuya was ready, but he didn't know what to do because of his personal relationship, but he knew it was a bad thing, so he wanted to stop it, but it was a step too late, and he knew what Yokohama would do next. What happened, so Dazai and Xiu are equally hateful, and they are also too presumptuous.

My thoughts are a bit confused, so I will insert the extra _(:τ」∠)_

This is for the following [reasonable]

It's sugar, is it delicious?【Harmony】

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☆、chapter18

[This article is an introduction to Shuya No.1 in the past]

so tired.

Feeling uncontrollably tired—this is how I feel after becoming [Dazai Osamu].

When will the task end?I looked at the dark sea in the dark night, thinking uncontrollably.

〖Give up thoughts that you shouldn’t have, and since it’s what you want, perform the task well. 〗The system voice in my head was cold.

It came again, the cold and sticky breath strangled my throat, as if it could kill me in the next moment.

I can't resist, I feel this very clearly, so I started to develop some very strange habits-whenever I think, the information in my brain is complicated and disordered, so as to cover up the real thoughts in my heart.

〖Time is up. 〗The voice of the system is like an executioner, pushing me into the abyss.

I wrapped my too thin suit tightly, and then jumped into the heavy sea water.

What exactly is "drowning"?

The cold water invaded the limbs, took away the breath, struggled repeatedly, had nowhere to hide, had no point to draw on, couldn't make a sound, couldn't breathe, couldn't see things, the instinctive struggle of the body exhausted the energy, and the ears were full of mess The sound of water, the ubiquitous water choking into the breathing tube, the burning pain in the lungs, wanting to cough, another sip of water choking into the mouth, the body is falling, the perception is clear but cannot be stopped, it is extremely uncomfortable, and in the end even struggling It became smaller and smaller, gradually stopped, and then the consciousness was interrupted.

Suicide - this is a very strange order from the system.

But what I care about is not suicide, but orders.

It turned out that I was already a puppet controlled by others. At that time, I was standing in the bustling crowd, and suddenly felt the boundless loneliness, which overwhelmed me.

A little, a little lonely.

Countless people walked by me, gentlemen and ladies of the upper class, decadent young office workers, high-spirited young people who have just stepped into the society, beautiful ladies who went shopping with their girlfriends, a family of three with happy smiles …Countless behaviors, countless details come into view, and it is almost uncontrollable to deduce their future ending, which is undoubtedly pain and despair.

Please, even if you let me live this kind of life, I suddenly felt a burst of envy in my heart, how nice it would be to be able to live so carefree, without having to worry about the tragic things that will happen in the future.

[Just avoid excessive ecstasy

Naturally there will be no sorrows to make mistakes]

When I was really immersed in the water, I suddenly thought of a sentence, for no reason, and unexpectedly, I thought of this kind of words.

……

According to the plot, Mori Ogai should have picked me up and brought me back.

But something seems to have gone wrong.

I climbed up from the beach alone, my wet clothes were stained with sand, sticking to my body in extreme discomfort, I was thinking why Mori Ogai hadn't come yet, when a pair of exquisite black leather shoes appeared in my vision.

"Oh, I picked up a big living person." My vision was dizzy, and I couldn't see the person's appearance clearly, but I heard what she said—full of a high-ranking and extremely arrogant tone, after all, describing a living person People don't use "only" to describe it.

The person who picked me up was Yuki Kawakami, and she took me back to the clinic of the underground doctor named Mori Ogai.

Kawakami, from her invisible perspective, I bent my eyes in a dark and mocking way, do I want to be like Tomie?What a great and sad ambition!

I was settled down by her. Mori Ogai was not very happy about my arrival, but he accepted it silently. Compared with the plot, Mori Ogai seemed to have undergone a lot of changes.

Facts have proved that a lot of changes have indeed taken place.

"Hey, Aji~ I want to ask you a question, do you think life is meaningful?" The girl in exquisite Lolita clothes lay on the table, her long light blue hair spread out on the table, and she fiddled with it. The rose in the glass vase asked intentionally or unintentionally.

"It doesn't matter, as long as you live." I replied like this, but the girl seemed to have heard something incredible, but then she seemed to remember something, and smiled with crooked eyes.

……

There was a sticky feeling on his hand, blood dripped continuously, Kawakami Yuki stood aside holding the dagger, smiling innocently like a child.

"Well, in order to keep the secret, it's better to hope that Aji pays a little price~" She drew the tone, and Mori Ogai stood aside with a cold expression, with a few drops of blood splashed on his face.

Mori Ogai just killed the leader of the ancestors and asked me to be a witness.

