Little President ABO
Chapter 58
Jiang Sulu was really busy during this time, the company's own affairs, wedding preparations, and Cheng Boshan's injury, he not only had to go to the hospital to report every day, but also the things that should have been shared by Cheng Boshan fell to on him.
Apart from physical fatigue, Jiang Sulu didn't complain much.Being busy is not useless to him, at least it can occupy all his time and thoughts, leaving him no time to care about other things, and let the gears of fate roll forward smoothly as it was arranged.
Although the relationship between him and Cheng Boshan has made a lot of progress during this period, which is also the progress he was looking forward to, but for some reason, he suddenly felt empty in his heart.Cheng Boshan couldn't be satisfied with his friendliness and gentleness, nor could he be satisfied with the mountain of work. As the wedding day approached, that space became more and more empty, reminding him of the black hole in the middle of the garbage dump in the lower city.
He often met with the two brothers of the Cheng family, and almost met all the relatives and friends of the Cheng family in the hospital.Occasionally, he would go to AM to do product research in person. After a few times, he got to know AM's important upper managers and core researchers.It's just that on all these occasions, he didn't see the process back.It seems that what Cheng Hui told him before that he had a bad relationship with his brother was true.
Once he tentatively brought the topic to Cheng Fan, Cheng Boshan's attitude immediately changed, and he never mentioned this person again.
Jiang Sulu was very skeptical, could Cheng Hui be seen at their wedding?Living with Cheng Boshan in the future, will there be a chance to meet Cheng Hui?If Cheng Hui can work in AM like Cheng Jingyao, then we can see him often.
As always, it was already late at night when I got home. Jiang Sulu stopped at a convenience store near his home, went in and bought a bagful of food, which contained fried chicken and drinks with high sugar content.I don't know when he started to get tired of self-heating food, and the boxes in the refrigerator began to expire, and he bought some less healthy food while feeling guilty.
When he got out of the elevator, he saw a figure sitting in front of his house. He was startled and almost activated the security robot remotely.When he saw clearly that the person's image was Cheng Hui, he closed the terminal, took a deep breath and walked towards him.
After more than a month, he didn't see Cheng Hui in AM, thinking that it would be difficult to see him again in the future, but he didn't expect him to appear outside his house.
Cheng Hui sat on the ground with his back against the door, his hands folded on his knees, and his face buried between his knees. He didn't raise his head when he heard someone stop in front of him.
Jiang Sulu looked down at the top of his head, waited for a while, and finally called out: "Cheng Hui."
But people with lower eyelids didn't respond much.Jiang Sulu squatted down, put the food bag in his hand aside, stretched out his hand and tugged at his sleeve, and shouted again: "Cheng Hui."
Cheng Fan rubbed his face in his arms before he raised his head, his eyes and nose were red, and his eyelashes were wet and sticky.It should be said that Jiang Sulu was still shocked and suspicious when he saw this face that seemed to have cried, but when the new mist filled Cheng Hui's eyes again, Jiang Sulu was only shocked and heartbroken.
"what happened to you?"
Seeing that the tears were about to flow out, Jiang Sulu raised his hand to wipe it for him.Cheng Fan stopped his wrist, wiped it with his palm a few times, and said hoarsely, "Sorry."
Jiang Sulu took his hand out of Cheng Fan's, went to shake his hand again, took half of his palm, and pulled him up: "Go into the house."
Cheng Hui followed behind Jiang Sulu, neck arched, shoulders slumped, like a dog in the water with its tail sweeping the floor, Jiang Sulu led him in.
Jiang Sulu placed him on the sofa and poured him another glass of water.
Cheng Fan held the water glass in both hands, staring blankly at the void in front of him, without blinking his eyes for a long time.No new tears came out, but the eyes were red like rabbits staying up late.
Jiang Sulu doesn't know how long he has been crying, but he is obviously such a person who loves to laugh, that face with a smile on his face all the time, what sad things must he encounter to cry like this?Jiang Sulu had a lot of doubts, but he didn't ask any questions. He just stayed by Cheng Fan's side and waited quietly for him to say, or not to say.
