I ran away after being pregnant with the enemy emperor's cub

Chu Chiyan only remembered that he had a nightmare. He had never seen the content of the dream, but he knew all the characters, including Shen Mian.

Shen Mian in his dream is completely different from now, not as fresh and bright as now, he is like a puppet who has lost his soul, controlled by others, has no self-esteem, muddleheaded, cowardly and sensitive.

And the culprit of all this is himself.

He just had a dream, but the real feeling told him that it was not just a dream, and it was entirely possible that it really happened.

Reminiscing of the little emperor's abnormality sometimes, inadvertently uttering some words he had never heard before, and adding that he was crying and questioning at the dinner tonight, he had a strong affirmation that Shen Mian knew something a long time ago, It's something unbelievable that can't be described normally.

What flashed by occasionally in the imperial study that day was not an illusion.

Everything in the dream was vivid, as if it existed in his memory.

He couldn't accept Shen Mian's death, it was his fault, and he wanted to make up for it.

God didn't give him a chance, but at that time Chu Chiyan also hated God for being unfair. He felt that the relationship between him and the little emperor should not have ended so hastily. He still had a lot to say and do a lot of things.

His spirit collapsed at a certain moment, and he seemed to remember who said he would give him a second chance. If he did it all over again, it depends on how he chooses.

He doesn't remember anything, until now.

The past flooded into his mind like a flood, he kissed the little emperor's tear-wet eyelashes, and said solemnly and remorsefully, "I'm sorry."

This "sorry" brought the sins of his two lifetimes, he didn't know what to do to make up for his debt to the little emperor, Shen Mian died and he insisted on dragging him to start again.

He owed Shen Mian too much, and he had already repaid it.

Shen Mian thought that Chu Chiyan could remember, but didn't want him to.

In the book, Chu Chiyan is indeed not human, and Shen Mian hates him.

But I don’t know why I’m crying very sadly now: “When you think about it, you also feel that you are very bad, don’t you woo…”

He didn't know how much Chu Chiyan remembered, but he didn't know if it was because of Chu Chiyan's recollection that he now truly experienced the memories of his previous life, which were heavy and had no place to vent, so he cried, as if he wanted to Explain clearly all the grievances in your previous life: "You used to treat me really badly... You wanted to lock me up, beat me and not give me food... Others treat me badly, and you don't care... Take me to Daqing after I don't care, I'm so scared every night, I can't sleep every night... hiccup..."

Shen Mian hardly dared to think about what kind of day it was, life and death were unknown, pigs and dogs were worse, as long as someone came, no matter whether he was uncomfortable or not, he had to greet him with a smile.

Chu Chiyan felt more uncomfortable than ever, he knew better than anyone how Shen Mian was going at that time, because he acquiesced to it, and he facilitated it.

"I'm sorry." Apart from these three words, he couldn't say anything else, he kept kissing the tears on Shen Mian's face: "My fault, I deserve to die, it's my fault, I shouldn't ignore you, I shouldn't Letting you be bullied by others should not deny you food, you are the best, His Majesty will always be the best, you are not wrong."

Shen Mian couldn't scold him anymore, but he was wronged in his heart, he was wronged when Chu Chiyan didn't know about it, and even more wronged when Chu Chiyan knew about it.

He hasn't said enough yet, he has suffered so much in his previous life, how could he finish it in a short while.

When he thought about the time when he was about to die, the only hope he had every day was that Chu Chiyan would come to have a meal with him, or sit for a while.

After all, in that palace, except for Chu Chiyan, no one else would talk to him, and no one would hug him.

"You still ignore me..." Shen Mian pursed her mouth: "I also forgot what I said, you are not happy, your face turns black and you leave, if you don't come to see me, the eunuchs treat me even worse, They gave me bad food, I wanted to see a doctor, but they refused to let me, I was waiting for you to come... I was going to apologize to you, I said the wrong thing, please don't be angry, but you didn't come... Woo ...and then I died..."

Chu Chiyan couldn't listen anymore, and directly blocked Shen Mian's mouth. He remembered all these, and he knew he was guilty.

But he didn't want to recall the heartache and sadness of the moment when he knew Shen Mian died, it was as if the sky was falling apart, something was shattered in his ears, and it was also shattered in his heart.

He hooked Shen Mian's soft kiss, the kiss was very light but tight.

Shen Mian knew what he meant and didn't struggle, but she couldn't stop her tears.

Unexpectedly, he would still be with Chu Chiyan.

I don't know if I should talk about evil fate.

Chu Chiyan is both gentle and domineering. Only when he hugs the little emperor tightly can he feel a little bit of possession.

"I'm guilty."

