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In the middle of the night, Yin Qingyu developed a high fever and became unconscious. Everyone in Qinglu Garden stayed up all night, they asked doctors and boiled medicine, ran up and down, poured several bowls of soup and medicine, but there was still no improvement.

After making such a big commotion, even Mrs. Yin came to inquire, but was stopped by Yin Fengxiang, saying that she was afraid of getting angry at her mother.Mrs. Yin frowned and said: "Feng Xiang, what's going on? He eats and drinks and stays at home. This disease is strange."

"It's cold, so it's not surprising to catch a cold for a while. Mom, go back and rest, I'll take care of it here."

"I don't want to stay for a long time, what about you? You should also avoid it. If you are so sick, if you are also..."

"I know that mother is good for me." Yin Fengxiang smiled, "There is no need to worry about this little thing. I remember that I moved here to take care of my brother. If I move out now, wouldn't I be slapped in the face?"

Mrs. Yin had no choice but to say "Pay attention to yourself" and turned away, blaming the bald donkey Guanghua bitterly in her heart: if he hadn't uttered some evil words about the most yang of the owner, Fengxiang would have been so tired Would Renyi have to live in this ominous little courtyard with that ominous illegitimate child?Hmph, don't even think about the incense in Huyun Temple these few years!

Yin Fengxiang went back to the house, Yin Qingyu was still unconscious.At this time, the sky was already bright, and Xiao Shuang carefully put down the tray: "Master, do you have breakfast first?"

Yin Fengxiang was about to answer, when he saw Yin Qingyu slightly opened his lips, as if he was thirsty, so he ordered: "Water!"

Xiao Shuang quickly poured water, and said pleasantly, "Master, are you going to wake up?"

After feeding a little water, Yin Qingyu seemed to feel better, her brows relaxed slightly, she frowned again when she heard the servant girl calling softly, and said vaguely: "...I didn't...why do I have to..." He He looked troubled and struggling, as if he was refuting something.

Seeing this, Yin Fengxiang said, "Go out."

Xixiang and Xiaoshuang didn't dare to hesitate, and hurriedly retreated.

Yin Fengxiang sat on the edge of the bed, stared at him, and said slowly: "You - nothing?"

Yin Qingyu's mind was a little clear, but she was still trapped in the fog. When she heard the question, she replied weakly: "I never thought about it..."

"Have you thought about anything?"

"I never thought about... relying on them..." Yin Qingyu's voice was soft but firm, "I don't rely on them...they...I don't want to be with them..."

Yin Fengxiang asked softly: "They treat you badly, don't they?"

"My mother was wronged...she is not what the rumors say at all." A heartbroken expression suddenly appeared on his face, and his speech speed became faster and became agitated, "They slandered her...I am tired of this place, They are all beasts in clothes... I even thought that if the relationship between him and me could be better, after all, he is still my father..."

Yin Fengxiang quietly let him speak.

Speaking of the word "father", his face showed disgust and sadness again, "Why should he be my father...why should I be born here...I don't at all...I don't..."

The more you speak, the more blurred your voice becomes.He frowned, the high fever made him uncomfortable, and the sore throat made it difficult for him to speak.Yin Fengxiang handed the cup to his mouth: "I know, you hate this place, here are all dressed beasts. You say you are tired, drink some tea."

The cool tea relieved his pain and anxiety. He drank half a cup and fell asleep again.

I slept for the whole day, and when I woke up a little, I found a delicate fragrance from the strong smell of medicine in the room.

It smells good... I feel a little better... It seems that my stomach is also a little hungry.

In Fenghua Villa, the days of loss of appetite abound, but the feeling of starvation is not much.I remember one time, when he was nine years old, for some reason, he offended his father and was fined not to eat for a whole day.

I didn't feel anything at the first meal, but I felt a little uncomfortable during the second meal. By dinner time, my weak body couldn't support it anymore, and I felt chest tightness and dizziness due to hunger.

