A letter sent to Acacia GL

Have never taken the initiative to pursue - what can I have but to lose?She has never seen the world with her eyes, so what else can she do besides not being able to see it?

Diqiu returns to her room in a daze, time flies, but thinking about it now, it is in a different state of mind.

"Sister Qiu'er, if I say I like you too, can you hug me too?"

"Would you like to marry me as a wife?"

"Oh, 'Mystery of Time' girl, I'm talking about you. I fell in love with you at first sight, let's date."

"If you are willing to say 'follow me', I will immediately demolish this Gaohang Palace."

The depth of affection that has never changed after so many ages has changed, and it turns out that it is now——that she has never been at the same level as her.Who is selfish?She needs my company, why don't I long to be with her day and night?

Is it true that you will regret it only after she lets go?

The first snow in winter has completely wiped out the false spring in the magic of Puhua Wonderland.Everything is frosted.Xi Yunnian's condition didn't seem to improve much, she was in low spirits and refused to eat anything.It seems that what happened to Gao Xilie hit her hard.Gao Xilie's relics were hidden by Lingxi, so it's okay to let her continue to look at it?

Diqiu decided to face everything.After making this determination, she didn't want to shrink back anymore, and——there was no time for her to shrink back.So, when she came to Yunian's small main hall, seeing that she was still asleep, she signaled everyone to go out.

Diqiu waited for about half an hour before Master Fengshou began to wake up.She first changed her posture and turned around, only to realize that there was someone in the room.Sensitive eyes opened vigilantly, and he immediately sat up with his hands propped up.

In the end, seeing that it was Diqiu, her face was very gloomy.Diqiu liked her face, to be honest, after so many years, I really got used to it.She didn't care too much, seeing her leaning against the head of the bed, she took a small blanket and covered her shoulders. "Cold?"

Xi Yunnian didn't shake off the blanket, which was a bit of progress, but she just shook her head.

"Let's eat something, you are too weak now." Di Qiu's beautiful eyes had a rare look of flattering the other party. "What's the matter? Is it not to your liking? I make all the flavors you like."

"No."

"How about I feed you?"

Those red eyes swept her tiredly, "I don't want it, let Lingxi come in."

"Today, there are only you and me in this main hall. No one is here." Di Qiu's tone was a bit cold.

Xi Yunnian took a deep breath, and turned her face to the other side.She seemed to be thinking about something.

"I have something to tell you." Di Qiu said.

Xi Yunnian lifted the quilt directly, landed on both feet, pulled off her boots and put them on.

Diqiu's eyelids twitched wildly, "What are you doing?"

"What's with you?"

"You are not allowed to go anywhere."

"You don't care! Kill me if you have the ability!" Yunian didn't have to say politely, she tore off the very thin purple-gold cloak hanging by the bed, and didn't wear an extra jacket.Just tied the collar strap.Diqiu said angrily, "It's snowing outside."

Of course Xi Yunnian would not answer, she directly opened the door and shouted outside, "Consonance!"

Of course, no one responded, and not only that, but the cold wind like ice blades blew over immediately.She couldn't help shivering all over her body, her bony fingers pinched the door frame, and she shouted again, "Lingxi!"

Di Qiu walked quickly to the door, grabbed her arm, and pulled her back hard.As a result, Yunian's center of gravity was unstable, and he almost fell down. He was dragged back a few steps before he stopped.Diqiu flipped his right hand and closed the door with the wind of his palm. "I told you, she's not here."

"Where did you hide Lingxi?" Yunian lowered his head, squeezed his fingers, trying to read Lingxi's location, "I can find her."

Di Qiu was a little angry, she grabbed Yunian's hand very rudely, "Stop using your spiritual power, how much blood do you have to vomit before you are willing?!"

"Let me go!" Yunian pulled his hand with great effort, but Di Qiu squeezed it tighter on purpose. "Let go! Diqiu! Let me go! How dare you pinch me?!"

"You can't walk a few steps, and you still want to go back to Shenjiling?" Di Qiu seemed malicious, "If you go back to deal with Gao Xilie's funeral, he will not come back to life."

