[Entertainment circle] What's the use of laying fat eggs

"Did you live well all these years by yourself?"

Looking back on these short five years, Jiang Mingche didn't feel how miserable he was.It is indeed a pity to leave the stage, but away from the spotlight, away from the turmoil in the circle, return to the life of ordinary people, and devote himself to learning music, he is actually very satisfied.

God always treats him with kindness, depriving him of the qualification to be on the stage, but giving him some insignificant talent in music production, so that he can go on this difficult road persevered.

The first year of studying at the Berklee College of Music was actually very difficult. He used to be limited to making music for the company, but the relevant tutorials were not detailed. At that time, he did not focus on this aspect, and the works he tried to write were too He was so young that he failed to produce a barely satisfactory work until he was forced to leave the team.

After he left the company, he chose to join the domestic entertainment industry. Although many entertainment companies came to him at that time, the conditions were very generous, and he was indeed unable to continue dancing due to his injuries. However, his appearance is not bad and even quite outstanding. , can be regarded as one of the relatively few types of male artists in China, if thrown into the film and television industry, as long as they are well packaged, they can still make a lot of money.

There were many scripts sent to the door, and there were many excellent works with good characters and stories. It is a pity that Jiang Mingche is a very stubborn person. Now that he has announced his withdrawal from the circle, he will not return to this glamorous Vanity Fair.He chose to refuse, packed up his things and came to the United States alone, and entered the Berklee Conservatory of Music for further study.

In the second year of his studies, he mustered up the courage to send several emails to Dahei's official mailbox in the name of his English name Aaron.

He thought that this email would be lost forever, but he did not expect that a week later, he received a reply. The newly added content was not long, but only pointed out the part of his work that needed to be improved and revised.

With the first time, the second time naturally became a matter of course. Over time, such letters became more and more frequent, until one day, he received a special reply letter.

"You...are you Mingche?"

Jiang Mingche didn't know where he was showing his feet, but he was so timid because of his hometown. He didn't know how to reply. He was silent for a long time and did nothing. He just sat in front of the computer and waited for the final judgment in a panic.

Soon, the other party sent a second reply letter.

"Don't feel burdened. What happened at the beginning was not your fault. Instead, we owe you an apology. We didn't check clearly and caused you to suffer so much."

That stage accident that was enough to change the fate of everyone, no one knows whether it was an accident or man-made. The truth of the matter has long been maliciously erased. With Dahei's influence in this circle, he doesn't have the ability to do anything else .Perhaps, even if something could be done, it was already too late, and the scarred child had quietly left this annoying circle.

The identity of this Aaron was guessed by accident.The few works he sent are completely different from Jiang Mingche's style in the past, and there is no trace of them at all. In addition, the e-mails he exchanged said few words and provided limited information. At first, he really didn't pay attention to Jiang Mingche. think.The reason why he guessed his identity later was also an accident.

After leaving this circle, the child still maintained his sincere love for music and chose to study at an overseas music academy, which Fang Shihyuk had never expected.After all, it is the child who grew up watching him, and with those things in the past, it is inevitable that he will feel a little guilty about him, and his attitude is always different from that of other trainees.

He was moved by the child's perseverance and courage, and also surprised by his amazing talent in music.

Jiang Mingche's progress in music production is astonishing. There may still be flaws of one kind or another in the last song sent, but when Fang Shihyuk points out the part that needs to be revised, he can make corrections immediately and integrate them thoroughly.Comparing his latest work with the first one, the gap between the period is unbelievable. This is the growth in just a few years.

Fang Shihyuk felt pity for his talent for a while, fearing that the kid would be abducted by another company, he threw out the bait early on, hoping that he would choose to return to Korea after graduation and rejoin Dahei.Although he can no longer be on stage, this place is the most familiar to him and will always be his second home. If he really considers continuing his music career, there is no more suitable choice than this place.

Jiang Mingche did not disappoint him, he had actually struggled for a long time about whether to return to Korea.

What completely changed his mind was at a performance celebration.

With the increasing popularity of BTS, niche music such as Kpop is gradually being loved by more and more European and American teenagers, and the accident happened at such a celebration. Their school established a flipping club, and they usually practice some popular Korean love songs. Dou's dance was performed. At that time, it was an activity similar to a kpop dance competition. The school club prepared bulletproof songs.

Everything went well at first, but then I didn't know what happened. The dancer who was scheduled to be the center had a temporary physical problem. The rest of the members were not familiar with the center part. It was difficult to find a dancer when the competition was about to start Members who can be temporarily topped.

Jiang Mingche originally didn't want to participate in this event, but he couldn't stand the various requests of his classmates, so he could only follow the past to join in the fun, and overheard about the dance troupe.