After a while, Cheng Hui finally turned the water glass in his hand, turned to Jiang Sulu and said, "You can eat first."
"Do you want to eat something?" Jiang Sulu added, "It's not self-heating food, I bought fresh fried chicken and juice... By the way, there is still a can of beer in the refrigerator, do you want to drink?"
"I can't eat now."
"OK then."
Jiang Sulu carried the food to the dining table and ate it by himself.He ate more than usual tonight. After finishing the food he bought, he packed up the garbage in a bag and carried it outside the door, only to come back and sit next to Cheng Hui again.
The two were silent, Jiang Sulu didn't know where to start the words of comfort, he was not good at comforting others, he couldn't understand, and he couldn't empathize with the pain, so reckless comfort would only be counterproductive.
Cheng Fan didn't know where to start, he couldn't accept such a thing, he couldn't even put it into words, he just hated his own incompetence.
The clock on the wall struck twice, which was the time Jiang Sulu set to remind himself that it was time to go to bed.
He glanced at the clock, sitting like this is not an option, he considered: "Are you sleepy? Or go to sleep first, some things may wake up and then..."
"Hug me." Cheng Fan interrupted Jiang Sulu with a hoarse voice.
Jiang Sulu didn't seem to hear clearly, and didn't continue to speak, but his actions were very hesitant.
Cheng Fan turned his head and looked at Jiang Sulu, feeling extremely wronged: "Can you hug me?"
"Yes, yes."
Jiang Sulu was a little shy and nervous.He knelt on the sofa and opened his arms to Cheng Fan, trying to hug his broad shoulders and chest.But he was too petite, and he couldn't hold Cheng Hui tightly in his arms, like a rabbit kicking its hind legs vigorously, using its short forelimbs to wrap around the neck of a tall black-backed dog.
He tried his best to kneel straighter and look taller, but he still couldn't do it.His hug seemed too comically weak, not a strong and warm hug at all, and it didn't have the effect of comforting others at all.If Cheng Hui wasn't so sad, he must have started laughing at himself.
But Cheng Hui didn't seem to think so, he hunched his back, leaned his face on Jiang Sulu's chest, wrapped his hands around Jiang Sulu's waist tightly, and dumped the weight of his body on him.Jiang Sulu couldn't hold on anymore, so he fell back on the sofa.Cheng Fan fell down with him, put his arms around his waist, and lay firmly on his chest.
Jiang Sulu propped his hands up on the sofa. He remembered that even if it was only the upper body, Cheng Fan was too heavy.
Cheng Fan hugged him and didn't let go: "That's it, let me hug him for a while."
Jiang Sulu stopped moving, and sank into the sofa stiffly. After hesitating for a while, he still wrapped his arms around Cheng Hui's neck: "Yes."
After thinking about it, he finally said a useless nonsense: "Don't be sad."
"Thank you."
"You're welcome... If you have anything to say, just say it. If you need help, I will try my best to help you."
Cheng Hui seemed a little moved, the arms around Jiang Sulu's waist tightened a little, and the face leaning on his chest turned away and buried in his chest.The slight vibration caused by Cheng Fan's voice spread from Jiang Sulu's chest, causing a hint of itching.
"You saved Cheng Boshan."
Cheng Hui really couldn't talk about his mother and second brother, he couldn't even recall that scene, but he really needed to talk, so he started talking about other things.
"Well... But to be precise, I didn't save Cheng Boshan. My friend rescued Cheng Boshan. I just helped a little."
"The media said it was you."
"The media is just for gimmicks, exaggerating the facts."
"But you did jump."
"Ah."
"It's dangerous..." Cheng Fan paused, "... I was the one who moved Cheng Boshan's car. I was drunk at the time, and I wanted to take revenge on him... I almost killed him... Am I very bad?"