I covered my right eye and half knelt down, and the uncontrollable blood dripped between my fingers covering my right eye.

There was a needle-like pain in the right eye, but it was obviously not stabbed by the dagger. The dagger brushed the skin around the eye and did not hurt the eye. What hurt the eye was another strange force.

The assumptions for many days seem to be connected by a thread.

……

I was completely blind in my right eye. I looked at the out-of-focus iris eyes in the mirror, felt nothing in my heart, and silently put a bandage on my right eye.

This was not the first injury Kawakami Yuki had caused him.

When he was in the clinic before, he had been "unintentionally" injured countless times with guns or knives.

She is targeting him.

……

The system is silent all the time, no matter how much I ask it.

But it doesn't matter.

The world has been completely changed.

-

The bone was broken, the pain was so numb, the pain in the abdomen made me curl up uncontrollably, I was still breathing heavily and rapidly, but I couldn't feel the existence of the lungs, my throat was so painful, and my muscles were clamoring Strike, blood and stomach acid mixed liquid gradually overflowed between the fingers covering the mouth, the brain kept sending out alarms, but the body could not avoid it as if it was a slow step, and could only bear it passively.

So painful.

Some time ago, Chuan Shangyu went out and brought back the famous [King of Sheep] Nakahara Chuya.

My nightmare has begun.

The desire to survive has declined, leaving only the instinct to escape.

"Ah, is Aji in pain, then let me help you transform your body." When Kawakami said this, Chicao Kawakami's eyes became more cloudy, piercing countless black ambitions.

I fled that night.

But it was surprisingly easy to find.

It's the system, my heart suddenly became completely cold as if soaked in ice water.

……

Mori Ogai discovered Kawakami Yuki's experiments.

The black-haired man was silent for a while and then stopped talking.

Don't kill me - that's what Mori Ogai said before leaving.

I saw deep desire in Mori Ogai's eyes, possessiveness filled Mori Ogai's red pupils, one could be surprised by his serious ambition at a glance.

Although the following days are painful, I can feel that there are still gains.

He penetrated Chuan Shangxue's heart.

For himself, playing with him as he pleases reveals a kind of childlike cruelty.

For others, it is extremely pretentious.

But the strange thing is that other people not only didn't feel bored by this kind of affectation, but wanted to come to her from the moths to the flame.

It's really like her last name.

……

Akutagawa Ryunosuke's betrayal was expected.

The dagger pierced through the chest, and bright red flowers splashed out.

When he woke up again, he saw the faces of the Armed Detective Agency and Akiko Yosano.

Ah, confirmed, the "prey" are Ogai Mori, Yukichi Fukuzawa, Momiji Ozaki, Akiko Yosano, Chuya Nakahara, Ryunosuke Akutagawa, Ranpo Edogawa, Sakunosuke Oda.

They are all famous people with different abilities in Yokohama.

And I don’t know why Kawakami Yuki has been obsessed with them to achieve a lover or an extremely intimate relationship, and Kawakami Yuki can use their supernatural powers.

That's it, that's it, everything is connected in series, and I can't restrain myself from laughing out loud.

Since you can't escape, you have to leave the last seed.

If I could really survive—how wonderful it would be, I stood in the darkness and sighed softly, and as the sun went down, the darkness gradually covered my figure.

-

Mori Ogai's interests come first.

Fukuzawa Yukichi is super powerful.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke is trapped in himself.

Oda Sakunosuke is excellent at marksmanship.

Edogawa Ranpo remained silent.

All the rest are hidden and kept out of the matter.

"Hahahahahahaha——" I ruthlessly peeled off the fig leaf from the people around me as if they were looking at a lunatic, "Come on! Since you are involved in the incident, don't try to escape!"

-

"Hey, hey, I heard that Osamu Dazai of Port Mafia is dead!"

"Really?! That... Osamu Dazai is dead! How did he die, tell me quickly."

"I don't know either. All the three major powers in Yokohama were there that day! Some of them are beyond our knowledge, but I heard... I heard! That Osamu Dazai died of madness."

----

I died in a late spring with a beautiful sunset, and the broken afterglow of the sunset came in through the stained glass window, dyed in different colors, and split into different small pieces.

I felt the broken light shining on my face, and a thought suddenly appeared in my mind.

——Is this world finally unable to bear the evil and begins to fall apart?

The author has something to say: Note: This chapter does not fully mention Xiuye's past, but only briefly, and will be explained in more detail later.

