I thrived on straight balls [entertainment]

In front of Ruan Youtian, his parents never concealed their disgust and dislike for each other. Such slander and accusations took up most of Ruan Youtian's time with his parents. As a child, he has the closest blood relationship with his parents. But always being caught in the middle has become the most embarrassing and painful source of all kinds.

Thinking of this, Ruan Youtian shivered uncontrollably, secretly annoyed why he hadn't let go yet.

There was another thunderclap accompanied by lightning, the dazzling light made the room brighten up and then dim again, and at that moment, Ruan Youtian's tears had unconsciously soaked his eyes.

The screen swiping of the class group continued, and the topic was brought back. They were all discussing what to eat.

The rain outside is not abating. This group of young people in their early twenties probably haven’t passed the second semester yet. Affected by the thunderstorm, they are all excited. They even proposed to go directly to the ghost house after dinner tomorrow instead of going to the KTV After playing for a while, the timid people in the class even agreed.

Ruan Youtian has never been to a haunted house, but she has gone to an escape room with her parents.Just when he thought he could finally enjoy the ordinary parent-child time that other children have, his parents started arguing as soon as they came out of the escape room.

Ruan Youtian was walking behind her parents, people were coming and going on the street, it was around three o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was hot and it was summer.The sun, which seemed to melt into a ball of fire, shone so brightly that people couldn't open their eyes.

The reason for the quarrel between the parents is trivial, just because in one of the rooms, the two of them are a little impatient when they are slow to solve the problem. They seem to always maintain omnipotent and powerful characters in front of their children, but the reality makes them slap their faces frequently. ——

Impatient, dislike each other, can see each other's shadow in the child, while regretting the past, nostalgic for the past, and loathing the reality at the same time.

They would quarrel because of inexplicable and trivial trivial quarrels, and then they would be afraid of each other to whitewash the peace and pretend to reconcile. They all seemed depressed, they wanted to escape too much, but they couldn't escape.

——Ruan Youtian was the cause and also an excuse.

Ruan Youtian became the hemp rope they were pulling with life, rough and with burrs.Their hands were worn out, callused and bloody, and they wiped them on the hemp rope casually. As soon as they turned around, they thought of changing the hemp rope.But the other end of the hemp rope was still being pulled by another pair of hands, and the two of them were pushing hard in three directions. In the end, only the hemp rope was torn, just the hemp rope.

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Ruan Youtian withdrew her thoughts, and saw that the time and place had been finalized in the group, and the option of the haunted house was listed as an option because of the later discussion. Those who want to go form a group, and those who don't want to go can disband after dinner.

Ruan Youtian replied "received", then turned off the phone, and watched the rain outside in the dark room.

It was only afternoon, but there was no light in the sky, and the thick clouds in the distance were still gathering here, and the raindrops splashed on the glass windows and crackled.

Ruan Youtian doesn't like thunderstorms, and is afraid of thunder and darkness.Most of his unpleasant growing up experiences are almost related to the rain. There is no way, the rain in the small southern city is frequent, and the storm comes as soon as it is said, just like his growing pains, and all the realities that he has to face-his parents Didn't love him that much.

The rain fell after seven o'clock in the evening, and the night in summer came late, the light of the street lamps still had no sense of presence, the water on the road had not had time to clear up, and there were still blisters in the cracks between the uneven masonry and stones, and I stepped on it You can splash mud, Ruan Youtian opened the window to breathe, and watched the people downstairs either wearing plastic bags on their shoes, or wearing rain boots, or tiptoes cautiously like flying grid... This is all kinds of things. Pyrotechnic gas is the pyrotechnic gas that can only be seen by opening the window.

The weather after the rain will always be exceptionally clear, as if wishing to make up for the previous day’s duty share, the sun is not stingy with its dazzling and scorching heat.Ruan Youtian wore an ordinary plain white short-sleeved shirt. He was afraid of getting the dipping sauce splashed when he ate the barbecue, so he specially picked out the oldest clothes.

The squad leader made a reservation in advance. Fortunately, they didn't go to a barbecue restaurant in a commercial district, so it wasn't that difficult to make a reservation.There are more than 20 people in the class, which happens to cover several large tables in the restaurant.These tables are all in the back, and they are also concentrated, which is convenient for chatting and will not be too crowded.

"Hey, Ruan Youtian, come sit here."

There were few boys in the class, and there were only nine boys out of more than 20. After Ruan Youtian retired from the dormitory, a boy from the same class applied for a room change to fill the vacancy.During the final review cycle, Ruan Youtian seldom appeared at school, and even if they were all at school, it was not easy for everyone to meet each other. Counting it, he and his classmates hadn't seen each other for half a month.

Ruan Youtian walked over to sit down, greeted the students, and didn't know what to say.The other students are naturally used to him being so reticent, knowing his character, they won't care too much about it.

In the final analysis, the class dinners at the university were played best by various small groups, but because Ruan Youtian didn't have a small group, every group of people could chat with him.