Jiang Sulu's breathing was stagnant, as if his heartbeat had stopped.
Cheng Hui felt Jiang Sulu's change, suddenly woke up, and then felt a little embarrassed.What kind of reaction do you expect from Jiang Sulu when you tell him such a thing?Do you expect him to applaud himself?Jiang Sulu must think that he is terribly bad now, maybe he will be terrible. In any case, Cheng Boshan is his fiance.Cheng Fan loosened Jiang Sulu's waist, trying to get up from him.He shouldn't have come here at all, but he had nowhere to go.
But Jiang Sulu hugged him tightly: "It's very bad, so don't do this kind of thing again in the future. If you do something that hurts others, it will also hurt yourself."
"I drank a lot of alcohol and didn't know what happened."
Jiang Sulu stroked his hair, and ran his fingers along the strands of his hair: "Then don't drink so much alcohol from now on."
"I failed a lot of people, and I broke a lot of people's hearts...I broke your heart."
Jiang Sulu looked at the ceiling and blinked slowly, then lowered his eyelids to look at Cheng Hui: "Yes, then you have also brought happiness to these sad people. If there is no joy, you will definitely not be sad... including I."
"sorry."
"It's okay, it's not a big deal."
Cheng Hui sniffed: "I used to think that you were incompetent and couldn't even make decisions about your own life. Now I find that you are much braver than me. You are at least bearing the pain and responsibility, while I can only fall down like this. .”
"If I could choose, I might be willing to experience the freedom and happiness of depravity."
……
Cheng Hui talked a lot, and he had never confided in such a vomit-like manner before. He even told Jiang Sulu all the children who were weaker than him that he bullied in the lower city when he was a child.
It is not so much a confession as a confession.The posture of him holding Jiang Sulu is more like kneeling on the ground and holding Jiang Sulu's hand to pray, grabbing the last straw.
He is the depraved and dirty sinner, Jiang Sulu is pure and holy, the priest who accepts his confession.As long as Jiang Sulu accepts everything about him, God will cleanse him, forgive him, forgive his parents, forgive his brothers, and forgive the disgusting ugliness behind this prosperous world.
Apart from physical fatigue, Jiang Sulu didn't complain much.Being busy is not useless to him, at least it can occupy all his time and thoughts, leaving him no time to care about other things, and let the gears of fate roll forward smoothly as it was arranged.
Although the relationship between him and Cheng Boshan has made a lot of progress during this period, which is also the progress he was looking forward to, but for some reason, he suddenly felt empty in his heart.Cheng Boshan couldn't be satisfied with his friendliness and gentleness, nor could he be satisfied with the mountain of work. As the wedding day approached, that space became more and more empty, reminding him of the black hole in the middle of the garbage dump in the lower city.
He often met with the two brothers of the Cheng family, and almost met all the relatives and friends of the Cheng family in the hospital.Occasionally, he would go to AM to do product research in person. After a few times, he got to know AM's important upper managers and core researchers.It's just that on all these occasions, he didn't see the process back.It seems that what Cheng Hui told him before that he had a bad relationship with his brother was true.
Once he tentatively brought the topic to Cheng Fan, Cheng Boshan's attitude immediately changed, and he never mentioned this person again.
Jiang Sulu was very skeptical, could Cheng Hui be seen at their wedding?Living with Cheng Boshan in the future, will there be a chance to meet Cheng Hui?If Cheng Hui can work in AM like Cheng Jingyao, then we can see him often.
As always, it was already late at night when I got home. Jiang Sulu stopped at a convenience store near his home, went in and bought a bagful of food, which contained fried chicken and drinks with high sugar content.I don't know when he started to get tired of self-heating food, and the boxes in the refrigerator began to expire, and he bought some less healthy food while feeling guilty.
When he got out of the elevator, he saw a figure sitting in front of his house. He was startled and almost activated the security robot remotely.When he saw clearly that the person's image was Cheng Hui, he closed the terminal, took a deep breath and walked towards him.
