The cannon fodder's vest fell off again

"Are you sick?!" Chi Liang was furious as if he was going to kill someone.

Chu Xinpeng picked up the admission letter that was thrown away, and smiled at him, "What's the matter, is it because I'm sick when I go to the same university as you? I went to university with you, not picking up trash with you. What are you so excited about?"

Chi Liang pointed at the notification letter in his hand and yelled, "You're fucking sick! You're fucking sick! You got a score of 600 and came to my university with a score of [-]. Are you crazy? You Is it a mess or a fucking stupid, can this fucking broken school accommodate you, a Buddha!"

After Chu Xinpeng received the admission notice, he ran happily to announce the good news to him, but he reacted like this. Chu Xinpeng was annoyed by his yelling, "Don't yell at me, you said you don't want to follow us all, Brother Zhuo, Big Bear and the others will definitely not be able to accompany you, what's wrong with me staying?"

Chi Liangqi's eyes were red, "So you admit that you went to this crappy school because of me? Are you pitying me or sympathizing with me? You want me to remember for the rest of my life that I not only study No, it dragged you down, didn't I? Didn't I just not study hard? Do you need to punish me with your own future? What enmity do I have with you? "

"I'm not—" Chu Xinpeng stretched out his hand to pull him, but was pushed back by Chi Liang.

Chi Liang didn't even give him a chance to speak, he slammed the door and left.

Chu Xinpeng looked at the two identical admission notices, and his mood suddenly fell to the bottom.

Obviously when he came, he was preparing for a surprise, but he didn't even say what he wanted to say, so this person got angry.

Why are you angry?

Is it not good to be together?

During the whole summer vacation, the two of them didn't contact each other alone. In the middle, Xiong Zhi teamed up once, and everyone met, but Chi Liang, who was the best at jumping back and forth, withered this time.

Xie Zhuo thought it was because everyone was going to be separated and felt uncomfortable, so he kindly said a few words of comfort.

When the show was about to end, Chu Xinpeng said, "I'm going abroad, the day after tomorrow."

Chi Liang was stunned: "..."

I really want to question him, don't I want to go to the same bad university as him?

Why didn't you say it earlier? !

Chi Liang was extremely wronged, and stared at Chu Xinpeng with red eyes.

Chu Xinpeng looked at him, but Chi Liang looked away.

Throwing out something that hadn't been mentioned all night, several people were startled.

Xu Ye was the calmest, he nodded, "Bon voyage."

Xie Zhuo asked, "What time is the day after tomorrow? We'll see you off."

Chu Xinpeng glanced at Chi Liang, "No need, it's early, it's not convenient."

No one knew what time Chu Xinpeng was on the plane. Chi Liang wanted to ask, but the edited message was not sent out until the day he left.

What are you asking? He was the one who said that Chu Xinpeng would not be allowed to go to the same university as him. Now that he is leaving, so obedient, what is there to ask!

The day before Chu Xinpeng left, Chi Liang stayed up all night, looking at his phone wondering what he was waiting for.

It was dawn and the sun came out.

Chi Liang looked out of the window with a pair of panda eyes.

Chu Xinpeng said he left very early, did he already leave?

Why not let him deliver it?

Why didn't you even say goodbye to him?

are you angry?

Because he didn't let him go to the same university as him.

Chi Liang sighed, and muttered to himself, "Let's go, what's so good about going to a broken school."

The phone dinged.

Seeing Chu Xinpeng's name, Chi Liang sat up awkwardly.

Chu Xinpeng sent a voice——

"After thinking about it, I still think it's better to tell you..."

Immediately afterwards, the second, the third, the fourth, one after another.

"I've been thinking these days, should I have a good talk with you, but I'm scared..."

"Originally, I wanted to go to the same university as you, go to get out of class with you, eat together every day, go back to the dormitory together, touch you as soon as I reach out, and beat you up if I'm in a bad mood." Speaking of this, Chu Xinpeng laughed. Next, "It's a pity you don't want to."

