Cry again, I will kill you

The dressing room was so quiet that one could clearly hear the comings and goings of the staff outside the door, Yu Nan and Tong Rui just looked at each other quietly.

Compared with surprise and shock, the depths of his heart are more oppressed and sorrowful. They form an intangible thread that wraps around him tightly, and then becomes sore and swollen bit by bit, strangled. He couldn't breathe.

After a long silence, he finally opened his mouth with difficulty, and asked the words that were suppressed in his heart: "So from the replacement of the finale model, to our first cooperation, and finally you transferred to our class, it's not a coincidence, is it?"

Tong Rui looked at his handsome brows gently twisted out of a slight gully, he couldn't deny it, he nodded, his voice was gentle but firm: "Yes, Yu Nan, I'm here for you."

He watched Yun Nan's peach blossom eyes that were originally red at the end of the eyes gradually become more intense blush, his mood was sour and complicated, and it took him a long time to pull out a bitter smile.

"I've been looking for you for ten years, but it's still too late."

Yu Nan's heart seemed to be stabbed hard by a blunt knife, there was no blood, but it was painful.

His voice was very soft and trembling: "Senior, have you ever thought that if we didn't miss these ten years, the final result would still be like this?"

Compared with doubts, his words sounded more like affirmation. Seeing the bright tears in his flushed eyes, but stubbornly refusing to let them fall, Tong Rui suddenly felt that he was too much. Bad hearted.

"I've thought about it." He breathed a sigh of relief and smiled, "Actually, I know very well that even if I'm given another ten years, I may not be the one who wins in the end."

Yun Nan's tears rolled down from the end of his eyes silently, but they forgot to roll down on his lower eyelashes: "...What do you mean?"

"Anyway, I will lose. I might as well find another way to make you happy." Tong Rui stood up from the chair, looking seriously and firmly into his eyes.

The pupils are so clear and bright, and they look bright and sincere when looking at him, exactly the same as the soft-voiced little boy in memory.

"Yu Nan, I hope you understand that from today onwards, all the good things I have done to you are all voluntary."

Seeing the astonished look in the other party's eyes, he paused and continued: "I told you this, not to put any psychological pressure on you, on the contrary, I wish you well as a friend."

Through Hu Po's eyes, Yu Nan saw his astonished expression, his eyelashes trembled, and he digested this sudden turning point for a few seconds before asking in doubt: "Really?"

"Of course it's true. When did I ever lie to you?" Tong Rui smiled softly, reaching out his hand to wipe the tear that froze on his eyelashes: "Look at you, why are you still being made to cry by me?"

With a long breath of relief, Yu Nan turned his face away and brushed his hand away with the back of his hand: "Don't touch me."

Tong Rui was amused by him: "Aren't you? You are not like you if you guard your body like a jade, and you don't give people any chance of physical contact?"

"I'm so mad at you," Yunan sniffed, wiped away the dry tears, handed him the candy wrapper, and asked, "Then what are you going to do about this?"

Tong Rui took the candy wrapper and asked, "Did you bring the note I wrote to you in class before?"

Thinking of that note, Yu Nan nodded obediently, turned around and took out a small book from her schoolbag, pulled out the note from the leather interlayer and handed it to him.

On it was Tong Rui's sharp handwriting: Yu Nan, I will love you for a long time, as long as you want, I can come back to you at any time.

"I was afraid that you would think too much if I threw it away, so I kept it with me all the time, hoping to find a suitable opportunity to return it to you."

Tong Rui held the note and the candy wrapper in his hands and rubbed them, as if he wanted to imprint every detail of these two things deeply in his mind and into his heart.

After a long time, he breathed a sigh of relief, and took out a delicate lighter from his trouser pocket.

Yu Nan's pupils suddenly dilated!

Then, under his astonished gaze, Tong Rui flicked on the lighter without the slightest hesitation.

The two sheets of thin paper, like fragile fallen leaves, quickly withered and dissipated under the clusters of flames. His hands trembled uncontrollably as the pieces of paper disappeared bit by bit, until the flames were about to burn to his white fingertips. He just threw the remains of the paper into the wet ashtray.

"Yu Nan, I won't have any other feelings for you. From now on, we will only be best friends."

Years of thinking day and night, and feeling lost in love, were instantly reduced to ashes along with two thin pieces of paper.

everything is over.

Yu Nan felt grateful and guilty, but more of it was magnanimity and relief, like a person who has been hiding under the water and finally jumped out of the water and let out a long sigh of relief. When he looked up, he found that the sun was just right, with a bright The warmth of the water is sprinkled on the sparkling water, illuminating the heart.

The person who liked him became his best friend, and his best friend became his favorite person.

That night, Yunan told Qin An that Tong Rui had moved out of the room. Looking at the familiar faces on the screen, she suddenly thought of this series of relationships, and couldn't help but feel that fate is both wonderful and emotional.

While talking on the video call, he lost his mind again and again, and finally the other party couldn't bear to be curious, and asked him: "Yu Nan, are you tired today?"

"Huh? No."

"Then why are you so distracted? Is Lao Tzu's face not attractive enough for you?"

Yu Nan was amused, and immediately returned to her senses to coax him: "How could it be, everything about you is very attractive to me, okay?"

Qin An was so coaxed to ask joyfully: "Then are you sleepy? Do you want me to coax you to sleep?"

Under the guise that exercising before going to bed will help improve sleep quality, there is a hint of malice hidden in his voice.

However, Yu Nan didn't seem to notice it, her black and bright pupils suddenly looked at the screen sincerely, and her voice was warm and soft.

