Cry again, I will kill you

"When did this happen?"

In the living room, Qin's mother was sitting on the sofa with a gloomy face like an old Buddha with frowning brows, crossing her arms and questioning the two people standing in front of the coffee table with their heads drooping.

The summer insects had already let out a screeching sound outside the window, but the vast living room was like an ice cellar covered with thin ice, and the atmosphere was so cold that it was hard to breathe.

Qin An lowered his head, his voice was suppressed and hoarse, he hesitated for a while before speaking: "Just... the time in the hospital last year."

"Bullshit!!"

Sitting on the side, Qin's father couldn't bear it anymore, grabbed the stainless steel ashtray in his hand and threw it at Qin An!

Qin An didn't dodge, and received a sudden blow to his shoulder, he didn't even make a sound, but frowned in pain.The ashtray fell and hit the tiles with a loud bang!Yu Nan gasped in fright, and whispered urgently: "... godfather!"

Qin An secretly tugged at the corner of his clothes, before Yun Nan gritted her teeth, her lips trembling, and suppressed the words in her mouth.

"You two are just messing around!" Qin's father blushed with anger, and his whole body was shaking violently.

Seeing his appearance, Qin An couldn't bear it, but she still firmly refuted him: "Dad, we didn't mess around. Believe it or not, I have to rely on him for the rest of my life."

He looked calm and calm, like a match thrown in a pile of dynamite, igniting Qin's father with a bang, and the furious Qin's father shouted "Bastard!", picked up the mahogany meridian on the sofa and beat the stick towards Qin An His back was pumped hard——

With a muffled sound, Qin Yu felt like his flesh was bursting, and his shoulder blades were instantly numb.

Qin's father's eyes turned red, and he slapped him wildly with one stick after another, shouting hoarsely as he hit him, "I'll kill you, you nonsense bastard!"

Yu Nan was startled, and rushed forward to stop him regardless!

"Godfather, don't fight! He's about to compete!"

"Don't stop me! I broke his leg today!"

After the words fell, Pofeng's stick fell fiercely on Qin An's thigh!Qin Yu snorted, and Yu Nan threw himself on his back and hugged him tightly: "No, you can't hit him!"

Qin's father was caught off guard by him, the next stick had already been thrown, and it was too late to take it away——

The severe pain exploded on the flesh, and the groan overflowed from the gap between the teeth, Yunan felt that tears almost came out of the eyes at that moment.

Qin An was annoyed, and protected him with his backhand, yelling anxiously: "Dad! Why are you rushing at me! How can he bear it if you beat him!"

"You kid—"

"enough!"

Qin's father's words were blocked in his throat by Qin's mother's crying anger. The three people who were jumping around were startled for a moment, and they all quieted down, all looking over.

A big teardrop rolled down from Qin's mother's eye socket, and her voice was trembling close to collapse: "Have you guys had enough trouble?"

She has always been straightforward and flamboyant, and in the eyes of others, she will always look arrogant and resolute, but at this moment, she is looking at everyone with disheveled hair and a soft voice with red eye circles, her eyes are covered with a layer of fragility Shuang, full of sadness and helplessness.

Qin An's heart suddenly seemed to be crushed hard, and his arrogance disappeared in an instant.

Qin's mother took a deep breath, pondered for a while before saying, "Xiao Nan, if you have nothing to do, go back first, here—"

"Godmother, I can't leave," Yu Nan's voice was hoarse but firm: "I also have a part in this matter, I can't just leave like this."

Qin's mother didn't expect him to be so decisive. She opened her mouth, but didn't make a sound.

"Mom, don't make things difficult for Yu Nan," Qin An interrupted.

Qin's mother looked at her son, her lips trembled for a long time, and then she sighed: "You hinted at me the first time you decocted medicine in the kitchen, right?"

Qin Yu was noncommittal: "Yes."

"Qin An, the two of you are still young, and there are still some misunderstandings about emotions. Mom doesn't want your impulsiveness to cause irreparable consequences in the end, do you understand?"

"Mom, we will be adults after our birthday this year, do you think we will not be able to distinguish between real feelings and impulse?" Facing Qin's mother's earnest persuasion, Qin An's voice also eased: "My grades are not good. So I can’t say anything convincing, but I just like him, I just love him, I like him to death when I see him, and I feel sick to death when I think of him being good with others, I want to be with him all the time, let He has always belonged to me alone, and I want to be with him forever, can you understand?"

Yu Nan gritted his teeth and stood beside him. Every time he said a word, his fists were clenched. This was the Qin An he had never seen before. , shed her fangs and claws, and stood beside him clumsily and stubbornly, tightly protecting him like a devastated shield.