Kawakami Yuki is the so-called time traveler, that is, the person who tries to change the plot of the original novel. She hates Osamu Dazai very much, but she likes other people, so he excludes Osamu Dazai to be friendly with other people, and then it is her Supernatural powers are the ability to use other people's supernatural powers after one's sympathy level reaches a certain level. There is also a system at work. Xiuya felt it himself, but he didn't fully feel it, so he kept trying. The bottom line was tested. After knowing it later, it was too late, and then he was killed.

Mori Ogai became like that because he met Kawakami Yuki very early on and was changed by her early on.

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☆, explain

emmmmm......Many people don't understand why Yuki Kawakami treats Xiuya so much. Well, I will give a relatively simple explanation below.

Kawakami Yuki is a pure egoist. In fact, it can be seen from the previous actions-self-centered, jealous, superior, and arrogant.

The image of Kawakami Yuki is an image of a traveler who gets overwhelmed after getting the system.

It's not quite complete to say that Kawakami Yuki likes other Fumino characters and only hates Osamu Dazai.

how to say?Kawakami Yuki likes the people in Wenye, but it is more mixed with interests. It can be said that even Mori Ogai, who has been with her for the longest time, is a good tool for her to use , and the golden finger that the system gave her is mainly related to supernatural powers, so even Mori Ogai often has no way to completely avoid the effects of supernatural powers. I'm afraid.

At the same time, Osamu Dazai will give Kawakami Yuki a feeling of being completely seen through, and the system is also her last card, so she just... The same is true for Edogawa Ranpo in the world, he will be hindered by certain aspects, so he can’t see it completely) Then Kawakami Yuki desperately tortured Xiuya from the perspective she thought (it can be said that she is very twisted)

Then why was Xiu Ye suppressed?

Very simple, because of the system.

I have also said in the previous article that the system can listen to what others say, and then can check the surrounding situation, and can be connected to the Internet and so on.

Not only Yuki Kawakami's system, but Shuya's own system also has an impure purpose (it can even be said that if Yuki Kawakami's system asks Xiuya's system to do something, then Xiuya's system will definitely agree)

And in another aspect, Shuya is not completely [Osamu Dazai].

Even Xiu also integrated his thoughts into Dazaiji, but a person's thoughts are not so easy to change. For example, if you learn a language, it is difficult to easily integrate another language into your thinking. It's hard to change, that's about it.

Even though he has acted with Dazai's thinking for more than ten years, he will still be a little deviant, and there is still a point where he will not be able to fully adapt.

Well... that's all for the time being, and I'll add it later.

☆、chapter19

The first time I saw that child, I really couldn't believe that such a young child was the leader of the guerrilla army directly under the leader.

"What? Is there another person who hasn't left?" It was clearly a question, but the child's tone was as flat as a statement.

"Yes, my name is Oda Sakunosuke." Although I was a little puzzled, I answered him after I dealt with the guard, the attitude of the subordinate to the superior.

"Huh~"

Ignoring his unclear sneer, I knelt down and tried to free his hands.

But I believe that one of the reasons why I did not find the wrong person, except for the large number of guards——

—and a dagger was driven through his folded hands into the ground, dripping with blood, but the boy remained silent.

"I advise you to leave as soon as possible." The child looked at me trying to get the dagger out of the soil, and said indifferently.

But I didn't listen.

"I can't pull the dagger out of my hand yet, but let you move freely first. I want to pull the knife out of the ground. It will hurt a little, bear with it."

"Really..."

……

It's so...quiet.

I carried Dazai Osamu and ran quickly in the corridor looking for the exit, but it was so strange that there was no one there.

"You will die here~" Osamu Dazai on my shoulder said, he was obviously not very comfortable because of this position, but he didn't say it out, Osamu Dazai's hands were wrapped with my coat to prevent Osamu Dazai's blood from dripping Falling exposes our position.

"Where should I go?" My intuition told me that Osamu Dazai, who dared to sneak into the enemy's base camp alone, must be fully prepared.

Osamu Dazai remained silent until I passed another corner with him on his shoulders, and he said leisurely: "Do you trust me so much? Dare to let me show you the way." Osamu Dazai's voice was a little breathless, but he didn't hear it when he listened carefully. Something is wrong.

After getting my affirmative answer, Osamu Dazai fell silent again.

"Go straight ahead." Dazai Osamu's voice was a little low, and I couldn't hear the emotion. I kept running and didn't turn any more.

"Turn left." When we ran to the middle of a corridor, Osamu Dazai suddenly ordered.