Xi Yunnian's heart felt as if he had been hit by a heavy stone, and his bloodless face became even uglier. "You..." She was really sad, and the painful expression couldn't be concealed at all. I'm afraid Di Qiu would really vomit blood again if she continued. "Diqiu, what did you say?!"

Diqiu didn't continue to stimulate Fengshou, but supported her arm, dragged her, and pushed her back on the bed again.That hand was pressed against Yunian's shoulder just to control Yunian's movements, and he didn't move away for a long time.Yunian moved again in displeasure, but the strength of Diqiu's palm seemed to be frighteningly strong today.Actually it wasn't, but Xi Yunnian was really not recovering well at the moment. "Diqiu, how long are you going to humiliate me?"

"Humiliated you?"

"let me go!"

Di Qiu said kindly, "Then don't move around and listen to me."

"I don't listen!"

"Then I won't let it go."

"..."

"Huh?" Di Qiu looked at her condescendingly.

Xi Yunnian admits it, and is finally honest, and only gestures to Di Qiu with his eyes.Di Qiu slowly withdrew his hand. "What do you want to say, say it."

Di Qiu nodded, "Are you really going to give birth to this child?"

Yunian nodded.

"The rumors about the Huohuang raising a child, one god is born and one god dies. Is it true?"

Xi Yunnian bit her dry lower lip, she seemed a little hesitant to admit it, but finally, she nodded again.

Di Qiu couldn't hide his depression, so he took a deep breath. "Have you made up your mind? Is there any room for change?"

Xi Yunnian's eyelashes moved, "Maybe there were before. Until this moment, there are no more."

"why?"

"This is Xi Lie's only offspring."

Di Qiu's heart felt sore, jealous, hated and sad, "You...you really fell in love with Gao Xilie?"

Yunian nodded again.Di Qiu could see that it was the truth, and what's more, Xi Yunnian really seldom lied.If she wanted to tell a lie, she would at best hide it and keep silent.Generally speaking, she will not say a false one to cover up.On this point, Diqiu knew her very well.So now, Diqiu's heart is sour, as if he just drank a catty of old vinegar. "You've only been with him for three months, and you fell in love with him?"

"I only saw you for half an hour at the beginning."

Di Qiu's face turned pale, and he said angrily, "Then how much do you love him?"

"He's my husband."

"You!" Di Qiu couldn't help but slapped that red head flying away. "That's all! I don't want to ask about Gao Xilie any more. I'm so worried." After a while of silence, Diqiu spoke again, "Xiyan, I can't accept what I want to say..."

"That's your business." Xi Yunnian interrupted her without interest.

"I didn't finish, Xiyan, don't interrupt me." Di Qiu paused, seeing Yunian flatten his mouth in disdain.She continued, "I can't take it—you're not here. I can't take it. I want to see you all the time."

Yunian frowned slightly, his expression that had been sealed for a long time finally changed slightly. "what are you saying?"

"What am I talking about?" Di Qiu repeated silently, "If one day, you are no longer in this world. I can't bear to continue to live on. If you die, the meaning of my existence will stop."

In the past, Xi Yunnian would have hugged her tenderly, stroked her hair, comforted her, and said, "I am a first-level god, with a lifespan of at least a thousand years."Madame really thinks too much. ’ But now it’s like, “Life is a matter of life, you should learn to rely on yourself.”

"But I want to rely on you. Because... I've been like this for a long time, and I can't change it."

Yunian didn't feel any joy in his heart, "Where's your General Jade?"

"Ahem," Di Qiuzhuang coughed twice, "I will divorce him."

"Diqiu, since you are married, fame is important. Don't get entangled with me anymore. Let me go back to Shenjiling as soon as possible, our life trajectories are no longer in the same place."

"You fool!" Di Qiu was very sad, she sat on the edge of the bed and looked into her eyes.Finally, I was honest with myself, "How could I get married? Why do you believe in such a false statement? Why don't you doubt it?"

"do not have it?"

"No." Di Qiu answered quickly.

Xi Yunnian was stunned for a moment, her eyes drifted around, as if she remembered something, but also seemed to be confused.She said to herself, "No?"

"I'm sorry I lied to you."

"Lied to me?"

"Ah."

"Can you lie about this kind of thing casually? Diqiu, how can you lie about getting married?!" Disappointed!is fake?Although I doubted it, but... what Qiu said at that time, I couldn't help but believe it.