Since he was injured and hadn't danced for a long time, he didn't have any other ideas at first.But seeing that he was about to lose the game, and when the members of the dance troupe were in despair, he didn't know what touched him, and he said directly, "Why don't I help you?"

At that time, he was wearing a hat and a mask so he couldn't see his face clearly, and he was dressed very low-key. He didn't look like he could dance at all, but now there is no other way. Neng gritted his teeth and agreed.

The song he chose was "Blood, Sweat and Tears" after he quit the group. Jiang Mingche had seen the mv and performed on stage, so he was quite familiar with the dance moves, but this song had strict requirements on leg strength, and his knees I was hit hard at the time, and I couldn't support such a difficult dance at all, and I never really practiced it.

But the instinctive reaction of a dancer still exists after all. After standing on the stage, when the long-lost light falls on the body, it is silent in the depths of the soul, and the things he deliberately forgot for a long time are quietly awakening, especially with the The audience cheered louder and louder, and their blood began to boil.

This time the performance was very successful, but the price paid was really a bit high.The bursts of pain from his knee made Jiang Mingche smile wryly unconsciously. Having experienced this time, he realized very clearly that he has always had a deep love for that stage.

Therefore, he plucked up the courage to agree to Bang Shi Hyuk's invitation, and the day after the graduation ceremony, he couldn't wait to board a plane from Boston, USA to Seoul, South Korea.

Jiang Mingche was actually very disturbed. At that time, he was in a state of complete emotional breakdown, and he was afraid of being discovered by the members. He was always bored in his heart, and they didn't know about this decision.The members regard him as a family member and have been working hard to find a solution for him, but at the last moment he was a traitor who escaped temporarily without saying goodbye. He felt deeply guilty and could not forgive himself.

He didn't know what the members would think of him as a former teammate after meeting five years later.But even though he was mentally prepared, when he opened the door of the office and saw those two familiar figures, he was still panicked. If it wasn't controlled by reason, he wished he could turn around and escape from here again in the next second.

Five years was neither long nor short, but in the end, a crack was left between their originally intimate relationship.When we met again, Jiang Mingche didn't know what to say, he sat on the sofa at a loss, bowed his head and said nothing.

Compared with the appearance in memory, Jiang Mingche was much thinner.His eyes fell on this already somewhat unfamiliar young man with complicated eyes, Min Yoongi sighed without a trace, what he originally wanted to say, he wanted to ask him why he didn't even have a phone call or a text message for so many years, why he left without saying goodbye, after all, Still can't say it.

As if the parting had never happened in the past five years, the attitude remained the same as before, and he asked in a gentle tone:

"How are you doing all these years by yourself?"

Jiang Mingche nodded slightly: "Very good."

Sure enough, Min Yoongi knew how he was feeling at this moment, so he didn't push him too much. He tried his best to chat with him gently and asked about his recent situation, just like when he came to the dormitory for the first time many years ago. The same as before, further pried open the door of his heart.

For Jiang Mingche, the members are important existences that are not relatives but are more important than relatives. He will never be wary of them, so no matter what questions are asked, he will answer them truthfully. Of course, some important parts, especially those related to His psychological problems will always be concealed.

He didn't mention it, but Min Yoongi was keenly aware of something, and was afraid that too many temptations would make Jiang Mingche set up his guard again, so he could only observe carefully as much as possible.

At the same time, Jin Nanjun also posted this incident in the bulletproof group chat room.

"Sooner or later, Jin Nanjun who bought Big Hit: I have something very important to tell you."

It was rare for the captain to be serious, and the members put away their playful mentality, thinking that something serious had happened, and asked one after another.Immediately afterwards, they saw the second message sent by Jin Nanjun.

"Sooner or later Jin Nanjun who bought Big Hit: You guys also know the producer Aaron who interviewed today."

The other members looked bewildered, and even Tian Jiuguo, who is usually keen to spy on the screen, rarely took the initiative to ask who is this mysterious Mr. Aaron.

"Jin Nanjun who bought Big Hit sooner or later: ...it's Mingche."

After he sent out these words, the group was silent for almost a minute.Jin Nanjun had already anticipated this situation, he sighed in a low voice, but he still didn't say anything.

Jiang Mingche still maintained a stiff sitting posture. It could be seen that he seemed very nervous. Neither Jin Nanjun nor Min Yoongi wanted to force him too much, and the topic did not dare to go too deep.

About 10 minutes later, the door of the lounge was suddenly pushed open, and a figure wearing a loose and improved Hanbok rushed in quickly. Before the others had time to react, he rushed straight in front of Jiang Mingche, opened his arms and beat him to death. into his arms.

Jiang Mingche struggled subconsciously, and a low, choked voice rang in his ears:

"Now that you've come back, don't even think about running away in this life."