Little President ABO
Chapter 97 The Crack
Experts say that of all partings, the one that is most difficult to get over and start over is the death parting.
Birth and separation, whether it is emotional exhaustion, personality disagreement, or compromise based on reality, no matter how unwilling or tragic the parting is, in fact, both parties have reached a contract in their hearts and put an end to this relationship together.
Farewell is not like this, the pre-arranged meal is still waiting for him to eat, the set appointment is still waiting for him to attend the appointment, the prepared gift is still in hand and ready to be given away... But everything came to an abrupt end, this time When everything is unfinished to the living person, their relationship is not over and never will be.
There is no way to end, which means there is no way to start over.
A long time ago, after learning that Xia Feiou's ex was Jiang Sulu's elder brother, Cheng Boshan had an intuition that it would be difficult to be with Xia Feiou, so he consulted a relationship expert.But after hearing these words, he sneered again.He believes that people are both tough and realistic, it is impossible to be completely defeated by nothingness, and people will choose to live a happier life.
Jiang Qianyue obviously couldn't make Xia Feiou happy anymore, but she could just take the other's place and make Xia Feiou happy.From all aspects, he is not bad, Xia Feiou has no reason to reject him.
But it now appears that the experts were indeed more right.People don't necessarily choose a life that makes them happier. To be precise, sometimes they can't choose what kind of life they want to live.Xia Feiou is like this, and he who chose Xia Feiou is also like this.
Cheng Boshan seldom needed others to comfort him, similarly, he was not very good at comforting others, he just hugged Xia Feiou and let him lean on his shoulders along the way.
The two were silent all the way, and when they arrived at Xia Feiou's residence, Cheng Boshan passed Xia Feiou to open the door for him.
"Go home and have a good sleep, don't think about anything, good night."
Xia Feiou got out of the car, and before the automatic door closed, he turned around and locked his door.
Cheng Boshan looked up at him from the car and asked, "What's wrong?"
Xia Feiou hesitated for a long time before finally saying, "Can you... stay with me tonight?"
He didn't want to go home and take out that "Jiang Qianyue" that couldn't give him any response, and confide in it and cry.Maybe Cheng Boshan can't alleviate his pain, at least he can make himself less collapsed in front of others.
Cheng Boshan squeezed his hand that was propped on the car door, and when he got out of the car, he grabbed it and held it: "Let's go."
He led Xia Feiou upstairs, he was not the type who was good at comforting others, only the hand he held was stronger, which showed that he could feel the sadness in Xia Feiou's heart.
"What would you like to drink?"
"Water will do."
Cheng Boshan has been to this place several times, but every time he is still the same nervous.He was sitting on the sofa, unable to bear looking around.The room seemed to be slightly different from before. After looking around several times, he found that the portrait oil painting of Xia Feiou hanging on the wall was replaced by an abstract painting.
Xia Feiou poured Cheng Boshan a glass of water, and he poured himself a glass of juice. The two sat on the sofa, holding the water glass quietly.Cheng Boshan glanced at Xia Feiou's face after a few seconds, as if the sad and depressing atmosphere all the way back was an illusion, Xia Feiou's expression was indifferent, his eyes were lowered, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
A few strands of hair hang down to block his side face, and his shadowy silhouette under the light is lonely and beautiful.Cheng Boshan's heart trembled, he didn't know whether it was from palpitations, heartache, or both.This made him feel more clearly his deadly love for Xia Feiou, as well as his deep pain.
He put down the cup in his hand, sat down and held Xia Feiou's hand, his fingers went down from his palm, and slowly inserted into his fingers.
"Don't be sad, it will pass."
Xia Feiou's hand peeled off from the water glass, his fingers curled up, and he held Cheng Boshan back in a specious way. He didn't respond to his comfort, but his eyes fell on the hands of the two of them, watching them motionless.
Cheng Boshan's throat moved: "Even if I don't go there, I will always be with you."
Xia Feiou raised his eyes and stared at Cheng Boshan with a probing and insightful gaze.Just as Cheng Boshan wanted to say that what he said was true, Xia Feiou said, "Thank you."
"You're welcome." Cheng Boshan took his hand and sat beside him, but he still felt that this person was too ethereal to hold.
Xia Feiou was still looking at him like that.His gaze was like a stretchable ruler, pulling them closer and closer.Cheng Boshan couldn't bear such a distance, he turned his face away and tried to step back a little, but Xia Feiou pinched his jaw.
