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After the princess and his party left, Yin Fengxiang fell asleep again under the pain, and didn't wake up until nightfall. There was a candle lamp in the room, which was very dark and extremely quiet.

Seeing him wake up, Yin Qingyu picked up the medicine bowl and said softly, "...it's time to drink the medicine."

Yin Fengxiang looked up at him and said, "Thank you."

Yin Qingyu took a spoonful and wanted to feed it to him as usual, but Yin Fengxiang struggled to sit up, "I'll do it myself."

"You...are seriously injured." Especially the left shoulder was pierced by an arrow.Yin Qingyu said worriedly: "Don't move, the doctor said that you need to rest carefully to recover gradually."

Yin Fengxiang was very persistent.Yin Qingyu knew that he was naturally proud, so she could only support the medicine bowl from the side and watch him drink it slowly.

The medicine was very bitter, and Yin Fengxiang was fine when he was unconscious, but now he drank it soberly, and he frowned, but he didn't stop and drank it by himself.

Yin Qingyu knew that he had never been ill for so many years, let alone took such a bitter medicine.But now that he is seriously injured, this medicine must be taken four times a day, even if he does not eat.

I am weak and often take medicine when I am sick. Even so, I am not used to the taste of soup and medicine, and I still feel disgusted.Now Yin Fengxiang not only has to drink medicine several times a day, but also can't move and lie in bed all day, for a person like him, I'm afraid the heart is even more...

He was distracted for a while, Yin Fengxiang had already finished drinking the medicine.At this time, he was groping around, as if he was looking for something.

Yin Fengxiang's clothes were changed after he passed out.Yin Qingyu hurriedly said, "What are you looking for?"

Yin Fengxiang stopped looking and looked at him: "Brother, is it with you?"

I'm here?Just startled, Yin Qingyu suddenly remembered that thing, realized what he was referring to, and Yin Qingyu was so embarrassed that she didn't know what to do.After a while, he slowly took out the small wooden pendant that had been dyed dark brown.

Yin Fengxiang stretched out his hand and took it back as a matter of course.

Although Yin Qingyu was extremely embarrassed, she couldn't help asking: "You... don't you mean madam?" I remember at that time, he said that madam lacked a fan pendant, so he took it.

Yin Fengxiang did not answer.

Mentioning Madam, Yin Qingyu suddenly thought of her only beloved son who was seriously injured at the moment, so she couldn't help but whispered: "If Madam sees you like this, she will feel distressed."

"What do I look like?" Yin Fengxiang asked.

"You left Fenghua Villa alone, and you got hurt like this again..." Yin Qingyu guessed that Mrs. Yin must not know, "If she knows, she will be sad..."

"Then what about you?" Yin Fengxiang asked suddenly, "You forced yourself to leave the villa with death, climbed the cliff and plunged into the river... have you ever cared about what other people think!"

In anger, he touched the wound in his lungs, and the pain hit him. He suppressed a few coughs, and continued to reprimand: "...just for him, you would rather commit suicide, is it worth it!...you can't live without him ……"

Yin Qingyu was speechless to answer.In fact...he didn't decide to commit suicide at that time, he just fell in a trance for a while... However, his heart was so depressed at that time, it was probably almost the same as death.

"I've been looking for you for two years, and I haven't heard from you at all... You have never thought about anyone else except him, otherwise why haven't you..."

Yin Qingyu was shocked suddenly.two years!Has he been looking for himself for the past two years... By the way, it's no wonder that when he saw him, he was dressed like an ordinary person in rough clothes. Could it be that...has he been away from Fenghua Villa for a long time?

Ever since he was rescued, he thought he was cut off from the past, and never thought that he would look for him... Yes, he clearly said it when he left the village...

Yin Qingyu unconsciously blurted out: "Didn't you say don't go back after you leave...Why are you still looking for me?"

"You still remember." Yin Fengxiang calmed down, stared at him and said calmly, "That was just angry words, why didn't I find you."

Yin Qingyu was really speechless to answer.The room is not spacious, at this moment it feels even more cramped and cramped, even breathing is a bit oppressive.

Yin Fengxiang said again: "Brother, do you hate me very much?"

He continued on his own: "You don't have to ask me why I was like that that day, you naturally know."

This statement is like a stone breaking through a still pool and stirring up thousands of waves.No matter how stupid Yin Qingyu was, he knew that what he did that day could not be an intentional insult out of hatred, but he couldn't face this kind of... this kind of... as if he was in a steamer, he blushed and hurriedly said: "I don't hate you... don't mention the past... If you still care about the relationship from many years ago, then I will still treat you as my brother!"

Without waiting for Yin Fengxiang to reply, he put away the medicine bowl and hurriedly said, "You should rest earlier!" and walked out of the room quickly.

