Cry again, I will kill you

Until sitting in the co-pilot, looking at the busy street scene, Yu Nan was still thinking about this sentence absent-mindedly.

Qin An has broad shoulders, narrow waist, narrow legs and long legs. His height is already 190 before he is fully formed. His muscular lines that are still developing have already taken the shape of a strong athlete. Regardless of skin color, in terms of appearance , can increase a lot of image points.

Yu Nan was still distracted, the car had already turned off and stopped, his new manager Wen Wen touched his shoulder and signaled him to get out of the car.

"What are you thinking, so fascinated."

Yu Nan shook her head, followed her out of the car, walked into the gate of the private hospital, and asked, "Sister Wen, what happened to my mother? Why did she come to the hospital suddenly."

"You'll find out after a while," the manager, who was walking on stiletto heels, walked like flying, turned around and smiled mysteriously, without saying much.

Yu Nan followed her upstairs, and saw Yu's mother sitting in the VIP room on the second floor, with a fruit plate and lemonade in front of her, she didn't look sick at all.

Seeing Yun Nan, he waved happily, motioning for him to sit over.

Yu's mother poured a glass of lemonade and pushed it over, looked at Yu Nan's summer school uniform and frowned, complaining to him: "It's cloudy today, why did you come here wearing so little?"

"The jacket is in the schoolbag," Yu Nan quickly explained, "It's not cold, sister Wenwen is warm in the car."

As soon as the words were finished, Father Yu walked in with a stack of test sheets and precautions.

"Dad? Why are you here too?" Yu Nan was a little surprised, and some uncomfortable premonitions surged in her heart.

"Of course I'm here to tell you good news," Yu's father burst into a smile, and looked at Yu's mother fixedly. In front of Yu Nan.

"You're going to have a brother or sister soon!"

The light and fluttering words, like a huge boulder heavy with gold, were wrapped in sharp gravel and weighed down heavily.

really……

Yu Nan was stuck in his throat, and his breathing was stagnant. He lowered his eyes and stared at the color ultrasound film on the table, and his breathing was trembling slightly. After a long time, he adjusted his expression, took a deep breath, and when he raised his head again, he had already changed his face. Put on a well-behaved and bright smile.

"Really, that's great! Mom, congratulations."

Yu's father and Yu's mother were immersed in joy, and you chatted with each other.

"I said a long time ago that when my son grows up, it doesn't matter if I tell him about this kind of thing earlier. Look, how happy he is."

"Didn't I see that he was more repulsive when he was a child, and he didn't know what to do in his heart?"

"They are all only children now. Multiple children are multiple companions. There is no exclusion."

"That's right, don't worry about boys and girls, they can take care of each other in the future."

"..."

Looking at her parents smiling happily, Yu Nan felt that the gap in her heart that couldn't be filled had quietly caved in and became even more empty.

This feeling of déjà vu seemed to have pressed some kind of wonderful switch, tearing away the old film, and the childhood memory was split into countless broken pictures in an instant, whistling and sweeping.

It was an ordinary Sunday, the sunlight outside the window was dazzling, the calendar turned to a new page, a small five-pointed star was drawn with a red watercolor pen on the first date, Yu Nan jumped out of bed excitedly, pushed the door But I saw Mama Yu, who was neatly dressed, changing shoes at the door.

The first time she saw him, Yu's mother told him: "There is boiled soy milk in the pot, bread and eggs are on the dining table. After a while, you have to do your homework when you are full. Mom has to go out beforehand. You can do it at noon." Let's have dinner at Mom's house."

"But... Mom, didn't you agree to take me to the amusement park today?"

"Xiao Nan, mother knows that you are the most sensible child, and mother is also busy with work."

"But the parents of other children..."

"The agent is urging me, and my mother has to leave beforehand. Don't run around when you are at home."

The heavy anti-theft door was slammed mercilessly, and Yu Nan sat down in the empty living room alone, burying her head powerlessly in her knees.

When I looked up again, in the small park outside the car window, a little girl’s father was pushing her on a swing, while the little girl’s mother was taking pictures with a camera. The family smiled brightly and happily.

Yu Nan turned around, the manager Yun Hui slammed the car door and started the engine: "Your parents are very busy, I will accompany you in today's filming, you have to cooperate well, can I take you to eat pizza at noon?"

"Aunt Yunhui, can my father come to the parent meeting this week?"

"Xiao Nan, your father is going on a business trip this week, and your mother can't come back from abroad. Can auntie attend the parent meeting for you? Auntie knows that you are the most sensible child."

But... Mom and Dad have never attended my parent-teacher meeting.

Yu Nan lowered her head, twisted the corner of her clothes with her fingers, and gritted her teeth to hold back the tears swirling in her eyes.

In a blink of an eye, there was a lot of noise, and the staff yelled angrily on the phone: "Why are you still stuck in traffic? How long will it take to get here? I'm still waiting to lock the door and get off work! Can't I get in touch with the child's parents?"