"Feiou..." Cheng Boshan's breath became short-lived.He rolled his eyes slowly, not knowing where to put them, upwards would meet Xia Feiou's calm and inquisitive long and narrow eyes, and downwards would be his thin, well-lined lips.
Cheng Boshan's gaze still fell on those two lips, and the thin, bean-pink lips parted slightly: "Want to kiss?"
Cheng Boshan swallowed, he thought, but at the same time resisted.
"I want to kiss, Cheng Boshan."
Xia Feiou breathed out these words, and the smell of pheromone in his breath hit Cheng Boshan's face.His name was read from Xia Feiou's mouth, and it seemed to have some kind of deceptive magic power, which made his scalp tingle.Before he could react, Xia Feiou's lips were already on his lips.Cheng Boshan's fingers holding Xia Feiou tightened instantly, and his whole body trembled stiffly.
The last thought left in his mind was, fortunately, Xia Feiou just called his name, which at least shows that he clearly knows what he is doing and who he is kissing.
Xia Feiou probed Cheng Boshan's lips with the tip of his tongue, and he could feel the other person's stiffness, tension, and even reluctance, which made his original guilt even deeper.Xia Feiou knows that he is too empty and lonely, he wants to indulge, he wants to get a little warmth from others, he wants others to share his sadness and pain, although he can't give anything back, he hates his hypocrisy and selfishness.
But soon his self-blaming thoughts were interrupted by Cheng Boshan's sudden enthusiasm.Cheng Boshan let go of his hand, but put one arm around his waist, and the other hand held the back of his head. While Xia Feiou was prying open his teeth, he suddenly opened his mouth and bit Xia Feiou's lower lip, The tongue drove straight in and kissed him deeply and deeply.
Cheng Boshan's movements were reckless and unfamiliar, without any skill, he kissed and bit Xia Feiou, like grabbing his prey, and then pushing him into the sofa, his arms wrapped around him tightly, as if to crush him.Cheng Bo was gasping for breath, like an angry bull that would only go on a rampage and pull Xia Feiou's tongue sorely.So hard, so passionate, as if wanting to occupy the other party's everything, and at the same time cut open everything in oneself, and offer it all up.
Xia Feiou had never been kissed so intensely before, and when Cheng Boshan's strange but alluring pheromone smell rushed towards his face, he couldn't think at all, so he could only kiss Cheng Boshan back with the same force, wrapping his arms around him. Go up and pinch the back of Cheng Boshan's neck.The aromas of nutmeg and cocoa intertwine, and two tall and powerful men are entangled, like two wild wolves biting each other.
Xia Feiou hugged Cheng Boshan and lifted them vigorously, and the two of them rolled from the sofa onto the carpet. He switched from the lower position to Cheng Boshan, and leaned on him, his chest heaved violently, his cheeks turned red from the heat, and his bean-pink lips changed Also congested and reddened sometimes.Cheng Boshan was also panting quickly, and his oily hair, which had been combed smoothly, was now in a mess.He and Xia Feiou looked at each other for a moment, subconsciously pursed their lower lip, and tasted the moist blood.
Xia Feiou took a look at his chin with one hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "The lip is broken."
Cheng Boshan also said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay." He stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked off the blood that came out.
Xia Feiou swallowed, Cheng Boshan's action undoubtedly added a lot of firewood to the sparks, and those desires that had been suppressed by sadness for a long time burst into flames, and immediately turned into a raging fire.His throat began to tighten, and his body began to feel hot as if being burned.The blood on Cheng Boshan's lips appeared again, Xia Feiou bent down again, trying to lick it off for him, but Cheng Boshan reached out to support his shoulder.
"Feiou, your pheromone smell is too strong." Cheng Boshan looked into his eyes, sincerely, but also refused.
Xia Feiou paused, and immediately realized that he had been induced to be on the verge of a susceptible period.He took a deep breath and stood up.
"I'm going to wash my face." After finishing speaking, he turned and entered the room, closing the door.
Cheng Boshan propped himself up from the ground, sat back on the sofa, straightened his wrinkled clothes first, then smoothed out his hair, and sat with his legs crossed for a while. When he calmed down a bit, he raised his eyes again. Go to see the door of the room closed by Xia Feiou.
In fact, his so-called three-month period has already passed.Cheng Boshan once confidently believed that three months might not be enough to make Xia Feiou fall in love with him completely, but at least it was enough to make him waver in the past and develop feelings for himself.But now, Cheng Boshan is not very sure.He couldn't accept that Xia Feiou was thinking about Jiang Qianyue having sex with him, so he gritted his teeth and reined in, rejecting Xia Feiou.