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Although it was embarrassing to meet him, Yin Qingyu couldn't ignore his injury and went to take care of him the next day.It's just that when we get along, we don't talk much, and we are always afraid that Yin Fengxiang will say something that will make people feel uncomfortable, but fortunately, Yin Fengxiang didn't mention a word.

Since Yin Fengxiang woke up, he refused to rely on others, no matter whether he took medicine or food, he had to do it himself.When it was time to scrub, Yin Qingyu was a little hesitant, he knew that if Yin Fengxiang moved, the wound would hurt very much, he was afraid it would be inconvenient... Just as he was about to speak, Yin Fengxiang said: "I'll do it myself, brother just go and rest. "

He had to leave the house silently.Maybe it was because of what he said last time that Yin Fengxiang kept his distance, and would rather endure severe pain than ask him for help.

Feeling stuffy in my heart, I can't seem to sigh.He never knew how to deal with the brotherly relationship with Yin Fengxiang, whether it was in the past or now.Countless times, he wanted to have a better relationship with the only relative in the family who had any affection, but he didn't know how to say it.The younger brother is also quite indifferent. Although he never made things difficult for him, he can't say a word to him.

He never imagined that he would...be like that later.

I have already said goodbye to the past, no longer have the identity of the past, no longer think of anyone in the past, just like this for the rest of my life.

Unexpectedly, that person suddenly rushed in front of him, making him have to face everything that he had tried so hard to forget.

He didn't know what he should do.He didn't know what Yin Fengxiang thought or thought of him.

But no matter what, Yin Fengxiang has become an indelible person in his life.

Yin Fengxiang recovered quickly, and he was able to get out of bed and walk around in a few days.At the same time, the princess and King Jing also had to go back home.

"You really want to take him back?" King Jing mentioned Yin Fengxiang.

The princess nodded.

"Really don't think about letting him follow me?"

The princess wondered, "Why are you so interested in him?"

King Jing pondered for a while, watched her and said slowly: "I was thinking... If he comes from a good family background, he is a good match for you."

The princess was slightly taken aback, and said, "Why did you say that?"

King Jing still looked at her: "He is outstanding in appearance and good in speech. Compared with those I have seen before, he is still rare..."

The princess' face sank. "What do you mean? Now, when you see a person, you have to judge whether he can be a son-in-law? There are thousands of people with outstanding looks in the world, and there are also thousands of people with good speech. Do I want to go one by one?" match them?"

Seeing that she was angry, King Jing quickly admitted his mistake with a smile: "It's just a joke, I was rude!" Pausing for a moment, he said: "I also know that Father is anxious about your marriage, and you are not happy in your heart, so what are you doing this time?" Planning?...Are you really going to choose a son-in-law?"

The princess sighed: "...then what can I do, you won't persuade my father for me."

King Jing pursed his lips when he heard the words.In fact, he had secretly persuaded the emperor many times to slow down Ruiyang's marriage, but the emperor was impatient and wanted to see his beloved daughter find a good home.

After a while, he said softly: "I hope the son-in-law selected this time can be as you wish."

After returning to the Princess Mansion, Princess Ruiyang met Yin Fengxiang alone.

——Brother Wang is right, this person is a dangerous person, and he must give a few words of advice.

She looked at him, and said slowly: "I have sent someone to investigate your origin."

Yin Fengxiang raised his eyes, but his expression was not surprised.

The princess said again: "Looking at your appearance, you probably know it in your heart. Although I don't understand why you made such a plan, you must be a man of temperament, and I will not make things difficult for you."

Yin Fengxiang smiled slightly, seeming to approve of the princess' evaluation. "Thank you Your Highness."

"What I said to Zhang Tong is to let you be the guard in my mansion, and to atone for your crimes. With your original status, I'm afraid you are not very happy... But now that your family has changed hands, it is also a way of rights and interests to stay temporarily. "

Yin Fengxiang said solemnly: "Your Highness has saved my brother and me, let alone being a bodyguard, even if you are a cow or a horse, that is what you should do."

The princess suddenly felt relieved, and said with a smile: "Actually, there is no shortage of guards in my mansion. I want you from Mr. Zhang, firstly because you are Qiu Yu's younger brother and have something to do with me; Brotherly love is invaluable..." Her eyes were slightly condensed, thoughtful.

"So," she quickly returned to her senses, "if you want to leave, I won't stop you."

Yin Fengxiang's expression changed, and he hurriedly asked, "What about my brother?"

The princess was about to answer "he is the same", but seeing his eagerness to ask, she suddenly changed her mind on a whim, "Well Qiuyu...he promised me that he would stay in the mansion to paint from now on."

The joy in Yin Fengxiang's eyes faded.He probably also realized that he was eager to be seen through by the princess for a while, so he calmed down and said calmly: "Thank you, Your Highness."