"The last time I went to your house, I wanted to tell you something besides the notice."

This time, Chu Xinpeng didn't send it after a long time, and the input sign of "the other party is talking" is always displayed on the top of the screen.

Chi Liang hesitated whether to reply, but he didn't know what to say, so he just stared at "the other party is talking" for a while, and "Old Chu" for a while, and went back and forth like this for 5 minutes.

Finally came Chu Xinpeng's "speech"——

Old Chu: "Are you still sleeping? Your pig-like sleep is really reassuring. After school starts, take your bad temper away. Don't treat yourself like a superman without us, you don't even know how to fuck Every time you fight, you only have to be beaten. Even if Brother Ye and Big Bear are closer than me, they can’t come to rescue you immediately. Don’t be beaten to death, at least live until I come back from graduation. And , In the future, you will think about everything you say and do, your head is not just for playing, it can be used from time to time."

In the next voice, there was a voice broadcast from the airport, and Chu Xinpeng said in a low voice, "I really have to leave, I'm sorry, I didn't accompany you to report to school, and I didn't play with you well this summer vacation... do not know what to do with it."

Chi Liang didn't know if he heard it wrong, he seemed to be crying at the end of his speech.

If it is sent again, it will no longer be a voice, but a text——

Old Chu: 【The day you took the notice to find you, you were very angry, and I was also very angry when I went back. I thought, since you don’t want me to accompany you, I can go far away, to a place where you can’t see , Going abroad was an act of anger at the time, but I regret it now. 】

Old Chu: 【I miss you, I miss you now. 】

Old Chu: [Fool, I like you, not the kind of liking I have had since I was a child, but the kind of liking Zhuo Ge has for Ye Ge. Maybe you will think it is ridiculous, but I have really liked you for a long time. Sorry, without permission I like you so much. I wanted to say these things the day I showed you the notice, but you ran away, and my courage ran away with you. Now I have to go. If I don’t say it again, I’m afraid It will be uncomfortable to death, so I have to make you feel uncomfortable with me, you don't have to accept it, if you feel burdened, we don't have to contact us in the future, goodbye. 】

Chi Liang sat on the bed blankly, looking at the text messages on the phone, feeling that his IQ was once again beaten into scum by Chu Xinpeng when the university started.

He was not smart in the first place, and now, he is even more stupid——

What the fuck, what the fuck does that mean?

Why can't he read it?

The word "typing" no longer appears in the place where the dialog box displays the name.

After Chu Xinpeng finished speaking, he left.

He left a bunch of words he couldn't understand, and just patted his ass and left? ! ! !

Is he still human? !

Chi Liang's throat seemed to be soaked in a whole bottle of white vinegar, the suffocation-like soreness made him suffocate.

pat!

A drop of tear came out of nowhere and hit the screen, just covering the word "Like", blurring the two words enlarged.

Chi Liang was afraid, not because of these two words, but also because he was afraid that he would never see the person who typed these two words again.

He wanted to say something, even if it was "goodbye", but his hands couldn't control him, and he couldn't even hold the phone steadily, so he didn't send it in the end.

In spring, summer, autumn and winter, the sun and the moon rotate, and three years pass in a flash.

The mobile phone sang the most popular song, waking up the person sleeping on the upper bunk. He closed his eyes and answered the phone, "If there is nothing important, I will inform you that you are about to die."

"Yo, brother Liang is very arrogant recently?"

Hearing it was Xie Zhuo's voice, Chi Liang opened his eyes and glanced at the phone to confirm, "Brother Zhuo, why are you so early? Did Brother Ye stay up all night? It's only six o'clock the fuck, what are you two doing?" what?"

Xie Zhuo said on the phone: "We are going back to visit our relatives today, and asked if you have time to come out and get together."

Chi Liang sat up straight, "The two of you who are out of season are going to come back?"