But experts have also said that physical contact will shorten the psychological distance between people, and this boundary may just be a breakthrough point.When encountering difficulties, Cheng Boshan subconsciously began to use a business mindset to think about the benefits and risks that would be brought about by taking risks.
After calming down a bit, he stood up again and straightened the crooked carpet, fixed the overturned footstool, sat back on the sofa, and thought about saying goodbye to Xia Feiou after he came out.
Not long after, Xia Feiou came out, still holding cotton wool and a pillow in his hands.He looked back to normal, in his home clothes, as if what had just happened was an illusion.He said as it should: "It's late, you can just stay here for one night. The guest room is not covered, please come and help me."
Xia Feiou asked him to stay, but he didn't want to leave.Cheng Boshan stood up lazily and went to the guest room to help make the bed.
The two shook the quilt in silence for a while, Xia Feiou suddenly said: "I'm sorry about what happened just now."
Cheng Boshan tightly clenched the corner of the quilt in his hand, although he knew it all, but when Xia Feiou said that, he couldn't help but feel his heart sink.
"It doesn't matter."
After the bed was made, Xia Feiou went to get pajamas and toiletries again: "This is my pajamas, it may be a little small, just wear them."
"it is good."
Xia Feiou walked to the door of the room, paused, and turned around again.
"Can you have a day off tomorrow?"
Cheng Boshan sat on the edge of the bed a little dejectedly, but when he heard this, he looked up at Xia Feiou: "Yes."
"I have a day off tomorrow, let's go on a date... I'll take you to a place."
Cheng Boshan was a little surprised, for so long, he had always been the one to propose invitations, sometimes Xia Feiou would answer, sometimes not.When Xia Feiou didn't answer, he would invite more diligently, and sometimes he would only agree when Xia Feiou got a little impatient.This was the first time that Xia Feiou took the initiative to invite him, and he was talking about a date.Cheng Boshan seemed to have heard the sound of cracks in the frozen river bed, his eyes widened in surprise, and he replied, "Okay."
"Good night then." Xia Feiou smiled at him.
Birth and separation, whether it is emotional exhaustion, personality disagreement, or compromise based on reality, no matter how unwilling or tragic the parting is, in fact, both parties have reached a contract in their hearts and put an end to this relationship together.
Farewell is not like this, the pre-arranged meal is still waiting for him to eat, the set appointment is still waiting for him to attend the appointment, the prepared gift is still in hand and ready to be given away... But everything came to an abrupt end, this time When everything is unfinished to the living person, their relationship is not over and never will be.
There is no way to end, which means there is no way to start over.
A long time ago, after learning that Xia Feiou's ex was Jiang Sulu's elder brother, Cheng Boshan had an intuition that it would be difficult to be with Xia Feiou, so he consulted a relationship expert.But after hearing these words, he sneered again.He believes that people are both tough and realistic, it is impossible to be completely defeated by nothingness, and people will choose to live a happier life.
Jiang Qianyue obviously couldn't make Xia Feiou happy anymore, but she could just take the other's place and make Xia Feiou happy.From all aspects, he is not bad, Xia Feiou has no reason to reject him.
But it now appears that the experts were indeed more right.People don't necessarily choose a life that makes them happier. To be precise, sometimes they can't choose what kind of life they want to live.Xia Feiou is like this, and he who chose Xia Feiou is also like this.
Cheng Boshan seldom needed others to comfort him, similarly, he was not very good at comforting others, he just hugged Xia Feiou and let him lean on his shoulders along the way.
The two were silent all the way, and when they arrived at Xia Feiou's residence, Cheng Boshan passed Xia Feiou to open the door for him.
"Go home and have a good sleep, don't think about anything, good night."
Xia Feiou got out of the car, and before the automatic door closed, he turned around and locked his door.
Cheng Boshan looked up at him from the car and asked, "What's wrong?"
Xia Feiou hesitated for a long time before finally saying, "Can you... stay with me tonight?"
He didn't want to go home and take out that "Jiang Qianyue" that couldn't give him any response, and confide in it and cry.Maybe Cheng Boshan can't alleviate his pain, at least he can make himself less collapsed in front of others.
Cheng Boshan squeezed his hand that was propped on the car door, and when he got out of the car, he grabbed it and held it: "Let's go."
