[Entertainment circle] What's the use of laying fat eggs

Jiang Mingche still clearly remembers how he felt when he heard the song "Spring Day" for the first time. It was hard for him to adapt to the days of being alone in a foreign country, maintaining the boring life of school-dormitory-studio three points and one line every day. .He thought that he would never have any relationship with his former friends in this life, until one day he went to the studio as usual, but was told that the studio had reached a cooperation with a group of Korean artists.

Perhaps because of a secret fear and envy in his heart, he has been trying his best to avoid all news related to them. When he heard it for the first time, he was still lucky, thinking that there are so many Korean artists, it may not be them.He pursed his lips, and tentatively asked with some expectation that he didn't even realize: "Korean artist? Is it a group? What's it called?"

The other party smiled and said: "It seems to be called BTS? It is said that it is very popular in Europe and America. Aaron, do you know it too?"

Jiang Mingche nodded with a wry smile. The other party only thought that he was one of the many fans of BTS, and didn't think too much about it, "Since we know each other, then you should follow this project too. Knowing more about it will make it easier for us to carry out the following work."

He is very talented in music, so he was able to pass the review interview and get a valuable opportunity to study and work in this studio, but before that, he was always studying from the sidelines and never formally participated in a certain project. It was a great opportunity. He was familiar with his former teammates and knew their music style. Therefore, when he first started composing, he did not encounter the situation that he thought he would not know how to write. On the contrary, he completed the first one very smoothly. version draft.

At that time, he had just started to formally study music creation, and he was far less experienced than other seniors in the studio. Although the first version of the draft did not pass, it got a very good evaluation.He listened to the advice and worked harder and harder to revise the work.

Although the studio valued him, he was just an ordinary first-year college student at the time. No matter how much he valued him, the studio would not be so stupid as to entrust him with such an important cross-border cooperation. He was just trying to hone this project his chance.But perhaps due to the difference in environment, the cooperation between the two parties did not go smoothly at the beginning. Seeing that such a cooperation project was about to fail, Jiang Mingche mustered up his courage and proposed to the studio, hoping to give him a chance to lead this cooperation.This proposal was bold for a little transparent who had just joined the studio, but thinking of treating a dead horse as a living horse doctor, the studio still agreed to his request.

Compared with other producers, his biggest advantage is that he knows enough about BTS and Dahei.It's just that he still didn't have the courage to appear in front of the members again in this way, and his English name Aaron was also written in the producer column.Throughout the process of cooperation, Jiang Mingche had expectations that he could not detect, vaguely expecting that the other party could guess his real identity from the few words in the conversation, and paradoxically, he was deeply afraid of this, and he couldn't figure out what he was thinking Fortunately, the situation he expected did not happen in the end, and he never had any communication with the other party except work until the end of the cooperation.

After the cooperation ended, he returned to his normal life as usual, trying hard to make this intersection a normal job opportunity.After a while, BTS's new album was finally released. As one of the partners, the studio also heard their new song for the first time. The first song was "Spring Day".

It is true that the melody and lyrics of this song are beautiful, but when Jiang Mingche heard the first line of "I miss you", he couldn't control his emotions anymore, and lowered his head quietly with red eyes.He got up secretly by going to the bathroom, hid in the cubicle alone, sat on the toilet and listened to the song "Spring Day" over and over again with headphones on.

From the first sentence, he knew that this song was written for himself.Jiang Mingche left after the concert. Except for the company, he did not inform the members about the termination of the contract and the team, because he was afraid that he would be reluctant and shaken. He chose to leave without saying goodbye, and posted a handwritten letter on the official cafe, I apologize to the members and fans, announced that I will leave BTS and terminate the contract with the company, and say goodbye to this circle cleanly.

From the very beginning when he learned that he could no longer dance, Jiang Mingche had the idea of ​​quitting the team and terminating the contract, but later, because of the comfort and encouragement of the members, he chose to persevere.But things backfired. He was unable to participate in the team dance time and time again, which gradually made more and more different voices among fans. Under the instigation of caring people, this incident became more and more troublesome, and finally he himself knew about it.

Obviously knowing that these comments would not be too friendly, Jiang Mingche couldn't be indifferent. Gradually, he began to doubt whether he had really become a stumbling block affecting the future of BTS. Such thoughts are like seeds, once planted It will be difficult to remove it.

Jiang Mingche didn't regret the decision to quit the team and terminate the contract. The only thing he regretted was that he didn't have the courage to say goodbye to the members at that time.So much so that in the end, he didn't even have the chance to say another word.