Xie Zhuo said with a smile: "Brother Ye doesn't care what the New Year is, if he wants to go back, I have to accompany him, otherwise I can let my wife go alone? Hey——"

Xie Zhuo on the other end of the phone must have been beaten, Chi Liang smiled, "Okay, what time do you arrive, I'll pick you up."

"It's two o'clock in the afternoon. By the way, ask Dapeng if he has time. Brother Ye has been thinking about you guys recently. He probably misses you."

Chi Liang was quite surprised.

Brother Ye has been so cold-tempered since his sophomore year that he almost parted ways with them. I really can't imagine what it would be like for him to reminisce about the past.

Chi Liang said: "Okay, I'll ask Dapeng, he's close, so it's easier for you to come back."

After hanging up the phone, Chi Liang opened WeChat. The person on the top of WeChat hadn't changed in three years, but the last conversation between them remained on that text.

Yep, they haven't been in touch again.

Chi Liang didn't even dare to say a period, because he was afraid of seeing the red exclamation mark.

Are they still friends?

Did Chu Xinpeng delete him?

Chi Liang didn't know.

In the past three years, Chu Xinpeng hasn't posted a single Moment. He doesn't seem to have gone abroad, but he seems to have disappeared.

If Chi Liang hadn't heard from his parents that he was still alive when he went to Chu Xinpeng's house to pay New Year's greetings every year, Chi Liang would really be mourning for him.

During this meeting with Xu Ye, Chi Liang heard a lot about Chu Xinpeng from him.

It turned out that Chu Xinpeng was not missing, he just stopped contacting him, but he was in frequent contact with Xu Ye. It is said that for a period of time, he played videos almost every day, which made Xie Zhuo almost think that Xu Ye was going to cheat.

Back in the dormitory, Chi Liang tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep.

Is this fucking or a person? !

After telling you that I like you, and then I ignore you for three years, who the hell wants to like you like this?

Chi Liang gritted his teeth, "I might as well like a pig!"

Chi Liang was so angry that he couldn't sleep, he went to chat with Moments, a small expression flashed by, Chi Liang was taken aback, and went back to chat twice.

This idiot Chu Xinpeng posted it on Moments! ! !

Sent a sun? !

What the hell?

Just one expression, the sun!

day!

"Chi Liang, what are you smiling at your phone at night?" The people in the dormitory were startled by him when they looked up, the lights in the dormitory had been turned off, and when they looked up, they saw Chi Liang grinning with a row of teeth facing the light of the phone. Not to mention how scary it is in the middle of the night.

Chi Liang lowered the corners of his mouth belatedly, "I didn't smile."

The roommate rolled his eyes, "If you laugh any louder, your mouth will crack, you still haven't smiled!"

Chi Liang touched the corner of his mouth.

No laughing.

Just not smiling.

Knowing that he wasn't deleted, Chi Liang started to twitch.

He always disliked that Chu Xinpeng hadn't posted on Moments for the past three years, and he didn't find out until he posted it himself, and he hadn't posted it in three years.

Chi Liang said "Fuck", would Chu Xinpeng think he deleted him too!

Afterwards, Chi Liang started swiping the screen frantically.

Canteens, classrooms, libraries, even the trees downstairs in the dormitory are not spared.

Every time I post, I get likes from a person named "Chu Zhutou". Slowly, Chi Liang's circle of friends becomes bolder and he starts posting selfies.

There are so many beauty filters and microdermabrasion, you can't even recognize him in the hair.

Once, when he posted on Moments, a girl who had a good relationship with him laughed and said that his eyes were so small that he magnified them twice, saying that he deceived consumers.

Chi Liang was hit, and posted a photo with no beauty and no filter, which was taken on the face.

-Shocked, why are my eyes so small and ugly! [picture]

Among the hahaha and jokes, only one compliment stood out.

Chu Zhutou: Good-looking, small eyes focused, don't be blind like everyone else.