"Little Qin An, thank you."

--Snapped!

The screen went black suddenly, and Qin An's cell phone hit him on the bridge of his handsome nose suddenly. With a cry of pain, he jumped up from the bed with his nose covered, and knocked off an earphone.

The sudden movement frightened everyone in the dormitory. They raised their heads and looked at his bed, probing in unison.

"Qin team?"

Qin An covered his nose, grinned and waved at them, dismissing a group of onlookers.

After a while, he plugged the earphones back in, rubbed his nose and refocused the camera on his face.

"Are you bewitched? Are you talking nonsense?" If it weren't for the screen, Qin Yu would have reached out and touched the idiot's forehead to see if he had a fever.

Long expected that the other side would have this reaction, Yu Nan just smiled and shook his head: "I didn't, I said this from the bottom of my heart."

I sincerely thank him for being by his side since he was a child, spending countless lonely days and nights with him, and crossing countless gorgeous springs, summers, autumns and winters.

Thank you for being able to hold his hand tightly at the age of 11, snatch him back from the hands of death desperately, and burn an eternal scar on his chest but never resent him.

I also thank him for being able to illuminate his dreams with his dazzling light, so that he can muster up the courage to take firm steps towards a brighter future.

"Qin An, if I don't have you by my side, I really don't know what I will become. Maybe I will be taken away by the waterfall when I was 11 years old." Thinking of this, Yu Nan couldn't help laughing.

He thought that what he saw when he opened his eyes was not the distant blue sky, nor the dazzling sun, but Qin An's red eye circles and the bright red blooming on his chest.

He thought of the bleak autumn night when Qin An was not selected as one of the first batch of special trainees because of the scar on his chest, but stood on the bright long bridge and gently wiped away the tears all over his face.

No matter when, he has never been given up by this person.

The light at the head of the bed was dim and soft, like a piece of light tulle gently covering Yu Nan's body, adding a bit of softness to the already gentle and bright boy.

He looked at the familiar face on the screen with sincerity in his eyes: "Thank you for always being by my side, and thank you for never giving up on me."

Qin An's movement of rubbing his nose slowly stopped, he was stunned for a moment, and suddenly smiled: "I can hear it, are you confessing to me in a different way? Hey, I said, are you okay? Here My parents cried miserably the night they came out, and they still know how to say they love me, but now they just say thank you? Who are you poor?"

Confession and thanks, can this be the same?

The brewing affection was suddenly interrupted, Yu Nan was angry and helpless: "This is different."

"Oh..." Qin An raised his eyebrows expressionlessly: "I didn't confess, it seems that I am being sentimental."

The sour tone made Yu Nan laugh, he shook his head helplessly, and suddenly changed his style: "Actually, today I learned something that surprised even myself."

Qin Yu signaled him to continue: "Yes."

"I used to think, why was I the one who replaced the finale model of Seoul Fashion Week when I was six years old? Is it really because of luck?"

Qin An's heart was startled, and the depths of his pupils trembled slightly, but he didn't make a sound.

Yu Nan continued: "It wasn't until today that I realized that it wasn't a coincidence at all, but it was my own efforts to get it."

"So... what do you know?" Qin Yu cautiously probed.

"The child model I replaced was actually Tong Rui. I was able to replace him in the catwalk because his stomach hurt that day, and I just saw that he was not feeling well, so I gave him a toffee," Yu Nan said After finishing, he asked again: "You said, isn't it amazing?"

"Well," Qin An was not surprised, but asked in a calm voice, "He told you everything?"

"I remembered it myself," Yu Nan said, "Because I found that toffee paper in his wallet."

Qin An felt sore inside like a soda bottle that had been shaken violently, as if countless bubbles would burst from the mouth of the bottle in the next second and swallow him whole.

He snorted coldly with his usual complexion, but his mouth was sour and bitter: "Hmph, he is a long-term lover. It is the first time we have met after many years and thousands of miles. He is not as good as him in TV dramas."

Yu Nan followed with emotion: "Indeed, ten years, so long is quite surprising to me."

Qin An exploded with anger on the spot, the machine gun clicked into the chamber, and fired wildly.

"You are really a fart! Hey, what happened in ten years? How many times have I slept with you in ten years? Whenever there is a thunderstorm, I will get under the bed to accompany you. I also fished it up from the water, and I also did the artificial respiration. , rub some medicine on your waist and watch the medicine oil flow into your ass/eyes, I'm too fucking hard! Now in ten years you will--what are you looking at? Get out of me! This is also you Can you hear me?"

"It's been ten years since you've been surprised? You're a fart! Isn't it fucking enough for you to be surprised that I like you so wholeheartedly?"

Yu Nan couldn't hold back any longer, and rolled over on the bed, clutching her stomach, giggling, like a flower that burst from laughter.

Qin Yu was furious, cursing and admonishing others here, as if a flame could blow up a jar of vinegar.

The two tossed and tossed for a long time, and finally Yu Nan rubbed his chin to relax.

"When did you give me artificial respiration? Why didn't I know that you were still tough on me?"

"Is it okay for me to do what I fucking do to the dog, to be tough on the dog? Is it awesome?"

"All right, all right, you're amazing," Yu Nan giggled happily when he teased him, and in turn coaxed him: "Okay, I won't tease you anymore, in fact, you don't need to be jealous anymore, because Tong Rui is here today. In front of me, I personally burned the candy wrapper."

Qin Yu suddenly choked up: "He..."

"He has let me go completely, and wished us a happy relationship for a hundred years, so don't be jealous, okay? Boyfriend."