After a meal, the friendship between classmates was reunited. Regardless of whether it was stylized or real feelings, everyone came happily and dispersed happily. When the final exam is over, they will all become reservists. Time flies like an arrow. I don't know if it hurts my heart or not, anyway, it passes quickly and I don't have much greed.

Ruan Youtian sometimes feels that he is ruthless, but he is destined to be like this, God cannot tolerate him being sentimental.

After the dinner party, those who were brave enough to go to the haunted house, those who wanted to renew the booth went to karaoke, and those who wanted to review went back to school. Ruan Youtian didn't go along with them, so he didn't go with them, and walked back by himself.

Just now, he was walking behind a group of people, listening to their lively and joyful discussions, it was the sunshine voice of youth, and he returned to the afternoon when he escaped from the secret room in a trance——

Times have changed, and he is destined to go alone.

It took about 40 minutes to walk from the commercial street where the dinner was held to the community, and the distance was not too far or too short. Ruan Youtian walked slowly as he wanted to get rid of the smell of barbecue on his body.

The afternoon sun was shining brightly, Ruan Youtian was walking on the tree-lined road, occasionally when he looked up, the light leaked through the intertwined branches, falling on his handsome face, with mottled tree shadows.

Ruan Youtian looks pretty and fair. When she has no expression, she will appear cold and distant, but when she smiles, there is a seductive charm in the end of her eyes.

He doesn't smile much, so even his parents don't know how good he looks when he smiles.There is a scar behind Ruan Youtian's ear, the scar has faded a lot, but it can be seen after a little observation - it was scratched by a fragment of an ashtray when he was 16 years old.

When Ruan Youtian entered the gate of the community, he suddenly realized that dinner had not been settled yet, there was no food at home, and the supermarket in the community was more expensive than outside, Ruan Youtian sighed secretly, so he had to go back to the nearby supermarket to buy some fruits and vegetables.

His experience in grocery shopping has been cultivated since he was a child. Even during the important sprint period of the college entrance examination in his life, he takes care of his own food, grows on his own, and has no worries.

——At that time, the smell of gunpowder in the house was already very strong, and the relationship between parents was also extremely tense. Si Meimei didn't care about taking care of her son who was in the third year of high school. She didn't even care about three meals a day. No one is seen.Ruan Yingtong was busy with socializing and had no intention of going home. He spent more and more time outside and returned home later and later.

Both of them are busy with their secret thoughts that are hard to tell, and each has a gentle town outside the home, but the family's own son Ruan Youtian has become a scarecrow who is not liked and wants to be put in the corner to be covered with ashes.

When Ruan Youtian returned to the community, he felt as if someone was watching him from behind. Ruan Youtian had trained himself by walking at night since he was a child, and now it was broad daylight, so he wasn't too scared, but the feeling of being watched was not good.Ruan Youtian frowned, turned around and looked around, but found nothing unusual.

Ruan Youtian continued to walk forward for a certain distance before finally confirming that the man hadn't followed.He breathed a sigh of relief, suspecting that he was overthinking just now.

A few days later, Ruan Youtian's exam week officially began. After seven or eight days, Ruan Youtian's exam week officially started. After seven or eight days, he left the gate of the teaching building, and was blown by the damp summer wind. Less, the whole person is also much more relaxed.

In fact, Ruan Youtian is not afraid of exams. On the contrary, he has been proficient in exams since he was a child, but before each exam, he would be very nervous, as if he was facing a big enemy, and he was afraid that he would not perform well—because even if there were occasional exam abnormalities, he would be very nervous. When the report card came home, what greeted me was never comfort and encouragement, but always harsh criticism and the sternness of "Why are you so unbelievable"—even though Ruan Youtian was in the top ten of her age all the year round, she was even more stable since she was in the second grade of high school. The first three in grade.

In the eyes of his classmates and teachers, his grades are already good enough, but in the eyes of Si Meimei, he has always been a child who has various shortcomings and is not worry-free.

Ruan Youtian looked up at the sky, there was no cloud at all, the scorching sun was shining brightly, and it was scorching hot without any hesitation.

Ruan Youtian wore a red short-sleeved shirt today, thinking it would be a good omen for the final professional exam, but the color was a bit heat-absorbing, and Ruan Youtian hated the feeling of sweating, so she walked in the shade.

Stepping on the bricks and stones on the tree-lined road, Ruan Youtian planned to turn to the library to return the books he borrowed a while ago.

There are high stone stairs outside the school library, and the fan-shaped structure looks like ripples on the lake from a distance.

On campus, Ruan Youtian not only attends classes in various teaching buildings, but also reads in the library.He didn't have any extracurricular activities, and he didn't join any clubs. The basement floor of the library was his secret base, and few people stopped there. Most of them were in the study rooms on the upper floors, and there were few people disturbing here.

Ruan Youtian paid off the books, and when she swiped the card out, she felt being watched again.This road is not the main road of the school, and the environment is quieter. Ruan Youtian stopped and stood up. Feeling that his gaze had not moved away, he took two quick steps, and obviously felt that someone was following him.

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Ruan Youtian: Please give me a little poor BGM~