This was the first time Chi Liang saw Chu Xinpeng appearing in text form three years later, Chi Liang seemed afraid that he would run away, and quickly replied with grimacing expressions: You are right, you still have vision!

After replying, Chi Liang put down his phone for a while, only to realize later that what he said was not quite right.

I used to be poor and used to say such things naturally, but now he has to be responsible for what he says, and he can't be flirtatious.

Chi Liang wanted to delete that sentence, but saw that Chu Xinpeng had already replied: Yes, I have a very good vision.

Chi Liang: "..."

The connection between the two gradually turned into comments in the circle of friends. There were no serious greetings, and it was more like a hypocrisy between two unfamiliar people.

But obviously, they are so familiar.

On Christmas night, Chi Liang walked on the street alone.

Thinking of that year when they watched movies together and took pictures under the Christmas tree together, now he is alone and extremely lonely.

He found the photo he took with Chu Xinpeng under the Christmas tree that year.

He jumped on Chu Xinpeng's back, thinking that Chu Xinpeng would throw him off, but it didn't.

I hadn't looked at it carefully before, but it turned out that he was also laughing.

Chi Liang looked at the photo in a daze.

He misses him a little bit.

Chi Liang came to Chu Xinpeng's house and knocked on the door. In the past few years, he only came during Chinese New Year. He was thinking about what reason Chu Xinpeng's parents would make up when they asked him, and the door suddenly opened.

"Uncle Chu, I—"

The person standing at the door holding the doorknob was wearing the latest sportswear. He was tall and tall, and he was completely different from Papa Chu!

Chi Liang was taken aback for a moment, looking at the other person's face, but the other person was also looking at him.

"Why are you?" Chu Xinpeng was surprised.

Chi Liang stood at the door like a fool, looking at Chu Xinpeng who suddenly appeared in front of him, who seemed to have been dead for three years and suddenly had a corpse.

I haven't seen you for a few years, but this guy has grown taller!

Chi Liang stood there with his mouth open.

Chu Xinpeng was also taken aback for a moment, "You..."

Chi Liang didn't know what happened to him, so he burst into tears with a "wow".

"Fuck!" Chu Xinpeng was frightened, he quickly opened the door to the maximum, and came out wearing slippers, "What are you doing?"

Chi Liang didn't know what he wanted to do, he couldn't control himself, he cried and shouted: "Fuck you, when did you come back!"

After such a big commotion, Chu's father and Chu's mother came out to look together. Seeing that it was Chi Liang, Chu's mother quickly asked, "What's wrong?"

Chi Liang wiped away his tears, but he couldn't wipe them clean. He cried and said, "Uncle and auntie, I'm sorry."

After speaking, he ran away.

Chu's father and Chu's mother looked at their son, "What's wrong with Xiaoliang?"

Chu Xinpeng didn't bother to answer, and ran out without changing his shoes.

When Chu Xinpeng ran out, Chi Liang had already disappeared. Fortunately, he still had a phone with him.

With the howling cold wind, he didn't even put on his coat, shivering and shrugging his neck to call Chi Liang's phone, the phone rang for a long time before he was answered.

"Where are you?" Chu Xinpeng gritted his teeth.

"It's none of your business."

Listening to the sound, the fool is still crying.

Chu Xinpeng gritted his upper teeth from the cold and yelled at him, "You fucking tell me where you are!"

Chi Liang sniffed.

The shadow of the building was faint, and a black shadow moved against the base of the wall.

Chu Xinpeng saw it, and strode over without hanging up the phone.

Chi Liang cried and hiccupped, lowered his head and didn't speak or look at him.

Chu Xinpeng asked, "Why are you here?"

Chi Liang scolded: "None of your business?"

Chu Xinpeng said: "This is my house, so it's none of my business that you come to my house?"

Chi Liang raised his head and shouted, "I'm not here to see you!"

In the cold wind, the two stood facing each other. After several years of polishing, both of them were no longer young. Chu Xinpeng suddenly asked him: "Have you thought about it?"