The photographer who was packing up the equipment at the side smiled with a cigarette in his mouth: "Speaking of which, I'm still a small model. My father doesn't love me, and I don't have an assistant. I'm alone all day. I think you can go for adoption. Anyway, this kid is obedient and sensible hahaha."

I'm not, I don't... My parents are just busy at work...

"Xiao Nan, there is a little traffic jam on the road today. Auntie is late. Are you behaving well today? Didn't you get criticized by the photographer?" Manager Yunhui stepped on the brakes and stopped at the intersection of red lights.

"Not being criticized, but being praised." Yunan held a cupcake in his hand and dug it spoonful by spoonful: "Auntie, my birthday is coming soon, can my father come back from a business trip that day?"

"For your birthday this year, your mother has already arranged for you to spend it in the studio. Many uncles and aunts have prepared gifts for you. Auntie will accompany you that day."

"But my mother she..."

Yu Nan wanted to say something, but was interrupted by the car phone. Yunhui connected the phone, and her daughter complained: "Mom! Didn't you agree to take me to the supermarket to buy delicious food tonight? You Why don't you come back? Since you have a younger brother, you always stay at grandpa's house and don't come back to accompany me! Do you really love me?!"

Ever since you had a younger brother, you have always stayed at grandpa's house and never come back to accompany me. Do you really love me? ! !

Do you really love me?

It was raining outside the car window, and the cupcake that was half dug out in his hand suddenly became tasteless, even swallowing it became a kind of torture, Yu Nan sighed silently.

Feeling that the weather had suddenly turned cold, he tightened his coat, and the voice of his manager Wen Wen came to his ears.

"Your dad said you love sweets and asked you to fill your stomach on the road. Why don't you eat half of it?"

Yu Nan stared at the cupcakes that only children like to eat in his hands: "I feel a bit too tired to eat on an empty stomach."

"Then why didn't you go to the restaurant for dinner with your parents just now?" Wenwen glanced at Yu Nan from the rearview mirror, and frowned with his extremely delicately drawn eyebrows: "It feels like you are not happy today, why? No Comfortable?"

"No," Yu Nan laughed, "I'm going to have younger siblings, how can I be unhappy."

Looking at people's faces is the first skill Yu Nan learned in his life. He made his debut at the age of six. At a young age, he could read from the eyes of the adults in the studio which biscuit he could not eat, which toy he could not touch, and when to do it. When to cry, when to laugh.

No matter at any time, he must behave smart, well-behaved and sensible.

In this way, the adults in the studio will not hate him, and his parents will also have face.

So everyone likes him.

Whether it's neighbors, teachers and classmates at school, or strangers they don't know on the street, they all like the tall, handsome, sunny and cheerful Yu Nan.

But only he himself knows in his heart that his edges and corners have been smoothed since he was a child, and being a docile child is actually a very uncomfortable thing.

"You must be very attractive to the elders, right?" Wen Wen asked without thinking, and Yun Nan was caught off guard.

"Ok?"

Wenwen drove the car on his own, and continued: "I was like a tomboy when I was a child, with a straight temper and a real temperament. One second I could be crazy with others, and the next second I might be ruthless because of a quarrel with them. He fought fiercely, didn't study hard, and was very partial to subjects, so he was dismissed by his family all day long. Later, my mother had my younger brother, and the partiality was even worse. I was very jealous at the time and wanted to strangle me I have my brother's heart."

"For a while, I often took a group of brothers to block him at the back door of the school after school, so that he went home crying every day and complained to his family. During that time, we were sworn enemies. I really never Hate him to the core."

"Then one day, he was blocked in the alley behind the school and beat him up because he reported smoking. , As a result, the back of the head was cut open, 7 stitches were sewed, and all the hair was shaved off."

Yu Nan didn't know what Wenwen wanted to express, but she was still shocked: "Then, do you regret it later?"

"There's nothing to regret," Wen Wen turned to the right with the light on, his movements were chic and smooth: "Maybe it's because blood is thicker than water. It made me grow from a person protected by others to a person who protects others."

From being protected to being protecting others...

Yu Nan pondered these words silently in her heart, and couldn't help feeling a little emotional: "Sister Wenwen is really cool."

"That's cool?" Wen Wen said with a smile: "We're almost in the community, don't you need me to take you to dinner before going home?"

Yu Nan smiled, and lied without changing his face and heartbeat: "No need, I ordered takeaway on the way, and it will probably be here soon."

He looked down at the remaining half of the cupcakes and the phone that had been turned off automatically because it was out of battery. He didn't have any desire to eat. How could he have the appetite to order takeaway?

Wen Wen glanced in the rearview mirror, Yu Nan lowered her head, her thick black eyelashes blocked his eyes, and she couldn't see his expression clearly, she didn't say any more, turned and drove into the community, approaching the entrance of the building. At that time, the pupils suddenly dilated, and he stepped on the brake: "My day!"

Yunan was pulled forward by the inertia of the sudden brake, heard the sound and looked up, only to hear Wenwen curse in a low voice.

"Where is the idiot, who looks so dark and wears black clothes with a black umbrella! You are not afraid of being hit by a car at night!"