After more than a month, he didn't see Cheng Hui in AM, thinking that it would be difficult to see him again in the future, but he didn't expect him to appear outside his house.
Cheng Hui sat on the ground with his back against the door, his hands folded on his knees, and his face buried between his knees. He didn't raise his head when he heard someone stop in front of him.
Jiang Sulu looked down at the top of his head, waited for a while, and finally called out: "Cheng Hui."
But people with lower eyelids didn't respond much.Jiang Sulu squatted down, put the food bag in his hand aside, stretched out his hand and tugged at his sleeve, and shouted again: "Cheng Hui."
Cheng Fan rubbed his face in his arms before he raised his head, his eyes and nose were red, and his eyelashes were wet and sticky.It should be said that Jiang Sulu was still shocked and suspicious when he saw this face that seemed to have cried, but when the new mist filled Cheng Hui's eyes again, Jiang Sulu was only shocked and heartbroken.
"what happened to you?"
Seeing that the tears were about to flow out, Jiang Sulu raised his hand to wipe it for him.Cheng Fan stopped his wrist, wiped it with his palm a few times, and said hoarsely, "Sorry."
Jiang Sulu took his hand out of Cheng Fan's, went to shake his hand again, took half of his palm, and pulled him up: "Go into the house."
Cheng Hui followed behind Jiang Sulu, neck arched, shoulders slumped, like a dog in the water with its tail sweeping the floor, Jiang Sulu led him in.
Jiang Sulu placed him on the sofa and poured him another glass of water.
Cheng Fan held the water glass in both hands, staring blankly at the void in front of him, without blinking his eyes for a long time.No new tears came out, but the eyes were red like rabbits staying up late.
Jiang Sulu doesn't know how long he has been crying, but he is obviously such a person who loves to laugh, that face with a smile on his face all the time, what sad things must he encounter to cry like this?Jiang Sulu had a lot of doubts, but he didn't ask any questions. He just stayed by Cheng Fan's side and waited quietly for him to say, or not to say.
After a while, Cheng Hui finally turned the water glass in his hand, turned to Jiang Sulu and said, "You can eat first."
"Do you want to eat something?" Jiang Sulu added, "It's not self-heating food, I bought fresh fried chicken and juice... By the way, there is still a can of beer in the refrigerator, do you want to drink?"
"I can't eat now."
"OK then."
Jiang Sulu carried the food to the dining table and ate it by himself.He ate more than usual tonight. After finishing the food he bought, he packed up the garbage in a bag and carried it outside the door, only to come back and sit next to Cheng Hui again.
The two were silent, Jiang Sulu didn't know where to start the words of comfort, he was not good at comforting others, he couldn't understand, and he couldn't empathize with the pain, so reckless comfort would only be counterproductive.
Cheng Fan didn't know where to start, he couldn't accept such a thing, he couldn't even put it into words, he just hated his own incompetence.
The clock on the wall struck twice, which was the time Jiang Sulu set to remind himself that it was time to go to bed.
He glanced at the clock, sitting like this is not an option, he considered: "Are you sleepy? Or go to sleep first, some things may wake up and then..."
"Hug me." Cheng Fan interrupted Jiang Sulu with a hoarse voice.
Jiang Sulu didn't seem to hear clearly, and didn't continue to speak, but his actions were very hesitant.
Cheng Fan turned his head and looked at Jiang Sulu, feeling extremely wronged: "Can you hug me?"
"Yes, yes."
Jiang Sulu was a little shy and nervous.He knelt on the sofa and opened his arms to Cheng Fan, trying to hug his broad shoulders and chest.But he was too petite, and he couldn't hold Cheng Hui tightly in his arms, like a rabbit kicking its hind legs vigorously, using its short forelimbs to wrap around the neck of a tall black-backed dog.
He tried his best to kneel straighter and look taller, but he still couldn't do it.His hug seemed too comically weak, not a strong and warm hug at all, and it didn't have the effect of comforting others at all.If Cheng Hui wasn't so sad, he must have started laughing at himself.