He watched the servants eat, and those ordinary foods were like the moon in the sky to him, unattainable, he could only watch silently with his eyes wide open.The old owner's sternness is well known, and the old owner's dislike of him is also well known. No one will touch the owner's temper just to pity him.

When he was so hungry that he couldn't stand it, he would tremble when he walked, and he even thought that it would be better if he just starved to death...

At this moment, an old mother secretly gave him half a piece of glutinous rice cake while no one was pulling him around.He held this cake as if he was holding a treasure in the sky, but he felt that it was fragrant, sweet and soft in the mouth, and that kind of deliciousness would never be forgotten in his life.

He ate with selflessness, the old mother touched his head and sighed: "Xiaoqiu saw it, she will feel sorry for her in the sky... Poor, she is a good child with a hard life..."

It was this old mother who later told him the truth about his life experience.His mother, Qiushang, was innocent, without any indiscretions, but she suffered a catastrophe.

"Mother..." He felt pain again when he smelled the sweet fragrance.

Seeing that he still had a high fever, Yin Fengxiang wiped the sweat from his hair, and then gently stroked his hot face with his hands.

As if seeing that strange woman, she stretched out her hand to herself with a sad face, "Mother..." Yin Qingyu subconsciously grabbed the hand on her face, "Where have you been...you've been gone for a long time... "

"I can't wait for you...you just came back to see me now..." He felt aggrieved and relieved.

"... Let's go together, mother, don't be sad, the past is over... I can support you, really, you believe in me... I will take care of you, we can live a good life..." He whispered longingly with.

The strange woman in the mist did not answer, but her face gradually faded from the mist. He was anxious, "Mum...mother!" He wanted to hold her, stop her, and beg her not to leave, but his body was as stiff as a stone. Can't even move...

Woke up suddenly, still immersed in boundless sorrow.Mother left, ignoring his desperate cry, is it because he is the blood of that person?So she hates him?

For a moment, I was so sad that my whole body went cold.

Seeing his expression, Yin Fengxiang guessed eighty-nine points, and asked tentatively: "...Did you have a nightmare?"

Yin Qingyu looked at him, dazed for a moment, and then realized that she had just had a dream; then she realized that she was actually holding his hand, and then she was thrown away as if being burned.

Yin Fengxiang looked ugly, but he was not angry. "After sleeping for so long, it's time to eat."

The pleasant fragrance suddenly became clear.What was handed to him was the white and soft glutinous rice cake.

He didn't answer.For a long time, this nominal brother has always been in control of everything. He eats when he is asked to eat, takes medicine when he is asked to drink, and if he is not allowed to go out, he can only stay where he is, and even he needs his permission to draw anything... …

He is like a walking dead, at the mercy of others.But he was tired of it and wanted to end it all early.

He turned his face away slightly, although he didn't say a word, but the meaning was already obvious.

Yin Fengxiang raised his hand but didn't take it back.

a long time.

It was so long that Yin Qingyu thought anxiously: what will happen to him?Force yourself?

However, Yin Fengxiang just sighed lightly, and finally got up and left without reluctance.

After a while, Xiao Shuang brought food again, this time it was porridge. "Young master, you are very sick, eat something."

Yin Qingyu looked at the tears on her face, and Yin Fengxiang's words suddenly echoed in her ears - "If I find out that Xixiang and the two of you didn't take good care of them, something happened to you..." His heart skipped a beat, did he use them again? Made a threat, so Xiao Shuang was afraid to cry?

In any case, innocent people cannot be implicated.He wanted to take it, but his hands were shaking weakly, Xiao Shuang hurriedly said: "I'm here, be careful!"

After eating half of the bowl without any appetite, Xiao Shuang showed a smile on his face: "Young Master, it's great to be able to eat! I was so worried just now!"

"worry about what?"

"I'm worried about your son's health. I've been in a coma for a whole day, and I have a high fever. If I don't eat anymore, how could it be better?"

Well so what?Isn't this a repeated cycle?Closing his eyes was a nightmare, but opening his eyes was still an endless nightmare, he laughed self-deprecatingly.