Chi Liang couldn't understand what he was saying, "What are you thinking?"

Chu Xinpeng snatched Chi Liang's phone, hung up the phone that was still on, opened the WeChat without unlocking the page - he was pinned.

Seeing that he was about to click in, Chi Liang was startled, and quickly reached out to stop him, but unfortunately he didn't stop him.

Chu Xinpeng looked up all the chat records, all of them were there, and none of them were deleted.

Every voice he uttered was translated into text, and they just lay in the dialog box row by row.

Chu Xinpeng held up the phone in front of him, "Why?"

Chi Liang reached out to snatch it, "Why? I can do whatever I like with my phone. Does it have anything to do with you?"

Chu Xinpeng avoided his hand, and asked again, "Have you thought about it? Three years, is it enough for you?"

Chi Liang looked at him, his tear ducts seemed to be leaking.

He choked up and said "not enough", exhausted all the strength in his body, and leaned against the wall behind him like a collapse, "I don't know, I just know that I miss you very much, but, but I dare not think about anything else ,I have no idea."

Three years is enough to get such an answer.

Chi Liang's breath was suffocated by the bumping kiss.

He was terrified.

Is he going to be gay?

Although he has studied many things in this area over the years, and often inquired about it from Xie Zhuo and Xu Ye, he is not ready yet.

Chi Liang clenched his hands tightly by his side, his head was numb.

He could feel the softness and warmth from his lips, and he could also feel his heart beating at an unprecedented frequency.

He's not fucking dying, is he? !

"Do you feel it?" Chu Xinpeng asked.

Chi Liang came back to his senses in a daze, "Ah? What, how do you feel?"

Chu Xinpeng hugged him to keep warm, "I kiss you, do you feel it?"

Chi Liang's head was about to explode, "No, I don't know."

"Give you another year, is that enough?"

Chi Liang asked stupidly: "What?"

Chu Xinpeng said domineeringly, "I'll give you another year to think about it, and we'll be together next year."

Chi Liang was stunned, then raised his head, "No, didn't you ask me to think about it? Why did you make a decision before I thought about it? Who said we're going to be together?"

"Then why not?" Chu Xinpeng looked at him.

Chi Liang opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything to refute.

How about not?

If you don't stay together, you have to go your separate ways.

Is he willing?

Chi Liang hesitated for a long time and asked him: "Why do you like me?"

Chu Xinpeng also thought about this question, but he didn't come up with a result. They had known each other for too long, and he couldn't even remember when he first fell in love with him.

Chu Xinpeng looked up at the sky and said with emotion, "Maybe it's because you're an idiot."

Chi Liang: "???"

Chi Liang's small eyes slowly opened wide, and he pushed him away, "You'd better go back to your foreign country."

A year later, Chu Xinpeng returned to China, and Chi Liang picked him up.

When they met Chi Liang, they raised their eyebrows at Chu Xinpeng as if their face was cramp.

Chu Xinpeng smiled and kissed him, "What are you happy about?"

Chi Liang said, "Do you know what the birthday present Baishan gave Brother Ye was for his birthday?"

Chu Xinpeng: "..."

Chi Liang smiled silly, and said in a low voice: "Xie Zhuo said this thing is super easy to use, I want a set, do you want to try it?"

Chu Xinpeng looked at him with a smile on his face.

I was curious, how did a person who couldn't figure out his sexuality a year ago managed to break himself into such a radian in a year?Chu Xinpeng thinks that this year is mostly just chatting on the phone, saying he likes it, saying good night, and he hasn't even masturbated to the video, so why did he jump here all of a sudden?

Chu Xinpeng asked: "Are you serious?"

Chi Liang nodded, looked around, and was a little shy, "Well, what, you won't leave this time, right? If you don't leave, let's try, if you still leave—"

"I'm not leaving." Chu Xinpeng said, "I'm not going anywhere, even if you lose your temper with me like that summer vacation and drive me away, I won't leave. I'll depend on you."