But Cheng Hui didn't seem to think so, he hunched his back, leaned his face on Jiang Sulu's chest, wrapped his hands around Jiang Sulu's waist tightly, and dumped the weight of his body on him.Jiang Sulu couldn't hold on anymore, so he fell back on the sofa.Cheng Fan fell down with him, put his arms around his waist, and lay firmly on his chest.
Jiang Sulu propped his hands up on the sofa. He remembered that even if it was only the upper body, Cheng Fan was too heavy.
Cheng Fan hugged him and didn't let go: "That's it, let me hug him for a while."
Jiang Sulu stopped moving, and sank into the sofa stiffly. After hesitating for a while, he still wrapped his arms around Cheng Hui's neck: "Yes."
After thinking about it, he finally said a useless nonsense: "Don't be sad."
"Thank you."
"You're welcome... If you have anything to say, just say it. If you need help, I will try my best to help you."
Cheng Hui seemed a little moved, the arms around Jiang Sulu's waist tightened a little, and the face leaning on his chest turned away and buried in his chest.The slight vibration caused by Cheng Fan's voice spread from Jiang Sulu's chest, causing a hint of itching.
"You saved Cheng Boshan."
Cheng Hui really couldn't talk about his mother and second brother, he couldn't even recall that scene, but he really needed to talk, so he started talking about other things.
"Well... But to be precise, I didn't save Cheng Boshan. My friend rescued Cheng Boshan. I just helped a little."
"The media said it was you."
"The media is just for gimmicks, exaggerating the facts."
"But you did jump."
"Ah."
"It's dangerous..." Cheng Fan paused, "... I was the one who moved Cheng Boshan's car. I was drunk at the time, and I wanted to take revenge on him... I almost killed him... Am I very bad?"
Jiang Sulu's breathing was stagnant, as if his heartbeat had stopped.
Cheng Hui felt Jiang Sulu's change, suddenly woke up, and then felt a little embarrassed.What kind of reaction do you expect from Jiang Sulu when you tell him such a thing?Do you expect him to applaud himself?Jiang Sulu must think that he is terribly bad now, maybe he will be terrible. In any case, Cheng Boshan is his fiance.Cheng Fan loosened Jiang Sulu's waist, trying to get up from him.He shouldn't have come here at all, but he had nowhere to go.
But Jiang Sulu hugged him tightly: "It's very bad, so don't do this kind of thing again in the future. If you do something that hurts others, it will also hurt yourself."
"I drank a lot of alcohol and didn't know what happened."
Jiang Sulu stroked his hair, and ran his fingers along the strands of his hair: "Then don't drink so much alcohol from now on."
"I failed a lot of people, and I broke a lot of people's hearts...I broke your heart."
Jiang Sulu looked at the ceiling and blinked slowly, then lowered his eyelids to look at Cheng Hui: "Yes, then you have also brought happiness to these sad people. If there is no joy, you will definitely not be sad... including I."
"sorry."
"It's okay, it's not a big deal."
Cheng Hui sniffed: "I used to think that you were incompetent and couldn't even make decisions about your own life. Now I find that you are much braver than me. You are at least bearing the pain and responsibility, while I can only fall down like this. .”
"If I could choose, I might be willing to experience the freedom and happiness of depravity."
……
Cheng Hui talked a lot, and he had never confided in such a vomit-like manner before. He even told Jiang Sulu all the children who were weaker than him that he bullied in the lower city when he was a child.
It is not so much a confession as a confession.The posture of him holding Jiang Sulu is more like kneeling on the ground and holding Jiang Sulu's hand to pray, grabbing the last straw.
He is the depraved and dirty sinner, Jiang Sulu is pure and holy, the priest who accepts his confession.As long as Jiang Sulu accepts everything about him, God will cleanse him, forgive him, forgive his parents, forgive his brothers, and forgive the disgusting ugliness behind this prosperous world.
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