How Could I Lose To Him

Sui Houyu left the tenth classroom and arrived at the tennis court 40 minutes late.

When they arrived at the tennis indoor training ground, they saw Hou Mo and Sang Xian seem to be playing singles.

He didn't go there immediately, but went to change his sports clothes, and when he came out, he took the racket and looked around. There was no place for him to practice.

He walked diagonally behind Hou Mo, and while Hou Mo was picking up the ball, he asked, "Are you still practicing baseline crossing?"

The original appointment was to fight against Deng Yiheng and Shen Junjing.

"You have been late for too long, and the training content has been changed." After Hou Mo answered, he returned to the field to play again.

Sang Xian glanced at Sui Houyu, hesitated to speak for a while, and finally said nothing.

Sui Hou Yu didn't know what to do, so he walked to the side and found a place to practice landing point control by himself.

This stalemate lasted for half an hour before Hou Mo came over with the racket and stood beside Sui Hou Yu, looking at him all the time.

He turned his head to look at Hou Mo, trying to observe, trying to see if Hou Mo was angry because he was late.

Hou Mo didn't lose his temper, but said as calmly as possible: "Suihou Yu, we have customized training plans, and we have clearly arranged what to do in each time period. Especially the people who cooperate with you are prepared Well, you'll be wasting their time by not showing up."

There seemed to be nothing wrong with what he said, but he didn't call Brother Yu, but his full name.

Sui Hou Yu pursed her lips and apologized softly: "I'm sorry."

"You are a newcomer. Many training plans are designed to match your time. You are the main one. You will use the venue first, and then it will be their turn. What about you, are you going to date?" Hou Mo continued to ask .

"I didn't. She had something to do with me. I took a look at the question by the way..."

"If you want to study hard and work hard for the exam, just talk to coach Wang, so that he will not focus on training you as a starter, and it will also allow you to have time to study, and no one will force you to join tennis Team."

Suihou Yu is not a good tempered.

This time he knew that he was late, he was wrong, and what Hou Mo said was right, so he bowed his head and admitted his mistake.

But Hou Mo kept talking about him like this, which made him feel uncomfortable, and he tried very hard not to lose his temper.

After hesitating for a while, he replied: "I won't do it next time."

Hou Mo stood in front of him in silence for a long time, exhaled with a trembling voice, and finally said: "Maybe you can think about whether you want to continue playing tennis now. You don't have to suffer, Ran Shu and Su Anyi There is no need to accompany you to the tennis team, you also have time to spend with that Ai Mengtian."

"..." Sui Hou Yu frowned slightly, looked at Hou Mo, "Are you driving me away?"

"Actually, you don't have to do anything for me...you can just continue according to your own lifestyle. If you don't really like tennis, it's hard to stick to it. If you fall in love in the future and can't train well, will you still quit? Can you not be with me? Passing by here, will it make me feel uncomfortable later?"

Hou Mo started to get scared.

He rejected doubles before because he didn't want to establish a bond with anyone. When the partner who trained with him leaves one day, he will fall into sadness and cannot extricate himself.

He didn't want to try to lose the feeling of someone he cared about anymore.

Therefore, it seems better to break it early before it gets too deep.

Sui Hou Yu looked at Hou Mo for a long time, and suddenly sneered: "I'm giving you a good face, right? I'm late, I think it's my problem. But what are you talking about here? ? Looking for a fight?"

"I'm just giving you an early warning, lest you quit because you're in a relationship and waste other people's time and feelings."

"I said she had something to do with me, did you get lead in your ears? Can't you understand people's words? Did I say I would quit?! I apologize, I was late, I was wrong, you What the hell did you say?! Is it necessary?!" Suihou Yu became more and more angry, and finally yelled out.

Hou Mo woke up suddenly after being yelled at.

He forgot that Sui Hou Yu had mania, and his early experiences made him unable to bear even a little grievance.

Especially from someone he cares about.

"Brother Yu, I said the wrong thing, don't be angry..." Hou Mo hurried over to hug Hou Yu to comfort him.

Suihou Yu pushed him away: "Don't touch me!"

Su Anyi will not follow the evening self-study training, and will study in the classroom.

At this time, only Ran Shu was in the training ground. Seeing that the atmosphere was not right here, especially when he heard Sui Houyu swearing, he hurried over and stopped Sui Houyu to comfort him: "What, what's wrong? Brother Yu, don't be angry."

Sui Houyu was still yelling: "I'm not right, am I? Everything is wrong, everything I do is wrong!"

"That's right, we're right, let's go, let's go to watch anime, "One Piece" should be updated." Ran Shu pushed Hou Yu out, then turned around and told Hou Mo, "Don't follow me, I can't control it I'll call you again."

Hou Mo knew that this was definitely not the first time Ran Shu had dealt with this kind of thing, so he was obedient and did not chase after him, letting Ran Shu take Hou Yu out with him.

The other team members didn't know the truth, so they gathered together to ask.

Hou Mo waved his hands irritably: "Go back to training!"

The others didn't provoke Hou Mo anymore.

Ran Shu took Sui Houyu out, instead of going back to the dormitory, he found a quiet place to sit down, and played "One Piece" to Sui Houyu on his mobile phone.

This is the way he used to coax Hou Yu.

When Hou Yu made a fuss, they watched anime together from childhood to adulthood.

But Suihou Yu was not in the mood to watch today, squatting on the chair, hugging his legs and not saying a word.