"You still don't understand, my silly son," Qin's mother shook her head: "Xiao Nan is so good, you will ruin him like this."

No, Yu Nan shook her head, I am not like that at all!

"Do you know how much coldness and criticism you will make Xiao Nan suffer in the future because of your impulsive willfulness? Even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about Xiao Nan, right?" Qin's mother became more and more excited as she spoke: "In short, you Hurry up and stop now, stop ruining others, I can treat you as an obsessed person if you commit suicide by yourself, don't use Xiaonan as a backing, do you hear me!"

"mom--"

Qin An became anxious and wanted to argue, but Yu Nan's voice broke in at this moment.

"Godmother, it's none of his business."

His voice was as calm as water, but both the mother and son who were arguing were taken aback for a moment, they turned their heads together, and he just hung his head with red eyes, took a deep breath, and then continued: "I liked it first." His, I also agreed first, everything started from me, and it has nothing to do with Qin An."

Not only Qin An, but even Qin's mother was stunned: "Xiao Nan, you..."

"Godmother, I'm actually not as good as you imagined," Yu Nan thought of the praise from the neighbors and the adults to him, they never looked at him as if they were looking at a normal child, It's like admiring a well-behaved and delicate doll.

"When I was young, the adults around me praised me for being good, sweet-mouthed, and smart, but they didn't know the age when all the children were playing outside, but I was kept at home learning how to please adults. They always paid attention to me. Not good, but no one ever knew I was tired of pretending to be like that."

"No one cared about me, and no one accompanied me. I couldn't make friends or eat snacks casually. At that time, Qin An was the closest person around me."

Yu Nan thought of the night of thunderstorm, lightning and thunder, it was Qin An who slept beside him and gave him a warm hand to dissolve the fear in his heart and make him sleep peacefully.

In the middle of the night when there was a sudden power outage, he would bump into the corner of the table and fall when he walked. It was Qin An who knocked on the door holding a candle, and stayed with him through the long night with a little candle.

It was the day when they had made an appointment to go to the amusement park, but their parents worked overtime and locked him at home. It was Qin Yu who followed the sound of crying and turned into his house, playing with him with toys and offering him candy.

"He protected me when I was scared, stayed with me when I was alone, made me happy when I was sad, and even... saved my life when I fell into the river and almost drowned .”

Yunan thought of the moment when the icy cold spring water poured into his nose and mouth, squeezing the oxygen out of his lungs bit by bit, it was Qin An who desperately grabbed his hand and pulled him back from the brink of death , So he couldn't help it anymore, hot tears dripped down his eyes like opening a flood gate.

"To you, he has poor grades and a bad temper, always impulsive and reckless, but to me, he is a shining existence. How can you tell me not to like him?"

He looked up, tears blurred his vision, making him unable to see Qin's mother's expression clearly: "Godmother, Qin An is the most special existence to me, without him, I wouldn't be standing here today , my dependence on and liking for him has gone beyond the scope of friendship and family affection, I love him very, very much, can you understand?"

Yu Nan's thoughts were already messed up, he slurred his speech, babbled nonsense, and used the most clumsy language to say all the words buried in his heart, as if he had stripped his flesh and blood, pulled out his bloody heart, His limbs ached and he couldn't breathe.

He wanted to try his best to see Qin's mother's expression clearly, but he couldn't. The endless tears couldn't stop falling down, so that he could only distinguish the blurred figure in front of him.

"Stupid child," Qin's mother was shocked for a long time before she regained her voice. Her voice was trembling, as if she was gritting her teeth and squeezed out from between her teeth: "What a stupid child, why are you so stupid...you ..."

"No, it's okay godmother," Yu Nan didn't have the courage to listen to her next words, he shook his head carelessly, wiping his tears: "It's really okay, I've finished speaking, I can go, I...I can go now... ...Woo."

He covered his mouth, and without waiting for everyone's reaction, he turned around and rushed towards the door in a staggered way——

"Yu Nan!"

"Xiao Nan!"

Yu Nan opened the door recklessly, and with a bang, she blocked the shouts behind her behind the thick anti-theft door as if fleeing. The world suddenly became quiet, and then only her own clear crying was left in his ears.

Inside the door, Qin's mother couldn't hold back any longer. She seemed to have been drained of all her strength, and she fell down on the sofa with her face covered and cried bitterly.

Qin An was in a dilemma for a while, he didn't know whether he should rush to the door to follow his boyfriend, or stay here to comfort his emotionally out-of-control mother, he hesitated for a while, then gently put the tissue box in Qin's mother's hand, and then turned around Stride towards the door.

Just when he was about to walk to the anti-theft door, Qin's father stood in front of him with a sullen face, grabbed his collar and kicked him to the ground.