"I've been lied to, what do you want me to do?" Di Qiu moved his eyes away.

"Why!" "Why did you lie to me again?!" Xi Yunnian was really disappointed, obviously angry, she smiled, but it was just a self-deprecating laugh, "Women can lie!" He deliberately shouted, "Shang Jinghong!"

"Xiyan, I didn't do it on purpose." Diqiu explained seriously.

"Okay, what's the reason?"

"Because..." Diqiu looked at her with a tone of judgment, she mustered up her courage, and kept telling herself, Diqiu, you can't back down anymore. "Because I met someone unkind and fell under the blood curse of 'Heaven's Punishment'. At the beginning, I was guilty of the crime, so I don't want to go back to God's Silent Mountain with you."

Yunian's face moved slightly, her lips moved slightly, but she didn't answer anything.She propped up her palms, as if supporting her body, and sat up straighter than before.Then, she thought for a while, "So that's the case. Why don't you want to rely on me? God's punishment, I think I will find a way to help you untie it."

Diqiu reached out and rubbed her sore and swollen nose. "I just don't want to depend on you for everything!"

"why not?"

"Because...because..." Diqiu said two reasons, but didn't say anything more.

"because?"

"Because... because I am also a very capable person."

Xi Yunnian's face was not very good-looking, she pursed her lips and nodded. "Your ability is to choose the fallen devil?"

Diqiu's heart is so blocked that it's exciting, but he has made up his mind to persuade this person to change his mind today, to take the initiative for a while, and not to be arrogant. "Xiyan, I didn't fall into the devil voluntarily. It was at that time..."

"That's all," she raised her voice, full of anger, her eyes showed the usual arrogance and disdain.Raising a hand and waving, "I really don't care, it's up to you. Whatever you want. Now that you have finished speaking, I have listened to everything. Then, please call Lingxi, we should go back to Shenjiling."

"Xiyan, you won't forgive me?" Di Qiu panicked, almost like instinctive fear, she didn't expect it, suddenly, she felt a sense of cold hands and feet.

"Do you need my forgiveness? Di Qiu, you took the worst path!" Yunian got off the bed and stood up.Her resolute attitude, cold face, and unrepentant words made Diqiu lose her mind in the current situation, and she immediately knelt down. "Xiyan! No, you must forgive me."

"You abandoned me and the Fengyan clan, what are you doing kneeling on my knees?" Yunian said coldly, "You live happily in Puhua Wonderland, do you really need the title of great priest? How can the Fengyan clan afford it?" You?" "How much freedom I gave you, but it turned out that you can come and leave whenever you want. Punishment from heaven actually happens quite often in the magic world, but what about you? Have you ever believed in me? ability?"

"Xiyan, no matter what I do wrong. You can't doubt my sincerity."

"I didn't doubt your sincerity, Diqiu, but I don't need your sincerity anymore!"

"No need?" Di Qiu couldn't accept it for a while, her eyes turned red, "No...you said you don't need it anymore?"

Xi Yunnian is still reluctant to part with Di Qiu, no matter how cruel she is, she probably won't be able to say it. She saw that Di Qiu's eyes were red, but she didn't dare to cry, and her heart softened.She didn't answer for a while.

"Xiyan... really didn't leave any feelings for me?"

"It doesn't make any sense for you to come back to me." Yunian said. "If you say that you want to ask me to help you return to the way of God, there is no need to do this. I am willing to help you."

"I'm not for the way of God, Xiyan..." Diqiu's heart was empty, how could I be for such a thing? !She suddenly thought, "How is it possible? It's only been three months. Have you given your whole heart to Gao Xilie?" Her tears finally burst out and fell to the floor.This is no longer jealousy, but has risen to real sadness. "You want to bear children for him, and you will not hesitate to take advantage of the divine essence of the fire phoenix. I, Diqiu, have no regrets for you, and I will go through life and death with you, and protect your position as the head of the phoenix. All of this is done for Gao Xilie." Marry?! He has only been married for three months, what is he!"

"Di Qiu!" Xi Yunnian clapped his hands on the table excitedly, and slapped the boss, "Please at least respect my deceased husband!"