Seeing that he was calmer, Ran Shu asked, "Brother Yu, what, what's going on? It's been a long time since this happened."

"I'm late, Hou strange is angry." After calming down, Sui Hou Yu became much more obedient, and just narrated aggrievedly.

"Then Hou Mo trained you?"

"Ah."

"That's not enough." Ran Shu was puzzled, it's not possible to lose such a temper at all.

Suihou Yu lowered his eyes, his slender and thick eyelashes covered his lost pupils: "I don't care if others say it, but he does care about it...it makes me feel worse than others say..."

"He is usually too kind to you, but he suddenly attacked you and made you unbearable?"

"Maybe...he asked me to quit the team. Does that mean he doesn't want me anymore? I was late just once..." He followed the training very hard, and he persisted in the high-intensity training. Thunder yet?

"I think, I think it's angry words, that's why he doesn't want to part with you." Ran Shu sneered, "I really care about you."

Sui Hou Yu didn't speak, and continued to sit with his legs crossed, and asked, "Did I go too far just now?"

"Just, just very inexplicable tantrums, but it's okay, at least they didn't fight."

"Then do I have to apologize?"

Ran Shu looked at Suihou Yu for a long time, then suddenly leaned over and asked him in a low voice, "Brother Yu, don't you like that bitch?"

Suihou Yu's eyelashes trembled slightly, then he raised his eyes to look at Ran Shu, without speaking for a long time.

Ran Shu and him looked at each other for a long time, and finally only uttered one word: "Fuck..."

Well, Ran Shu instantly understood that Sui Hou Yu was abnormal.

However, his mood was suddenly very unpleasant, and he even wanted to ask a few people to take Hou Mo's sack.

At this time, Hou Mo was also in a bad mood.

When he went to talk to Sui Hou Yu, he was almost stunned by jealousy, and he uttered all kinds of acid words, which made Sui Hou Yu angry.

After recovering, he had successfully angered Suihou Yu.

Now he wants to go to Sui Houyu to apologize, but he is afraid of provoking Sui Houyu, so he is very entangled.

At the end of the training, neither Suihou Yu nor Ran Shu came back, and Hou Mo didn't even dare to take a shower or go back to the dormitory, for fear that going at the wrong time would cause Suihou Yu to relapse immediately.

The recurrence rate of mania is very high, especially in the case of Suihou Yu who has not taken medicine to control it.

He sat alone on a chair in the locker room, pulling his hair in agitation.

He really has shit in his head, why would he say those nonsense words?

Even if Suihou Yu really fell in love one day, and really quit the team to study hard and prepare for the college entrance examination, he is not qualified to take care of it.

At best, he and Suihou Yu could be regarded as friends, if they took too much control, it was he who crossed the line.

The more I thought about it, the more I regretted it, and I was so irritable that I wanted to yell a few times.

Sang Xian, who had already left, came back suddenly, walked in and said to him, "I asked Ran Shu, Suihou Yu's side is much better."

"Oh..." Hou Mo breathed a sigh of relief.

"I think Sui Houyu also cares about you, and it seems that he has nothing to do with that Ai Mengtian, so you don't have to worry too much."

Hou Mo nodded: "Yes."

Sang Xian saw that Hou Mo was so depressed that he was about to collapse. After hesitating for a while, he said, "Sui Hou Yu is probably not very straightforward, and he is also interested in you. Besides, he cares about my existence very much and seems to be jealous. You are not completely No chance."

Hearing this, Hou Mo immediately shook his head and denied it: "I have been with him for a long time, and I know he is really straight. Many things he does are straight as hell, and he doesn't even feel that there is anything to be shy about being with me. He If you are really interested in me, sometimes what you do is to seduce me. How is it possible, such a simple boy like Brother Yu..."

"I'm a bystander, and I can notice some details that you didn't pay attention to. You think it's not because you like him..." Sang Xian wanted to continue to persuade.

Hou Mo shook his head: "I know you're trying to comfort me, but I know it's me who is wrong. I fell in love with him even though I knew it was impossible, and now thinking that he might fall in love with someone else, my heart would explode I don't want to have a good relationship with a person, I'm afraid that one day that person will suddenly leave me... But now I find that I actually care about a person, and I can always see that person, but that person doesn't belong to me. It's also uncomfortable .”

After being silent for a long time, Sang Xian suddenly apologized: "I'm sorry."

Hou Mo was puzzled, turned his head to look at Sang Xian, and asked, "Why are you apologizing?"

"I'm the one who made you so sensitive, I'm sorry... because of me, are you tired?"

Sang Xian looked straight at him, his hands trembling slightly.

After a while, Sang Xian began to break down and cry, unconsciously and uncontrollably.

Hou Mo hurried over and asked, "Have you brought the medicine?"

Sang Xian shook his head dully.

"Is there a bedroom?"

Sang Xian shook his head again.

In order to be able to participate in the competition, he has been off drugs for a long time.

Hou Mo didn't expect things to turn out like this, so he quickly sent a voice message to Uncle Sang, asking them to send a car to pick him up.

Putting down the phone, Hou Mo sighed: "What to do, talking to you will irritate you... Others persuade me to come out, in fact, you should come out more? I don't even hate you..."

The author has something to say: Sang Xian will cry uncontrollably when he relapses, apologize endlessly, self-mutilate, and even...wrist injuries, you know.