I followed my advice and turned to the left, without flinching at all because of the wall next to me. I was just a low-level employee, and I had to obey the orders of my superiors even if I didn't want to, let alone it was my initiative, and I also believed in Osamu Dazai.

The moment I hit the wall, the wall turned inwards easily, like a revolving door. The force I exerted was out of balance for a moment, and Osamu Dazai and I fell into the space behind the wall, but thinking of Dazai Zhi is a wounded person, and I protected him well.

Just 10 seconds after we entered the space, I heard an abrupt sound.

"Where is the person? Damn it!" There were no footsteps in the corridor.

I looked at Osamu Dazai who was leaning against the corner, and I had the answer in my heart—is it a person with supernatural powers of the concealment system?

"Ah, so dangerous." I was expressionless.

"You should have received the message." Osamu Dazai sat down, bent one leg, and struggled to break free from the restraint caused by my coat, leaning against the corner of the wall and said calmly.

I turned my head to look at him, Osamu Dazai lowered his head, his hands were bleeding profusely, but he didn't seem to feel anything.

Seeing my puzzled look, he rolled his iris-colored eyes and motioned me to look at his phone.

I don't know when, I received a new message, just when I entered this enemy's residence.

"Once your life is in danger, you are allowed to give up Osamu Dazai immediately and escape - Port Mafia."

I lost my mind for a moment.

I looked at Osamu Dazai who was still sitting by the wall. His face was pale, and he was wrapped in a black suit that did not match his age. Even his face was covered with layers of bandages. Abnormally bright red flowers bloomed on the bloodless skin. Osamu Dazai leaned against the wall almost without center of gravity, like a broken and delicate ceramic doll. His eyes were extremely dull, but there was an unspeakable sadness The sense of nothingness and emptiness seems to be like a well-behaved puppet waiting to accept orders at any time.

"Do you want to stop the bleeding?" I said, and Osamu Dazai glanced at me, expressing his acquiescence.

It's a pity that I haven't touched Osamu Dazai's hand yet, a vision suddenly appeared - the wall was blasted away.

"Here we come..." Osamu Dazai seemed to sigh, and then he looked at me with complicated eyes, and the child showed a lonely expression that he might not have noticed, "What, you too."

Osamu Dazai just lowered his head without caring whether I heard or not.

"Hey, what are you doing?!" I saw Osamu Dazai lower his head, and then... bit the handle of the dagger and pulled it out forcefully.

Blood spurted.

Osamu Dazai ignored the trembling hand that was convulsed by the pain, and he didn't even care whether his hand would be amputated. He got up and walked to the place where the wall was broken - where stood the black lizard and the centurion commander Hironami Hirotsu.

"Mr. Dazai." The very elegant old gentleman bowed slightly and said hello to Osamu Dazai, "We are here to pick you up."

Osamu Dazai looked back at me, seemed to think of something, and got into the car with a sneer, but it had nothing to do with me, because Osamu Dazai was looking at another person through me.

……

The truth is always such a coincidence, isn't it?

The other night, I bumped into Osamu Dazai at my frequented Lupine bar, and after many coincidences, I slowly became familiar with him.

Dazai... I looked at the frail boy who was lying on the bar and fell asleep, put his large black suit coat on him, and carried him back to Dazai's own residence.

Even though he is still a child, why is he so...so...unaware of cherishing himself.

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[Changing back to the third person, because I'm afraid I won't know the protagonist's name or Xiuya]

Xiu also never thought that anyone could accompany him to the end, but when Oda Sakunosuke fell into a pool of blood, he was really flustered, his hands were shaking uncontrollably, and the system was so noisy in his brain. Very soon, Xiu also probably knows how many flaws he has now, but he doesn't want to care about it.

Why not come?

Oda Sakunosuke probably knew the current situation, he held Shuya's hand backhanded.

"It's okay, Dazai, didn't you figured this out a long time ago? It's a pity that I'm leaving, I'm sorry, Dazai." The man with reddish-brown hair couldn't hide the weakness in his voice, but he still said, "Try To forget, try to change, try to live, try to feel emotions, try to express your heart, become [human], then maybe one day you can escape from the abyss and run towards the light."

Kawakami Yuki still arrived.

Two weeks had passed when Shuya saw Oda Sakunosuke again.

Oda Sakunosuke and Kawakami Yuki were moving, and Shuya could hardly control his killing intent, so he did a very stupid thing-kill Kawakami Yuki on the spot.

"Boom!" There was a gunshot.

Xiu also flew backwards due to the force of the bullet. When he sat up awkwardly clutching his injured abdomen, he met a familiar expressionless face and a strange ice cold face.