He began to muster up the courage to listen to BTS's songs and watch various video materials they recorded, just like an ordinary fan.Watching the familiar and unfamiliar teenagers laughing and playing in the video, he couldn't help being relieved, but also a little indescribably sad.

He quietly went to BTS's concert in the United States, which was a stand far away from them. The brothers who were once within reach suddenly became out of reach, and it was impossible for him to feel nothing.But compared to envy and jealousy, watching them stand on the stage and exude charm with ease, is mostly comforting.

After that concert, he suddenly had the idea of ​​returning to Dahei as an ordinary producer for the first time.For the next two years, he continued to work hard on this goal, but it was a pity that it was not realized because of a lunatic.

"Little Che, you're back to your senses! What are you thinking?"

Pulling away from the memory, Jiang Mingche raised his head subconsciously, and met Jin Nanjun's smiling eyes, he smiled and shook his head, "It's nothing, I'm just thinking about the new album."

Jin Nanjun didn't think much about it. Hearing him talk about work, he seemed to suddenly think of something, "By the way, Xiao Che, have you heard that song before? It's the title of our next album."

Jiang Mingche nodded, "What's wrong? Is there something wrong?"

"Fang pd kept saying that there seemed to be something wrong at first. Do you have any better suggestions? Let me refer to it."

Jiang Mingche didn't participate in the production of this song. When he heard this, he couldn't help being stunned, and subconsciously replied: "I miss you..."

Jin Nanjun was thoughtful, "Miss you?" Substituting the lyrics into the already written melody, he sang it softly.A sudden slap on his thigh startled Jiang Mingche, who was feeling frustrated. Jin Nanjun smiled and opened his arms to give him a masculine hug. He then reached out and stroked his hair, which felt so good to touch, and said with a smile : "Adding this sentence is really much better, our little Che is a genius!"

Jiang Mingche was helpless, and had no way to say that he had heard the final version after the release in his previous life, so he could only endure his shame and silently changed the subject, "By the way, bro, are the songs for the new album confirmed?"

Jin Nanjun nodded, "It's almost there, but it still needs to be revised. If there are no accidents, it should be released soon."

Jiang Mingche hummed, seemed to remember something, and quickly asked, "Brother, what's the name of the next series?"

"Loveyourself?" Jin Nanjun, as one of the producers and also the captain, really knows more than other members.Jiang Mingche has recently been busy with the major stages at the end of the year and screening the script of the next drama, and has no time to make new songs. Hearing this, he couldn't help thinking, "For the new series... I want to try something new, I have never tried it before. Elements. Bro, what do you think of rock and roll?"

He felt more and more that this idea was good. His eyes were bright and full of expectations. He looked at Jin Nanjun and said, "Don't I know how to play the guitar? When I'm performing, I can play and sing by myself, or play in a band is not bad." Brother, what do you think?"

Probably few people can say no under Jiang Mingche's gaze, Jin Nanjun nodded without hesitation, "Okay, we haven't officially used the rock style until now, except for "Spring Day", you try to write Write it down."

Jiang Mingche did what he said, said goodbye to Jin Nanjun in a hurry, and couldn't wait to return to his studio, turned on the equipment, and started to create passionately.The first draft sounded pretty good, but it felt like something was missing because of the equipment. He kept it and prepared to grit his teeth and go to the mall tomorrow to buy the limited-edition electric guitar that he had been thinking about for a long time.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. He stood up and moved his limbs that were a little stiff after sitting for a long time. He raised his hand and looked at his watch. It was almost early in the morning, and he would have a year-end stage rehearsal tomorrow, so he should have a good rest up.It's just that he doesn't have a driver's license yet, and his new home is a bit far away from the company. He doesn't want to disturb Jin Nanjun, who is also in the company. It's not safe to go back alone. Anyway, he will get the company tomorrow. After thinking about it, he simply took the quilt stuffed in the closet. Get out and make it up on the sofa bed.He took the toiletries and went to the bathroom, washed his face and brushed his teeth before returning to the studio, curled up on the sofa and lay down.

When the studio was being renovated, Jiang Mingche had considered this situation in advance. When buying furniture, he deliberately chose a sofa bed, which could also meet his needs for sleeping and working here.

Although without a pillow surnamed Jin, it was unavoidable to be alone on the pillow, but in the end it was the exhaustion from the torrent that prevailed, and after lying down for a while, he soon fell into a deep sleep.