He led Xia Feiou upstairs, he was not the type who was good at comforting others, only the hand he held was stronger, which showed that he could feel the sadness in Xia Feiou's heart.
"What would you like to drink?"
"Water will do."
Cheng Boshan has been to this place several times, but every time he is still the same nervous.He was sitting on the sofa, unable to bear looking around.The room seemed to be slightly different from before. After looking around several times, he found that the portrait oil painting of Xia Feiou hanging on the wall was replaced by an abstract painting.
Xia Feiou poured Cheng Boshan a glass of water, and he poured himself a glass of juice. The two sat on the sofa, holding the water glass quietly.Cheng Boshan glanced at Xia Feiou's face after a few seconds, as if the sad and depressing atmosphere all the way back was an illusion, Xia Feiou's expression was indifferent, his eyes were lowered, and he didn't know what he was thinking.
A few strands of hair hang down to block his side face, and his shadowy silhouette under the light is lonely and beautiful.Cheng Boshan's heart trembled, he didn't know whether it was from palpitations, heartache, or both.This made him feel more clearly his deadly love for Xia Feiou, as well as his deep pain.
He put down the cup in his hand, sat down and held Xia Feiou's hand, his fingers went down from his palm, and slowly inserted into his fingers.
"Don't be sad, it will pass."
Xia Feiou's hand peeled off from the water glass, his fingers curled up, and he held Cheng Boshan back in a specious way. He didn't respond to his comfort, but his eyes fell on the hands of the two of them, watching them motionless.
Cheng Boshan's throat moved: "Even if I don't go there, I will always be with you."
Xia Feiou raised his eyes and stared at Cheng Boshan with a probing and insightful gaze.Just as Cheng Boshan wanted to say that what he said was true, Xia Feiou said, "Thank you."
"You're welcome." Cheng Boshan took his hand and sat beside him, but he still felt that this person was too ethereal to hold.
Xia Feiou was still looking at him like that.His gaze was like a stretchable ruler, pulling them closer and closer.Cheng Boshan couldn't bear such a distance, he turned his face away and tried to step back a little, but Xia Feiou pinched his jaw.
"Feiou..." Cheng Boshan's breath became short-lived.He rolled his eyes slowly, not knowing where to put them, upwards would meet Xia Feiou's calm and inquisitive long and narrow eyes, and downwards would be his thin, well-lined lips.
Cheng Boshan's gaze still fell on those two lips, and the thin, bean-pink lips parted slightly: "Want to kiss?"
Cheng Boshan swallowed, he thought, but at the same time resisted.
"I want to kiss, Cheng Boshan."
Xia Feiou breathed out these words, and the smell of pheromone in his breath hit Cheng Boshan's face.His name was read from Xia Feiou's mouth, and it seemed to have some kind of deceptive magic power, which made his scalp tingle.Before he could react, Xia Feiou's lips were already on his lips.Cheng Boshan's fingers holding Xia Feiou tightened instantly, and his whole body trembled stiffly.
The last thought left in his mind was, fortunately, Xia Feiou just called his name, which at least shows that he clearly knows what he is doing and who he is kissing.
Xia Feiou probed Cheng Boshan's lips with the tip of his tongue, and he could feel the other person's stiffness, tension, and even reluctance, which made his original guilt even deeper.Xia Feiou knows that he is too empty and lonely, he wants to indulge, he wants to get a little warmth from others, he wants others to share his sadness and pain, although he can't give anything back, he hates his hypocrisy and selfishness.
But soon his self-blaming thoughts were interrupted by Cheng Boshan's sudden enthusiasm.Cheng Boshan let go of his hand, but put one arm around his waist, and the other hand held the back of his head. While Xia Feiou was prying open his teeth, he suddenly opened his mouth and bit Xia Feiou's lower lip, The tongue drove straight in and kissed him deeply and deeply.
Cheng Boshan's movements were reckless and unfamiliar, without any skill, he kissed and bit Xia Feiou, like grabbing his prey, and then pushing him into the sofa, his arms wrapped around him tightly, as if to crush him.Cheng Bo was gasping for breath, like an angry bull that would only go on a rampage and pull Xia Feiou's tongue sorely.So hard, so passionate, as if wanting to occupy the other party's everything, and at the same time cut open everything in oneself, and offer it all up.