Chu Chiyan's voice was low and hoarse, as if it was heart-piercing: "I shouldn't be angry with you, I know you can't leave me, I deliberately neglected you, made you afraid, made you sad, made you cry, I think the next time you appear, you will regard me as a god, you will rely on me even more, and you will never leave me. The retribution is on me, no matter what it is, but I don't want you to leave me, I don't want you not to be by my side, I want to be with you, life or death, only you."

The moonlight came in through the window, and his eyes were flushed: "From the first time I saw you in the cold palace, you stood on tiptoe and kissed me timidly, and I fell in love with you."

"This time in Dayue, you didn't do anything, you just stood there, and I fell in love with you too."

"However, no matter in my previous life or this life, my love is weak. I didn't let you know in my last life. Fortunately, I have time in this life."

His hands were also trembling: "From now on, shall we be together? Raise Zhou Zhou and hand over the world to him. I will spend my whole life repaying what I owe you. You ask me for debts. Ask me for anything, okay?"

He said the same thing in his previous life when he died.

It was too late in the previous life.

So far it's just right.

Shen Mian held back the tears that were about to well up in his eyes, Chu Chiyan's expression was also ugly, even now, there was still fear in his eyes, afraid that he would not agree.

Shen Mian leaned up and kissed him again, and smiled sullenly: "Okay."

—

Everything was settled, and although it was unimaginable, it really happened.

"You mean, Jiang Fu wrote our story?"

"Yeah." Shen Mian lay on Chu Chiyan's arm, and said, "That's right, but he said that it was because you overturned the tragic ending he had set, that's why I was here this time."

Chu Chiyan kissed him: "Then where did you come from?"

Shen Mian: "I come from modern times. You can't imagine that we can fly in the sky and there is something called a mobile phone. Even if I am here and you are in the frontier, as long as there is an Internet, we can talk face to face. You I can see me and I can see you."

Chu Chiyan looked at him with joy, "What else?"

"Also," Shen Mian thought for a while, "Our building is very tall, very tall, and there is a direct elevator, so you don't need to walk, just stand there for a while."

Chu Chiyan felt it was miraculous, and suddenly felt that he was the only one who had never seen the world.

But the miraculous is miraculous, and he is not very interested: "Then will you still go? Can you wear it through, and will you wear it back?"

Before Shen Mian could reply, he said, "No, you can't leave."

Shen Mian leaned towards him, smiling slyly and cutely: "Well... I probably can't go, because I died there too, I fell off the cliff and died, but if you treat me badly in the future, Well, then I don't care about you either."

"How could it be?" Chu Chiyan felt relieved, and the little emperor's cheek: "Your Majesty is my heart, if you ignore me, I will be very sad."

Shen Mian pursed her lips and smiled very reservedly, but couldn't hide her joy. There was no secret between him and Chu Chiyan, and getting along was more comfortable than before. He didn't give up, and asked again: "Then I Is it your baby? You have to be nice to me in your life."

"Yeah." Chu Chiyan patted his head and said, "You are my baby, and I will treat you very well."

Shen Mian couldn't hold back her laughter: "I will treat you well, but I already have a baby, and Zhou Zhou is my baby."

Chu Chiyan stopped arguing at this time: "Zhou Zhou is your baby, and you are my baby."

After making a fuss in the middle of the night, I didn't feel sleepy for a long time.

Chu Chiyan kissed Shen Mian's eyelids: "It's swollen."

"...Well," Shen Mian said in a nasal voice, "I cried too much."

Chu Chiyan laughed at him: "There's a lot of water."

Shen Mian: "Cute boys are made of water."

Chu Chiyan smiled deeply.

It drives the chest cavity and shakes the sleeping eardrums.

Suddenly, he remembered something.

"By the way, the last time I gave you medicine, just to save your life, you seemed to be hallucinating and vomited blood. What did you see that time?"

His intuition is something bad, and it has something to do with himself.

But he was curious.

Chu Chiyan's expression was bad: "I don't want to say it."

Shen Mian was a little disappointed, but she also felt that it was justifiable: "...Oh."

But after a while, he still couldn't help it, and he couldn't sleep: "I, I want to know... I'm a little curious."

Chu Chiyan sighed, and still told him: "I saw that you died, and it was exactly the same as the previous life."

"When you die, I feel that everything I have done is meaningless."

"Ah..." Shen Mian did not expect this, but when he died, Chu Chiyan was very sad, very sad.

"I also know your final ending." Shen Mian regretted asking, and asked sadly: "It's okay, we're all over now, I forgive you."

Chu Chiyan hugged him tightly: "Thank you, Your Majesty."

He held Shen Mian's face and kissed it, and said very seriously: "I love you."

"I swear, I will never let you down in this life."