Xia Feiou had never been kissed so intensely before, and when Cheng Boshan's strange but alluring pheromone smell rushed towards his face, he couldn't think at all, so he could only kiss Cheng Boshan back with the same force, wrapping his arms around him. Go up and pinch the back of Cheng Boshan's neck.The aromas of nutmeg and cocoa intertwine, and two tall and powerful men are entangled, like two wild wolves biting each other.
Xia Feiou hugged Cheng Boshan and lifted them vigorously, and the two of them rolled from the sofa onto the carpet. He switched from the lower position to Cheng Boshan, and leaned on him, his chest heaved violently, his cheeks turned red from the heat, and his bean-pink lips changed Also congested and reddened sometimes.Cheng Boshan was also panting quickly, and his oily hair, which had been combed smoothly, was now in a mess.He and Xia Feiou looked at each other for a moment, subconsciously pursed their lower lip, and tasted the moist blood.
Xia Feiou took a look at his chin with one hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "The lip is broken."
Cheng Boshan also said in a hoarse voice, "It's okay." He stuck out the tip of his tongue and licked off the blood that came out.
Xia Feiou swallowed, Cheng Boshan's action undoubtedly added a lot of firewood to the sparks, and those desires that had been suppressed by sadness for a long time burst into flames, and immediately turned into a raging fire.His throat began to tighten, and his body began to feel hot as if being burned.The blood on Cheng Boshan's lips appeared again, Xia Feiou bent down again, trying to lick it off for him, but Cheng Boshan reached out to support his shoulder.
"Feiou, your pheromone smell is too strong." Cheng Boshan looked into his eyes, sincerely, but also refused.
Xia Feiou paused, and immediately realized that he had been induced to be on the verge of a susceptible period.He took a deep breath and stood up.
"I'm going to wash my face." After finishing speaking, he turned and entered the room, closing the door.
Cheng Boshan propped himself up from the ground, sat back on the sofa, straightened his wrinkled clothes first, then smoothed out his hair, and sat with his legs crossed for a while. When he calmed down a bit, he raised his eyes again. Go to see the door of the room closed by Xia Feiou.
In fact, his so-called three-month period has already passed.Cheng Boshan once confidently believed that three months might not be enough to make Xia Feiou fall in love with him completely, but at least it was enough to make him waver in the past and develop feelings for himself.But now, Cheng Boshan is not very sure.He couldn't accept that Xia Feiou was thinking about Jiang Qianyue having sex with him, so he gritted his teeth and reined in, rejecting Xia Feiou.
But experts have also said that physical contact will shorten the psychological distance between people, and this boundary may just be a breakthrough point.When encountering difficulties, Cheng Boshan subconsciously began to use a business mindset to think about the benefits and risks that would be brought about by taking risks.
After calming down a bit, he stood up again and straightened the crooked carpet, fixed the overturned footstool, sat back on the sofa, and thought about saying goodbye to Xia Feiou after he came out.
Not long after, Xia Feiou came out, still holding cotton wool and a pillow in his hands.He looked back to normal, in his home clothes, as if what had just happened was an illusion.He said as it should: "It's late, you can just stay here for one night. The guest room is not covered, please come and help me."
Xia Feiou asked him to stay, but he didn't want to leave.Cheng Boshan stood up lazily and went to the guest room to help make the bed.
The two shook the quilt in silence for a while, Xia Feiou suddenly said: "I'm sorry about what happened just now."
Cheng Boshan tightly clenched the corner of the quilt in his hand, although he knew it all, but when Xia Feiou said that, he couldn't help but feel his heart sink.
"It doesn't matter."
After the bed was made, Xia Feiou went to get pajamas and toiletries again: "This is my pajamas, it may be a little small, just wear them."
"it is good."
Xia Feiou walked to the door of the room, paused, and turned around again.
"Can you have a day off tomorrow?"
Cheng Boshan sat on the edge of the bed a little dejectedly, but when he heard this, he looked up at Xia Feiou: "Yes."
"I have a day off tomorrow, let's go on a date... I'll take you to a place."
Cheng Boshan was a little surprised, for so long, he had always been the one to propose invitations, sometimes Xia Feiou would answer, sometimes not.When Xia Feiou didn't answer, he would invite more diligently, and sometimes he would only agree when Xia Feiou got a little impatient.This was the first time that Xia Feiou took the initiative to invite him, and he was talking about a date.Cheng Boshan seemed to have heard the sound of cracks in the frozen river bed, his eyes widened in surprise, and he replied, "Okay."
"Good night then." Xia Feiou smiled at him.
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